I had a honestly fantastic day today. I worked out early, talked to and flirted with the woman I am seeing over text, called family and then killed it at work.I just had a nightmare calling back to the trauma and I cannot fall back asleep. I go from extroverted, charismatic, attractive sales gigachad to terrified little boy in an instant. My brain will never let me be happy. It is hell. Why can my brain just not let me leave the past in the past
you gotta relive it over and over til you can get over it
completely fake "illness"
>>85726433>I flirted with the woman I'm seeing over text>killed it at workmodern life is so fucking grim
>>85726443go fuck yourself because no one else will :)
>>85726446What's wrong with that? Is that not the dream? I thought I did pretty well
my ptsd trigger is listening to chronic bullshitters milk an extremely vague bad memory they will never ever expound upon and being reminded some of you actually get to claim disability over this>i had a NIGHTMARE wehwehwehlmao