I hate my autism i hate my appearance i hate my body i hate my attitude i hate me i want to be compost so bad
>>85846727Embrace escapism and become a cute furry! :3
>>85846727yeah. if i can't sustain myself checked out i'll probably rope.>>85846738oxymoronicand kill yourself already
>>85846727>I hate my autismAutism is a set of behaviors, you can unlearn them or at least learn to mask>i hate my appearanceSkincare and softmaxxing techniques. You can even get surgery if you need it>i hate my bodyGym>i hate my attitudeTherapy>i hate me Therapy>i want to be compost so badNah dude, you just want to be happy but can't imagine yourself as ever being so. You can be happy, it starts when you decide that your shit life isn't your real life.
>>85846727Very concise description of my turmoil >>85846738>Embrace escapismAfter a certain point the illusion breaks and it's just embarrassing, can't ignore it anymore
>>85846799nta but>do all that shit while getting older and having less energy and vital inner power/ enthusiasm for lifewhat for? also>go to therapy memekek
>>85846727if you replace the word "hate" with afraidyou can get a clear path to figure out how to feel better about itI know you don't believe in therapy but if ideas can make you feel like shit then obviously ideas can make you feel better as wellreed pic related for more info c:
None of this shit matters, only the afterlife matters. Just because you ick the hivemind out and don't get pussy doesn't mean you will never be able to. This life is just one out of many possible lives you will have. Strengthen your spirit and learn how to escape samsara, you've been given the perfect motivation, your sucky life, now you only need to use it to never have to experience this again.
>>85847052Not OP but why would their problem be "ideas"? This is what i don't understand about these types of approaches. They believe feelings can be wished or rationalized away, without ever explaining why that would be the case. For me, feelings are visceral and immediate upon perceiving an object or a situation. Trying to have some weird principles or set of rules about my feelings never works and I feel just as shit, if not even worse for failing those standards. I'll stop crowding the thread and let OP talk now.
>>85847098all of those things listed are "ideas"they are the collective perceptions of the greator society as a wholeif you need me to further elaborate I can but I think this enough to understand
>>85846727He hee hee Boombadoop!! Hee hee it's like ya know ya know ya know you gotta get a hold of a teensy weensy bit of that weedle-dee-deed!! That WEEDLE-DEE-DEED haha oh my goddddddd anon haha Jesus man Jesus... SEXUALLY