> 9-10 years ago, get free tikets to a show randomly from a hotel guest (i was rceptionist)> device to take acid for the first time just before show cause i didnt know what it was about> ends up being a huge tony robbins show and end up having a blast> put arm around random girl and hold her tight> during show i hear a voice, seems to know me> look back, see nothing, it points out that i wouldnt> tells me some stuff and that the girl would offer me unconditional love but i should leave her as "so much better just after"> tells me i shouldnt marry her, argue that if she needs me ill do anything> end up taking her home> over the years the patterns of what i was told start to match> i ignore the warnings and marry her as shes being deported> stops doing the things i like almost immediately, just waiting for marriage to end so i can leave> 20s gone but im living with her in a relationship i wont get cheared on> becom so stubborn to the patterns i do the opposite of what a con flip tells me cause fuck everything telling me what to dofast forward 9-10 years> learn astral projection is real> get told by both astral projector group and ocult groups that it was actually me> astral projectors straightup replay it out of my head and keep telling me who else could it be> the thing that gets me is, on the initial day i started guessing the name of the "so much better" and get told 'wouldnt want to ruin the surprise'> named person appears, patterns start to match, begin to loose my shit.> she had flired with brother so i can him to ask how far they got cause to me the stars are aligning> fast forward a month or so.> brother comes to my house with father, do everything to make it as humiliating as possible then take a photo of my broken face to make a wallpaper(1 of 2)
> girl is currently in the room through astral projection, tells me astral crew who were watching me loose my shit that "heres what a real man is like" refering to my brother> girl offers to fuck my dad to get me away from her and is genuinly just trying to wreck my shit> sigh in relief cause imagine if i put any actual effort into it.> i never even saw what she looks like, her doing everything to get me to stay away was insanely unnecersary but whatever continue to ignore her and the astral crew> brother who is an actual cuck who still "stole the girl" offers the mother of his child as a tribute so he an also learn astral> astral crew still wont leave me be cause i dont even knowfast forward a few more weeks> girl who was meant to be one of the 3 to move in once gf moves out who fucked my dad the day my brother took the girl keeps following me around> keeps saying she wants to give me a bj cause she has no gag reflex but only thing that comes to mind is fucking my dad for me to stay away> starts talking to me at a froyo stand while some remote fucker attacks me through astral, keeping shit together but some of it slips through> she finally just looks at the vocie herself and finally starts believing eventhough ive not been trying to convince anyone> froyo girl is a member of the local occult community and somehow knows my discord handle cause bj girl wont stop telling me about me while i ignore her> froyo girl adopts me i guess and gets the local occult community to appease the random astral projectors into teaching me stuff cause im not gonna appease, especially not to people activly bothering me(2 of 2)
guess this is more of a vent than anything but yeah, a year ago i would have laughed at the thought of studying the occult as anything more than a hobby but now im activly working on it.Anyone have astral experience? this whole thing has been fucked from my side but still feel i should just dump gf as ive not really been happy since we signed the paperwork 8 yeas ago, marriage was meant to be a year or 2 max but kept being extended and girl cries anytime i ask.(3 of 2 cause i didnt do it properly)
bros she fucking cried when we interacted cause she thought i rejected her, literally went from crying to doing everything to humiliate me to my family, if she had told me directly i would have proceeded to continue ignoring everyone. I dont even recognise people on the road, as in ive blankly walked past someone i see daily before without noticing.I would have given him the girl if he had just told me how far they got, instead i was told he didnt know her until the last second when she straight up fucks me up.apparently according to her friends her and my brother role play about how hed take her from me.the dude is a literal cuck who thought i would be impressed cause he financed a car even though i just bought mine outright that has more comfort features but no, how he took her from me apparently included "you like comfort and luxury which he cant offer you"Literally own my own home thats just recently been fixed up, my own car and work as a literal ethical hacker while this drug addict lives somewhere by favour since itll be demolished soon anyway....she said he kept trying to flirt with her but was ignoring him for years cause she wanted me then suddenly this shit blows up in my face.
"this is what a real man is like" while refering to my brother who had to take food out of my mouth to feel better about himself when i would have literally just helped him achieve it if he was chill.the guy has 2 kids from 2 baby mommas, the first is a striper 10 years older than him and the second is our third cousin cause he couldnt find anyone else.him and my dad refer to me as the runt of the family, theres literally no metric i an think of where im the runt, im even taller than these fucking fags yet they must take food out of my mouth.Worst part is they also done it to my first gf but apparently i didnt feel it enough, now i wanna fuck his wife or itll have to be his mother since hes my half brother.what is even going on anymore...
I hope you get to rest anon.
>>85851375>>85851380wtf how did you meet an astral crew? that sounds fucking awesome i want in
>>85851585Random folks using it to freak me out, they enter my dreams when i stopped smoking weed for a bit since weed knocks me out further than they can reach merandoms coming up to me to tel me about methey can make me hear shit and see shit, even cause me to become possessed mildly until i snap out of itthey made my ceiling in my bedroom dissapear and the bathroo floor when i was showering onceI just ignore it but they use akashic records to make me into a big brother esc show, people have been setup to read my thoughts and come into my apartment to wonder since i work from home and am here most of the timeKeep in mind i was banned from learning by the local fags so ive just had to scrape by what i can but doesnt mean i can stop the constant monitoring and big brother esc knowledge strangers have of meApparently they wanna be my friend but they just fuck me at all times so life is weird.Brother gave his wife as tribute, dropped her off at their house at night, spent the night with the girl he took from me then picked his cum covered wife up in the morning so hes getting a full ride apparently.
