It sucks being autistic cause your brain makes you think what your about to say is totally normal only for people to get mad
>>85847134It is normal. Everyone else is just larping.A bunch of them are blackmailed.You struggle to read faces because they are fake. That's what religion is in a nutshel. PS: The buddhist taught you to not be afraid of death. Take that immensly serious.Imagine art is communication hidden in plain sight.
>>85847134its worse than that.you say one thing that makes them mad? blocked, forever.meanwhile they will let an abuser just completely dominate them and their mind and body into the ground and enjoy it.
>>85847155I think it's cause feeling of disgust is more visceral while fear can be turn on
>>85847134One day I decided to be honest with a friend and told them everything that bothered me with them (them blaming all their problems on people in their life multiple times). Shockingly, they really hated that and told me I was a disgusting human being for lying all this time. This happened almost a year ago and I still think about it. They were my only friend that actually gave a shit about me.Did I make a mistake by being honest? Or was the mistake not telling them from the beginning? Honestly I just wish I never met them.
>>85847134They usually don't hear me at all because I have a naturally low speaking volume and don't like raising my voice.
>>85847421Yes Kusion, you made a mistake. You chimped out on them. Why didn't you just readd them and apologise like a normal person?
>>85847532>Why didn't you just readd them and apologise like a normal person?I did. They didn't want to hear it. They just don't trust me.
>>85847540If you did that, you'd be friends right now again! lol!
>>85847134normalfags perceive you similarly to a diseased bloated carcass upon immediate initial contact when you're autistic because living manually in the way we've been forced to in our own prisonbrains causes us to be uncanny in appearance. it doesn't even matter what you have to say because it's likely they assessed you are worth no trouble then and there, but of course being an autismo only allows you to dig yourself deeper in the hole you've found yourself in.NDs are simply abominations tolerated by general society because they are so so so desperate for heaven (like that's where they're headed) and sending us to the slaughter would simply be too much for them (for the time being).>>85847550revy twohands <3
dont talk then? if your autistic brain makes you say stupid shit then what are you even gaining by talking
>>85849016not op but they also get mad if you don't talk
>>85847134Youre not autistic youre just retarded
>>85847421That sounds less like an innocently insensitive autist mistake and more like you just being a scumbag and a snake. Your mistake isn't that you were honest, it's just having a viewpoint that was shitty to begin with. It's doubtful that your friend blamed people enough to deserve that kind of scorn. You're probably just callous and dumb.
>>85847134Most people who are actually autistic do alright in life. The rest of us just find you kind of weird but know we need to be patient with you. We hate spergy assholes who wallow in their own self pity and use it as an excuse to shit on others. Reeee normies and all that, fuck those retards, it's not our fault you suck to deal with.
