what would u do if u had a personality disorder
Live on the moon
if i had a nonexistent condition made up by the most laughable profession of all time? Hmmmmm Nothing
>>12986430>but sir mine brane works prefectly
But I thought men liked women with personality disorders?
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>>12986446why do you keep posting that, wish looks nothing like that
>>12986430i dunno what to say about thisi had bpd before but now i dont really show signs of iti think the human brain can learn and adapt, and if you keep validating someone with a personality disorder, they'll embed it harder into their core
>>12986464poster has a spongebob wish thing in their head and its driving them insane i think
>>12986477i dunno what to say about thisi see that you got dubsYour fortune: Average Luck
>>12986477did u become like this after doing rectal prog?
>>12986464"he fell for the wishpraganda"
>>12986497one day you might know how it happened
maybe more men would like me if i was more mentally ill
I should have one I share my birthday with rosa umineko and nadeko monogatari but I just have le autism
>>12986516i think they'd find you more annoying, unless they're new and excited about it, and that would only last for a very short time
>>12986550be friendlye
>>12986497i became like that after i died many times..
>>12986427live my life normally i guess since i already do
>>12986729ah yesof courseconsider genuine therapy, for yourself and otherssomething that you'd absorb
im already an owner of a personality disorder and i plan to kill myself tonight
>>12986736what if nothing awaits you after you ddie?why don't you hand over your body to another personality that you'll build that wants to live
>>12986732i've done like a bajillion hours of dbt and cbt (not the kind that hurts ur balls) and mental hospitals and rehabs etceteraas i've gotten older i've kinda evened out, it's been several years since i did anything really nuts. i just don't get too close to people because i know that intimate relationships make me suicidal i cope with writing and it mostly worksthanks for reading my blog
>>12986738nothing will change the fact that i already have everything i need
>>12986740focus more on dbt and mindfulness did you miss something maybe?did you not use it correctly?you said it kinda evened out, so it might be really tame now, even if u wanna get close to someonenot saying that u should though, that's your decision>>12986743did you know that by shattering urself u lose everything u needed?
>>12986746i'm mostly pretty okay these days tbhi internalized dialectical abstinance and radical acceptance enough to function even if i'm still shite at managing my expectations of other peoplei've got like a normal job and a car i pay for and shitappreciate you attempting to care about anonymous strangers tho, that's cool of you. i'll watch that japanese movie this weekend
>>12986746proof that therapy doesn't do shit
>>12986762therapists can torture their patients and get away with it
>>12986765I have a huge therapist fetish. I want a cute therapist to give me a calming, relaxing, guided masturbation therapy session. This is my #1 fantasy
>>12986760this is me assuming things but as long as it isn't hurtful or manic, u can live ur life however u wish without the need to appear "normal"u can give urself a little break from that.. though i'm proud of you for being able to achieve a normal job and a car and payingthis is good, you didn't end up homeless or a crackheadyou didn't let yourself go too far by actually giving a sh*t enough to keep going to therapy and learn everythingthat's a cool accomplishmentwhenever you're ready, you can decide to see if there's anything more you'd like to learn, meditation wise maybethe movie is good but don't watch while eating~>>12986762its you that can either make it do shit or do nothing btw, you have to use the skills you acquire from therapy>>12986765i suppose ure talking about psychiatrists, well, you just need to find a good one that is human
i trusted my psychiatrist until he one day decided to prescribe me an antipsychotici just stopped going there and started doing dbt workbook at homeantipsychotics are great if you want a lobotomy
>>12986769the only skills my therapist ever shared with me was to just calm down when you get upset
>>12986772even ai would be better than thatsince you're self aware enough to see that he's bad.. change him
>>12986775from her perspective I think I was paying to have a conversation with her
>>12986516not a good idea
>>12986771i eventually swore off all meds because the side effects weren't worth the benefitsthe absolute worst was lithium. lithium made me physically shake and sweat all the time. rip to schizophrenics, they get the worst of it
>>12986796>>12986796I take antipsychotics and my doctor told me if I stop taking them I'll experience the same symptoms I had before taking themIt's unpleasant but it's worth it to not be crazy
>>12986516well men do always say they want a slightly autistic girl or one whit BPD
>>12986813no we don't lol
>>12986813Trust me they don't really want a gf with bpd. They have no idea what they're asking for
my heart is f*cked
>>12986836no that's your butthole
>>12986851its my heart i need to be good to myself
>>12986856start by being good to others lol
>>12986871that's why you arent good to others
I would post on s4s
>>12986934I've been good to you, you just don't know it cuz ur a fucking retardYour fortune: Reply hazy, try again
>>12987045indeed..
>>12987047i said othersand also, you aren't good to me all the time, so it makes you a bitch in my book
btw the meaning of my post is that if u arent good to urself ull eventually not be good to others either
>>12987049if I wasn't who I was you would be bored of me by now
>>12987051Shut the fuck up
>>12987056lol>>12987053i don't think so
>>12987060CHEW CHEW CHEW CHEWING LOVE
>>12987065hhehhhebbbbwbhjwikkkwjwnnwnwnwnwhwhwh
i might not be a human
wanna make out I smell like a bag of reefer
>>12987053i think i went to highschool with this griller
>>12986427I would probably do what everybody else with a personality disorder does: make somebody else's life miserable and when I've taken away everything in that person's life they care about I'd kill myself.
the same thing id do if i had dangerous thetan levels or the devil in me lol
Ur starting to piss me off now
>>12987051it's all about niceness and evilness at the end uhYour fortune: Outlook good
>>12987531i dont think they end up killing their actual selves
>>12986427I would say, "oh no, I have a personality disorder -- please help me wish. Wish I need help with my ailment. Wish, I need your help at this very moment because I need someone smart to help me with my sick brain, wish oh no"
>>12987775good thing i'm an awesome hero
>>12986813autistic girls r more cooler but bpd is scaryscaryYour fortune: Average Luck
