i love you L
sorry that i had to leave, i was scared of my own emotions

you are such an unattractive embarrassing cringy miserable little guy who enjoys inflicting pain on innocent people and i see why. your life and living situation is truly laughable. oh, and it was on purpose by the way.

miserable sniveling psychopathic narcissistic loser. i cant wait for you to inevitably overdose on some pussy drug. i cant wait for your wannabe drug dealer ass to get robbed.

my armpits really stink

they smell like almost sour like whats up with that?

I wish someone would finger my butthole

I wish I had never met you

please tell me why what else could I do

Anastasia,
I no longer want to be your friend. I just see you as someone i want to have sex with. You look so good in that long black skirt and even better in the short black skirt. I like when you smell of sour sweat. Since we have constantly been rude to eachother for months now i am over you. Your legs are really cute though. You have me bricked up all day at work and when i think about your slender body (which is too often). That being said you should avoid me at work and I shall avoid you. I don't get why you try being nice to me and then stonewall me right after. I am sure you are also confused with how I treat you. Please stay away from me.

Im not confused. I just never cared

You belong in a mental hospital or something I think

>>85721231
You seem confused since you arent her.

I am truly repulsed by you.

It took me way too long to realize it was never about me. Your actions have nothing to do with me. Your life would have taken the same course regardless, you would have done this to anyone. I know I am not the first. I was blind sided and even in awe by all of it in the beginning but you have no life and all the time in the world. It was effortless for you.

>>85721491
I have come to this realization about someone myself as well. Wish I could remain ignorant. Brain needs to shut off.

Fucking hell, just give me a fucking win

>>85721491
The most revealing thing I have ever found out were messages of another ex (or maybe he was just some dude who fell for her) more or less wanting to save her.
It also makes sense how she described the abusive bf she had after me as not her bf to me.
Some people are just fucked and run from shitty situation to shitty situation, they lack proper judgment and when they think they have time to judge, they overreact. Fried brain syndrome.

>>85721477
That was the whole point :3

>>85721810
You've been doing this for literal years every single day and you still write like shit, go read a books, RP with a good LLM or something, get real man.

>>85721866
If you truly loved her you'd learn how to better your prose.

>>85721810
>>85721866
She doesn't love you. Why is this so hard to understand? She has sex with another man, she sucks his dick, she swallows his semen, she will eventually have his child. She lives with him and they share their best memories. She talks to him every day, probably every waking hour. When's the last time she talked to you? In 2021.

>>85721866
>>85721889
Stop samefagging to try and derail so you can go into little fag arguments with yourself again calling it names and characters, you little cuck.

Why do you still write your little drama poems like a 5th grader huh? Answer me.

>>85721907
Really dodging it that hard huh? How weak. Pathetic.

Tormenting you how? These things happen regardless of whether you think about them or not. She has sex, probably every day, she is probably on birth control and he cums in her raw. Then they kiss, watch something and have sex again. Then they go out and have fun. She talks to him. She doesn't talk to you. That is reality. Unavoidable reality. Mike. Maria isn't yours.

Lol he got banned. At least wasn't samefagging on that device.

>>85721889
My bad G, excellent work.

>>85722007
Fuck off.

God help me please. Please remove the ones who harm us from our life. Help guide her home to me

>>85722029
Only because he knows she will hear me and he is deleting to be manipulative and harm us

>>85722029
I dont same fag. Stop lying about me

>>85722048
You do. And often too. You have an ENTIRE character in the novel inside your head built JUST for this sort of bullshit.
And it's recent too, which is how I know your entire story is fake, you're probably not even crazy for real, you are just autistic and this is your fixation for some reason.

Which is why I criticize your writing skills. Also because you're extremely annoying. I fucking hate you ever since you posted on SOC

Dear lady that I asked out, would it really fucking kill you to just reply directly with a yes or no? Goddamn I hate having any interest whatsoever in relationships.

Hey, I've been wanting to write you a letter for a while but there has been a decent thread for a while. There are so many things I want to say to you. Take care of yourself until then.

>>85722075
I truly do not. I am honest and am telling the truth. I dont care what you think of me. I only care that she knows i am honest and remember me for me.

God. All I ask is to Please help guide us home to each other. I truly love her and fight for us every day for years now. Please help her hear me and remember us.
All I ask is for us to have a real shot at our love. You are my soul mate m. You truly mean the world to me and are the love of my life. I hope you are able to see past his lies and the ways he has harmed us. See me for who I am and always have been. The way you last looked into my eyes and heard my voice.

>you are the only home I have free of judgement and anything that will upset me

If you want, you can lay down, close your eyes, and live in that with me.
You can wear my shirt

>im crying because I need you
>this argument is temporary but ill always have that empty part needing you
>I am your home too

I need you too
We make each other whole
I was thinking about that earlier
No one has ever accepted me the way you do

>you are perfect

>>85722129
No, I'm GONNA DIE

Will I be rewarded if I don't fuck up?

M,This is the response from God when I prayed to him for us. I hope this means he is guiding you home to me. He knows my heart and I'm so thankful if he help you see it too.

We know, we know, we belong to ya
We know you built your life around us
Would we change? We had to change some

We know, we know, we belong to ya
We know you threw your arms around us
In the hopes we wouldn't change
But we had to change some
You know, to belong to you

We're aware that you cut your hair
In the style that our drummer wore
In the video
But with fame came a mounting claim
For the evermore, you know...

So when your bridal processional
Is a televised confessional
To the benefits of Axe shampoo
You know we did it for you
We did it all for you

Cause we know, we know, we belong to ya
We know you built your life around us
And would we change? We had to change some

You know, to belong to you

I am the cavalry captain
I am the remedy to your heart
I am the common collective
I am imprinted upon your stars

And when you shine shine your eyes
Looking lost, looking bright
We'll away on the light brigade

And if only for a second
And if only for a time
We'll be alive

There is a world, there is a time
Looking calm, looking kind
We'll away at the break of day

And if only for a second
And if only for a time
We'll be alive

>>85722075
I don't post on soc. Stop lying about me. If he is making larps as me there then she needs to trust me more than his lies

Well, it looks like I've got nothing.

>>85722198
>>85722264
What are you referring to? Windering if its about ne

What was said makes me sick and nautious and want to throw up. Please god dont let any if that garbage be true. You know my heart and know I truly love her. Someway somehow please keep those things for her and I.

I remember the time you threatened me. It was the only time I've ever felt like I could be the object of your anger. The entire time we were speaking, you never let it out on me, even though I knew you felt it sometimes. Really, I wanted you to be able to take it out on me - I wanted to feel more of you, all of you, your wrath and your anger and your vitriol. Maybe you wouldn't have felt the need to take it out on yourself if you just took it out on me. You know I'm sensitive, though, so, thank you.

I think soon we're going to have gone longer without talking than we spent talking. It felt like a whole year that we'd been together, but, I guess it really only was a few months.

At this point, I'm so desperate I'm willing to go get a fucking psychic reading to try to get some peace of mind. Every day is an insanely sickening cycle of grief and confusion, and it's my fault. I'm sorry I didn't save you when I could have. I think about you every day. You are the sole object of my desire. Reuniting with you is my dream. I can't imagine how good it will feel.

>>85722486
obviously not your person but being someone on the receiving end of something similar to this, it fucking sucks so bad.

Would kill you had I the chance to do so. I hope you suffer more, actually and never forget about your person. It's so insulting when someone goes 'ooh noo I didn't realize it at the time woopsiee aah but I'm so sad now because of it!'
Regret is the fakest, gayest and most self absorbed negative feeling after envy, it's so revolting.

>>85722486
Thats exactly how I feel about m. The only difference is we didnt choose to lose each other. She was decieved. I take accountability for my mistakes I made in response to who did this to use. ive been fighting for us for years now.

>>85722546
Nah, she saw the demented loser you are and ran the other way.

Actually it is different. My version is

even if we had to fight, I wish we had that fight. I am strong and will do anything to save us. To grow with you.

It makes me sick we lost so much time with each other

Every day is an insanely sickening cycle of grief and confusion, and I take accountability for my mistakes responding to the one who decieved us when he larped as you.
we didnt choose to lose each other. He decieved you larping as me . I wish I had known what he did but in the silence it took me time to figure it out. I think about you every day. You are the sole object of my desire. Reuniting with you is my dream. I can't imagine how good it will feel.

>>85722534
You're right, I feel like a pitiful loser for being so regretful over the things I did and didn't do. She babied me, took care of me, and told me everything would be alright, and I never believed her. I'm like an emotional vampire who sucked up all of that love and left her dry and empty.

Unfortunately, there's nothing I can do now. I'm sorry people like me do that kind of thing. Thank you for your reply.

>>85722556
Not she saw him larping as me. When she remembers me from the last we were together, thats me. She made a mistake believing others lies. She needs to trust me over people like you

>>85722604
Im sorry thats your story. I think I need to say it has nothing to do with m and I in case you are larping.

>>85722609
Larps a suicide twice in one month and keeps posting as "not mike" with the same uninspired rants. Yea she dodged a hell of a bullet with you.

This is us. Nothing will ever change that.

Just because you feel lost does not mean your compass is broken

>"I love you, remember that."

>"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease"

>"You're the only thing that matters now, it's been like that for so long. Nothing will ever change that."

>"I'm only yours, I love only you"

>"I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you."

>"You're the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me, I'm crying because I need you, this argument is temporary, but I'll always have that empty part needing you. I'm your home too. You are perfect. I love you more"

>"I know I feel both with you and I can dwell in both love and lust, we will fuck each other's brains out and then care for each other, Spend so much time."

>"Everything is perfect with you, dream good dreams, I can't wait."

>"You're the love of my life, everything I've ever wanted, everything I've ever needed ."

>>85722635
Didnt larp. I had to go to hospital.

>>85722635
You seem to leave out how c larped and lied and samefagged to harm us. Very similar to you.

JADE i miss you so much i thought you loved me
you kept saying it and you kept calling me daddy
WHY did you leave me our time spent was the best time ever
i want those 5 days back
PLEASE respond to me, you havent even opened it but i know youve been online
i dont understand why you left me on read for 2 hours now

Do you think of me. I think of you. It's almost been a year. I did my best to flush a lot of the memories out of my mind. It's hard when so many of the places I go to, we were there once. I now accept it wasn't my fault. I didn't deserve what you did. You did it because you were ugly and broken inside. You'd have hurt anyone else in my shoes.

I don't want you back. Not after the corrupted memories. The time when we were hopeful and it felt like this was the right thing for our lives. That was what I miss. When everything felt loving and unspoiled.

Tfw life ruined because redheaded whore told people to gang stalk you

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Thine bespoke wares art nao ready for pickemup

Dear mods/jannies

Delete these threads on sight
No one posts here
They only serve as a platform for mike, a very mentally ill man, to feed his delusions
The letter thread does not contain him, he's still all over the board spouting nonsense at unrelated people
No one even trolls him for fun anymore, it's just sad to watch at this point

All i can do is mm knows me more than your lies and remember me as who I am from what she told me herself >>85722640

>>85722665
Every one of your accusations are actually confessions. Isreali Mike is your new nickname.

>>85722793
You only wish to isolate her so she believes your lies about me. I only hope she sees me from her true perspective of when we were together.

>>85722718
I choose her over all else no matter what

>>85722793
Also im not all over the board. Ive only posted here. If im elsewhere then thats him larping as me

>>85722829
Im only telling her the truth. She needs to trust me over you

Didnt Mike off himself? What happened

>>85722993
Talking to you about what happened and what i went through is just answering you fishing to harass me and harm us.

Mike was dumped by Maria after she whored herself out and posted her nudes in a discord server a few weeks back. I think he offed himself, yeah >>85722993

>>85722899
She doesn't need to trust anyone but herself, which is why she hasn't talked to you in 7 years. You are a demented creep, who can't handle rejection, and creates a conspiracy to mend your extremely fragile ego. You'll still be here spamming in 20 years.

>>85723012
I'm glad you're okay Mike. I was worried sick about your safety while you were gone. Please don't harm yourself again!

>>85722993
Fake suicide. The usual for his ilk. Cheap manipulation. It's twice as pathetic because the person he wants to see it didn't see it and will never see it since she's not here, but that won't stop him from trying again next month.

>>85723039
I ask her to trust herself and not your and your lies about me to manipulate how she perceives me.
What c did to us is true and I fight for us. She needs to not listen to and remember for herself who I am as when we were together
>>85723036
More lies

>>85723044
Yeah, I had to go to hospital. Thanks for your care. I try. Its just really tough with maria and what c did to us and if she believes his lies over me, gave him what she promises me. Makes me feel the need to die.

>>85723053
Nope real. Go away with your lies

>>85723094
None of those anons but if you actually went to the hospital 100% you would post a pic of something there, and you'd likely be in a psych ward considering this is at least the 2nd time.

>>85723156
I would never post a pic. I only care about her. Not you. I wont comment further because you are just harassing me and targeting her.

>>85723156
more importantly he wouldn't have been posting here the whole time
literally the same posts about moons and suns and coltons but "not mike btw"

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Alright faggots, stop your schizo babble for like 5 minutes and tell me what sick mind did come up with the screenplay of the movie "Obsession"?
I usually dislike horror flicks but this one had a psychological spin and I guess the excellent casting choice for the female lead made this weirdly enjoyable to watch but damn.
It's a psyop to make people feel better about their boring but stable lives, right?
>See? It could be way worse! We're not that bad together after all!

Would have the movie worked with a plain looking female lead?

What do femanons think about this movie?

Any BPDemons get triggered by it?

Anyways, this was a "fun" movie.

The balance of humor and horror was a weird combo but I have to say... Good shit.

The Willow branch costs 6.99 dollars. Nice... and very subtle as always, huh? Anyways, sorry for not posting much lately but I don't have many unblocked IPs left and too busy/lazy to implement workarounds. I know it's our thing. Shidposting like two retards, always jestermaxxing.

Later, bitch. Xoxo
t. insufferable asshole

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>>85723039
Maybe Maria did broke a Willow branch wishing for a certain delusional schizo to simp for her forevaaar just to dip out and be living her life far away from him?
Yes, that's the rational explanation because this shit can't be explained by mental illness alone. His power level is just too damn high.

So rude to burn "AI" tokens on this drivel.

Anyways, gotta blend some potato soup with my immersion blender - for maximal immersion, understand?

>>85723243
He lies to himself and thinks other people are as easily fooled, not realizing that he's on the threshold of mental retardation.

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I've resisted a while to get into Balatro but I finally caved and I love and hate it. It's pretty grindy to unlock good jokers and it makes winning near impossible at the beginning. Not saying there's no skill involved since one has to build a viable deck but the RNG is strong in this one.
Reminds me a bit of "dice with death" as a good roll in items/trinkets makes the game easy as fuck to win on the 4th difficulty (full spear builds are OP AF.) and getting a shit set makes the game more fun.
The witch tho is fully retarded and almost pure luck. It makes wins feel like shit and it took me way too many tries to finish the 4th tier.

These threads are so unusable with all of this samefag spam.

>>85723243
I didnt post here the whole time. You probably freaked out at different anons and called them me

>>85723466
Knock it off. Neither of us need your commentary

>>85723475
Im not lying. Stop making shit up about me

>>85723884
I dont same fag. You must be talking about yourself or c

meeooooowww

>>85724008
You convinced yourself so thoroughly with your lies that reality is no longer part of the equation. Go larp another suicide at least "not mike" is slightly more bearable.

>>85723658
Balatro is great. Very addicting. Its run and gun so scrub bad runs early. Dont look up guides. There are specific ways to always win and that ruins the gameplay. I highly reccomend you use the mobile app. The switch version gui is stretched and looks blurry.

>>85724097
Im telling the truth. I dont care my truth impedes your lies about me and attempts to further harm how she percieves me.

I only care about her.

>>85724132
I have no doubt that you believe yourself to be saying the truth, which is what makes your case so incredibly sad .

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>>85724444
quad quads trvthnvke

>>85723993
Oh yeah that was notmike, he's just like you but yknow not mike, creepy little fella that one

>>85720951
Dear I,

I regret losing you. Even after so much time has passed I can't even say something about our relationship with confidence, you were too much for me. If only you weren't. I wish my life could have you in it.

>>85722680
She called a lot of us daddy. If youre talking about the Australian chick who cuts herself when she has a bad game in League of Legends that is. She used to discord stalk me in servers. I have been her online bf under different personas that she hasn't connected yet.

Im telling you, its all just an act. I dont love you. Youre a putrid disgusting unattractive bad oral hygiene useless foid. You put no effort into your sloppy appearance, dont be surprised I talk to other chicks. Dumb bitch. Theres a reason I shove your face in the pillow when I use your holes.

>>85724444
I am telling the truth and m would know it to if she ever needed me to prove it.

You lying to be a twat and harm us is uncalled for and you clearly have an agenda

>>85724521
Knock it off. Im being honest and you are lying to harm her and I. You are literally a demon, a cancer that once removed from her and my life, everything would be worlds better. Its unfortunate you dug your way in with your lies and manipulations. Fucking nightmare

>>85725020
Garbage person.

I know you raped a girl before. Like a savage.

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>>85725223
straight down to the rape cave

>>85725183
for the millionth time no one is dumb enough to believe your shit

>>85725223
*e-raped
It's bad but some would argue etc. etc.

>>85725183
maria lost her virginity to another man, who she now has sex with regularly. his penis enters her vagina raw almost every day, they passionately make love while she moans, they kiss with tongue, then they have a creampie. then she gets up and takes a shower while he's watching and they both laugh, then she makes him a sandwich and they go out, spending the rest of the day having fun, going to the Cinema, having a picnic in nature, hanging out with their friends, doing double dates and making memories they'll remember for the rest of their lives. the only memories she'll have of you is as a mentally ill 30 year old who keeps spamming about her on 4chan, that is to say bad memories she'll maybe even go to therapy in order to forget

>>85725795
That's a little bit funny because you tried to paint mike as pathetic as possible but you still didn't hit the mark. He wishes he was still 30.

>>85725823
how does you being even older than 30 change the fact Colton's penis enters Maria raw, she moans and her vaginal walls smoothly massage his penis while he's penetrating her. after he cums inside her, she probably lays in bed with him for another 20 minutes just making out, and then they go to shower, or go for another round. they probably had sex in every pose you can think of, maybe even public sex.

>>85720951
I hate that I have such feelings for you C and i genuinely wish I could get you you out of your shitty home situation where you gotta sneak porn pics to sneak money in to live, but you will never admit you need help to be helped

>>85725836
>captain save a hoe
>can't even save himself

>>85725843
Im doing fine in life though other than lonely, got money, got all the itme in the world, just no company

>>85725849
>i work a min wage job and simp for a prostitute
>woe is me but im ballin

>>85725834
I'm not defending the faggot. I'm saying he's even more pathetic than you think. He's up there with doom and other creepy uncs from this board.

>>85725855
who is doom originanal comment

>>85725853
I dont think she hooks, least not yet, just the fansly shit

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>>85724038
I ask you to stop with this lustful meaowing!

>"creepy uncs"

holy faggotry, not to mention that mike and his fat hispanic blown out torta are roughly the same age. zoomers and their pedo/aegism hysteria are some of the most puritanical and nauseating concern troll faggots ever, and you're all approaching thirty imminently anyway.

>>85725861
lurk moar lobotomized newfaggot, especially since you seem to have a vested interest in trying to make some letter thread namefag feel bad about his lost connection

>>85725861
QRD: a near 50 yo man who hasn't grown out of his discord e-boy phase.

>>85725904
Anon, I didn't say anything about age gaps or pedos. You made it up entirely in your head and then you let it make you angry.

>>85725908
>just waste your life more so you can be like me
>a neet simping for a prostitute
no thanks, tell your mom i said hi

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>>85724120
>scrub early
Sure but what's the threshold for a bad run? I'm only 3 hours into the game and don't know when I'm screwed if it's not an extremely bad run that doesn't give me any multiplying joker.

>>85725937
>gay brown midget

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>>85724444
True, but some people need to love someone to fend off the abyss. Don't shit on his light - even if it's a delusion. He clearly needs this.
>sad
Would him killing himself be less "sad"?

>>85725957
>Would him killing himself be less "sad"?
it would probably give comfort to Maria and make her happier. it would also make me and everyone else on this site a lot happier, so i think the answer is undoubtedly a big, fat YES!!!!!!

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>>85725947
Remember me when you get your balls blown off and keep trying to keep your intestines from spilling out.

>>85725957
It happens all the time and it's never sad because it's always fake.
This place has less of a stink when he plays dead. I don't want him to die for real but yeah...maybe just fake it one more time.

>>85721491
It's all about you bb grill only you

>>85725957
I only have so much patience for people who refuse to acknowledge reality, and I ran out of it after the first year. Would he be better off dead? Depends, if he is a dangerous person or not. If his delusional outburst are limited to limerent rants online, then no. If he's as delusional in person as he is online, and gets hyper fixated towards someone else that he can actually physically reach...maybe he'd be better off dead depending on his actions.

>>85720966
>when a foid gets dumped

>>85725766
For the millionth time I am honest, the only person I care to believe me is my m. All I need is for her not to listen to your lies and to remember me for who I am just as she knew me when we were together, just so she last looked into my eyes and she last heard my voice

>>85725795
I pray to God that that is not the case and that he wouldn't do that to us. She's my soulmate and I kept my promises to her. All I ask is that he brings us back home to each other and does are not to lose our promises to c who lied and manipulated her

>>85725834
Fuck off you piece of shit.

>>85725855
No. You are projecting what a loser you are. I cant seem anyone ever liking you

Don't engage with him

>>85725908
Lobotomized newfaggot is a narc seething loser who keeps screaching cuck fantasies at mike. Really pathetic

>>85725924
Oh wow turns out the seething newfaggot was delusional after all and just projecting that on mike

>>85725982
It wouldnt make her happier and fall you just did is show her what a detestable shit person you are

>>85726046
Not , I did attempt and went to hospital but you are just going to lie about me for your own gains and attempts to harm me and her further. All you do is lie

>>85726145
I'm not delusional or limerick. Fuck off with your lies.

I pray she knows me for me just as when we were together and sees you for the dog shit you are

You'll never read here. But I don't know if you read everything sent directly to you. You decide to block me because you can't handle the option of ever reading anything. I'm sorry I'm rude. But also you really are an idiot. What stops us from being together (if I found that I still want your "love") is how much you blame me for things you did to yourself. You ruined your life and you don't name a reason you did it. I assure you, you definitely don't deserve the right to be protecting me from the truth after all the abuse you put me through. I could save you, I could make it right and fix you. All you had to do was to not feel jealous over me not loving you as much as you "loved" me. You like the idea of being used and dumped by a man you love resulting in you losing yourself. You were not. Stop this delusion and be a normal person. I loved you how I can. I never put you through such pain. You probably did more to yourself just to spite me than anyone ever did to you. Your only way of affecting this world is making people who love you suffer. Do YOU have any idea? You're a corpse walking because you're too tired andfog-brained to try killing yourself the tenth fucking time. They won't even let you die from starvation. All you fucking do is try to die and be forgotten.

From the horrid shit said here today, plus all the lies pushed at you about me. I pray you know me and trust me more.

The only good i can think of is this post

>Will I be rewarded if I don't fuck up?

Made me feel like you wrote that to tell me your do love me and believe me. That I just need to not fuck up.

Inside
You know
It's not
Your Fault
There comes a time
For all we've got inside
Feel it forming now
Soul free guide to light

Hear you call out
For sweet time
Through the sunbeams
You cry
All you've wanted will work out fine
The world is soft

In time
You know
You've got
It all

Hear you call out
For sweet time
Through the sunbeams
You cry
All you've wanted will work out fine
The world is soft

>I love you with all my heart
>dream good dreams
>I cant wait

>>85726381
There is nothing worse than an unrepentant idiot.

>>85726396
The only remorse i gave is not catching c lying about me right away and not flying down in that first month. I reacted to him larping as her but thats on him because I reacted to his lies. Same reason i put on blame on her. She reacted to his lies.

I know irl with each other we never had issues. Only here where c took away our communication and she cant hear my voice, see me and we have to deal with the lies about me.

I know for a fact if she gave us the shot we deserve then we would have the life we dreamed of with each other.

>>85726475
*Same reason i put no blame on her. She reacted to his lies.

>>85726303
it would literally make her happier. it would make her feel safer, calmer and happy that she no longer has a mentally ill stalker. she would be happy that she's no longer being posted about on 4chan, and she would forget about you in a few years. she doesn't talk to you. you aren't her soulmate. she has a boyfriend. they have sex. she lost her virginity to him. they'll start a family. she ignores you on purpose. she goes to therapy because of you. you killing yourself would make her life better.

>>85725924
>>85725904
yep, doom tends to do that..

besides his esl babble thats the second surefirest way to clock him

>>85726530
I'm not a mentally ill stalker. It would not make her feel safer you are only saying this kind of thing to make a narrative that is negative about me. Colton lied to her about me and LARPed as me to harm us. He is a rotten narc pos. She would be safer if he was in the ground.

>>85726847
she goes to therapy because of you, she is scared of you, she doesn't talk to you, you are the only one lying for years, she isn't scared of colton as evidenced by the fact he's in her bad and having sex with her every day, and that he'll be the father of her children soon

>>85726530
I am her soulmate. she does write to me every so often here, last time she wrote to me she wrote specifically that she wished she had chosen me.you don't know that she lost her virginity at all, you are just saying that to make me feel worse. she is not going to start a family with him, I believe in her and trust her that she'll come home to me because we are made for each other and god wouldn't do that to us. If she goes to therapy its because of colton, she started self harming after she met him and developed BPD issues because of him.

>>85726866
she didn't write to you. you are seeing things where there's nothing to be seen. if she wanted to write to you, shed have written to you directly. instead she has ignored you for 5 years. of course they've had sex since theyve been together for 5 years. his penis entered her virgin vagina and came in it, she sucked his dick, she'll soon bear his kids. she is with COLTON not you

Im the love of her life and I won't give up on her.

>"I love you, remember that."

>"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease"

>"You're the only thing that matters now, it's been like that for so long. Nothing will ever change that."

>"I'm only yours, I love only you"

>"I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you."

>"You're the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me, I'm crying because I need you, this argument is temporary, but I'll always have that empty part needing you. I'm your home too. You are perfect. I love you more"

>"I know I feel both with you and I can dwell in both love and lust, we will fuck each other's brains out and then care for each other, Spend so much time."

>"Everything is perfect with you, dream good dreams, I can't wait."

>"You're the love of my life, everything I've ever wanted, everything I've ever needed ."

>>85726879
She has written to me. Thats a fact. She has not been with him for 5 years.

Thank god for you fucking both those facts up and proving you are a unrelated troll being cruel.

That helps disprove all the horrid shit you make up about me

>>85726882
>he fell for a bpdemon
kek she used you as an emotional tampon while monkey branching, now she's in some other fags bed, sucking his fat cock and having sex with him. you deserve each other it seems, it's just that she will have a (happy?) life with this colton nigga while you'll kill yourself eventually

>>85726891
okay even if it's 4 years, do you think someone can be in a romantic relationship for 4 years without having sex? she isn't yours, she isn't a virgin, she's had sex like every other woman in her mid 20s

>>85726879
It also proves what a horrid piece of shit you are and strengthens the facts that I put up with trash like you because I truly love her and am keeping the promise she asked of me.

She means more to me than all else and I choose her over you every time.

It will be great when she falls asleep in my arms and ill smile having proven you narc pos wrong. Ill take her on vacation, travel the world and give her all she ever asks for, including our 2 girls and a boy.

She will look back at colton and remember what a fucking nightmare that seething lying narc loser is

>>85726903
Oh you think its been 4 years? Wrong again. Thanks for further proving me right. Now go rot narc. Buzz off

>>85726937
even 1 year = sex. even a few months = sex. she's had sex with another guy, who'll father her children. she likely had sex while you were typing a letter here at some point. think about that. while you were crying for some random bpdfoid on r9k, at that same moment she likely was having sex, her warm, wet vagina massaging his fat cock as it enters and leaves her previously virgin pussy

She is, but I see not reason to talk further with a fucking narc creep like you who only brings up her virginity because you want to bother me. Buzz off creep.

Ill listen to her words to me and remember her voice and how she last looked at me.

Thats mm and I trust her over you.

>>85726929
she doesn't love you back homie, if you ever have her back, which you won't, you'll have her as used goods, as someone who gave her virginity to colton. you'll be kissing the mouth that previously sucked his dick, the mouth where his sperm was fizzling, cuck

>>85726948
words from 5 years ago? hahahahaha, pathetic. listen to a random woman moaning on youtube, that's her every 2 days with colton

>>85726946
Hey narc creep loser. BUZZ OFF. NOT LISTENING TO ANYTHING YOU SAY RETARD.

I trust her over you.

>>85726960
then trust her telling you to go away, her silence speaks volumes. do you ever think about her taking Colton's dick raw, massaging his penis with her warm hole? that could have been you, but she doesn't like you and chose him instead.

>>85726946
>>85726952
>>85726958
Holy shit, you are a creep. Way to prove mike right.
Mike, just ignore that loser. Not worth your time or energy giving the narc attention.

>>85726973
Bro you are so fucking creepy. Really think about what you are writing just because you have a stick up your butt about mike. Its uncalled for, and really judt proved mike to be the better man. Now go cry somewhere where no one has to listen to you piss yourself fucking loser narc.

>>85726985
>>85726999
she gets an ick whenever you samefag, and she's also getting the dick whenever you samefag. what makes you feel worse?

>>85726985
>>85726999
Agreed. Fuckin creep

>>85727007
Doubt that was a same fag because I see how creepy you are as well.

Also shows how desperate you are to slander michael by crying samefag when called out for how clearly creepy you are. But hey, the bright side is that with your creepy comments you proved to me every bad thing you have ever said about michael is false. In sure if maria ever reads what you wrote, she will agree and that could have even been enough for her to give michael another shot.

>>85727046
>that could have even been enough for her to give michael another shot.

kek if it were up to her she'd give you a poison shit and get you the fuck away from her, weirdo

>>85727052
Desperate to say same fag huh retard? Too bad im not him and you should know you dont speak for her (as well as her thinking you are 10,000x worse than michael becausd of how disgusting you are talking about her like that)

Get some rest michael and let this creepy retard suffer knowing that no one likes him and that he just made things way better for you by proving he has been badmouthing you not based on anything he even knows (retard doesnt know maria from all the shit you pointed out he got wrong) . this could help you of you allow it to. Leave the creep with his dick in his hand crying about you and maria.

>>85727052
Acting like you say anything for her. Self centered pompous narc to think he speaks for a foid he doesn't even know.

>>85727073
Maria here, Mike please kill yourself. The love of my life is the man who cums in me raw, and that's colton and not you, mike. I go to therapy because of you when all I want is to be railed by colton

>>85726985
>>85726999
>>85727046
>>85727073
85727081
Thanks guys. Appreciate you a lot. Ill take your advice and rest, and it was a good point to call it seeing him start same fagging as her >>85727084
really cemented what a creep he is and if maria does see that then it really drove it home for her as well. Good to hear others understand I do care for her and she is the love of my life. Have a good night guys

I'm Maria. Mike is my love and soulmate. I'll come back to you, my love, sun and the Moon

>>85727084
Please don't impersonate me, self centered pompous narc. Mike is my love, my sun and my love for him is promised and eternal. I've never had sex, I'm waiting for Mike.

>>85727124
You too. Who knows, maybe tomorrow is the day you hear from her. Its good to remember its her choice how she feels about you and her choice to trust you. Its only hers to make. Never take silence from her as confirmation of distrust or that she believes others over you. You never know until you hear directly from her and as long as you love her then stay for her and keep up writing to her. The thread you write nothing could be the day she looks for you. Best to reach out whenever your heart tells you to, thats the only way to express true love. it just goes to show not to listen to narcs here who chase you with their demoralization campaigns and larp as her/you trying to impact each of your feelings. With the times coltons been caught doing so toward her here, I doubt she isnt aware of what he did. Just hold out for her as long as you love her. God bless!

>>85727173
hi mike that's right everyone is a narc but you keep waiting for maria and impersonating her until you're 60 im sure it will work out

>>85727156
>>85727161
See mike? Narcs trying to dig himself out of the hole he dug, my guess is he thinks she will mistake this as you same fagging and thinks its a smart move to worsen her perception of you. Unfortunately you are dealing with a narc who only intends you and maria harm. Stay strong and ignore him. Sleep king.

>>85727184
that's right mike, keep writing posts to mike, see mike?

>>85727178
Im not him. Glad jannies can see that. Stay mad

>>85727184
that's right mike you're a king, a Kang, a Kang of all KANGZ and everyone else is a narc seeking to take what's yours. don't give up kang

>>85727186
>>85727189
You repeating it doesnt make me him. Jannies can see that im not him. So you stay mad lil buddy.

>>85727195
that's right king stay slaying like colton is slaying maria

>>85727178
Kek i knew you were just trying to make it look like mike same fagged as her. Seethe more narc.

Jannies can see IP and tell im not mike, and unlike you I dont feel the need to spam the thread. Im going to bed.

>>85727205
indeed, jannies can see it's your ip, however they can't dox their users or reveal anything. Maria's going to bed too, but with COLTON, she's going to let him penetrate her warm hole

It's like I said everything is a humilation ritual because your mother wants my dick just like she wanted my Dads, I've been trying to hold my tongue but I just confirmed something Ive been suspicious of and now I can't even think about her without being disgusted manipulative pig.

What a surprise, Mike and "not Mike" agree with each other, and he's still too moronic to change his structure, linguistics and style. Straight out of the mind of a toddler, so fucking lazy.

>>85727221
Way to double down on being a loser creep. Yes jannies can see IP and if it is different are surely laughing at you.

>>85727393
More like no one thinks you are funny and just see you as a weirdo creep with your gross comments about her. I agree with the other at least 2 people. You are gross and I hope jannies nuke you for your behavior.

>>85727393
>structure, linguistics and style.
I didnt see any similarities you brown nosing baby. It is actually frusterating to see all you wrote today is attacking mike and creepy shit about maria. Im going to actually write a letter to my person. Try to mind your own business and write to your person instead of attacking others all day.

A,
Im really happy you invited me camping this weekend with you. I'm going to hide my allergies the best I can. Being allergic to mosquitos has got to be one of the worst character debuffs out there lol jk jk. Anyways ill bring my switch and if theres a game we can play together ill pick it up. Idk if the switch has adhoc like the 3ds did but i hope it does. Ill call tomorrow around noon if I dont hear from you. I could of just texted you this but im too excited and need to say it before I pass out for a bit.
Fren,
L

>>85727589
L (mike)
Please take your meds, I'm worried about you. Colton just told me he's balls deep in Maria's pussy. How are you dealing with this? Goodnight Mike.
A

>>85727609
Dont write to me. In not mike and I dont know what your mental illness that causes you to accuse every other poster of being him is. Mentioning maria again just really make is show just how obsessed you are with going after mike. I dont think you realize how it makes you look. I doubt you have any friends and that really has stunted your ability to socialize with others. Anyways jerk off or something instead of larping as maria and writing all that gross stuff about her. Toodles bozo :3

>>85727645
Yes, yes, we know you're "not mike", you don't have to repeat it

I don't know anymore. I'm really afraid that when the time comes, I won't be able to do it. This is a shit shit life

So that's what pushed you over the line. Telling the truth that hurts.
I taught you to interact with people basically. I taught you to smile and laugh in this life.
I taught you how to eat properly, what vitamins to take. I taught you how to exercise.
I made you get rid of your issues and pain. I made you tell yourself that you matter.
I taught you even how to cope with pain. I guided you through how to deal with life.
I made you feel like a person. I made you feel loved and appreciated for the first time.
I told you that I accept you and I told you that I will not abandon you. Before you could even care about yourself and internalize it.
I told you that you are attractive before you could believe it. I told you that you're cute before you could imagine that you're not an embarrassment.
I made you motivated to abandon your bad habits. I made you learn how to make good ones.
I got you out of your she'll, now it's not so bad to speak or think that you're seen as normal.
I made it so you are not ashamed of who you are. I made you be okay and not panic all the time.
When you begged me to not let you sink back in, I said I won't.
Now... Every time you think of me it's agony. And consequentially every good thing in your life is burning you.
Here you are now, cold and in pain. Starving, inflicting wounds on yourself, daydreaming, crying, rotting. You're too scared to have a friend.
Now you think you're too fat and ugly to ever be loved. Now you think all you can have is an imaginary boyfriend.
Half a year spending my days to make you happy. Just for you to crush it. You're choking on your own jealousy and vileness.
You've got no life. So what's so bad about what I did to you? Is it really unforgivable to gift such happiness to such an undeserving thing?

>>85726879
A while ago he responded to some of my posts like I was maria. I think that's what he means when he says she writes to him lmao. Just lapses of perception that in his mind become established truths. He probably "experiments" with drugs, he seems the type.
(inb4 projecting narc pushing lies to separate us larp yada yada. This man is a drag.)

There's so many things I want to talk to you about. Things I wish I could get your opinions on. You're still stuck in my head, and I wonder if you'd want to be there. Letting go is hard, especially when it's filled with so much uncertainty. I miss you, and I want the chance to thank you. I hope that one day I'll be able to.

What a shitty life, ehhh? I have to have a fail-safe

>>85728177
You need to get therapy. Not everyone is mike. Why dont you call him directly if you want so badly to talk to him?

>>85728256
If thats true then you larped as her retard. Get off mikes dick

>>85728237
Sounds like you have problems

So you attempt manipulation here
>>85728256

No wonder she left you c

OthersLarp to harm us. TheyLie about me to harm us.

Look into my eyes and hear my voice just as you did that night. Its just you and me. Trust me over all else just as i trust you. Remember, I love you.

Remember me

>I'll always love you and care about you
>No matter what
>You mean so much
>Yes
>You complete me
>I complete you
>I love you more

>You are the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me

If you want, you can lay down, close your eyes, and live in that with me
You can wear my shirt

>I'm crying because I need you this argument is temporary but I'll always have that empty part needing you
>I am your home too

I need you too
We make each other whole
I was thinking about that earlier
No one has ever accepted me the way you do

>You are perfect

The best you can do is be there for me in your way

>That's good to hear I love you
>Lot
>You make things better
>Even when you aren't here, you do so much

>You are the only thing that matters now
>It's been like that for so long
>Nothing will ever change that

I want every part of you
I need your touch
I love you

>I hope I dream of you tonight
>I love you

>>85728747
>You're the best, perfect to me
>I'm so lucky

>When you become a lot of my firsts I'll be totally obsessed with you

It's 'when'

>I want it to happen so bad
>You make me feel things I've never felt before

>I'm only yours
>I love only you

I love you
>I love you more

>>85728237
everything you talk about sounds transactional and that's not true love.

I know true love because I've been here for her for 5 years under constant attack and hurt and yet I love her just as much as I did the last time I looked in her eyes and heard her voice.
I have true love

>>85728668
May Maria find peace from your constant harassment.

>>85728668
>If thats true then you larped as her retard
Not at all. Mike has the silly habit of inserting himself, maria and colton in other people's business. You should know this not mike.

>>85728802
That's not love dipshit, that's obsession.
If you loved her you'd respect her decision to not be with you.
Take it from someone who's been in that boat.
It's not sweet.
It's not endearing.
And it's not healthy.
What it is though is pathetic.
"B-but no one understands how I feel about her"
Yeah, that includes her you dumbass. And she'll never understand how you feel simply because she doesn't care to, if she did then we wouldn't be subjected to five years of the same shit.
But hey, this is going to fall on deaf ears, you'll accuse me of being a narc or Colton or both.
You do you, the rest of us will enjoy watching the train wreck continue.
Sincerely
Not-Colton

S,

It's been a few years. You helped me a lot. Sure, you were demanding. But I think overall it was lopsided towards me. I threw you away regardless.

I don't think I have it in me to apologize. We're fundamentally incompatible in ways you never seemed to understand.

Though I still think about you sometimes, ultimately, I'm just better off going back to who I used to be before I'd met you. I'm sorry to undo all of your progress.

Peace,
E

>>85728802
That's not transactional, schizo. I gave her all of that for nothing. I just tolerated her obsession because she seemed like an angel to me and it was convenient to make her happy.

i wish u still cared about me

>>85729210
You're too lazy to type "you". You never cared about me!

>>85728910
Yes peace from colton. Narc cancer.

>>85729009
No colton larped as me and inserted himself in my maria and my relationship. He is the rot.

>>85729197
You went in about how transactional it is in your post. She can read

>>85729100

She was decieved by you larping as me and lying about me. She never fell out of love with me. Take away your lies and I have all of her just as she truly is naturally. Her choice. Not yours. And not based on your manipulations and lies. It is not obsession , it is true love, loyalty, faithfulness , keeping promises. She asked me to wait after telling me she Loved me and promised to come home to me. It is true love. Against all the harm you try to decieve us and lead us away from each other, i have persevered and kept my heart and loyalty to her over all these years, just as when we last looked in each others eyes and heard each others voice. Thats her naturally
Without your lies and harm. I choose my m. A true love that devotes each others lives to each other.

She needs to choose without your lies, larps and manipulations. Remove you and truly remember me as her man. Her rock. Her big star.

Dear K.

I have no idea what I saw in you. Crushing on you was more stress than I think I could bear today. It's time for me to move on.

>>85730237
>they will, in fact, not move on.

a,

if you've even thought for one moment that you should come back and talk to me again, i promise i won't let you down. i'm here. i'm ready to go. i know exactly what i need to do now and i'm not afraid anymore. i miss you so bad every day and it will be that way for the rest of my life. i keep writing unsigned letters because i'm nervous that you'll see me begging but i guess that's okay. i love you

N

>>85729197
You tolerated her as a trade. Meaning you naturally are not compatible and you made the relationship transactional.

>tolerated her obsession
Not compatible and not truly attracted to who she is. Who she truly is. Not labeling her as obsessive just because her naturally dynamic is not compatible with you.

>it was convenient to make her happy.
See? You priced her out by effort vs gain and thought you got a cheap transaction

Not true love. Not naturally compatible. Not loving every part of her.

I love all of mine. Every part. Thats true love. The kind that last years even in distance and silence working our way home to each other.

E it's your birthday today. you're 23 now... time really flies. you can come talk to me whenever you feel ready... i'm so sorry things turned out this way. i heard you've been taking driving lessons, and i hope everything is going well for you.

c

>>85730237
If it's too much to bear right now then just paws for a minute or two, but know that what we have is fur-evar bb grylls <3

MA,
You seem kind of down lately and I just want to give you a hug and tell you that you're awesome and pretty and cool. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. I wish I knew the best way to tell you how valued and how valuable you are. You also have a really nice smile and I love to see it. I keep waiting for the right moment to say something but it never comes. For once I actually hope you see this
T

Now I get why you don't share your real initials. Anyways, pretty sure another one on your chain game just joined the thread.

>>85731541
>Now I get why you don't share your real initials. Anyways, pretty sure another one on your chain game just joined the thread.
huh

Dear A,

You didn't respond to the article I sent you. It makes me feel pretty bad. Aren't my ideas worthwhile? Doesn't what I have to say matter? We taught each other dialectics. The neverending dialouge. The constant contradiction mediated by negation. I'm not sure whether I think that our distance is more like a polarization or a charge separation, or if it is like capacitance. There is a real solidity to ideas. I feel sick inside my mind from ideas. As soon as the physical body healed, the mental deteriorated.
Now I'll never know what you think. I'll never know if Zizek wrote a good article on Hegel.
But through the process of my journey of coming home to myself, down that long driveway, I have rediscovered that what I really have to offer people is my sense of justice and dedication to the Truth. Because there is one, total, encompassing, neverending truth; irregardless of polarization, irregardless of fractionalisation; in total moonless darkness unable to be threatened by the shadow of the light on the sundial.

I am not a Hegelian. I am B, posting this under thin censorship because we are the target and producers of millitary surveillance, and I get lonely and post on /soc/ anyway. I'd never thought I'd be the kind of person who posts on /soc/. I've had to reimagine entirely new ways of being in your absence. I wonder whether you lurk in here. I can't imagine anything worse than checking a /r9k/ thread this afternoon. We are experiencing never before seen levels of mental retardation in this thread. Do you see the spazzation above? They're calling it the spazzing in itself.
I wanted to play at millitary tactican like the girls and so I tell people abhorrent abstract things about you so I can try and trace the movement of information. It's been three months since my operation started and I started another one yesterday.
Do you care? I thought you'd laugh when I first explained it to you, and maybe again when it was evidenced, but you did not. I also have told people exactly what im doing. And nothing at all has changed about it. I shot the clocks down. The absurd died with your laugh.

I fucking hate you. You'll never take my territory.

B (I love you( , B

>>85731969
Nah. Ill take a pass on listening to you narc out c

>>85731973
And more c narcing out. Nah im good. I detest soc.