sexual desire is so fake. i had an epiphany a while ago>a craving for physical touch, likely imprinted when we were babies receiving warmth from our parents and family>an admiration for orderly structures and forms, a natural appreciation for beauty>involuntary erections>memories from the euphoric feeling you got from masturbating the first few times>desire for the prestige that being seen with an attractive girl, or bragging about it, would give>desire for female validation>years of conditioning by porn, social media, movies, games, and thousands of untraceable influences lost over time that tricked you into desiring a specific idealized aesthetic, culture, phenotype, body type and so on>the prestige or euphoric hate you get from announcing your desire to said types>an assumption that achieving that will bring you something that you identify as "happiness" or "pleasure">an assumption that this is all irresistible and compulsivenone of those things are even remotely correlated with each other, and yet we mix them all up into a confusing, chaotic, almost schizophrenic concept we call "sexual desire"once you dissect sexual desire into all its individual parts, it all becomes quite silly and you suddenly realize that you have full control over what you call an impulse. you can individualize every part of it, and thus you're now even capable of admiring female beauty without desiring it obsessively. which funnily enough makes you more attractive to women.or you can simply ignore it and go on an eternal and peaceful semen retention streak until you choose to engage with it.
>>85841675The only source of pleasure and happiness in the world come from God and obedience to his will; i.e. holiness. Like the way the sun is our source of light and heat. People mistake the sense of pleasure in and of itself for an end and not the means and they waste a lot of time trying to make it an end, they take the pleasure itself in excess to its function and become unhappy or at least led around blindly by their incontinence. Addicts do this with alcohol, drugs, etc.
>>85841730 I don't believe in God but maybe there's something to it.I feel so much more peace now.
>>85841675this is an ai image btw
