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10/28/26(Wed)02:52:16 No.85843443

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Anonymous 10/28/26(Wed)02:52:16 No.85843443

20 yo dude here, ive really been wanting to trip again, idk why but my last trip over a year ago has really been on my mind. it was my second trip ever, my first was absolutely horrible, I took an insanely high dose 4 HO MET being stupid and inexperienced. the story is too long to post here, but im glad i got to experience ego death and in retrospect i think it was an important experience that changed how i view myself. i had picked up two and a half grams of penis envy from an old crackhead dude at work who i think wanted to put his dick in my butt but i took the free drugs nonetheless. having only ever done metocin i was excited to try the stuff that comes from the earth. after weeks of having it in my freezer i decided to take a gram to test the waters, and boy it put me right at the edge of an anxiety attack. it was like 2 am and i was in my dark dingy room. i was watching the clock as that familiar impending doom hit me. the peak however was quite gentle, i walked through my kitchen and everything was sort of hazy like someone had turned on a smoke machine. it felt like there were hairs in the back of my throat, it was a very gross uncomfortable feeling. the worst part of tripping for me is the physical sensations that manifest. after walking around disoriented for a bit i sat on my bed and watched the history of the entire world i guess trying to distract myself. unknowingly i had watched the video like 3 times through before i realized i was watching the same video over and over. it was quite short, only lasting a few hours. minimal visuals, just an uncomfortable body load mostly. i gave the rest away for some cali weed from my moms friend, i was tired of that delta 8 shit they sold at headshops, but now I wish I had held onto it. all of my trips have been negative and i want a positive experience :c