I am so fucking stupid. Is there nothing I can do to stop being a retard?
>>16990881Are you stupid or is the world retarded.>spend £100 dressing up to go out.>ratio of 1 woman to 30 men>only person who spoke to me was some gay wanting to shake my hand>go home and hordes of women dressed in islamic garb>get told its a skill issue I can't get a GFI just fucking hate time and space to the extent I dont care anymore and will be homeless on monday, still don't care, no woman no love, no love no point caring.>spent £100s on dating apps, and never get replies just like all the job applications I send out, only jobs available are manual labour and my body hurts too much now to do the work.I keep getting nightmares of people coming to kill me while im homeless, I hate this town and all of the imported people.
>go seek mental health>get assigned a south Africa who speaks broke English with a thick accent.>ask for someone i don't struggle to understand and can relate too, get called a racist, mental health services are a scam>go to council, another south African>go you job centre, another south African and a Polish security guard belittle me for getting upset that the south African can't even do the job theyre ment to be doing.I hope America comes and bombs the shit out of us because I can't find anything worth saving in this land of strangers & foreign tribes.
>go to doctors>can't see a GP and sent to an Indian i struggle to explain my problems tooJust fuck everything, fuck the whole system, if only their was a prostitution I could pay for sex from, I wouldn't have lost all hope in soceity.Now the lady at greggs in Lithuanian or something and I struggle to get a pizza and a mocha.Social coherence obliterated as im scared the Turkish barber will try and give be a pencil mustache when I tell him to leave the mustache alone.
>it home listening to some foreigner screaming at the tv because the football is onPlease put me out of my misery, im going to try and smoke a load of weed until I feel comfortably numb since its the only pain relief I have.
Time to worship someone idols to make me feel better, replace that burning pain with a foolish happiness instead of mentally killing my emotions and becoming a hollow vessel
>>16990881Stop using your phone and tablet constantly it reduces your attention span. Get off the social media and start studying things you like to do... if you don't know try different hobbies and no you don't need billions to get into one.
>>16990881you can educate yourself, though having a guide/teacher help you a lot. also, there are psychological and maybe even physical barriers...maybe try asking for someone to help you. you need a good, motivating guide and a good environment too
You all have to hold hands to get this short-lived tard from the bush, the one up.
I was working with an alien's thoughts from their planet, where the energy is squared equally between people to transcend the people in a final movement. It won't work here until people have physicality with each other, but the principle of connection starts it off.
>>16991112>until people have physicality with each othermany do anon, it's just us that don't
>>16990939Anon you barely speak English yourself.
