My unemployed friend, what have you been doing today?
>>85759498Worrying about what is coming next
>>85759498I tried to resist the food cravings but I ended up binging on a large pizza, six big chocolate chip cookies and half a tube of sour cream pringles
>>85759503ThisI'm trying to convince social services to give me money will I retake two courses because I failed my education last time and now I won't get student gibs so I have to be on welfare and they love denying the ability to study part time (even if it's completely remote in your free time) they are literally niggers At the same time coordinating meeting between them and other unemployment workers At the same time I have to contact my old school again to make them write a better letter to the student gibs offices At the same time I'm trying got get a job, at the same time I might get a part time job just to pay for my bills and wondering if I can do that shitAt the same time I need to finish two courses to go back and do full time at another school next year starting At the same time I might have to move next year and not having money and being on wellfare will be kind of hardI'm tired
>>85759498Drinking a liter of cold milk
>>85759498Consumed coffee, shitposted on 4chan, went and got pizza, listened to music
>>85759503>>85759527Look, if the job market is so poor, you're not going to stop worrying even if you have a job.
>>85759651>you're not going to stop worrying even if you have a job.Yeah I will
>>85759651Oh I know. All I do is worry and suffer. I work a job for about a year until I have a mental breakdown and quit. Then I suffer material burdens until I find another job and start my suffering cycle over again. I don't live with mommy and daddy so I have no choice I must be a slave to avoid homeless exile.
>>85759498Does being on disability count as unemployed, since i literally can't be employed?To answer, absolutely fucking nothing. Woke up in the morning and couldn't move for like an hour, absolute paralysis, so i just looked into the ceiling. Had a weird hallucination that made me scream and bite out a chunk of my pillow stuffing. Gooned for about an hour. Cleaned up my room a little bit. And i played some GZDoom to relax afterwards. Watching some cartoons now.
>>85759674What if you have a shitty boss that sabotages your work? You won't worry about AI cutting into your profession? You think a contract will last forever? There are a hundred more scenarios I can think of.Jobs pay so bad and offer no stability. Sure, any income beats no income, but to think you'll be worry free is optimistic. If anything you'll stress more if you have something to lose.
>>85759697Mental breakdowns around rough. Make sure you get enough sleep. Seriously, carve out more time than you would otherwise. It's super important.
>>85759498I've been making an autistic MS Paint drawing and I'm in the middle of waiting for the pasta water to boil because I cook for my folks and employed siblings
>>85759498>watched some anime>stared at vidya without playing anything>jerked it twice to a girl who sexts with me but have never met in person>4chan postingnot my best day, that's for sure
>>85759498I tried to fix my laptop but no luck, fapped a few times, read about aum shinrikyo on wikipedia, went for a walk
I'm not doing anything. I'm broke ugly stupid, and mentally ill. I just browse this place and listen to music or watch slop
>>85759498Sleeping, fucking around on 4chan, went to the foodbank earlier today and got a shit ton of chicken tenders, frozen microwave burritos, generic little Debbie's , a 48 count case of k-cup coffee pods, and two 24 count cases of walmarts ripoff of my dew. They call it mountain lightening. Tastes pretty close to mt dew. The food banks ran by a rich mega church so I usually score good stuff there.
>>85759498playing an MMO, i got sucked into an mmo called aion 2 it's kind of a gooner game, everybody makes a female character with gigantic asses hips and tits, but other than that the game is really good, with the exeption of a few things.
>>85759498Was watching how to make youtube videos because I wanna do videos for autismo niche interests in my language since I only ever see those videos in english and japanese.
>>85759498-Gardening-Cooking-Washed my clothes-Sent out three resumes-Thinking all day about that dream I had last night: an old female friend from school was staying at my home for some reason and I kept bringing her food and items, as if she were sick and I was watching over her.-Videogames (1hr of UT99)
gonna play fighting games some more. id love to work but my area thinks hard labor is barely worth 10/hour
Been an anxious mess craving nicotine. I'm at 6 days quit/no nicotine and it's fucking with me so badly. I hate this so much
>>85760127Was thinking of doing youtube too, but just talking about random stuff of my life and viewpoints of culture as an almost 30 year old KHV. Might bring comfort to other wizards and wizards-to-be knowing they aren't alone in being a late KHV. Thought more I think about it, pretty sure all the other loser videos got that marker already.
>>85760181Just do it without any expectation of income. You get to learn some new skills and also do something that helps you mentally so even if you only get one view a video it's already a good deal.
>>85759698>GZDoomHere fren, have some of my favorite wads if u want.https://litter.catbox.moe/w902u5.zipThey should all work in gzdoom.
>>85760181there's a billion of those channels now, I see it all the time, it's practically it's own industry, I call them all dbdr clones, still by all means do it if you feel like it just saying
Applied to jobs and cried (real)
>>85760135I had the same dream but we were at the house my parents used to live in before moving back to argentina
>>85759498Rewatched space force today, also started watching monster, its pretty good
>>85760323I miss when people put effort in hiding their virus links. For future try cat.litterbox lower chance of noticing
>>85759498Today I went to the university to submit some paperwork for a scholarship (I hope I get accepted) and I missed my history exam. Right now, I have to create a mind map for tomorrow.
Pretty shit tbdesu. Been skipping all my classes at community to the point that I have to complete 2 1/2ths work of coursework by monday and thursday which is when i have midtermsAt least there\s an underlying reason for it so it shouldn't make me feel as bad should I fail the courses completely. Only allowed to take 2, wanted to take 4 but it's good that they restricted me because the reasons for my failure now haven't changed a bit.IDK gonna try and study as hard as I can over the weekend. At the very least they're both only worth 30 percent of my total mark and I say "only" with very loose terms here. As long as I don't get a grade below 50 percent I should still be able to pass both of them.Gonna see how much support I can leech off from my uni, maybe get some deferred gradings to my final mark rather than the midterms or something along those lines. Hopefully because if they're indifferent then I'm truly fucked lol.NEETing is still far superior to uni and far far superior to waging but at the same time it's the epitome of instant gratification which is something at you need to try hard to avoid.
>>85761251Also wanna add that I got a new bed mattress and my parents were kind enough to buy me a frame for it a month ago since my apartment has serious mice issues in the winter. Unfortunately I haven't even moved the old mattress out and haven't slept in a normal bed in a month. This Lazy Boy will be the death of me. Rooms a mess but I should be well rested so tomorrow is the beginning of the great room reorganization. It would probably be a good idea to get some light exercise and spend less time on the computer but studying with exclusively online textbooks and going outside are mutually exclusive. Maybe the library would help put pressure on me to focus, worth a shot at least.Need to stop abusing drugs as well, I'm not addicted to any one substance just the act of getting high and escaping all of the current problems. Would probably also give me a bit more motivation to sort shit out. So much to do in so little time ahhh how is the semester already halfway over.
>>85759498>met cute girl>she was really into me>wanted to get her contact info>remember that I'm long term unemployed >decide against ittoday sucked
>>85759498Getting really into swimming and lifting for swimming. Today I had to cut short my usual 3000m because my lats where mega sore. Still leeching from my parents and burningg down my saved money from my wagie era
>>85759498>My unemployed friend, what have you been doing today?Wrote a novel
>>85761830Give us something
>>85761850>30 year old khv chud>minimum wage wagie laborer >browse 4chan during his off hours>inherits a magic lamp, rubs it, genie comes out>he asks for a 15 inch cock, 8 inch girth>wish granted>the wife of the owner of his company notices his huge bulge in his pants, grabs it>they fuck in the owner's office>Chud suddenly has confidence>he goes to his local bar and rubs his cock on women, they feel his cock and get aroused>he fucks them that night>different woman each night>he decides to broaden his horizons>he goes to Louis Vitton store, rubs his cock on a woman>she takes him home to her mansion>as they are fucking, the woman's drug dealer husband comes home and kills chud>chud's last words are he wishes he had just been an r9k incel
>>85759498Doing my internet hustle that pays peanuts dollaroos. I am slow and I feel bad for the people paying me.
>>85761896Good nuff
>>85759498I wanna fucking dieevery sucksNothing can distract me anymore from how much I hate it all
