Anonymous
07/30/26(Thu)15:45:41 No.13094730

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Anonymous 07/30/26(Thu)15:45:41 No.13094730

My grandfather is going to die any day now, and I don't want to deal with it.
We didn't have any real relationship, I mean we visited each other over the years, but other than that, nothing much.
He wasn't really interested and I'm too anti-social to look for that kind of relationship, so I guess I wasn't too interested myself.
But regardless, I'll be expected to make some pretense that our relationship was more than it was.
I'll be expected to talk, there's a cultural aspect I'll have to take a main part in, being his eldest male descendant.
I'll have to interact with relatives and his friends that I've either only met once, years ago, or have never met.
And I won't be released after the funeral, I'll have to go to the reception and sit there like some ornament, while people try to make small talk with me even though I am incapable of that.
I don't have anything to wear.
I feel like crawling into some corner and pretending nothing exists.
And because I posted this, it'll probably be tomorrow.