Why do I have to be a retarded autist who doesn't know how to meet people irl ?
>>85859697Same anon I wish I had friends
I played this game with the expectation that I would only care about the girl and maybe find the story provocative and erotic. The only review I saw beforehand was a very short and horny one that only focused on the incest and completely dismissed Andrew as a cowardly and uninteresting character so that definitely didn't help. The gameplay and plot of the game are complete dogshit and a waste of time. Things just happen and there's no meaningful cohesion or overarching theme between each moment of the story. I thought that the cannibalistic and satanic elements would be used to push forward some sort of allusion or at least contribute to narrative value for the characters that would elevate them from being porn mascots and actually render them of any interest at all. The fact that a lot of lefties were talking about this game also further convinced me, as I doubted they'd just like it for the incest. But all of those elements are merely aestethic and decorative. The game is essentially just a slowed down glorified smut va. I would say that I don't understand why the dev didn't make it a va like her previous works, but considering how much more popular it is compared to her previous works I can't really blame her. The smut is really good. The problem is that it's clearly gynocentric (yeah no shit, it's smut written by a woman what did you expect?). I first tried to go for the full femdom but the game literally just doesn't let you. It just gives you a half assed ending that was clearly put there just to pull people like me in the "correct" direction.
>>85860467I ended up doing so and look for the various endings I missed online as well. I then had like a mid life crisis (I was 19 about to become 20 in a few days) because I started idolizing Andrew in my head as I played and I regret my whole life because I wanted to be more like him. And I think I was into him as well? He's really hot. I then got a really bad fever for almost a week, lost like four kilos and went on to have a month long shut in and depressive episode. So yeah really weird. t. straight guy
>>85860479I've been having my shut in episode for years now. Im now 21 and I always liked and Andrew and kinda saw myself in him, personality wise Im very much like him and lookswise too kinda Im a pale skinny guy with green eyes and a similar hairstyle the only difference is that my hair is dark brown instead of black.
>>85860591I'm not really like Andrew at all myself. I saw him more as a masculine role model rather than a relatable character. Not that I could or could've actually tried to emulate him. I spent the first half of my teen years distancing myself from physical and later on even online social relationships as much as I could and justified it by rationalizing it as a willful decision caused by my ability to exist properly without others and my superior intellect. I then spent the second half trying to fix that decision in an even more rationalized way. The character of Andrew made me go a little coocoo because he is a representation of a masculine person that I actually liked, whom I got into and didn't feel the need to be subversive about when thinking about him and what made him cool to me. He was a pretty brutal reality check specifically because idolizing him is such a teen-minded and retarded thing to do and I rationally understood that but I also understood that I emotionally did actually want to idolize him and I found that to be an abhorrent thing about myself. I think that was mostly caused by the timing of when I played, given all the cumulative hindsight he was like the last nail in the coffin. What made it worse was indeed also the daunting feeling of having wasted my youth, the effect of which made me only waste way more time in the first place. I know a lot of spergy people feel this way about their teenhood and want to relive it in their 20s and shit. Idk
>>85860759>the last nail in the coffinP.S. lol pun not intended
>>85859697no clue. I dont even like other people.
