Making this so myself and others can vent about their sex lives in this thread.Nearly all of my friends in middle school and high school were either porn addicts, promiscuous or both. Simply growing up around them and being exposed to the content, kinks and fetishes that they were into has permanently rewired my brain.The few women I have attempted to date I have either scared off due to how extreme my sexual interests are or, even worse, willingly fed into them because they themselves were on the same level of fucked up I was. Normal "vanilla" sexual relationships are not only uninteresting, but they genuinely turn me off.Instead of being content with whatever relationship I am in, my current girlfriend for example, I constantly fantasize about my exes or plans me and my exes had made. No matter what I do I have a perpetual feeling of sexual FOMO that does not go away no matter what kind of "regular" sexual interaction I engage in.I make myself sick but I have no desire or interest in trying to break this internal cycle.
>whips out cockYou just wrote a bunch of retarded nonsense and you need to be taught a lesson. Suck it.
>>85888077soon, depends on what the cock looks like I guess.
>>85888070My ex had the fattest ass and ever since I can't get properly aroused if a girl doesn't have an absolute dump truck. I've dated other girls briefly but I can't get hard enough for them unless I think of her. I'm getting horny just thinking of her right now. I've been bunda-widowed.
>>85888070I've spend my 20s being degen for couple reasons. Recently I lost chance at relationship with pretty nice girl because she assumed that my past will lead to me cheating, even though I've never cheated before. At the same time it's extremely hard to find woman who would match my weird sexuality: vanilla base with some extremely degenerate kinks to be total degens every now and then.
When I was 18 I saw the girl I was in the early stages of going out with have a public gangbang orgy in the park with my friendsI've been fucked-up ever since.
>>85888115Get drunk and text her that>>85888231You're lucky it was early and not a year in
>>85888115any pics bunda-widow?
>>85888231> be me> be dating a girl a year younger than me in highschool> graduate and go to college> girl swears she's going to invite me to her prom> prom season comes around and she's hesitant to invite me > decide to not go for various reasons> prom comes and goes> later get sent pics from her prom> find out she wore what was most likely the most revealing dress at the prom> full on pelvic curtain dress with lingerie underneath without leggings or stocking and full thigh slits> her dress was even slightly sheer in the right light allowing you to see the lingerie she was wearing underneath > dont know how she didnt get kicked out > she would refuse to wear anything similar around me or send me photos of her wearing anything like that> we broke up about a month later
>>85888070I've been an incel for 36 years and now my dick doesn't work anymore.
>>85888330sorry for your parent's loss
>>85888070>boo-hoo for meee... boo-hoo here tooNigga, just man the fuck up. Fix your life already. Feeling pity of yourself is dangerous. You've been warned.
>>85888401I'm done with trying. Its equally difficult to engage in degen behavior as it is to quit the degen behavior. I'm just so tired.
>>85888070I have some pretty deep fetishes that are derived from early childhood experiences so I wasn't even a degen or porn watcher but these fetishes will just always overshadow my natural sexuality. They're like touching a live wire, it's hard for natural arousal to compare. It kind of sucks but if I abstain from masturbating for a long time I can become sensitive enough to get off to vanilla stuff alone especially if it's really primal/wholesome like the thought of trying for a baby with the love of your life. I've been single for a long time though.
Sometimes I feel like the only person who can look at the most degenerate porn and have zero issues with getting it up during the most vanilla sex.
>>85888070My penis just hangs there some times, doing nothing.
>>85888240It was 17 years ago. I'm 35 now. I've never tried to get a GF since.
I was molested as a kid by my mom, and I'm only attracted to women who're either much older than me, or women with power over me
>>85889261Same kinda. I was diddled by someone but dunno who it was.
>>85888070My first and only sexual experience in life was being put in a bdsm contraption and raped with a knife by a pedophile while I was an infant
>>85889751That's absolutely appalling. That is terrible. I am sad to live in a world where that happens. I'm sorry it happened to you. I hope the person that did this despicable act to you died an excruciating death or is under the jail. I am so sorry that's probably the worst thing I ever read.
>>85888070i didnt know sex would be so physically taxing and that even the most vanilla sex could result in bruising and pain. even doing it for small lengths of time, id get friction burn
>>85889751You can just call it circumcision, bro
>>85888485I also feel sort of asexual most of the time where my fetishes are the main thing that turns me on, but every now and then I'll fall for a girl and suddenly I'll get turned on by the thought of holding her hand and be encouraged that I'm not broken after all and am actually just a romantic
