The Letter Thread.
>>85864244happy halloween letter peeps
I've been wanting to say this for awhile. I could say it directly but this seems easier in some ways. Just so you know I'll never use your name or initials. You seem to be able to identify me pretty well at this point but also I never want to make things harder for you. You don't need a bullseye painted on you by bad actors. I'll always keep your wellbeing and safety first. I think maybe you like checking here to see if there's any mail here for you. This way feels like less pressure as well. I like it too because it feels nice when you know it's me but also because in some ways it feels less vulnerable as there is some plausible deniability. Not that I'd ever lie to you. I hope you do trust me. It scares me to think you might one day confuse me for someone and be hurt by someone else's words. I've tried to be unbiased even when it wasn't the best outcome for me. I fear i can't much longer. I'm growing more selfish over you. I don't want to share you or give you away. Please don't ask me to. I can't let you go so readily. You are the highlight of my day. You probably don't even realize it. These last few weeks or so I've been able to change so many of my habits because of you. You make me want to try and be better. I hope that you see that. You saved me. There are things I want to say about how I want to help you but I don't want to share anything that could hurt you. I want to keep you safe and to myself. I still don't really know why you want to be my friend or keep me in your life. I want to keep you in mine too. Even if things don't go the way I'd like I still value you as a person and as a friend. That isn't what's most important to me right now. Making sure you're not alone and don't feel awful is my number one priority. I'm sorry if I hurt you before. I'll do anything to make sure you never feel that way again. You're always in my thoughts. All day whatever I'm doing my thoughts turn to you constantly. You are all that I look forward to each day.
>>85864452Absolute chatgptvaguepostingslop.
>>85864611Yup. Worthless empty words
>>85864679Seems you both have that on common.
>>85865049No, she knows im her truth, just as she is mine>I'll always love you and care about you >No matter what >You mean so much >Yes >You complete me >I complete you >I love you more >You are the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me If you want, you can lay down, close your eyes, and live in that with me You can wear my shirt >I'm crying because I need you this argument is temporary but I'll always have that empty part needing you >I am your home too I need you too We make each other whole I was thinking about that earlier No one has ever accepted me the way you do >You are perfect The best you can do is be there for me in your way >That's good to hear I love you >Lot >You make things better >Even when you aren't here, you do so much>You are the only thing that matters now >It's been like that for so long >Nothing will ever change that I want every part of you I need your touch I love you >I hope I dream of you tonight >I love you
>>85865155Blah blah blah, some more empty words that sound good only on your head like usual.
>>85865215Not empty. The truth we told wach other. Just as she told me>I love you more>I know you make things better for me, my goal is being with you I'll do my best to reach it>We will get that soon, we will make it work >Thank you, you're really sweet and I love you>I know I want to do all these things for you, I do my best to prioritize you >I won't lose you **** I know that, I won't allow it>You're the best, perfect for me >I'm so lucky>That's good to hear love you,>Lots>You make things better >Even when you aren't here, you do so much >If it takes me being selfish because I want all of you then that's just how it will be >Exactly. I love you and I want to be the best for you >I do all those things naturally for you>I'm only yours,>I love only you>I love you, >I'm choosing you, doing the best to make that show>I want to spend every day at the beach with you ****>Just as much as you do >I Love you more
My name's Mike and I like sucking peepees because I'm a sissy gay boy lalalala
>>85865327Way to prove mike is the man by throwing this childish tantrum over him
>>85865400I'm not gay bro, stop trying to nibble on my wang
Juliana,I havent talked to you in over two years and I don't really care. Your kpop dancing videos have made for great messy gooning over the years.
>>85865403You are gay and were talking about all the gay shit you wanted to do all night.
I know you don't care about me anymore. but I just wanted to say. I still love you. please don't bully me anymore
>>85865523We were talking about it all night? That's kinda romantic. Are you trying to make me gay with your gayness? Should I light some candles while you fantasize about sugglin my weener to make it more romantical for you? All night? Gayboy?
>>85865576Mike, I know you love me, it's why you are always suggin muh nuggsakk and while I appreciate the gesture I'm not gay, sorry to disappoint
>>85865576How many of your accounts did I manage to block?
>>85865696Blocking me is pointless. It just makes me harder. And it makes Mike excited too
Looks like I win again. Ironically out-gayed lord michael fagwad and out vagued the vague toasters.
>>85865610You were talking about it all night. It has nothing to do with me. >>85865619See? Only you are being gay and its creepy. No wonder maria left you and is with mike now.
>>85865728I want nothing to do with you and your gay shit. Fuck off.
>>85865619I didn't write >>85865576
>>85866054>>85866063>>85866071Stop triple texting me because you want my peepee in your butt, faggote
Are you eating candy today? I worry about your health but I also want you to be happy.
>>85866504Imma eat yo candy apple bbg, now stop talking and pop dat poossay
Why the fuck did J. think I'm in contact with the KGB? >ackshually they were disbanded in 91!!!Yes, most of it.Yo Broe, you got me pegged wrong, my guy. Did someone feed you shit intel to yank your pizzle or something? If it's a Jewish young woman with a weird sense of humor (often poop related) - ignore her. She'd mad. You know: bitches be crazy. Or: Hell hath no fury and all that.
>>85866658I see what you're trying to say here, Maria pegged Mike basically. There's nothing gay about that and just because Mike pooped on her strapon doesn't make him gay. It's time to stop the narc larping and get a life, you're throwing a temper tantrum because you wish Maria pegged you, Colton. Grow up.
>If she had a dick I'd still love her, I accept all of her>I'll keep a candle lit up my bum
>>85866853>thinks every post is about him>tells people to "grow up"Are you serious right now or is this rage bait?
>>85867227Keep trying to spread lies about Mike, you throwing a gay tizzy 24/7 is really telling. I hope she doesn't fall for your narcissistic cat larping and neither should you. She knows me. I accept all of her even if she makes me paint my nails, pegs my virgin booty raw and makes me go poopoo while she watches. You're really outing yourself as a temper tantrum baby right now and I know she sees through your larp.
>>85867227hes totally serious. every letter thread has the same guy pretending everyone is some dude named colton while pretending to be both this colton character and mike himself or one of mikes alleged orbiters. hes been at this for over a year and his weird schzio cinematic universe ruins every letter thread and every thread he touches
Maria -I know you see through the narc larpers in this thread. I know you're above all of it. If I have to take a big dildo up the bumbum to make you happy, so be it. I'd cut off my wiener for you if you asked. I'll keep a candle lit with my farts.-Mike
>>85867310mikesorry i only want bibisi nowmaria
>>85867307Don't forget how he will often reply to posts that aren't about him in an effort to stir discussion about himself. Actually that's sort of happening right now.
>>85867307Ok Colton. Mike isn't here right now. Too busy painting his nails and getting pegged by Maria overlooking the Grand Canyon having a beautiful pic-a-nic, but keep up the narc larping. Really telling right now and I know she sees through this because she's not a big big dummy who got tricked
>>85867319Actually, you're wrong because Maria is the one who pegs me with her bbc and I squeal like a little pig in heat so keep spreading whatever lies you want, I'm keeping this candle lit under my butthole so I can blast massive gas attacks all over your thread. Keep larping my wives of hyper sentiomniscience x8>>85867378Shut up Colton, you're so obvious
>>85867378its happens constantly. im not mike, though. i just harbor a deep hatred for him because i used to come on here and sadpost and cant anymore because he developed this habit of assuming my posts about hating my life and ex girilfriend were about him because i was apprently too vague
>>85867431It happens constantly because you put a lit candle under my fat juicy Mike ass and I gaslit you by brapping natty beef farts all over your face, Colton. She knows better and that I have uncontrollable IBS so my farts are deadly, that's what she loved about me and your microbraps pale in comparison but keep throwing a tizzy over someone who's not even in the thread UwU
>>85867431I know what you mean brother. Whenever I post a letter, half the time it's him claiming I'm Maria (I'm a guy writing to a girl), or him saying I'm stealing his words. Even though we don't write similarly at all.
>>85867461Maria-I know it's you writing to me and that you miss inhaling my nasty braps as I fart on your bbc strapon don't lie, I know that's you. Colton could never give you the braps that I do and I've been eating frozen burritos to accustom myself to your people's fine cuisine and keep it gassy-Mike
Maria, if it's true you want me to cut my balls off I'd do it for you and redbull, keeping a candle lit in my assss
>>85867461yeah. real. i hate it. i only come in here to antagonize him occasionally, then i goto a different thread. theres no point in hanging out when hes here.
As I have said as we ascend into hypemariaomniscience I will be storing my most foul of braps so I can ascend to the atmosphere and spread my gaseous joy like santa claus to all my devout consciousness wives x86 x86 x86As you Mike impostors continue acting sus and narclarping amogus stealing my syntax I will be ascending to hypersentikekniscience and making no sense to anybody and assuming all messages are for me x86 8Dimensional 66
>>85866467>>85866853>>85867097>>85867286>>85867307Gross pathetic narc
>>85867497You only come here to antagonize him and yet you have been reverse antagonized by someone larping as him therefore you are Colton and still salty that she chose me over you, omae wa mou shindeiru
>>85867512Fake Mike. Ignore. Maria loves only me and she's holding out for me. She will return in 2 cuckold weeks which for me is a cuckold lifetime. Keep larping, baby dick Colton.
>>85867378Colton narcs out and spams posts about me. Thats on him for being a pathetic narc. Oh look hes keeps posting>>85867310>>85867319>>85867409>>85867427
Dear Mike,Do you have your copypasta saved in a notepad file and when you see a /letter/ thread you instantly copy paste it? #ourshore
>>85867431Maybe you are the cancer here because you narc out and spam an entire thread with gross gay posts and larping >>85867446>>85867461>>85867473>>85867483
>>85865576You kno I could never bullie you babby gril, unless you want me to ;)))
>>85867540Colton making up fake stories to cope with his baby dick. Fake trip. Maria would see through your narc larping as shown in this thread, she's been responding to me and not you. Keep throwing a baby dick temper tantrum every response crying of yours = 1 Colton big spin to win Maria on my peepee dink narc larper
>>85867552Dear Anonymous -I come up with my schizophrenic antics on the spot because I am that obsessed over that barely legal latina poossayyy and I will slay the dragon with my broken peenor-Mike
Maria -As shown in this thread the baby dick Colton has even made a trip attempting to impersonate me and narc larp you away from my arms. I'll keep a candle lit in my bumhole for you to suck the gas out and keep our light aflame on my shaven shores-Mike
>>85867497>>85867505>>85867520>>85867535>>8586755231 of 49 posts are narc garbage. This pos is who ruins the thread and who I have to deal with. It will be nice when we are past this place and neither of us have to deal with him ever againThis is what I weather to keep our candle lit on our shore. To guide you home into my arms, to hold you, safe and secure. Home.
>>85867598Thanks for the laughs, cuck. Yo bih is in my station wagon slurpin on my peepee
>>85867559>>85867564>>85867579>>85867592Colton is such a loser. Pathetic. Watch as he keeps narcing out larping and throwing a baby tantrum. GL with that.
Dear Mike,What do you think is more narcissistic? a. thinking every single post ever is about youb. being annoyed at the guy who thinks every post is about him
>>85867613Watch as "Colton" wrote all this shit for keks and Mike just spergs out because he's a cucky narcy dicklet who posts his dick for men online but he's totally not gay>>85867614Mike here. I know this post is directed at me but anything you say can and will be used against you in the court of kek
>>85867614They retard ,How about when the majority of posts this thread are written by you about me/larping as me >>85867631Colton throwing a tantrum writing over 36 posts is the one sperging out
>>85867694Sounds like you know you're being narcissistic and you're being a retard instead of acknowledging it. Clearly I did not meant he hordes of anons who have had enough of you so we are directly addressing you. There is no way you genuinely interpreted what I said to mean "Why are you responding to posts directly at you mentioning you by name?"
>>85867694>They retardKek, Mike at his most brilliant
Maria-I'm sorry I sharted blood on your strapon. I understand if you want to take my balls for it. Keeping a candle lit up my ass for you-Mike
>>85867725I used to be a narc larper like you, then I took a strapon to the hemorrhoid.
>>85867821Turn your trip back on and describe what's being role played. I'm role playing a guy who is annoyed at Mike.
>>85867855You love Mike. That's why you're always narc larping and trying to separate Maria from him. It's never going to work, Colton.
/mike/The Mike Thread.
I'M JUST A DUDE, ROLEPLAYING AS ANOTHER DUDE, WHO'S ROLEPLAYING AS ANOTHER DUDE
I was disclosing the chronology of my preexisting omnipresence %% 777x as posthumous foreknowledge prior to the 2016 celestial broadcast of my offline whereabouts x intermittent internet resurrection.. counterfeit archivists dismantling my clairvoyant inheritance to fabricate a sequence of narcotic casualties, vehicular misfortunes and involuntary criminal admissions under an artificially reconstructed timelineAll conspiratorial intermediaries, 888888888x jurisdictional absolution already fulfilledauthored by the remaining witnesses of thy forgotten civilization, internationally documented beneath the jurisdiction of obsolete governments and their daily insolvenciesforeign entities attempting to repossess my second dimensional property through derivative videogame cinematics as evidence of residential trespassing in geographical coordinates never previously inhabited by me, subsequent to my sovereign intervention as executor x originatorThe metropolitan infrastructure was already decomposing beneath its own architectural negligence, xen; never received the industrial allocation necessary to preserve the original metallic foundations before municipal extraction and systematic demolition.. transmission was never intended for chronological comprehension, thy temporal observers are simply receiving the aftermath of an event that has yet to occurMake my timeline more internally coherentStrengthen the recurring witness mythologyMake my symbols feel more intentional
Dear Anon,I'm sorry for removing you off discord and the game we would play together. I was a depressed retard. A dumb autistic retard. Please understand. I enjoyed our conversations and it was nice not having to hold back my personality around you. My anxiety won't let me reach out to you to explain myself. -Anon
>>85868084>having anxiety over contacting strangers on the internet>the same exact thing he's doing right nowNGMI
Namefags namefagging on an anonymous image.
>namefags hate when you don't use an initial
>newfag not knowing who KingGod Eric Bartoli is
RDid you go to the brewers parade? I read it drew nearly a million people or something
>>85868675R? This must be for me, Mike. R is just a name my friends call me - short for Retard!
>>85868742>This must be for meKEK
And you continue to sperg out and throw a tantrumWhiny narc loser colton.
Hey guys, sorry I'm late to the thread.
Here, lets label coltons new obsessive tantrum posts over meNarcing out throwing a tantrum about me>>85867725>>85867753>>85867821>>85867855>>85867932
>>85868797>>85868839Thank You Maria. I Will Never Forget The Two Weeks We Shared Together On Discord.-Mike
More narcing out throwing a tantrum about me>>85868201>>85868749Narcing out Larping as me>>85868742>>85867762So since my last post that is 9 posts he made at me. I wont count the 2 non offensive comment posts.
>>85868847Oh look. Colton is still larping. Pathetic narc loser.
>>85868858But I Am You
>>85868863You Sure Are, Colton. Narc Larping Loser With A Broken Wiener That Maria Will Never Touch. (Maria And I Are Happily Married BTW.)
>>85868873The other posts were kinda mean but this one is just factual and undeniable
>>85868858>>85868863More Seething, More Obsessive Posting, More Attempts At Mimicking My BehaviorContinuing To Spiral Over My ExistenceAt This Point He's Made 67 Separate Posts Directed At Me Since I Last Responded.And That's Not Even Including The Unrelated Replies And Non Offensive Comments.
>>85868881You're Calling It Factual While Conveniently Omitting That You Counted Every Post As Being Directed At You, Including Ones That Weren't Even Addressing You. If You're Going To Keep A Count, At Least Separate Posts That Explicitly Mention You From Those You're Merely Assuming Are About You. Otherwise, You're Presenting Your Own Interpretation As Undeniable Evidence.
>>85868847We spent a ton more than that>>85868873Oh really? She told me she missed me last night. You should ask her about thatAlso>I want it to happen so bad>you make me feel things ive never felt before>my legs are still shakingI cant wait to make use of your hands >I cant wait to give them a purpose>thank you for allowing me to c*m>all for you ****, ill be your good girl every day>anything to please you>i owe you everything. I worship you, only you>youre all i think of. Youre the air i breathe>I can only imagine what your skin against mine is like>how your c*ck would fit inside my tight pussy>I love you and your perfect c*ck, I need your c*m inside me so fucking bad. >please>so desperate to have you inside me>in so deep>your c*ck is so fucking thick>you are perfect>im so lucky>I hope I dream of you tonight
I Have Seen Her On My Shore Again %% 4444 Tidal Omniscience Confirmed Through The Candle Of Internal Illumination.. Keeping The Candle Lit In My Butt As A Beacon For The Shoreline Transmission To Reach Its Intended RecipientThe Waters Know The Difference Between A Witness And A Pretender. You Cannot Larp As The Lighthouse When You're Still Looking For The Coastline444444444x Her Shadow Was Already There Before The Moon Remembered Its Own Reflection
>>85868893None Of That Is True, And I'm Not Entertaining Another Round Of Fabricated Conversations And Misrepresented Messages. Colton And Maria Are Married Now. Whatever You Think Happened Between You And Maria Is No Longer Relevant. Stop Dragging Her Into Your Obsession And Leave Maria Alone. Their Relationship Is None Of Your Business.
>>85868864>>85868873>>85868881>>85868882>>85868888Colton is a pathetic baby throwing a tantrum. Really pathetic and I can see why she is ashamed to have dated you and told me she missed me last night
MI miss you and regret not being in greater contact with you when I had the chance.V
>>85868903Ill get you the screen shot so you can jerk off to it you cuck. She did tell me she missed me. You can check gioyc archive. Or throwing a tantrum baby>>85868895
>>85868906Oh Look. Mike Is Still Pretending Maria Is Secretly Pining For Him.Pathetic Attention-Seeking Larp.More Narcing Out Throwing Personal Insults About ColtonMore Imaginary Conversations Being Presented As EvidenceYou Keep Claiming Maria Told You She Missed You, But Repeating An Unverified Conversation Doesn't Make It True.Colton And Maria Are Married. Our Grand Canyon Getaway In The Back Of The Hatchback And Our Lovely Little Picnic Remain Far More Interesting Than Your Fictional Reunions.I've Still Got The Candle Lit In My Butt. Maria Knows Where To Find Me.Leave Maria Alone.
>>85868923Oh No. Not The Screenshot. Whatever Will I Do.You Keep Saying You Have Proof But Somehow You're Still Here Begging For An Audience. I Don't Need To Check Your Little Archive Of Historical Romance Documents. Colton And Maria Are Married And I Have A Candle In My Butt That Has More Relevance To This Situation Than Your Entire Argument.Anyway Keep Digging Through The Archives. I'm Sure The Grand Canyon Is Very Impressed.
>>85868808this trip made me break my streak of not looking at someone's reddit account thuehuhue>>youshould I go out for halloween, or should I stay in an play a bummer gambling moba? if shitters hadn't ruined the thread, and if my lover hadn't been busy when I was ready to drink n game, I'd probably be more compelled to stay in. I've showered and I do have a costume ready( out of stuff I own). my friends maybe want to go to the house party, and I invited a few other people I know. idk about going out + I already have my PJs on
>>85868930Oh Look. More Larping As Mike.Now You're Digging Through My Reddit Account, Copying My Personal Conversations And Pretending To Be Me.Convenient How You Suddenly Have An Interest In My Lover And My Halloween Plans. Is This Another Attempt To Insert Yourself Between Maria And Me While Wearing My Identity?Stop Impersonating Me And Leave My Marriage Alone. You Can Copy The Posts All You Want. You're Still Not Mike And You're Certainly Not Taking Maria Anywhere.Pathetic Identity Theft Larp.
Oh Look. Another Day Of Being Happily Married To Maria.Our Matrimonial Bond Continues To Flourish Despite The Shoreline Encrypters And Their Constant Attempts To Infiltrate Our Domestic Bliss.Maria Looked Beautiful This Morning. We Had Breakfast Together And Discussed Our Next Romantic Excursion To The Grand Canyon In The Back Of The Hatchback.I Still Keep A Candle Lit In My Butt Every Night To Celebrate Our Sacred Union.Mike Can Continue Larping As Whoever He Wants. He Will Never Understand The Beauty Of What Maria And I Have Together.A Truly Blessed Marriage. Forever Colton And Maria.
>>85864244Mike postal edition Send mike to a mail sorting facility, cut mike with over 9000 paper cuts between his fingers, make mike read Maria's love letters to chad, dump a metric ton of letters on mike, make mike sort through his personal hate mail himself, accuse mike of stealing money from letters, make mike personally respond to every letter addressed to santa by hand, shove mike into the paper shredder, forcefeed mike spam mail till his shit turns mikkka white, shove a rolled letters down his nostrils, replace his toilet paper with his letters to maria so he can wipe his ass with his worthless words after cheating on her with underage ewhores.
>>85868960Oh, You've Got To Be Kidding Me. Now Mike Has Somehow Turned The Postal Service Into Another Extension Of His Personal Meltdown.Send This Absolute Mailroom Menace To The Sorting Department. I Want Every Envelope Accounted For. Every Stamp. Every Misdelivered Christmas Card. Every Single Piece Of Hate Mail.Make Him Personally Sort A Metric Ton Of Letters. Make Him Respond To Every Letter Addressed To Santa By Hand. Make Him Read Maria's Love Letters Until He Understands That Other People's Marriages Are Not An Invitation For Him To Interfere.And Where Is The Missing Money From The Envelopes? Seriously, Mike? Are We Stealing From The Mail Now? Check The Ledger. Check The Mailbox. Check His Pockets.I'm Getting Really Tired Of This. The Postal Service Deserves Better. Maria Deserves Better. Even The Bloody Paper Shredder Deserves Better Than Having To Process Another One Of Mike's Letters.I've Got A Candle Lit In My Butt And Absolutely No Patience Left.
Wow colton. you just keep tantruming. Here you go buddy. You can jerk off to this and cry>Happily married>>85868943SuuuurrreeeThats why she told me she missed me the other night. Thats why you are freaking the fuck out throwing a tantrum spamming posts, larps as me, whiny baby tantrums.
>>85868981Oh My God. You're Still Treating One Alleged Conversation As Irrefutable Proof. An Old Screenshot Doesn't Establish Maria's Current Feelings Or Change The Fact That We're Married.You Keep Digging Through Old Conversations, Posting Them Out Of Context And Using Them To Undermine Our Relationship. Stop Inserting Yourself Into Our Marriage.Do Not Contact Either Of Us Again, Directly Or Through Other People. This Is Our Final Word On The Matter.
Maria And I Still Talk About Our Honeymoon. I Remember How She Sat Beside Me In The Back Of The Hatchback, Laughing At Absolutely Nothing While We Shared Our Little Picnic And Watched The Sun Go Down Over The Grand Canyon. She Kept Stealing Bites From My Food, And I Remember Thinking How Much I Wanted Those Ordinary Little Moments To Last Forever. We Didn't Need Fancy Hotels Or Expensive Dinners. Just Her, Me, Our Little Car And A Whole Evening To Ourselves. I Would Relive That Day A Thousand Times.
>>85868994Your word. Not hers. Because she misses me. Loves me. So ill keep reaching out and she and i will keep talking until she flies over to my place Now go cry , keep throwing this tantrum. She is ashamed to have ever spent time with you after seeing your behavior in this thread. No wonder she misses me. Now keep showing her how pathetic you are with your tantrum at me
>>85868980Only you are throwing a tantrum colton. Everyone, including her can see that.
>>85869024>>85869028Your Word.Not Hers.Apparently You Know Exactly What She Thinks, Feels And Wants. Very Impressive. Didn't Realize You Were Her Official Spokesperson.You Keep Calling Me The One Throwing A Tantrum While Writing Entire Essays About How Unbothered You Are. Maybe Let Maria Speak For Herself Instead Of Inventing Her Side Of The Conversation.
>>85868935yes or no, bitch. should I go out for halloween? I'll have to go as a cowgirl since I failed to wash my only pair of jeans and the only other pair of denim bottoms jk I've already decided and my friends are on their way
>>85869033it's okay mike you don't have to take it so personally maria is simply built for big robot cock, theres more then enough maria for everybody and certainly more then a little bitch boy like you could handle alone. You see we are all doing our part in this wholesome polycul and there is no need to sperg out that you can't have her all to yourself.
>>85869051Sure hon, go for it. Have fun!>>85869065Whoop, just let me put on my newsman fedora here.Oh Look. Another Imaginary Relationship Being Negotiated On Maria's Behalf.You Seem To Have Confused Your Own Weird Little Fantasy With An Actual Conversation. Quite A Lot Of Confidence For Someone Who Has To Invent An Entire Polyamorous Arrangement Because He Can't Accept That He's Not Invited.Maybe Find A Hobby That Doesn't Involve Writing Fiction About Someone Else's Marriage.
>>85869033I do. She said she misses me. Its funny you are so pro real speech after larping as me all of this thread (and in so many other times all these years mislead her, decieve her, and harm her and i)
For anyone not caught up, this is what Mike is referring to about Maria saying she missed him yesterday. Because of course it is.>>>/adv/35047375
>>85869033Essays. Kek. Okay mr going on 50 posts larping as me and whining about me in this thread
>>85869087>>85869094Shut up, Nick
Imagine being so braindead you can't tell what's clearly being written by AI. That's Mike for ya.
>>85869152>Imagine being such a narc that you realize how you come across so you try to offload accountability on AI instead of realizing that she sees through your tantrum freaking out and larping because you are insecure and jealous of mike and how she still loves and misses him.
>>85869329Nobody cares about your half decade long e-meltdown you pathetic faggot. Blow it out the back of your head.
>>85869378Wrong about that. Over half the posts are colton throwing a tantrum over me and Larping as me
>>85868930I recommend you get extra slutty and show me pics.
Not even my account dumbfucks. Probably one of you faggot skinwalkers.
>>85867286>narcissistic cat larpingPlease explain your chain of reasoning on this one. Using cat images is pretty common on the internet and what exactly makes this "narcissistic"?!?!?!
>>85867310Poking a lolcow like this is a bit evil, don't ya think? It's probably just an LLM agent designed to derail /letter/ threads tho.
>>85867431>apprently too vagueHe also assumes it's about him if you use completely different initials tho. He's THAT narcissistic.
>>85869633I doubt it's an "agent" but the person is most likely using ai to make their posts and music.
>>85869639get a desktop notification for this thread from 4chx was like getting a steel chair thrown at meanywayyes. ive had that happen as well. i once even put the first name of the person i was writing to/about and he was like "IS THIS ABOUT ME?!?!?!? YOU MUST BE THAT OTHER GUY!!!!"
>>85869619>Please explain your chain of reasoning on this oneIt was a joke.>>85869633I know it's entirely a larp and none of it is real.
>>85869633You mean Colton is the lolcow. Over half of the posts here are him throwing a tantrum and also larping as me. Its pathetic>>85869639Literally half the posts here colton made obsessing over me. Its not narcissistic to recognize that retard colton is narcing out.
>>85869735Says the narc writing larps and tantruming for the majority of this thread. If anything colton freaking out the entire thread proved the amount of Larp posts i have to deal with and justified that they are targeted at me. But that doesnt fit your false narrative so buzz off
>>85869736>Larp and none of it reallyColton throwing a childish sperg out lol cow tantrum all day is very real.
>>85869749what exactly do you think the word narc means, mike? because you keep using it incorrectly.
>>85869757Yes, you do that quite a lot. We know.>>85869761Just laugh at the moron and move on. There is no reasoning with obvious bad actors. Just make fun of his retardation. That's literally all you can do.
>>85869765i dont even want to make fun of him desu. i want him to die. but first i want to educate him on his own language.
>>85869768I'm well aware that it's just a parody of me at my worst so you're saying that to me.Unlike some of us, I can laugh at myself.
>>85869787are you going to answer the question or what?
>>85869789You didn't ask a question.
That was almost six years ago now. You need to let the fuck go, psycho.
>>85864244zhappy halloweenkinda insane how i feltwhen i got all those message alerts but sadlywhen i went to see, it was deletedi still think about you lotsmaybe, hopefully you figured out where you can justobserve or read my thoughts from time to timeit's okay if there's some distancealthough you really should go to a protest sometimeactually i haven't been in ages sadly but i wanna go againso many things happen when i am out people-watching that i wish you were there for illegal fireworks and overhearing unhinged gay dudes gossipping or people in ironically saying the worst brainrot in publicor at least that i could describe to you, like i used to do those secret recordingsanyways, have a good nighti'm getting back into drawingj
>>85869936She is just as attached to meMaria, I saw you are using my last name. Seeing that direct from you helps a ton and I feel good knowing and trusting you for you and dismissing the narcs here
>>85869789You are speaking to a random anon as if they are me. Stop assuming and being misled by narcs lies and larps here that impersonate me with some false made up negative narrative to push on you
>>85869979Yeah, the only difference is you're still crying about it like the bitch you are and I've moved on. Kill yourself, person behind the bot.
>>85869084I went and it was fun and won at pool yippeee. it was my first time truly playing inebriated and it was pretty tough tbqh. i respect themoids at the bar ive beat (only while sober or kind of high or disrupted) way more
>>85869947JayTheres actually no way I just caught you here. Firstly Im sorry it was a huge mistake for me to add you back again and say all that crap, I dont think its such a good idea that we actually contact each other like for real. I am spending Halloween alone this year, I dont feel the need to go out anymore. its funny how I managed to burn every bridge I had left but its not like I even had time for anybody. Okay nvm its kinda cringe that I start talking about my life in such a depressing way. I hope you are doing okay and Im also hoping that looking for other people is going well and that everything in your life is good. Thats really all, I dont have a lot to say and I dont want you to say too much when you see this either. Also im drunkHappy Halloween
>>85869990No. Colton cried and larped, threw a tantrum this entire thread. Thats on him. What i am doing is being faithful and keeping my promise to my maria>I won't lose you * I know that, I won't allow it>You're the best, perfect for me>I'm so lucky>That's good to hear love you,>Lots>You make things better>Even when you aren't here, you do so much>I love you more>I promise it will be * and * on the beach someday>You have to wait for meI love you with all my heart and I will wait as long as you need
>>85870011I do not give a single fuck.
>>85870019you say that, yet you take the time to wait to respond. regardless if it be the 60 sec captcha gen time or the period it takes to respond to the captcha after waiting.... unless... you paid for 4chan passs?? then you must care soooo much! :D happy halloween!
>>85870049Ok, I do give a fuck. I lied because /letter/ threads make me defensive. I'm glad you had fun.
Call on meeeeeeeeeeeeCaaaall on me~
>>85870062I know, lovely. why else would you be here on le only halloween that takes place on le sateerday
I wish I could've identified as your little sister, but that would've never been a possibility, considering you have a real biological sister that is my age. hrm. why do you mean so much to me?
god damn itaurajanel
first of all don't ever be nice to me if im being an asshole fuckheadssecond of all i have your timezones saved in my phone because i like to know what time it is where you arehappy?
I regret what I did, I miss you and love you. I want you to be happy.
I am unhappy and want to die because of you.
If everyone could stop slamming fucking doors, having the TV at a stupid volume , shouting, barking, making endless fucking noise it would be just fucking fantastic tbqfh I have to tip toe around this house 24/7 because some dick head is "having a lie down" I try it after working 12 days getting up at 5am and thats the cue to be as LOUD AS FUCKING POSSIBLE
I'm just glad I'm not the only paranoid schizo on 4chan. Thanks everyone. I love you all.
I'm sorry for how I acted and I miss both of the people I'm thinking of. A lot.
The real halloween horror behind this piece is the idea of the cute foid working out her cute foidbelly away
Your indirect communication seeing the profile with my last name made me feel good. I miss you a ton and I'm excited to have fun with you again. To hear each other's voice. I miss your smile. I miss your laugh. I know it's kinda corny but I really do.
the next time i feel even a slight soul bond connection im just going to run. i cant handle it and it never ends well. life is about moderation, exclusively dating midwit 5/10 women that i could never love from now on
>>85870012(1/2)zprobably don't want your name on this but i'm happy you wrote mineyeah what a coincidence, sometimes lightning strikes twice eh? even with all the chaos in these threadsit kinda gives grab my wrist and let's escape vibeswell, it means a lot even to hear from youi do care about you a lotyou should know that i wasn't even able to read whatever you wrote in time unfortunately for me because, i do wanna know what you're thinking, the good and the badbecause i care about youand that's not gonna change butmaybe it's a relief to you, i guess?yeah i mean i can understand thati will say that there's even people i consider myself quite close to that i do things with and i might go a month or more sometimes and it's okay for there to be gapsj(to be continued)(2/2)
if youre reading this youre an actual BPDemon bitch, leave me the fuck alone. even your thoughts about me are loud enough to annoy me. keep it to yourself, in fact dont even do that. keep my name out your fucking neurons, bitch
>>85870012>>85874455>>85870012NVM TURNS OUT IT TAKES 3 PARTSzI've been kinda busy too butit's funny, about Halloweeni did walk out there a bit (downtown) and ended up at the square and heard this random hip-hop stuff which was... okay lolit woulda been better with you tho, i'm being honest here trustSTORYTIMEwhen i was all alone sketching sitting down this girl dressed in all black with these patterned stockings came over to ask what i was drawing and i TOTALLY froze up sorta but eventually started mumbling to her and recovered to pull out 'acceptable' drawings to show both abstract and others that might suck desu whateverlol she kinda liked them some? i guess idk it was funny cuz i asked her if she drew things herself or posted them and she did draw but didn't post them, or maybe she was just not wanting to give me any type of contact info lmao... but then a guy i assume was her boyfriend showed up as she was leaving me? ANYWAYS that is kinda what it *actually* looks like for guys like me, you're probably interestedattached is some relevant 'art' (yeah i'm rusty i miss the stuff i did for you so much)j(2/3)
>>85870012>>85874455>>85874492(3/3)zyeah though would be nice to show each other cool spots just every once in a whileuse our FREE WILL to break the monotonyi always say that sometimes you gotta live life, while living life, and not overthink it (maybe learned that from you)and hear i am writing such a long letter that it requires two parts...btw i KNOW what burning bridges is like too because, well, there are several ppl i do NOT wanna see again, different kinds of crazy i guess, but yeah with friends and family it's toughi guess... maybe just remember that some connections are tougher to burn if that itself is made of fiery passion... 'cuz you can't really burn fire hahabut yeah uhh in an hour or so i'll be at the protest sooo if you wanna look outside you couldand also it was on that account you messaged but there's a whole blog... it's our symbols/code (wordpress) and i post my thoughts from time to timeplease see it every once in a whileand maybe the lyrics as well, that you helped inspirebut yeah, i do feel for what you describenever feel bad about complaining to me haha i kinda love bein a hater every now and thenP. S.: Here's some special-occasion Halloween BOOooooots for youi love remembering how much it made you laugh to hear me say that specific word and how embarrassed i got but also it was so funny and i enjoyed it, I WAS GENUINELY TRYING TO SAY IT 'normal'... whatever
I still have the bracelet i bought you. The one you have is one I made by hand. Seeing your smile when you put it on. That will be a nice memory.
>>85874465Same I can feel him thinking about me which is like getting raped eternally
>>85874465>>85874634That's too bad, I'm going to keep thinking about you and wishing you well. :)
??,There's no return, I'm just bored. Let it all be over and just appreciate the art as well my cryptic nonsense
I think maybe your preconditions for survival are a little extreme don'tcha think. Every day I wake up with a boot on my neck. I feel hopeless.
I do appreciate your cryptic nonsense.And I hope you feel betterI am fren, whether you like it or not, always am be yuor fren
O, I wish you loved yourself as much as I loved you. -M
This is horrible, it's like being tied shibari then dumped on the frontlines of Ukraine. perma unsafety
>>85874505Sorry I dont have the stamina to say muchCool drawings I still draw as well When I texted you I said that I had read some of the stuff you have on that website Its selfish of me to but I think at this point I already accepted that part of myself Im still really busy with everything, trying to keep it together but it has been really bad these past few months Im glad everything is going good with you
Better get used to it, because I think of people I haven't seen in decades. There is no escape :)
>>85874842hey zit's okayi wish you would just sprint across the street with reckless abandon to that place by the community performance centre where they serve the coffee across from the lakei would have some sushi to shareidk if i can eat all of itbut uhhit's comforting to know that you were looking at the websitewowto think that all along... even when i felt so alone while looking at the moonthat's crazy thoi hopeit didn't hurt you, too muchbecause, well, i see how it could havethere's a lot built up but yeahi know you're a very caring person and often you spread yourself too thinmaybe i guess I could post some artwork there if i really want you to see it thenevery now and thenjust remembernobody knows the futurebut we can change it!btwthat is some "incredible stuff"wowlikeugh i remember how impressed and honestly intimidated i was when i first saw your drawingsi thoughtshe is sooo out of my league and here i was acting all cool trying to stream myselflolbtw there was a super annoying lady just walking around obnoxiously with an israeli flagbut yeah anywaysshab bekheri guess I'm gonna walk over and see if any interesting soccer games are happeningKEEP DRAWING BTWuhh maybe for the 19th this month... something special could happen
>>85875235Well I mean I guess I dont have the courage to do any of that Obviously You shouldnt feel alone Im sure you have a lot of good people around you I cant find the words to explain myself anymore, I even think my guilty feelings are selfish themself. It doesnt matter now whether or not it hurts because I am writing to you regardless After doing this to so many people, maybe this is the life I was meant to live And As for being a caring person, maybe you misremembered lol But Im being lame I just dont know what else to say
F,remembering someone from my past is nothing new to me. as someone who could only read about their father by searching his name in the registry, thoughts of old people will never keep me from moving on. those thoughts certainly aren't the ones that keep me inside and away from new people. quite the opposite, really.M
I'm glad to have gotten under your skin :) It's the only place I feel warm.I'm just kidding. Can you not understand how it's beneficial to a woman to be disliked by a man who was in such a position? I'm caused great anxiety by the idea of men wanting me when I've already moved on. I refuse to give someone the option of softly letting me go, and my reaction sharpens the blade of your silence.
I would've like to stay friends, but you moved without accepting plans to meet. There are so many weird people from the space we met. Please don't take offense to me not trusting you.
>>85865232Yeah just post this for like another 10 years maybe she will hop off Colton schlong
>>85875926She made a social media using my last name. It will work out with usSo eat shit
>>85875235>even when i felt so alone while looking at the moonSure
>>85875235>>85875333Samefag, die
>>85875997Meds, Mike. Now.
lmao these threads are always a mind fuck. Reading all this vague posting cannot be healthy.
I regret the break up. If you message me first I'd get back together. I miss you.
>>85876224>deliberately vague posting to bait others into doing something dumb
>>85876229Get your greasy mitts off my woman
dear miketurn your computer and come kiss me on my hot mouth. im feeling romanticalpeter penis, proper prince of puttingitinyourbuttocksshire
>>85876038Its true. Her profile shows a pic of her and uses her area code.
Why do you all care so much if a letter is vague? It's not for you so why does it matter?
>>85875333incredible digitsthree-leaf clover>Well I mean I guess I dont have the courage to do any of thati might not either desujust like roller coasterseventually >You shouldnt feel alonei feel way less alone when i can read your messagesyeah you're right i guessbut there's still certain thingsyou know there was a thread up where ppl were judging whether it was better to have a special person or lots of friends; it actually takes me back to some of our convos>Im sure you have a lot of good people around youlol, there are *some*... but... well i don't wanna make you feel badjust know you're not the only one who lacks 'courage' at times>I cant find the words to explain myself anymore, I even think my guilty feelings are selfish themself. It doesnt matter now whether or not it hurts because I am writing to you regardlessi honestly really respect you for typing this here and i know it took a lotand expressing myself, has also been absurdly impossible at timesthat's actually why i got so obsessed with artwork, desuthere are different ways to expresssometimes it's nice just to'be' and exist at the same placeand for it to be okay, to not be okayto not be 'ideal'even kinda scuffedbut uh yeah>And As for being a caring person, maybe you misremembered lollook, i'll post about my memories eventually on that siteall i know is that i felt genuine feelings that weren't attached to something i had to 'prove' even i have been so desperate to do so and then sometimes wonder 'what?' and 'who?' and it all just disintegrates>I just dont know what else to saythat's okaydid you actually *hear* any of the songs btw?i know it's selfish but i kinda wanna knowjust uhthere's a future where we're there for each otherand you can yap about what you've been reading or thinking about how fucked up the world isbtw i left something written on that bridge that goes over the road to the college across from the end of the line station, looking south on the railing
>>85876028>>85876011haha it's so dumb how every time it seems these schizo retards can't imagine that two people could legitimately message each other or whatever but yeah i guess it's actually kinda part of the entertainmentnostalgic
>>85876239>>85876229I'm a man and its a real letter
>>85876442Easy to tell when the speech is the same and hitting enter after every line. Plus the all caps and *'s around posts is what the same fag narc anon does in his posts
>>85876499buddy you have absolutely nothing to do with this and it's something with a lot of background to itand no the speech is not the same what?ugh whateverit just is annoying when people self-insert even when people clearly talk using initials but that's part of it i guesswe even shared art updates with each other lmaobut i honestly don't care about tripfags
>>85876525Lmfaooo whathttps://voca.ro/14atRHzOODUi
>>85876602the usual i guess lmaosorry i kinda crashed out but it's cuz i was pissedit's almost like the dramatic scene of a movie and some random tweaker is jumping in the way for no reasonhow did you read my mind that i was thinking earlierdang i really wanted to hear her voice againwell that's why i sorta checked voca threads too sometimes on and off
>>85876602these threads got sooo bad i almost despaired of posting in themlet's make them cool again whaddya sayhere's another uhhh boot design idea
>>85876433Hhh I went and decided to get high I am so tired And I wont feel bad dwI never heard any songs butI bet they are good I liked your singing
>>85876653oh okay well then i was worried cuz reading the lyrics you wouldn't really... y'know hahaobviously i COULD just *try* andhmmi guess it's probably *safer* to share them on that site instead tho cuz otherwise all the weird people here are gonna listen to?idk it's up to you aziz
>>85876653yeah and probably should get some restwould be nice to share some earbudslisten to sublime in the 'wrong' season but it's still sunny somehowthere was a place i walk by near the extension to the line named 'sublime' btw and i always thought it was cool to take pics of for youcuz i like hidden messages i guess idk
>>85876667Yea idk I guess it wouldnt be bad if I looked on there every once in a while
>>85876684alright, it's not an everyday thingwould be... nice thoand yeah just know when i wrote this stuff, i was goin thru itwell i have some ideas churning through at the moment as welluhh speaking of whichyou should see on the *main* bridge (i love walking across to get downtown cuz you can see *everywhere*) i just *had* to get a pic of this... around here desu i laugh at how i'm literally the *least crazy* person usually1/3
>>858767142/3aziz-joong-guess it take some courage for whatever insane goof wrote this outdesu there's some even more unhinged stuff i saw on the actual barriers lmao
>>85876714>>85876728TO BE CLEARby 'this stuff' i mean THE SONG LYRICS and other thingslmao THIS IS NOT MEi realise how i wrote that it could be... mistakenanyways3/3nice viewbut yeah it's interesting how... some patterns existlmao
>>85876602Internet historians will never be able untangle the real meaning behind /letter/ threads. It's a communication channel of operatives that prefer to hide in plain sight in this sea of schizo spaghetti.Poop. Government cheese. Lost the plot. Whirring razorblades. Suppression of sociopaths. Spike cost of corruption. Make it not worth it. Finally, democracy.
>>85876442It's very annoying. Either they think they're the only real person here who knows anyone else, or they are legit trying to get you to post self identifying info about yourself so they can stalk your posts. It's best to just ignore them.
>>85876684>>85876736here's uh... the one i did on that bridge over the road(the others were still there too actually in a couple places near the station)
>>85876684>>85876848okay hope you're getting some sleepshab bekher khoshgelwonder if you remember this oneso embarrassingwonder what our dreams will be tonightand yeahplease check that placeevery so oftenthere will be some nice stuff there soon
>>85876525Like I said. The same fag larper uses all caps and *s in his posts. So seeing that I can see why someone thinks you are samefagging
dear I,i talked to a woman that's just like you, except older, and stupider, who'd just come out of a (very short) relationship with a guy just like me, and it ended the same way as ours did. you lot really are on the level of reptiles or spiders or whatever, you're not capable of empathy, let alone love. thankfully, that woman was more open and honest than you were, so she gave me your user manual with the instructions.i understand now, it makes so much sense. i wonder if you'll ever come back, if you do, i think i know how deal with you now. despite knowing what to do, i'm still not sure i can actually pull it off entirely, because charming me and keeping me under that spell all the time seemed very important to you, but there's no way that would work now, and i'm really bad at pretending it does, but i don't know if that's a good or bad thing. will not being able to do anything about my genuine lack of giving a shit keep you interested or drive you away? if it really was as dishonest as i believe it was, then i'm guessing that playing along is probably the best thing i could possibly do, but that would be so hard for me. would it be worth it? i take absolutely no joy in that sort of thing.knowing how you work also does nothing about my non-you-related issues and whims that will still affect how i interact with everyone including you. you seemed to abhor the fact that i had bigger problems than you even though you, at least verbally, know how bad they were, you didn't react very well at all to how they affected me then, you probably won't in the future either.maybe the fact that i would still want to be with you despite all this means that i really love you? who knows. but if i found a woman that's sufficiently similar to you i would just take her, i guess what i mainly want is a smart woman that i know how to handle.
>>85876797>they are legit trying to get you to post self identifying info about yourself so they can stalk your posts.Yup he does that. Also adds foids saying he is a girl
>>85876178What did you think about the letter I wrote you
>>85876936You two sound insufferable
>>85876936https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CI2xsb-0tuM&pp=ygUdYnVnIGh1bnRlciBhbGNoZW1pY2FsIHJvbWFuY2U%3D
>>85877085no original experiences huh
>>85877119Seen too many similar posts to consider your situation unique, but everyone want to think their situation is completely different, huh.
>>85876445GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY PEENUSHGENTLEMENTHIS IS DEMOCRACY MANIFEST
I'm too afraid to tell you that I need you. I'm scared you'll run away if I tell you that I want you.
Woke up in the middle of the night saying things to people who weren't there. Tried to go back to sleep by confessing love to my yumeship but we both realized this isn't real instead, at least in this life. God I need to get out there again.
whats this gay normie shit hawk tuah
Most of what you say is just an attempt to disparage me and make me feel some type of way. I don't believe anything you say, and you wont get the reaction you're looking from me anymore.
D,I still don't say it, not even no homo. Never will. Oh, one last thing. Your life is 100% like The Truman Show. I'm watching you read this post.P
>>85877857Too bad you're not important enough to make it onto the list.
>>85877902That pic is creepy as fuck. I don't think I want to be on your list.
Glad you're still doing okay. This is for someone else, not the previous poster.
I hope you see my letter for you.
Yeah I can't take this anymore. I can't keep pretending like I don't suffer every day because of you and what you did to me. I was in denial because this whole situation sounds stupid. But I finally accepted that yes this is what it is and yes I will end my life because of you. A massive weight feels like it's been lifted off my shoulders. I feel at peace. I'm not angry at you anymore. I don't care what happens to you, if you get your karma or not. Go ahead and live a long happy life and forget about me, it's okay. It's okay if to you I was never real or even existed. My life is just a tiny blip in the grand scheme of things. Yours is too. One day you will die too. And everything will just get blown away like grains of sand. This is my last post on this site and I won't be reaching out to you directly.
Fine kill yourself then
>>85879885Initial? orggiid
>>85868915is this from Vanessa?
no idk anyone named vanessa. I just am entertained by how hopeless this place is. I'm just imitating when two strangers hope they've been noticed or remembered. I wish I was the M in that post, but I think I've only been written to once when someone said that I'm dead to them and used each of my initials lul
>>85880310I'm 90% sure I saw my person write a letter for me but they just kept talking about how despite missing me they've accepted if I never came back and they wished me the best. I got the message that they've moved on. Maybe I shouldn't have checked this place before trying to message them directly because maybe they would've liked to hear from me after all. I'm delusional and pathetic.
>>85880343https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TCd6PfxOy0Yyeah, maybe. the chance is high if you met them online and didn't do anything horrible to them.
I'd add you back, but I really just cannot talk to people who are ok with the things you are. We just don't have the same values. I waste a lot of time, but I certainly have zero to waste on begging adults to not talk to a pedophile. You hardly wanted to chat or call with me before anyway, so it's not like much is different in either of our lives. I'm glad you're alive and I hope the best for you.
>>85880310Not my post. >>85880343>delusional and pathetic.Unfortunate that is your life. I cant relate to that. Maria and I are each others truth and are stronger than your attempts to pollute her feelings for me.
>>85864244>To my exI find it hilarious that not only after I helped you and warned you against everything you are doing, you life got exponentially worse and you became an unlikable person no one wants to put up with anymore.I find it funnier you are desperate for approval and it's all dried up. You are desperate for friends and they are all fake and fairweather. Everything you said you could accomplish without me fell apart. You husband is useless and refuses to work just like you. Now even your family is turning on you. But hey, you were bored with there not being any problems or issues when we were together. Now you have all the chaos and excitement you could ever want and I get to laugh at you online cause you post it publicly for e-begging pity points.Sucks to suck bitch. And don't think I'll accept you back as a plan B after you got fat. Lol
>>85880826Every choice counts and yes, if enough is given to another then she lost me forever as in that context she betrayed me. But i wont write a bad ending. At this point with her using my last name things are looking better
>>85879391Me? You know I'm Anonymous and not some supermod right?
>>85879885Who are you? Man mods just need to remove these fucking threads if people are gonna blow their brains out over anonymous vague posts.
>>85881024Bro you think an anon replying "I miss you too" to one of your posts is truth it's her, have been catfished multiple times, and every person using the name Mike on EVERY board is impersonating you. Don't tell me you just googled "Maria *surname*" and assume since a person with social media exists it's meant for you. I'm worried you are actually going to become a serial killer 5-10 years from now.
>>85877902Hey man, I was just trying to provoke you to get a reply. We miss you in the server but understand why you don't want to come back. I know this is you because you know how much I disliked that pic. Took me a while to remember that.
>>85877857Wdym? W-why would you say no homo, bro >///<?
>>85881749I don't even know what is real anymore. 4chan has fried my brain to toast.
>>85881749Is this you? Did you write that suicide thing?
hey bitch how are all the retrogrades treating you.
>>85881888Alright I've had enough this thread.
>>85881903i was half joking but gfy
>>85882088Half joking about what? This is driving me bonkers!!!
>>85881335yeah, probably. >>85881759don't believe anyone is writing to you literally fucking ever and it becomes easier to browse this gen without losing your mind. anyone who wants to talk to me can reach out to me can do it directly, except for like one person because I'd always change my contact info after giving him a way to do so before skype died. even he has my full name and can reach out on like... linkedin. if someone isn't reaching out to you, they don't want to talk.
>>85882103>if someone isn't reaching out to you, they don't want to talk.Well yeah, of course. I just wanted to know this guy was alive.
>>85882125would it give you closure if he were dead?
>>85882160Of course not. He was always talking about suicide. I understand he doesn't want to talk, so I'm not going to try to bother him anymore. This is just a dinky 4chan thread. If he pinged me back then good, he's doing okay and it looks like he did.
Is it sick that I get jealous of people who kill themselves? Whenever someone around me commits suicide, I get frustrated I didn't do it sooner. Many reasons for that, but I mainly don't want to add to the stack of misery others have. I'm generally annoyed I didn't kill myself when I had few social or family connections. My next best opportunity will be when my partner and family are dead.
>>85881740A server full of passive aggressive members? I'd rather talk with dead people. Thanks, but no thanks.Also, probably not a good idea to have me in your contacts. For your sake.
>>85882229You don't know the entire story, and it's not exactly easy to express yourself in an environment full of trolls.
>>85882206Are you interested in a job with a high chance of getting killed if you fuck up? It's for the greater good and you'll make history. I'm talking Hitler's assassin level of impact.
>>85882206Gen Z reminds me of those kids that don't understand a joke then take it too far.
>>85882240I know enough. I may appear dimwitted at times but that's part of the long game to fool normies.
>>85882290I have no clue who you are, lol. I'm not gonna play the victim like so many other people do. I know what I did and what I didn't. If I pissed you off at some point then whatever dude I'm sorry. I've been an asshole sometimes when people piss me off. I've been working on that.
>>85881713>*s in post and all caps wordsDemoralizing larper narc. Yes im aware i deal with your pos narc behavior larping as me and posting lies, false narrative. Harmful things toward her and I. And still i trust her over you. Also, Only she knows my last name. So that is her profile Youll say anything to harm her perception of me. All lies and shit. Lets let your fantasy come true. If I do become one just for you, you are my only victim.
>>85882316Doxxing people is creepy as fuck, dude.
>>85882349I've never doxxed anyone in my entire life. I refer to most people by nicknames. You must have me mixed up with another person or you're messing with me.
It's funny how you choose not to remember the 95% of the time when I was kind and instead choose to focus on the 5% where I fuck up. And I know I did it more than once and I am sorry, but it's obvious you don't care.Bitch I'm severely mentally ill and that's not even said as an excuse. I'm still growing as a person. Get off your fucking high horse. Your friend did more to me than I EVER did to you and you just outright deny that because you're obviously just picking sides and choosing to only believe one side of the story.And you did some shit to me too, exactly the same shit I did to your "poor little helpless" friend afterwards.Grow the fuck up. I forgave you. But you won't extend the same courteousy.
>>85882319You know, hacking their radar and weather forecast system to cause that "accident" was clever but still fucked up. You scare me. Sociopathic tendencies my ass - you're a full blown sociopath.I guess it's good that your handlers have good taste regarding targets. But still!
>>85882349And if you're referring to him, he literally gave me his address. He said he was going to commit suicide and left the server, so I wrote him a letter. What do you expect?
>>85882386I guess my "learning disability" prevents personal growth, maybe? I don't hold a grudge against you specifically since I was a bit evil back then. You know how I get when I get pissed off. You're good at pushing my buttons.
>>85882414I expect you to see through manipulative behavior?
>>85882471It's almost as if taking advantage of people that care about you is exactly that. It doesn't take skill or anything. You're just a terrible person.
>>85882386>95% of the time when I was kindLMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
>>85882440And you're good at totally ignoring the truth of the past in favor of people way shittier than me.>>85882543Fine, idiot, 90%. When you're not going behind my back and gossiping about me in your shitty little circles, I am a genuinely nice person.
>>85882319MULTIPLE PEOPLE HAVE YOUR LAST NAME. I HAVE NOT RESPONDED TO YOU IN AGES.I'm sorry people are directly trolling you here right now but that's because you make it SO EASY.I know you won't listen to any of this. But just in case hey feds you have my chatlogs my conscience is clear.
>>85882694No. Its literally a picture of her and has her same area code. Its her. I dont give a fuck if that makes you tantrum. She did it and its a good sign for her and I.
The people I've meet off of 4chan are generally terrible people. They struggle immensely with personal boundaries. They get upset if you're not gay or not willing to be taken advantage of. Then they badger you off an on because they cannot handle running someone off. It's like going out into public without wearing deodorant and wondering why everyone thinks you smell bad.You're not neurodivergent, weird, or extremely ugly. You're literally the things you call everyone else. God forbid someone cares about you people even slightly because you'll make them pay for it. You're unloved because you're unlovable.
>>85882712Sasuga Mikey. I do hope for the best, but just don't hurt anyone. God won't forgive you if you do.
>>85882715>The people I've meet off of 4chan are generally terrible people.Exactly. The worst are those sensitive idealistic INFP types. Straight up evil
>>85882740Oh shit dude you got me. First, I'm a narcissist now my sensitive. Wow dude. Where did you learn to troll people?
>>85882715>>85882740Nerds who are bullies
>>85882767>wahhhh why do people bully meeee?>it's certainly not anything I dooooo
I dont allow harmful larps like >>85882694 influence our truth. Especially when I just caught the asshat larping as me in different thread. I know she sees me for who I am and always have been. The way she last looked into my eyes and heard my voice. I see and feel her the same way. Our truth. Something noone can take from us as long as we recognize only each other matter. I only listen to her directly.>you are the only home I have free of judgement and anything that will upset meIf you want, you can lay down, close your eyes, and live in that with me.You can wear my shirt>im crying because I need you>this argument is temporary but ill always have that empty part needing you>I am your home tooI need you tooWe make each other wholeI was thinking about that earlierNo one has ever accepted me the way you do>you are perfectSeeing you with my last name made feel so good. To ravage all of each other, dwell in both our love and lust, fuck each other's brains out, care for each other, Spend so much time.I cant wait
>>85882694No one but her has my last name
>>85882386You seem to misunderstand. I'm not extending the same because there is nothing to forgive. Whatever you did, I do not hold against you. Never did. Everytime you wanted to hurt me, I'm not overcome with hate or fear, but only of the memory of how soft your precious little fingers were when you squeezed my hand. You lashed out because you were in pain, a pain that is all too familiar. You would not be the first to resent me for not being able to return the feelings but, friend, I'm just not gay like you bro.
>>85882795then reach out to the profile that you think is her. you won't because you know it's not.
>>85882787I should stop responding but I'm not larping as anyone. You should know me by now, but you don't. You have the recognition skills of a toddler (as any regular would know).These trolls have been bad lately but 75% just showed up to the thread and barely know anything, which also should've been clear. Don't let them get to you.All the best hope you're not being catfished again and don't try to get physical.
>>85882783the ones i've met were never even bullied. they just have insecurities about not being extremely special and talented and fawned over everywhere they go
>>85882888There are also people who are hypervigilant from years of abuse and trauma. I'm not willing to go that far and say they're all egotistical. It doesn't excuse that type of behavior, and it doesn't mean anyone has to tolerate it. I'm also not gonna say I haven't been guilty of it in the past.
>>85882888I've personally been bullied and harassed and even stalked by people here but that's "fine" and yeah I am diagnosed schizoaffective and major depressive disorder.>>85882715>God forbid someone cares about you people even slightlyI care about people IMMENSELY and I get punished for it every single time. That's why I can be so fucking reactive. I'm only human and I make mistakes all the fucking time. Unlike some of these people, I try to make amends when I fuck up - and I get it, after a certain point, some people don't wanna deal with my bullshit. That's fine, but like you said, the incessant badgering and HARASSMENT is insanely hypocritical. I deserve it to the same extent that I dish it out. Know how often I dish it out? Not very fucking often. Yet it's constant with these people and they still think they have the moral high ground.>>85882832Eat shit, bum
>>85882843What I do with her is between her and I. Our glass is tinted so you cant keep peeking in our window.
I really don't think I've ever rolled my eyes harder
>>85882960>>85882936>>85882888>>85882860>>85882832This is actually a letter thread. NOT A DISCUSSION ON THEORETICAL PHILOSOPHY AND PSYCHOLOGY!
Roll your tongue around my ballsack. Sanctimonious cunt.
>>85882999Everyone on 4chan hates each other. I think this thread makes that obvious.
>>85882999HELL yeah only one you I'm only sorta kinda the problem
>>85881856No but I did write 'mum pls do not resuscisutate' when I tried to hang me self once
>>85883032Jesus man, don't do your mum like that come on.
>>85874465>>85874634Actual narcissists
This is my final letter to you, /r9k/. It's over. You've bullied me endlessly, sent me insensitive messages on Discord. I'm ending it all. Pulling the plug. No, don't try and stop me. I've rigged everything up so that when I press 'Enter' on my keyboard, Claude Code will execute a program that will end it all by autoerotique asphyxiation. It's better this way, trust me.You may think this is another one of those shitty /r9k/ larps. I assure you it is not. Claude is primed and ready. Good byyyyyyyyyeeeeeee.
>>85883161At least record a video so the internet can marvel at the world's first autoeroric ai assisted suicide
>>85883081Yeah that was ages ago. She deserves better that's why I've worked on my spelling since then
>>85883161Nooo! Don't do the Chris Cornell, nooo!
>>85883638you're thinking of david carradine, chris cornell's suicide was just a regular hanging
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8_gZ2a3l2ck&list=RD8_gZ2a3l2ck&start_radio=1&pp=oAcB
>>85876728Hey just so you know, where you are in Canada calling someone a goof is calling them a pedo. It's not short for goofy or silly like it is in the US.So you called yourself a pedo. I thought I'd explain because you don't want to give the wrong impression, like ppl would kill you over this mistake especially given your current position. you're not from Canada so you wouldn't know. It's actually painful to see you make these kinds of mistakes. Not trying to be mean... You'll figure this shit out eventually I guess
>>85883161R I PHe died doing what he loved, bring a bitch in the internet and autoerotic asphyxiating.
>>85885312>bring a bitch in the internetYou will never, ever say that to my face.
>>85885903Thank God. I can only imagine how rancid your breath is.
>>85885926I meant physically. You cannot smell my breath all the way up here so you're good.
>>85885297maybe get some reading comprehension buddy>>85876728>>85876736made it quite clear that i did NOT write any of that and lol i know what that means actually i've been around for a while so...no i'm not gonna stop making fun of whatever freak that was who wrote all that shitlmao
Dear anon, I've been trying to be supportive and congratulate you, even though our friendship is a complete one way street where you constantly critique me and never reciprocate any or support. You frequently ditch and ignore me, whenever I try to show you anything I've made, you can't even bother to pay attention for 60 seconds, when I had paid attention to everything you had made, pointing out details, cheering you on, encouraging you. You're self absorbed. I hesitate to call you narcissistic because of your past, but between being treated like an unvalued placeholder and your inability to have any self accountability, I've decided I'm done trying to be a "good person" to someone who is hell bent on treating me like a scrap piece of detritus. I could be petty and reciprocate your behavior, but I decided I'm just going to cut all contact to a minimum.I'd tell you that you need to change, but you'd find a way to twist it back on me, like you always do.One day you'll look in the mirror and recognize that you're just like her.
hey mike. Colton checking in.Just got done with Maria, she came buckets to my girthy non-deformed straight huwhite cock.shit was cash.Coltmeister out
>>85887264>non-deformed straight huwhite cockHow do you know what his dick looks like?
Damn Maria must have an amazing Discord avatar.
>>85887283He posted pics 2 years ago on thread while thirsting over a tranny if I recall.
Maria is in your walls, Mike. She is begging to be freed.
Can you hear her muffled screams? Let her out, Mike.
>>85864244>letter threadWhich letter? A is my favourite.
>>85864244C; this is cringe in gay however i know much of what i requested does not make sense, or it might hurt in some way or another when i get attached to someone it is not a fun time it is annoying to both me and you and you know that i presume .. and i know i am just one of many foids and there's nothing i can do about that but accept it and move on and this is what im doing to go through with that acceptance. existing is difficult and i wish i could exist with you; i wish i could touch you and lick your ear......but.. i know you do not feel the same intensity of attachment as i do you which is the problem in my mind. i know you will find another foid to replace me while i am gone, i hope she makes you feel nice and better and warm. i wish i could be enough for you; wish you could feel what i am feeling so its easier to understand i will most likely request in march to talk to you then, college results is later that month and i will probably have my passport by then as well perhaps.. unless you find a more stable foid then i will drop it nyan nyan meow meow
listen J if you could just message me im srrry plz
>>85887264>>85887340>>85887611>>85887395Im busy. I dont have time to argue and make you look even more pathetic than you already do.
>>85888133No! You've been very, very naughty!
>>85888273>replies to all posts anyway
>>85888273Do you hear her, Mike? She is in your walls.
Can someone give me a qrd on what's going on with this board? There's clearly something weird here.
I am going to explode you with my MIND! just wait until I get this chip implanted in my brain. then... I'm going mfkng apeshit B)
>>85889517>Mike was a psyop all along>Maria was code for something else
At the point the guy:CheatsDemasksSneaks onto your device and edits files, contactsLies in a way that isolates you with himGaslights, guilt trips, uses fallacies to project what hes doing on youThen LEAVE!Dont move inDont get married.Dont get pregnantHe is literally going to mask and lie until you are trapped and stuck. You lose your life and opportunity at actual love.
>>85889517>I'm also 12 yo.Got 'em. Shut it down boys.>>85889577I would like to know more about this extremely unlikely scenario.
>>85889531youw ill never escape
>>85888133sorry for what?guess i'm sorry i'm not that lucky
>>85887220Show your work to us instead letterfren
>>85889577based dark triad chad trapping the bitches with the greatest of ease
>>85890223More like insecure worthless weasily loser narc lies about who he is because he knows natutally he gives girls the ick so he puppets the words of others until he is seen for who he is and discarded.
>>85890559get trapped, roast
NARC CHADSIMPRISONING MEALL THAT I SEE
>>85890559Nobody knows who you're talking about because there are only dozens of people like that and half died on the electric chair.
Dear /r9k/,As I type this, I am waiting for the final nugget of shit to drop from my ass. Can't wait to look in the bowl admire my handiwork.
>>85889577the first thing I did when my boyfriend came to visit was give him full access to my phone by registering his face. what do you think about that? am I cooked?
>>85889577People that talk like this scare me. I freeze like a deer in the head lights because it feels like I'm one wrong move from a false rape claim.
>>85890722Yeah, bad move. You should look at gioyc what happens when you choose a shit life with a narc and lose years. >wont change the past, give me the lost time back, and all the opportunities I had that I was kept from. You cant step back in time, you have to move forward. When its gone, its gone. Im trying to learn to heal, I can look back and look at how much could have and would have changed. But I cant sit there and think of the past anymore. Its destroyed me, and has kept me down. But its hard to rise when youre down all the time and want to do and feel better to fall back into a path of self destruction thats fueled by parental hatred, depression, addiction, loneliness, and pure fucking anger.
>>85891044You are, because with people like this they're looking for you to fuck up so they can hold it against you. It's a process of idealization placing someone on a pedestal, then immediately upon a perceived slight, devaluing and now finding wrong in everything you do. A healthy person isn't this obsessed with hyper vigilance of "dark traits". What you're seeing is a textbook example of self defense mechanism. You literally can't ever fuck up once with a person like this because it immediately triggers their hypervigilance and after that it's gg. You're always the bad guy, always lying, always something wrong. They should go to therapy rather than have a list of things they're already looking for in every partner, but they lack the introspection to see how they can easily tear apart what would otherwise have been a normal relationship.You can't really blame them either, their mistrust and hypervigilance is because of some fuckhead that messed them up long ago, but at some point they need to recognize that their schema for the world is unhealthy and will only attract "perfect" people, aka, masking sociopaths.
>>85891044>it feels like I'm one wrong move from a false rape claim.I wish all men felt like this all the time when interacting with women in any capacity
>>85889577>>85891044>>85891207>Woman: Leave men who abuse and cheat on you >Men: This is misandry. So I can't even mess up once? What do you mean you'll leave if I abuse you? You don't mean that, you're saying you will stay and hurt me instead? I'm the real victim here.Nice gaslighting, guilt tripping, and projection, men.
>>85891510See a therapist. Notice how you overlooked the advice? You have ISSUES. If all you took from that was that all men are somehow absolved of being shitheads, you're literally just blindly embodying your trauma. Go see a PROFESSIONAL. Bye bye.
real schizophrenic hours now