- i think ive always had a problem with nicotine , vapes/cigs are my favorite thing in the world because it makes me feel light headed and makes not really give a shit for 10-20 seconds when im just looking at my wall listening to music , i also havent spoken to online friends or had a decent friendship with anyone for a while to call them my best friend , i know its useless because we are all gonna die soon but its nice to have company online when you are anti social and too afraid to talk to anyone in real life -