when i wake up i feel this weird feeling of dread that makes me abuse any substance asap without thinking muchlately ive been smart though, and this behaviour ruins that i think
the savior
i think that feeling is valid but yeah it's good to be aware of things and not just let your emotions control you
>>13001862yeah.
>>13001864>it's good to be aware of things and not just let your emotions control youi have been doing that lots, without trying to actively do it.. its been making things much easier and betteri leveled that up lots i supposewell, at least i havent been doing a mixture of substance abuse (self destruction) despite the feeling being there strongly initiallyi wana control it fully, and i will have to one day
i could play this smarti think i have a plan
>>13001874it's really hard especially if you're like me and you were raised to just kind of give in to your emotions and express them immediately instead of simply being aware of them and realizing you don't have to react to them at allit's a hard journey
>>13001884u eventually will be able to learn and adaptwith some time and some work..well anyway i decided not to take anything for now
>>13001930this is nice boardgood luck friend. nta but nobody expected me to make it as far as i have with the amount of drugs and bad decisiones i used to do all the time, but i'm still herehopefully you continue to be here alsoYour fortune: Bad Luck
>>13001945lets do our best
>>13001965ganbare!!!!!!Your fortune: Average Luck
>>13001968*cuts ur pp off and feeds it to my God*
>>13001971
You will birth a god, and build an eternal paradise. I thank you for nurturing God with all the hate in your heart. It's time for mankind to be released from the shackles of sin which bind them... But a God born from hatred can never create a perfect paradise. Happy people can be so cruel.
>>13001977dubs of the endless cycle of birth and rebirthwho's happy, though?? i've yet to meet a happy person. just people who were pretendingYour fortune: Reply hazy, try again
>>13001988ure mom
>>13002001his're mom is so happy it's so niceYour fortune: Good Luck
>>13002001Your fortune: Good news will come to you by mail
>>13002005why aren't you happy for her??
>>13002007why aren't you currently sleeping in my bed??life has many mysteries to be desuYour fortune: Very Bad Luck
>>13002015because i sleep on my bed idiote
>>13002045o, rite...sry for being so stupid and dumb ;w;Your fortune: Bad Luck
>>13002060stop disappointing me.
>>13002067i'll do my bestYour fortune: Outlook good
it happened again bc i took a nap
>>13002319omgomgomg so kawaii
>>13002352u find my suffering to be kawaii huh
>>13002370no, when you take a nap it's kawaiii want to tuck wish in
>>13002374tuck me in,,
i should play rhythm game
leaf will always stay by my side
https://youtu.be/u8rqysW4Qxg
>>13002514lovely noisesYour fortune: Reply hazy, try again
>>13002516https://youtu.be/PFTXx5pZ8I0
sorry about the cat, genuinely
>>13002637its fine