I wish basic life stuff like driving and working, things that normal people do without even thinking, didn't give me anxiety. I wish I could be like normal people.
Just doing things on my computers gives me massive anxiety no idea why I'm so broken
>>85833166Same bro. Back in college, signing up for an exam on the website was almost as bad as going there to take it.
>>85833174Gets worse the older I get
>>85833211Also same. I've been cooped up at home for over a year being a neet. The longer I do this the worse it gets. At least when I went to school I grew numb to the anxiety because it happened every day. I've grown softer now, probably the worst I've been since starting 1st grade 20 years ago.
>>85833250It started in my late teens and been getting worse loneliness is crushing me badly
It is genuinely crazy how normalised driving is. If I didn't see everyone driving all the time I would think it's a super difficult, super dangerous task that only a select few people with special training could do (I guess like how we think of astronauts). It's like a huge game of pat your head and rub your stomach and do a million other things at the same time and if you make ANY mistake you immediately get horribly injured or die. I am so blessed to live in a place where I don't have to drive, and I tip my hat to all the 'normal' people who know how to drive.
>>85833105iktf anoni wanna drive, it's so expensive though
>>85833271I had it since I can remember. I remember being in kindergarden and just crying all the time while the other kids played because I just wanted to go home to my mom.
>>85833284>super difficult, super dangerous taskI drive a few times a week for the past year and I still think that. Whenever I have to go somewhere I just think about the drive there and then worry about the drive back home. I'm unable to enjoy anything unless I'm given a ride.
