I have PCOS, which is a medical term for "ugly, deficient woman". It's so humiliating to go outside or even just lurk imageboards and see hundreds of actually pretty, non-defective girls on the daily>Oh woe is you, people still want to fuck ugly girlsI know. It just really hurts realizing I'm really... not the best offer for anyone, I guess? As in, I'd want my future bf to get the absolute hottest version of me, ofc he deserves a beautiful wife, but even if I somehow achieve that, it would STILL not be enough, as I'm not a Stacy and will never be. All it'd take is a hotter girl to replace me, and it'd be justified, too. I want to be pretty so I can be loveable but instead I get to cry while shaving my face. Shaving my face. As an actual woman. And if that weren't enough, I've got a less fertile womb than your average woman as well. Do you know how awful it is to know a tranny is more of a real woman than you are?Why I shouldn't give up, is beyond me. To know I'm destined to be a cuck because I'm not appealing enough... What'll await me once I hit the wall bro? This shit sucks so, sooo, so much. I really want to learn how to be pretty. I'm trying to take care of myself more these days and going for jogs, showering daily, shave my body, I thought of getting laser. It's unfair some girls are born with it. I wish I had natural beauty.>tits or GTFOOH NOO NOO NOOO You think I have decent tits LMFAOO
Humiliating for some . A waste of time for others . A picture of your open wrists would've been more entertaining than your rant
PCOS huh?How much do you weigh?
>>85846767I'm confused, reading between the lines here but, you want a hot bf and you think you'd get cheated on?
>>85846767>Do you know how awful it is to know a tranny is more of a real woman than you are?Nobody is that bad. If you accept that your bf won't be pretty or competent then the world could be your oyster. There's a schizo girl who always spams looksmatch stuff about her ex, and I don't suggest obsessing over it, but there are ugly guys out there too. It's not like you need chad.
>it's sooo humiliating to be an ugly girl>yeah i know i could get a bf at any time unlike an ugly guy>but i'm just no perfect y'know?>this will give me no actual problems in life but my suffering is just so unfair, feel bad for me
>>85846767>Shaving my face. As an actual womanDon't hundred of millions of women do that
>>85846767Are you in the pill? Have you tried different dosages? It helps a WHOLE lot once you figure out the right one. By the way, 10% of women have it. You really think none of the are among those you'd consider pretty? You really think none of them make their partner feel happy and satisfied? I'm not saying you don't have a problem, pcos sucks. My fiancee has it and she's fixed many of the symptoms with the pill, but she does still have to remove the occasional extra hair and watch her weight a little bit more than the average woman. Luckily though her periods are not debilitating, now. In general I think you're making this out to be worse than it is though. You were a bit unlucky and it sucks, but it's not going to affect your life THAT much if you don't let it. Start treating it and accept that's the hand you were dealt. It could be worse. You could have fucking MS or whatever. You're only slightly better than incels crying because their pp is below average. It's affecting you THAT much only because you let it.
>>85846767Most women have issues with their hormones or periods one way or anotherYou should hate PCOS for the trouble it's causing you not because it makes you defective or whatever. It's a narrow way to look at it. Short smaller or narrow hipped women aren't lesser women just because they are at a higher risk of birth complications or struggle at delivery. Most women need to shave and a lot of them aren't even aware if they are doing at lower or higher frequency than average. It's all arbitrary
>>85846767>As in, I'd want my future bf to get the absolute hottest version of meWhat you think is the hottest version of you is not what the average man thinks. If foids had the ability to change their body they would make themselves walking tits and ass with vaccum lips, men are more varied in taste than women are. NTM men disproportionately go for "wife looking" foids who aren't scary to think about being in public with, it's less competition. Of course I'm sure you narcissist foids enjoy the idea of every man in the room fighting for your attention, but the reality is that men will avoid that if they can, and stacy lives a very lonely life where she can never find real love unless it's with gigashits the destroyer or some celebrity. I think your inability to live up to your own standards does not mean you won't find someone whose standards you live up to, but if you giving yourself the ick is enough to give up, then it's impossible to help you. >I want to be pretty so I can be loveable but instead I get to cry while shaving my face. Shaving my face. As an actual woman.Why not just get it waxed or lasered bruh
>>85846767Are we supposed to feel bad for you? Welcome to life as an average male. God decided you don't deserve to live on easy mode, accept it like everyone else does and move on
>>85846767>dang i rolled easy mode instead of giga easy mode, i guess it's fucking overPlay MMO's, join guilds, and simply talk to people. You'll get so much free shit and attention from guys you don't consider human until eventually you find one that tolerates your pathetic whining enough to be a starter bf and you'll realize everything you just said is completely retarded and break the dudes heart as you monkey branch your way to Brad. Trust me, I'm a fairy.
are you so bland that looks are all that seem at stake for you? must suck hahajust makeupmaxx if it's that important to you
>>85846950>tfw you get cancer and your house burns down with your family inside because god wants you to experience life as the average malegoddammit
>>85846767Shaving your face as a woman is normal. It's a standard thing people do to exfoliate and help makeup stick better
>>85846767I used to shave my neck beard but it would cause me to break out so just try to pluck them everyday instead. It can feel very disheartening to be around other women who don't have it. No matter how hard I try I never look as feminine as other girls do. I hate the way my body looks and I can't bring myself to go on dates because the thought of someone seeing me naked makes me want to tear off my own skin. I'm too poor to afford electrolysis or plastic surgery so I've just given up
>>8584680796lbs, I don't know if PCOS is supposed to make you gain weight or something but I'm a recovering anorexic so I guess that's a silver lining.>>85846810Not necessarily cheated on, but it sucks that if I get a bf I'm sure to embarass him bc of my looks. He'd be known as the dude with an ugly gf.>>85846830>>85846950Nobody owes me any pity, I just wanted to blogpost. I know the average guy lives like this. It still sucks>>85846998I'd say I'm more disappointing desu, not boring just not what you expected. Makeupmaxxing is for normfags though, I'm brainrotted but not that brainrotted
>>85846920>>85846941>>85846995Thanks for the reassurance. I think my brain is way too rotted with my own self-fulfilling prophecies to really take notice of all the subjectiveness around this topic desu>>85846861You're right I should stop whining. Does your fiancee have any self esteem issues surrounding her PCOS? Some days it's really hard to think I'm desirable or worth even looking at and I can't stop circlejerking about it even though it's relatively common.>>85847146Totally
>>85846767It's only as humiliating as being an average guy,
>>85847250>if I get a bf I'm sure to embarass him bc of my looks. He'd be known as the dude with an ugly gf.What makes you ugly? Describe your appearance in detail.
omg why are you guys still replying to this, its humiliating being this gender sometimes
na you're wrong it's not humiliating it's a good thing that you're ugly, it's a giftyou won't understand though because you're a woman
Men would rather be cheated on and divorce raped by a 9/0, and left to live on the streets as a homeless crackhead, than be loved and cherised by a 4/10 womanNever have sympathy for a man, they bring it on themselves
>>85847268>Does your fiancee have any self esteem issues surrounding her PCOS?She used to. Her biggest insecurities have always been her small-ish tits and her being """fat"""" (ime., not skinny, though personally at her heaviest age was barely chubby). Honestly all those issues got a lot better when she started actively maintaining a healthy diet and a decent workout regimen (something that suits her more than something optimized). In short, she started taking better care of her body and gradually she stopped seeing herself as ugly. Of course part of it is that she did address some of her insecurities by actively acting in them. Having agency over some aspects helps you accept others that you can't control. I suggest you do the same, do something that helps you feel better/healthier and maybe helps you feel prettier as a byproduct. Congrats on the recovery by the way, maybe you're already doing the right thing. I also suggest that you see a gynecologist to prescribe you the fucking pill. I mean the good ol' hormonal BC. Pcos fucks up your hormones, you need to balance it out.
>>85846767So you got some fucked ovaries? They got medicine for the hormone imbalance?>I'm trying to take care of myself more these days and going for jogs, showering daily, shave my body, I thought of getting laser. Also, gym, gotta go to the gym. And watch what you eat. Also retarded question but what type of body hair we talking about?>It's unfair some girls are born with it. I wish I had natural beauty.Ye. I wish my family weren't fat fucks. I'm surprised I'm not a fat fuck. Fucking fat fuck genetics.>>85847250>96lbs>I'm a recovering anorexic so I guess that's a silver lining.You are perfect fine then. Just make sure to do some glute workouts.
>>85847333used to date a 4/10 because we shared hobbies and i liked how much she liked me. i can count on two hands the number of other guys she was actively fooling around with while we were together.poor looks are not distinct from poor character. more often than not one causes the other.
>>85847250>>85847333This isn't true though. And none of you femanons who say things like this would even give any of us a chance to prove you wrong. I would give anything for a girl who'll just chat to me daily and play vintage story with me while being loyal. I don't care about looks at all. But you're all so self sabotaging (or just faking it) that you refuse to even give a guy a trial run to prove he's sane, you assume everyone will betray you from the get go. I feel sympathy for you but at some point you start being your own worst enemy.>>85847459>i liked how much she liked me>i can count on two hands the number of other guys she was actively fooling around with while we were together.sounds like she didn't like you much to me
>>85846767I get youif you have male pattern baldness even though you're a female, moustache, fat, acne you might actually be a femcelby that I mean most incels wouldn't not date you
>>85847469>sounds like she didn't like you much to meshe liked everybody, which was the problem. other nerdy guys would see the """homely""" girl who liked boomer shooters and computers and would slide into the DMs looking for epussy, and shed be all for it because she had no confidence and wanted constant attention. would run her mouth about how i was the one and that she didnt think about the others that way but the moment things went south shed readily admit that shed either dated, fucked, or planned a life together with one of them.sort of a hood classic for women.
>>85846767>>85847469Actually I might as well try. You're one of the only posts currently up on this shithole of a board with effort and sincerity put into it, and I appreciate you explaining your circumstances, it was actually well written and you described your perspective pretty well. I think you're a good writer and you strike me as quite analytical and introspective. I think we might pair up well, I really like your type of person. Do you want to just chat for a bit and get to know each other? No pressure for anything, just talking and seeing if we click?If you're up for it, add me on discord: duskovvvvich
>>85847523Oh I'm 21 and from Europe, forgot to mention
>>85846767You see this faggot shit? >>85847523That proposal right there is a pipe dream for 99.9% of dudes, and you got it in two hours just for having a vagina and using your words. Count your fucking blessings and get the fuck out, please.
>>85847146>I hate the way my body looks and I can't bring myself to go on dates because the thought of someone seeing me naked makes me want to tear off my own skin.I am a man and I feel this way.I've had sex a few times and halfway through I started feeling a flood of digust and like a million bugs were crawling all over me.Man, life sucks
>>85847523Simping to this degree is why shit is so fucked
Im pretty ugly. Lots of guys on 4chan still talk about how ugly I am. But im marrying a good looking guy who loves me. If you can afford it I recommend electrolysis for the facial hair. I had quite a lot of chin hairs I was getting treated for a while. I have up on the treatment though because I left the area
