I have near no self motivation or drive,I just wake up and it's a bunch of useless errands I need to do to survive for the month and I'm already exhausted doing Always wait until the last moment to do somethingLike you combine severe ADHD and the apathy of depression Nothing even seems worth it, just avoiding suffering isI'm tired man
>>85833037I found a le weird cope recentlyturns out I have a hidden fear of monogamythat isn't exclusive to relationships ITS EVERYTHINGdo chores; monogamy fear triggeredplay same game; monogamy fear triggeredcrack joke; monogamy fear triggeredanyway I over came this fear of monogamy and now I can do everything repetitive as I pleasec:<
>>85833037>Nothing even seems worth it, just avoiding suffering iscome home aryan man
>>85833037yeah i dont know how people get stuff like careers, to get good at anything you have to wake up and do that one thing for hours and hours, for years on end and then you're competent, just a degree is 3 years, who can be fucking bothered?