Living in an abusive household has me waiting for something horrible to happen. I'm in a bullshit complicated spot so all I can do to cope right now is post about it.I get thrown out onto the streets, yelled at, or violently handled. Call it.
call 911
>>13174095I really hope you will get better soon. I had similar experience in my childhood too, so I wish you can escape it, unlike me.Your fortune: Bad Luck
That’s exactly what they want, broken homes, abusive households, create environments where people cannot thrive but are forced to live. It’s up to you to break the cycle and save yourself from becoming cattle
>>13174101You still in it? I'm working on a lot of documents in order to escape for good. I hope within the next 5 months but I really need to get lucky
>>13174105>You still in it?No, they died years ago and I grew up, but that didn't fix shit. I still live in the same house too.Your fortune: Excellent Luck
>>13174095Abusive household? Is your mom abusive?
>>13174107Jeez that's some kind of mental torment.>>13174108my dad is. manipulative mentally unstable ignorant asshole. My mom is not a bad person but she is kind of cold. Neglectful seems like too harsh of a word to use for her because shes a saint compared to my dad, but she hasn't been very emotionally involved in my life.
are you getting beatcall cops if yes
>>13174117It's usually the mother who physically abuses the kids because they can never overpower the father so they take it out on their kids. My dad's wasn't abusive to me growing up but he was neglectful.
>>13174117I guess we're opposites
>>13174130Well, you know what they say!
>>13174121No but it was more physical when I was a child. I didn't do anything because I thought it was normal and that I must have done something to deserve it.If someone is rude or lashes out at me for anything, my first reaction is always feeling like a horrible ungrateful person. I have completely lost the ability to defend myself properly. When I don't, I hate that I am a pathetic vulnerable person. When I do, I hate that I am a malicious, evil, ignorant person.>>13174127>>13174130Is there anything at all you could do to get some kind of closure? Even if its something like flushing their ashes down the toilet if you have them
I will sleep soon please let today be merciful fortuneYour fortune: Good Luck
>>13174544good luck and nice dubs means its gonna be a very nice sleep and tomorrow!goodnight and sleeptightYour fortune: Bad Luck