Gerreg
08/01/26(Sat)02:08:11 No.13098837

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Gerreg 08/01/26(Sat)02:08:11 No.13098837

I don't know how to start a thread, but a long time ago my father had a laptop where he kept work-related things. One day I wanted to watch a movie, but instead I found porn and ignored it. But one day curiosity got the better of me, and I watched it. It wasn't regular porn; it was adults having sex with minors. At the time, I didn't think much of it, but these days I think it's affecting me more. I have a little sister, and he acts differently with her—not differently, but in a good way. These days he's not home. I tried to have a relationship with a girl a year younger than me, and I can't. I feel like I'm like him, or I don't know what I feel. Not long ago, I tried to beat him to death, but he was the one who beat me until my face was smashed. I'm not writing this in a planned way. I don't know what to do; I only know that this is affecting me a lot. I don't know what I feel for him. I don't know if I hate him, I don't know if I'm angry; I only know it's anger or frustration at not being able to do anything. I feel empty, not knowing what to do. What I just said doesn't even make sense, but I hope that... understand