Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportenemy spotted hello>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
The links>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7>a first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/> wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
when did it all go wrong
>>85752760the second I was considered alive
>>85752733heya cat how are you?>enemy spottedThey're in the trees
>>85753694hello \o/I'm alright rode my bike today and got some snacks^^ rn I'm just chilling in bed having a good timehow are you doing?>They're in the treesI actually had a dream about cs last night ^^
>>85753737>rode my bike today nice! how's the weather there? cooling down? Here it's still a bit warm, but quickly approaching when it gets cold fast>some snackswhat kind of snacks?>how are you doing?i'm good. Work is still slow, so using the time to make plans >I actually had a dream about cs last nightwhat happened in it?
>>85752733hellow hellowgetting rlly sick.. i feel soooo weak, but thats good. i like being sick. i can just bedrot and relax. maybe gonna call in sick at work tmr morning. well see. also found a really nice song that ive been vibing to for a week straight now x3hope yall are doin well!!
>>85753818>how's the weather there?a bit chilly but not bad>gets cold fasthere too about 6pm it gets cold>kind of snacks?oh if only I could find a english name for them D;also got popcorn ans a coke to chill in the fridge for when it's time>using the time to make plans:0another con?>happened in it?i was on inferno and on a spot near a I killed the whole ct team and my team said I'm cool lol ^^ >>85753819hellow :D>getting rlly sick.noo D:>just bedrot and relax.tru I have that with headaches or bellyaches I just chill and nap >maybe gonna call in sick at workwhat do you have to lose if you do?>nice songyou can't hype it up like that and not send it ^^>yall are doin well!!yea I'm good just relaxing in bed too!
>>85753863hi hii>noo D:happens... i always get sick when the weaather changes... always a hot n cold switch day to day. ugh. no wonder my body gives up qwq>tru I have that with headaches or bellyaches I just chill and nap sooo real. always the best to just chill :>>what do you have to lose if you do?erm... tmr is wednesday... uh. nothing! >you can't hype it up like that and not send it ^^wahhh there ya goooo https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Epwzv6pU5Ns&list=RDEpwzv6pU5Ns&start_radio=1>yea I'm goodjust relaxing in bed too!peak!!
>>85742653>they have no way to strike for better treatmenti get these kind of agreements, but it always sounds silly to me to give up your most powerful way to put pressure on companies.>I wouldn't have a good pay rate without them.at least they manage to do that. worth a lot, honestly.>It was certainly the most interesting horror movie I've seen recentlyit was an interesting way to combine the cool idea of the backrooms with an actual plot that makes some sort of sense. probably wasn't easy to get there.>There's a lot of theorizing to do afterwards thowish there was some sort of high quality scp show. watching stuff like backrooms or playing control made me realize how much i miss a good x-files-like series.>>85747120>still sick as fuck, dont wanna see the new interns tmr (ew). what a week huh? and its only monday.damn. how did meeting those guys go?>nahok>still got a massive headache. ugh. and im all out of painkillers aswmaybe you're taking too much of those? i heard your body can produce pain when it's addicted to painkillers.>>85747514>the thing I ordered has finally shippedwhat was it again?>I'm scared to put too much on itno reason to. i think the way you decorated it is really cool.>3D printing some brackets to distribute the weight might have been more sensiblecan you still add those later or would that be more trouble than it's worse?>I've collected a lot of badges from the Touhou conventions I've been to so I might try to put some of those on there if they aren't too heavy.man, that must be some heavy badges :0>>85752733hey catbro! how's chilling going?
>>85753694hey officeanon! read something about a package in the last thread. what was in it?>>85753819hi yvki!>i can just bedrot and relaxyvki getwellmaxxing over there :0>maybe gonna call in sick at work tmrbut what will the chancellor say about that? D:
>>85753951hai hai!!>yvki getwellmaxxing over there :0hehe >:3 its gonna be sooo chill if my mom allows me to stay home. fuck parental supervision!!!>but what will the chancellor say about that? D:erm,,, i had a meeting today with the main boss... and from all the great n positive things she said abt me, SHE started saying that the chancellor is a bitch and that shes always hard on everyone sooo IF i call in sick tmr shes gonna have a talk with the chancellor n go apeshit cuz i could see she was shocked when i said that she treats me like shit
>>85753905>always get sick when the weaatherow sorry to hear about thatbut at least you're go an excuse to relax like you said ^^you got and snacks to make this even better?>always the best to just chill :>yep, tho with headaches it's a bit annoying because I can't even look at the phone and watch stuff >. nothing!\o/another day of chilling at home then!>there ya goooothank youu had fun listen and imagining you jamming to it d^w^b>peak!!:D >>85753949helloochilling I'm good :3though having a bit of trouble finding something to watch but I'll find something are you watching anything?
>>85754022>ow sorry to hear about thatbut at least you're go an excuse to relax like you said ^^yesss ^^ feels weird to say this but i hope i get more sick during the night so i have a better chance of staying home qwq>you got and snacks to make this even better?mmm not really, but i was planning on cooking something nice :3>yep, tho with headaches it's a bit annoying because I can't even look at the phone and watch stuff goooosh yea too real TwT what i always do is turn on the blue light filter and dim the screen. its a bit comfier that way :p>\o/another day of chilling at home then!yippie!!>thank youuhad fun listen and imagining you jamming to it d^w^bnawww hope u liked it!! been listening to it sooo often for the past week... spotify said 86 plays since last monday....
>>85754035how the fuck do i always fuck up greentext holy shit
>>85753863>a bit chilly but not badsounds perfect to me. It's still a bit too warm for my liking, but seems we go one extreme to another> if only I could find a english name for themoh that's okay! if you give the polish i could look up and see if anything i can follow comes back>a coke to chill in the fridge for when it's timenice. I need to get some more. I don't drink it a ton, but especially on weekends playing games I always want a coke>another con?yeah lol. Have a number of them coming up but spaced out> I killed the whole ct team and my team said I'm cool always a good feeling xD>>85753951hey hey yuanon, how's it going?>what was in it?just some cosplay stuff since I have a few I'm working on getting things together for
>>85752733Hooni probably plays with voice muted so he doesn't get shouted at when playingHallu /cat/, whats up?>>How are you doing today?Alright. I've sobered up and had a calm enough work day.>>Any plans for today?Gym, watching Heat (movie), and starting back on jump rope.>>When was the last time you hurt yourself?Last night, if you count drinking. Otherwise some weeks ago.>>Why did you hurt yourself?Habit.>>Is there anything bothering you right now?I told my friend last night about how/why I cut myself. He said he kinda suspected it for a while but didn't elaborate much beyond that. I can't remember much of it since I was drunk....>>85753818Hallo officeanon>>85753819Hallo yuki>>85753949Hallo yuanon. Had some German tourists today at the gas station, they were cool.>>85754043If you just select the text in the post and click reply it'll automatically green whatever you selected.>>85754072>cosplayAwesome, who are you thinking of going as? I wanna go as Richter Belmont (Rondo version) for my next con.
>>85753962>its gonna be sooo chill if my mom allows me to stay homei'll be rooting for you. you deserve a day off>i could see she was shocked when i said that she treats me like shiti guess if you can have an honest talk about these things with her, she isn't the worse boss to have. at least now she knows she can't put as much pressure on you at least in the beginning. let's hope she acts on it.>>85754022>are you watching anything?just dailydose and then some riveting mtg online gameplay. always puts me right to sleep.but nothing i could recommend :/>>85754072>how's it going?i'm good. bought myself a fitness routine app and started the workout. we'll see how it goes. wish me luck.>just some cosplay stuff since I have a few I'm working on getting things together forawesome. :D i'm still waiting for something that should have shipped in august... at least it's been updated and the delivery service received my information. been like that for a week now. what are you working on?>>85754111hey togata! nice trips. :>>Had some German tourists today at the gas station, they were cool.glad you had a nice interaction with them. ^^ did they tell you why they were visiting your area?
>>85754111hi togata> probably plays with voice muted so he doesn't get shouted at when playingfunny you say this because when we were playing minecraft a few weeks back, I couldn't see the chat at first and it turned out the reason is my mincecraft account is linked to xbox live and i disabled being able to talk to non-xbox friends in the settings back years ago so I could play call of duty without hearing people screaming into headphones online>Gymhow's your gym routine going?> who are you thinking of going as? mind if I add you on discord? i saw you on the group chat /cat/ started for games, I try not to post too much thread about it but I have tons of plans and loving talking about cosplay>Richter Belmontsick, you do much before that? Not sure this topic came up much>>85754147> bought myself a fitness routine app and started the workout.nice, is this a different focus than previous routines you've had?> wish me luck.wishing you it now!!>still waiting for something that should have shipped in august.damn. Hear I was annoyed I got my package yesterday instead of Saturday like I thought I would lol>what are you working on?like I told Togata, probably keep that out of thread
got a bitch 4 everyday of tha week>>85754147>tripsEpic>did they tell you why they were visiting your area?Standard tourism, just seeing Toronto and some of the nature in northern Ontario. Most of our tourists are from Europe, but we get the Chinese and Americans once a while. We got euros and romanian coinage in the register from them, it's cool seein foreign currency.>how's your gym routine going?Kinda ass... all my lifts got weaker since I've been drinking more and sleeping less the past few weeks.>mind if I add you on discord?Yeah go ahead>sick, you do much before that? Not sure this topic came up muchNah, it'd be my first time. Hiei and trunks also make the list of future cosplays.
>>85754578Forgot to reply award
>>85754111hey hey>If you just select the text in the post and click reply it'll automatically green whatever you selected.woahh hope this worked now. ty!!>>85754147>i'll be rooting for you. you deserve a day offstayed home. i feel soooo weak n dizzy but eh. at least i can bedrot now!>let's hope she acts on it.yeaa i hope so too..
hey hello guys good morning hope things go well for you
>>85755987g'mornin cat!
I know it's not very interesting but I had a lot of dreams last night one for some reason was in the backrooms where people would turn into things, one turned into a character from fnaf lol and another was seemingly fine at first but when she tried speaking to other people it turned out she was invisible and they couldn't hear her and whatever she said would appear as writing on the walls In another dream I climbed onto the roof of my house and found a guy there who lead me to a different roof of a building somehow connected to my house and though a hatch I ended up again the backrooms and a creature was running around thereIn another one I was running around some like maintenance areas with lots of pipes, then I tripped and encountered a kitty who popped a balloon I was apparently holding I also had a dream that people found my razors, scary >>85756354hello ^^still feeling sick today?
>>85754035>better chance of staying home qwqhope it worked out >planning on cooking something nice :3what did ya cook?>its a bit comfier that way :pI usually don't even do that but I can't stand feeling nauseous >spotify said 86 plays since last monday....if you like it that much you should download it to have it saved>>85754043lol ^^dw about that>>85754072>too warm for myhow warm is it?>give the polish sure ^^look up prazynkiand I'm talking about the white ones>weekends playing games I always want a cokeI usually have one lying in my fridge foe when I have a especially unhealthy dinner but it doesn't happen often maybe once a month>Have a number of them coming\o/>>85754111hello toganice ones>so he doesn't get shouted athaha ^^doesn't happen very often actually, most ppl are chill>whats up?today I'm just gonna take it slow and maybe play some games, I may be sick :x>calm enough work day.nice hows work overall btw?>starting back on jump rope.as an exercise?>said he kinda suspected it for a whilemm at least he was chill about it hope it goes well and he doesn't tell anyone
>>85754873> cool seein foreign currency.agree with this. I appreciate euro designs a lot. I have a lot of euros and coins from czech as well from my time over there years ago> all my lifts got weaker since I've been drinking more and sleeping less the past few weeks.that'll do it. Honestly. Probably best to try to get that in order before pushing too hard since not going anywhere otherwise.>Yeah go aheadcool, i'll add you! I like talking about cons and cosplay, but don't like to be too specific. Doubt anyone would bother figuring out who I am, but I've been enough cons to figure out how easy it is to recognize people>>85754881it happens>>85756395> I had a lot of dreams last nightalways interesting when you have along string of vivid dreams and remember them all> for some reason was in the backroomsevery dream i have seems to be in a backrooms like setting lol>though a hatch I ended up again the backroomsthere we go lol> running around some like maintenance areas with lots of pipesvery backrooms like>>85756395>how warm is it?it's like 27 C which is pretty damn warm for the fall D:>look up prazynkiahh! yes I remember you mentioning and having the same problem describing last time lol but yeah, get kind of what these are. Making me want to try>but it doesn't happen often maybe once a monththat's good. Even I usually drink diet soda, I still try not to overdo it
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>>85756395hii>still feeling sick today?yea.. its fucked. got worse as well. im like a walking corpse. i feel so weak ughh.. and i have to work tmr. heh.>>85756430>hope it worked out it did yea>what did ya cook?made some soup with corn n rice, also threw in some seared chicken breast and beef. yum yum yum.>I usually don't even do that but I can't stand feeling nauseous oh too real... thank god im not feeling nauseous today.>if you like it that much you should download it to have it savedalr done ^^
