>be me>have a little brother six years younger than me >I was depressed and angry and routinely abused him physically and emotionally almost daily starting from when he was four years old>when he was sixteen in 2019, he killed himself>still have nightmares about finding his dead body after he shot himself
>>85724982>>I was depressed and angry and routinely abused him physically and emotionally almost daily starting from when he was four years old>>when he was sixteen in 2019, he killed himselfAbsolutely your fault btw
You never said you were a foid, but i imagine you are a foidonly a foid could be this evil
At this point you need to join a monastery and repent for the rest of your life.
>>85724999sounds like an only child desu, kids can be dicks whether your the older or younger sibling lolwas in the middle, remember being an ass to my older bro and younger sis, should probably get them each something one of these days
>>85724982Your parents definitely share some of the blame, but yeah, you're gonna live with this forever. Be kind to people and give them a helping hand, when they're down. It's all you can do.
>>85724982>when he was sixteen, he killed himselfDamn, I wonder why.
>>85724982You should go to the closest Orthodox Church and tell this to a priest (it won't be a full "confession" with absolution, but it's better than nothing) and also be praying everyday for yourself and your brother. I hope you find peace
>>85724982You're a murderer. Get off my board nigger.
