I'm not depressed or anything but I haven't felt even a single emotion other than maybe boredom since I was like 13 and I often wonder if I'm ever going to feel anything again. I am 28 now. Nothing is even interesting to me, nothing brings me joy, nothing makes me sad or angry, I don't really get horny, I never get excited or scared or nervous, I don't feel anything at all. Everything is like watching paint dry. Every second of every minute of every hour of every day is one wasted. Food doesn't taste like much of anything to me, music doesn't really register to me as anything more than noise, I have no particular feelings about the future, and whenever I'm awake I just wish I were asleep. Everything is overwhelmingly tedious and I never have enough energy for even simple tasks you'd normally not even think about. Am I ever going to feel normal again or odds this just what being an adult is like? I'm 28 now.
>>85837450Get your T levels checked unironically
>>85837456it's probably not his t levels he's just enlightened
>>85837450Same except I care about physical comfort and it's the only thing I seek, unsuccessfully honestly. This is after severe bouts of depression for years. I should rope.
>>85837450>I'm not depressed or anything>describes himself as having all of the symptoms of depression
>>85837450i've finally embraced despair and it does not leave you happy or fulfilled, just sober at the truth of reality, but i prefer this to the copes that people blow up each others' asses.
>>85837756I'm not like fighting back tears though. I haven't even cried since like age 10. I don't feel sadness at all. I feel nothing.
>>85837450it means ur afraid overcome the fearsfor example I don't feel excitement very much anymore cause I am afraid im gona be let down by wat ever comes my way anyway I can kinda feel it from time to time but I have to be aware my anticipation of disappointment will cancel it out if I let my fears of wat can be trump my excitement of wat could be
>>85837450Be careful what you wish for my friend. Emotions arent fun and games. But if you wanna break the cycle i recommend psychedelic drugs. Hell, its even used in therapy now to help cure depression
>>85837827Yes that is what depression is. It's not sadness it's nothingness, apathy, the inability to feel.
>>85837827Depression doesn't have to mean sadness. It could mean nothingness too. Not feeling anything, everything looking dull and grey. Anon >>85837756 is right.
