Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supporthope you're enjoying the fallhello>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
The links, for you> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/> wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>85852511>>How are you doing today?tired. I started training for a big physical test for a possible job. been studying to test in for a different job. Turned a job down today because the pay was below average.>>Any plans for today?A lot of testing>>Is there anything bothering you right now?I wanted to use this time of the year to hang out with friends and work on passion projects. Idk, if I'll get to either. By i got a costume at least.>>85852511how you doing cat?
>>85852610hey!>physical test for a possible job. been studyingDx so much to do best od luckk :<>I'll get to either. By i got a costume at least.hope you somehow get to what your costume!!?? :o>how you doing cat?goodjust playing around
>>85852610>A lot of testingI did a web app that makes tests for me because those tests webs don't give me ALL the paragraphs but this localAI can do tests for everything if prompt correctly :).>hang out with friends and work on passion projectsSounds fun. Need a good close to me job for that though. That's why the tests are important. Study hard please <3.>>85852739>just playing aroundWhat were you playing ? o:
>>85853050hey birbI mapped a little and played roblox with meowster :D how was your day?
>>85852511hi catbro!>hope you're enjoying the fallit's ok. haven't been outside much the last two weeks, so haven't seen much of it.>>85852610hi cynic! o/>I started training for a big physical test for a possible jobmake sure you rest enough before the actual test>A lot of testingwish you well>Idk, if I'll get to either.that sucks. let's hope you'll be able to at least hang out a bit>i got a costume at least.what costume? :0>>85853050hey hb! what's up?i watched the second seasons of haunted hotel and edgerunners today. that's about it.
>>85854404elloo>haven't been outside much the lastya gotta go on a walk sometime soon before all the leaves fall off!>haunted hotel and edgerunners today.did u like it?I had a dream last night, I was in like a foggy village and there was a witch apparently as I was walking I saw some zombie guy, I reached for a knife but it turned out it was just a normal fella checking if I was alert he went around the corner when heard screaming, there was some big beast wrecking everything and the witch showed up I hid in some hole lying face down hoping they won't see me when I heard creepy whispers in my ear I was listening to some asmr thingie as I was sleeping so I think that's what those whispers where lol
hello everyone. its late but i have an essay due in a few days and im kind of behind in my studies but i cant focus.. im gonna be so busy the next few days and aaaagh i just feel like shit my mental illnesses are hitting me hard
>>85854458>ya gotta go on a walk sometime soon before all the leaves fall off!that's a good point. maybe this saturday. i can just do my workout and then go for a walk. are you planning a ride or a walk soon?>did u like it?i had a good time with hh. even got a little emotional over it at times. edgerunners was alright, but i didn't connect with the characters very much, so i wasn't very invested.>there was a witch apparentlyvery sad. many such cases.>turned out it was just a normal fellayikes. should work on his skincare routine. D:>I was listening to some asmr thingie as I was sleeping so I think that's what those whispers where lolmust have been a halloween themed vid ^^>>85854561hey anon!>i cant focusalways annoying when that happens. would it be ok to call it a day now and start working on it when you get up?>gonna be so busy the next few dayssorry, buddy. wanna complain a bit about it? maybe it'll help somehow
>>85854651>would it be ok to call it a day now and start working on it when you get up?im gonna do a bit of research, write a little then sleep. i havent got much time to do it tomorrow>wanna complain a bit about it?its not anything i dont like, im seeing my friends while visiting home for a few days. the biggest thing upsetting me is family. i feel so ungrateful saying these things, but i really dislike them even though they are doing so much for me and have improved a lot lately. but i feel so much more, diminished? if that makes sense. being around them i feel so out of it
>>85854561hello anonbest of luck, ot sounds tough :c>>85854651>planning a ride or a walk soon?nope it's too cold now >been a halloween themed vid ^^dunno but the nightmare was cool sleepygn
>>85854751>im gonna do a bit of research, write a little then sleep.that's a good plan, but don't overdo it, you hear? have a good study session.>im seeing my friends while visiting home for a few daysthat sounds nice. hope you have a good time there.>i really dislike them even though they are doing so much for me and have improved a lot lately.that's rough. i always say: you can chose your family, you can't chose your relatives. what's the matter with them?>being around them i feel so out of ithm. i've also never related to my relatives at all. not really their fault, but i just had no connection to any of them and avoided most of my extended family.as much as possible.>>85854796>it's too cold nowgotta dress accordingly and bring something warm to drink. :>>the nightmare was cooli had a similar dream recently. i'll try to recall it tomorrow.>sleepy gngn and st. i'll go get some sleep, too.
hello cute cutter bwois. can i see some of ur self-harm injuries ^_^
>>85854796thanks cat ^^. i hope ur doing well!>>85854859>that's a good plan, but don't overdo it, you hear? have a good study session.thanks! ive decided to sleep now, i think i can reasonably get my essay done tomorrow or the day after. then i just have some things to catch up on, which dont have a due date. unfortunately its all maths and a module i dont like.>what's the matter with them?they used to be quite cruel and abusive, maybe worse - i was also abused by a group/organisation and i wonder if they were involved. things have changed now, and i sort of forgive them, but i dont really trust them.>no connection to any of them and avoided most of my extended family.as much as possible.yea, i have no clue what to say to any of my family, its awkward ..
never mind I cant sleep. I feel so bad ..
>>85856496what are you feeling bad about non?
happy halloween to all of you, ily all :)
>>85852511Tis almost spooky day. Wish everyone a nice All Hallows' Eve Eve
hello everyone I think today is going to be a good daywbu?>>85857214hellohappy halloween do you have any plans to celebrate?>>85856496hey hope you managed to have a good nap somehow :<
>>85857739hey office waddup?any plans? I want to watch a horror movie but I'm not sure what to watch any recs?
>>85857909hey hey cat!I'm all right. Zero plans for the weekend. I might download Cyberpunk 2077 and do another playthrough since I'm kinda in the mood after the anime.>any recs?unfortunately, for horror, I'm really the last person in the world you should ask lol.
>>85857945>and do another playthrough since I'm kinda in the moodanother? you've played it once already how did you like it?>unfortunately, for horrothat's alright
Are you guys dressing up for halloween or doing anything fun? I'm just gonna have a chill night and watch some spoopy games on youtube
>>85859317hey meow >dressing up for halloweennyoare you?I'll just watch some scary moviee>have a chill night and watch some spoopy games onnice!whatcha gonna watch??
>>85859872Nah i'm not dressing up, being a shut-in. As for spoopy games I'm unsure, maybe do a little Resident Evil marathon or some outlast trials
>>85859881>not dressing up, being a shut-in.understandable >little Resident Evil marathon or some outlast trialshave fun ^^ what your fav scay game?
>>85860050Hmm i'm not sure desu. I do really like Resident Evil but it's not exactly scary. Maybe Vile:Exhumed?
>>85860069>but it's not exactly scaryI feel resident evil is plenty scary>Vile:Exhumednever heard of itis it a small game?
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>>85852511Hallu /cat/. For halloween you should go as /rat/ :D>>How are you doing today?Mostly good. On the way to a rave this hallows eve, should he fun. Gonna spend some time at the arcade too.>>Any plans for today?See above. I'll probably try my go-to of 3rd strike and jubeat out again, maybe play some of the game consoles there of they're free. As for the rave its just 5 hours of dancing, not much to say on it. Also, I brought a birthday gift for the girl I'm gonna meet there, to reciprocate the one she got for my birthday.>>When was the last time you hurt yourself?About a week ago drinking and nearly 2 months cutting.>>Why did you hurt yourself?Drinking let me escape the nightmares and rumination that comes with the night... still its a bad solution. As for cutting I can't remember why, its been a while.>>Is there anything bothering you right now?My parents are on my back for going into the city late at night and are threatening to lock all the doors and change the locks while I'm gone. Don't care if they do, wouldn't miss this for the world.>>85859317Hallo Meow>dressing up for halloween or doing anything fun? Fun yeah, no costume unfortunately.>>85857739Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!>>85852610Hallo cynic>>85854651Hallo yuanon>>85853050Hallo HB
>>85861364heo toga>you should go as /rat/ :Dor maybe a /bat/ :3>On the way to a ravewoaa have fundon't get all bruised up>reciprocate the one she got for my birthdayaw cute what is it?>my back for going into the city late at night sounds annoying to deal with
Good news, I had a good interview with a new lab role.>>85857766hi cat>I think today is going to be a good dayWas it?>>85854404hi yu>make sure you rest enough before the actual testthanks i had a good rest.>i watched the second seasons of haunted hotel and edgerunners today. that's about it.I haven't seen the new edgerunners yet. how is it?>>85854404>what costume? :0>>85852739>what your costume!!?? :ogeralt of rivia I'm using my sword collection>>85853050hi hugging bird>but this localAI can do tests for everything if prompt correctly :).yeah but i don't wanna get accused of cheating by the state government.
>>85853480My day was good and chill. >>85854404>i watched the second seasons of haunted hotelGlad you like it :>>>85862071>yeah but i don't wanna get accused of cheating by the state government.The AI doesn't do the exam for me, but it does the tests I need to study for the exam with all the paragraphs. Unlike the tests I buy that don't give me all the paragraphs. It just changes some key words for each paragraph and then outputs the complete paragraph with the words it changes highlighted. So it feels fast just click and train the keywords. And I made that aws managed website.
Lul post-rave bump, I'm aching...