>be me about a week ago>definitively decide to kms>tell everyone at work they can all suck my dick and choke on it>say some truly unforgivable things to virtually everyone I know because fuck it why pretend atp>truly dngaf how they feel about it at all>give away almost all my shit for free on Craigslist cuz it's not like I'll be needing it anymore>ask my only good friend that I actually genuinely like to watch my dog "just for a few days">blow all my money doing cool shit I've always wanted to do like go to a concert or do indoor skydiving>start feeling really excited about the fact that I'm not going to be here much longer>money's all dried up>welp, time to kms>can't do it>100% ready to die, sincerely don't want to be here anymore, but also my body will physically not let me pull the trigger>fall asleep on the floor of my empty-ass apartment>wake up>no money at all>rent due in 2 days>just about every bridge I've ever built is burnt to ash including close family>presumably jobless>all my stuff is gonehow does one fix this situation?
