It is reasonable that I was always ostracized, excluded, etc. It's reasonable that nobody reciprocates my attempts to socialize.Firstly, I'm a manlet. I have a big nose and an ugly smile. I have gyno from puberty. And it all makes sense. I was beaten or screamed at practically every other day by my parents since like the age of three to thirteen. They fed me boomerslop (neither can cook.) They're irascible and irrational people and conceived me in their 40s. So no wonder. Subhumans beget subhumans. Humans instinctively do not associate with subhumans. If I was a human, I wouldn't either. Humans have parents who love them, bodies worth being alive in, childhoods worth remembering, friends and acquaintances. They're peaceful and chill with everything because they have no enemies; God loves them. The whole time it was just a categorical error, I thought I was a human or that I could strive to be human. Once a subhuman always a subhuman.
>>85848655Its over, and thats okay
>>85848668It's over, it's * not okay, but I'm okay with that.
>>85848655I prefer 'non-human'subhuman to me sounds like taking someone else's derivative frame, which I don't feel is accurate to my direct POVsorry about your extra shitty parents, in a sane world people and govt would not have allowed it but the world is run by not-even-socipaths, but there's nothing okay about this
>>85848655I find the term category error to be a thought-terminating cliche, and a vague string of words that doesn't really mean anything. I find that it's most often used when a person loses an argument and wants to say the equivalent of "it's not even comparable!". It's so annoying and retarded, pseudo-intellectual garbage.
>>85848704I'm below humanity. Physically, quantitatively, aesthetically, etc. I've always felt like there was an invisible barrier preventing me from interacting with and being accepted by others. Asking girls out led to rejection, attempts to socialize led to remaining on the fringes where I started. Nobody ever asked for my contacts, nobody ever sent a text to me first. If I was something other than human on par with humanity or above humanity, then this wouldn't happen. But it's specifically because I'm below humanity that this happened.
