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My mind is Declining anons 10/22/26(Thu)08:36:11 No.13243062

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My mind is Declining anons Anonymous 10/22/26(Thu)08:36:11 No.13243062

My hands are getting slower, I can't process information like I used to. I forget what I was doing as I'm doing it, I get lost in places I'm familiar with. I can't remember things. I forget how to spell nearly every word in a sentence without autocorrect. I can't focus. I can't remember like I used to. I can't think like I used to. I can't write like I used to. I can't speak like I used to. I can't learn like I used to
I'm still just starting in life I can't afford this, I'm only 20. I'm still getting my certifications that decide my life, I need my memory.

The voices in my head are getting louder, sometimes they take over. They are not nice, these voices are demons, they whisper evils into me. They sometimes move my hand, They nearly had me grope a child the other day, I managed to get back control, Now I stay away from children and women, I face the wall when I get in a crowded elevator and avoid crowded places. They nearly ran over a guy walking, I managed to hit the breaks on time, now I drive like a grandma. They were making me jump of a roof, Now I don't go to roofs without guard nets. Are these things me? I don't want them.

I still have my life ahead of me I don't want it to end like this.