I unironically don't have energy for modern life and being a slave to government instances and dealing with thousand different microannoyances every month weekly dailyI wanna lay down in the snow outside and just die unironically that would be less effortit's the constant anxiety and everything regarding it that's too much to handle I don't wanna deal with it
>>85837045I realize now I understand less about the world than I did the day before. It's usually easy waking up in the morning because I always have a plan, but by the time it's over nothing went right and I feel exhausted and scared. I wish I could stop caring and simply experience a moment for what it is, not what I think it should be instead.
>>85837045yeah i get it like its so easy to just do nothing, i have the internet and food, why would i want to deal with a thousand different annoying bullshit just to get some more money and still have the exact same quality of life? ill never be able to afford a house and a family anyway unless i was wildly successful
>>85837080>>85837345Even handing in a wellfare application is anxiety driven and fills me with dread every month because I have to report activities and I have to pay my rent and bills on time and they are always out to fuck me and my life is close to being over every month, zero stabiltyI am exhausted mentally and physically dealing with the jobless situation and never getting anywhereI can't deal with these retards anymore they are killing me
>>85837597how can you even be jobless, like are you mentally retarded? do you have a girlfriend that supports you?
>>85837612>how can you even be joblessno education contacts and a life time of unemployment and an atrocious hiring market makes it easy>like are you mentally retardeddont think so but they hire people way wiorse>do you have a girlfriend that supports you?no but i consider going hoimless instead of being on wellfare even less mentally taxing constantly
>>85837641what does going homeless have to do with having a girlfriend? you could move in with your girlfriend ig if you find one
>>85837666I don't satan