As a kid, I used to love science, I used to love the world I lived in, I was full of wonder and happiness, I didn't need to drown my cynicism in alcohol like I do now. I used to thing all good things I had in life I had them for granted, I used to think I could achieve anything and live a happy life. But then the scientists did this. This wrecked my life, and everything went downhill since then, and it can't be fixed