How do I force myself to do stuff like play vidya instead of rotting and waiting for the right time?
>>85832676Download age of conan off of steam and play it with me.If you have a more consistent sleep schedule it makes doing stuff easier. I go to bed at 8 and wake up at 6 am so i have a margin of error for hours where i can be bored then go do something i enjoy. i also have school but that barely takes up my time which is mostly reserved for vidya
>>85832676get on some grindslop mmo that you can zone out and listen to music while playing.
>>85832676>the right timeright time to what?and what kinda vidya do you play
>>85832676you should force yourself to take a shower instead, stinky
>>85832676https://voca.ro/1Dai9Wp7u2Hs
>>85832686I don't have a lot of money right now to spend on vidya.Do you play terraria or minecraft or something like that? I would be willing to play that with you.>>85832720Perhaps>>85832825Idk really. Just that I think I want to play vidya today when I wake up but never get to it. It's hard to explain why, it's like it doesn't feel right to load up the game at the moment because I feel tired or want to do something first like watch a youtube video. I also have schizophrenia that is basically severe OCD so that's primarily it.>>85832834I showered less than 24 hours ago.>>85832848Bro, I'm literally doing worse. I spend my time on here or on youtube or twitch. That's even worse I think. I'm not satisfied or feel good about it at all. If I was I wouldn't be making this thread asking how I could change things. I am really really really unsatisfied with my life and the state of things. And I do believe doing stuff that isn't rotting will improve my life just a little bit.
>>85832980Why don't you commit suicide ? Nobody wants anything to do with you . It is what makes you the perfect useful idiot anyway
>>85833032I still have family that care about me. That's probably more than you can say. Who cares about you?
>>85833060Family and friends . You know we understand why you get to say something every now and then right ? You're so ripee , seek out a friend or something
>>85833106>You know we understand why you get to say something every now and then right ?Are you ESL? This sentence makes no sense.
>>85832676i have this issue too and i believe its just the result of having too much free time. its easy to put off things that give you any less instant gratification than your phone does if you have all the time in the world to do it, even if its something you want to do. normal people are busy enough that they make sure to get in their gaming sessions during the only slot in the day where they can, but losers like us dont have that urgency, so we put it off. im frustrated with it too because i run out of things to do on my phone so fast, but looking for more things to do on it is easier than getting up and booting up a game or something. i wish i had an answer for you but i dont.
>>85833127It does make sense . When are you going to commit suicide ? Stop trying to engage conversation with your better , it's such a sad sight . Not that you can handle a conversation
You know we can play Minecraft after we cut stripes on our arms together, right?
>>85833136>It does make senseIt doesn not. Is it some proverb in Brazil or wherever you're from?>When are you going to commit suicide ?Not anytime soon.>Stop trying to engage conversation with your better , it's such a sad sight . Not that you can handle a conversationYou are confusing. Why would you be my better? You're a loser on /r9k/ like me. I'm not going to stop the conversation right now.>>85833142We can play minecraft but I will not cut myself, that's gay.
>>85832980>no money to spend on vidyaIt is a free game, anon
>>85833181Less words , more cutting . Nobody is going to play with you by the way
>>85832676Just start right now, stop replying to this thread, boot up any game and just start playing. That's the hardest part.
>>85833200Why would you cut yourself. I don't get that. Are you really such a waste of space you need to harm yourself? Why haven't you killed yourself instead?
>>85833226Why would I cut myself ? I have a billion dollars in my head and I am very attractive . I live in a town where everyone that hasn't moved is my friend . I'm talking about you
>>85833242Because your life is as valuable as a summer ant!You should kill yourself NOW and give somebody else a piece of that oxygen and ozone layer!
>>85832676I relate to this. My life is so shit that playing video games is now considered a productive day. There are days I lie in bed all day and night just mindlessly consuming short-form content. But to be fair I am dealing with chronic pain and a severe mental illness.
Does anybody want to play a game? I don't have friends
>>85833494Depends on what you want to play.
>>85832676you don't? That's called depression. You should want to do things you like if you dont have it
>>85832825Path of Exile and Planetside 2 are free.Path of Exile 2 comes out in December and is free. Early access is like $30, but it converts to micro transaction store, which you'll end up using for stash tabs if you end up playing the end game for any length of time.
>>85832980Id play Minecraft with someoneI used to play with an anon from here but the one good Minecraft 4chan server got shut down All I do these days is alternate between a few rounds of vidya and then YouTube