absurdity keeps me sanei love pressure since i always have predictable responsesroutine and scale scares me since i will be expected to have predictable responses when i probably wont sometimessocial expectation depresses me since i am jealous of people who are naturally accepted even if only slightly more than me and i am nervous of the implications of that generallynot much though since i know about how trials operate and all of these things are of every realmi just have a very temerarious spirit but others should follow their own ideas even if you are circumspect and philoteamist