When did you die?
stillborn
At 27, I had health issues I've recovered from physically but not mentally, I'm 32 now.
>>85888292That's a good one, Anon.
>>85888248I truly died at about 6 or 7, only to become something else entirely at about 17
>>85888248I died when I found out my middle school crush was BBC only. Luckily I'm autistic and have 9 lives.
>>8588824824. Pretty sure I was dead before that but it took me a couple years to realize.
>>85888248When some redhead whore told people to stalk me and had me falsely accused of being schizo and ruined my life
It was a 10 year process that started at the beginning of March 2013 and full come to fruition in July 2023. >March 2013: wife and I find out I'm infertile>April 2013: wife and I get evicted, move in with my parents until we can find a place >April 2014: still at parents, wife gets brain tumor, has surgery>May 2014: wife wants divorce >July 2014: divorced >Summer 2014-November 2014: my T4-T5 disc blows, slowly lose ability to walk and work reliably, go on FMLA until surgery>May 2015-July 2015: back surgery, 1 week of being paralyzed below the waist, and months of rehab to finally hobble with a cane>July 2015-March 2023: intermittent periods of inability to walk, get SSDI approval in 2018, zero lucky on dating apps since that was my only option other than being set up, finally start accepting I'll die alone >March 2023: female friend since 2007 shows interest, leads me on, lies to me, knocks me into my deepest depression yet (including during my divorce) and refuses to take accountability for any of itJuly 2023: a chest CT reveals my aorta is starting to dissect, get air lifted from local hospital to emergency cardiac at a university hospitalI realized I was pretty much already dead on the helicopter ride. I wasn't afraid of dying. All I feared was surviving and ending up worse off. I wasn't nervous. I was annoyed. Annoyed that I had more shit being thrown at me by life. I honestly may not have gotten on it if my mom hadn't been there. I'd have gone home and let nature take its course. The three years since have been any better. Then in May and July of 2025, I had two seizures. Both reopened my emotional wounds that were healing. I haven't recovered even a little. The only things keeping me from outright killing myself are failing and leaving myself worse off for it, emotionally wounding my mother, and a lack of access to a fast, painless, clean method of suicide.
>>85888248How long does a man live, after all?Does he live a thousand days, or one only?A week, or several centuries?How long does a man spend dying?What does it mean to say 'for ever'?
>>85888248I genuinely hate Mark twains try hard ass>Hurr durr me so clever His entire schtick
>>85889415so much for in sickness and in health, rest in peace anon
>>85888309How I look at bro after he dies as a stillborn at 27
Idk probably 16>>85889433Me too, he's such a pretentious faggot
>>85888248Around the end of 2008. I don't think I was supposed to be here on this Earth past the 2000s.
>>85888248>When did you die?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmozGmGoJuw
Yet Mark Twain's literary career took off when he was around 30, and he was a bachelor until he met his wife at 34.
>>85889499mark twain is a pussy ass bitch whose books shouldnt be shown to children. he chickened out on a duel
>>85888248Steinbeck > TwainDid this nigga ever write about going on a road trip with his dog? No. His bitchass chose to write about frogs.
