>be me study my ass off just to get into the top university in my country (retarded greek exam system)>manage to get in my dream ece program that i always wanted to get in>uni starts i skip the first lecture on the first day>miss the freshman welcoming day, dont know anyone in my year>when i finally decide to show up for lectures i just zone out and feel retarded and unwelcome >keep skipping to do literally nothing but sit in my home and rotholy shit why am i like this i thought that getting into uni would actually fulfill me but it makes me feel retarded and sad why cant i just show up at least i keep getting panic attacks when im in the campus im so envious of my normie classmates that are able to do things should i just quit but i cant ill regret it deeply even if its draining me i must endure it its not even that hard classes wise idk why im like this i used to tinker with electronics and study physics for fun now im just a shell
genuinely how do i condition myself to like uni wtf
>>85721192lol, same exact thing happened to me. I ended up dropping out and now I work in retail at 31. I'm not saying the same is guaranteed to happen to you if you don't snap out if it, but is it worth the risk? Just go to fucking class and do your fucking homework retard, your future self will be thankful.
>>85721192>>uni starts i skip the first lecture on the first day>>miss the freshman welcoming day, dont know anyone in my year>>feel retarded and unwelcomeWhat? Almost no one knows anyone by the first day, or weekactually make a month before those closed off, outsiders out friend groups start to show up. Do think they somehow memorized the faces of everyone who were they? They didn't even notice, they can't
>>85721229>who were theythere, dammit
>>85721216ty anon ill try at least
>>85721229ur right desu the thing im mostly concerned ab is the fact that we have a groupchat for freshmen where they announce stuff and id like to get in because i keep missing events and stuff
>>85721303Just ask any random person you happen to sit next to during class, even if you think you're weird you should reevaluate your priorities you know, would you rather be seen as weird or miss an entire year of work because you were uniformed?But none of that will happen because that's just if we entrain that line of thought, otherwise in reality all the person you ask would be seeing is someone asking to join a groupchat they have the right to join
