A thread for those who miss someone. Whether you got ghosted, fumbled a relationship/friendship, or just want to anonymously yearn for someone, this thread is for you.
I did miss the idea of someone from here but in the end we never really got to know each other because, well, I just don't think they were over their ex and were trying to find them in me and once that illusion wore off the relationship ended. As for people from real life, sometimes I wonder what life would be like if me and you got married at 22 Emily.
>>35074698idk, i think if you lose touch with someone on soc that isn't accidental (they can't log into their account or something) it's for the best to not remain connected. so many people here are deeply unwell or just not emotionally mature enough for connections. or even basic shit like asking someone questions to get to know them lmfao
>>35074722Prying is rude, and you don’t get to know people based off questions lmaoYou’re just projecting at this point rofl
I saw you writing that you missed me in another thread some months ago. You shouldn't.
>>35074728thank you for your input hate
Olivia, I doubt you’ll see this, but if you do, please just tell me what happened. It’s killing me. If it’s what I thought, that’s horrible, fine, I can move on and just hate your fucking guts. But if it was my fault and I was just being insane and paranoid, I’m genuinely sorry.
>>35074730Why
mo you abandoned me. theres no other way to put it.
I have avpd so I'm trying to be better about maintaining connections. But genuinely, it does feel like most people I talk to don't even seem to actually like me or really "see" me. Can you blame me for cutting them loose? Just doing us both a favor.
To this day, I still miss that Korean girl; she meant the world to me, but our relationship ended when she came out, she’s asexual now (Probably lesbian, idk) she’d been deceiving me all along, and I had a really tough time in 2025.
>>35074806Because I think I was using them as validation, to prove that I was still desirable, after being told over and over that I wasn't. That I couldn't have actually been with them, and that the more I learned about them, the more that was proved to myself. So I lied about why I couldn't continue speaking to them and essentially ghosted.
>>35074890This is vague enough you got me fucked up, gratz.
>>35074722this is true>>35074728autistic retard>>35074730>>35074890typical female
>>35074916I'm sorry. I should have been honest.
I miss Wren
>>35074928Okay for my sake name one specific thing only we'd know so I can just write this all off as vagueposting
I'm honestly glad you actually took the advice I gave you years ago and actually blocked me, lol. I hope it turned off the "I hope I dont hurt their feelings" part of your brain so that you can block and delete more people instead of just ignoring them until they go away like some absolute coward.A part of me thinks it would've been nice to catch up after all this time, but it's probably best that we don't. Anyways, hope all is well, lil nigga. See ya around, probably.
>>35074936Music and freemasons.
>>35074941Ah, no not me lol nvm
>>35074698I miss the girl I spent months doing daily vcs with. She made me realize that I'm not as much of a retard as a think even if I let myself believe that our friendship meant as much to her as I
I met this really nice ftm person here and after a week I just got no reply and 0 contact for 3 days with no explanation and then they came back like nothing happened. I thought I really hit it off this time and they said they really enjoyed talking to me aswell. I felt really betrayed. Everyone treats me the same no matter what I guess I should get used to it.
i miss my friend alan.
>>35074971I had a friend named Alan when I was 6 years old, for some reason he was the only kid in school who was nice and kind to my autistic ass. Here's to Alans.
>>35074810when did mo abandon you?
>>35074938i am sorry to you and feel bad. thank you for being my friend when i had nobody (lol). i agree it’s for the best. hope you’re okay
>>35074698I still miss you sometimes Bo
The interactions you people have with eachother from this board are so generic that the vagueposts made in these threads make you think at least 3 people in them are talking about you specifically
To the guy who jerked off on cam for me, I still think abt u sometimes, your moans were very cute.
>>35075026nah this guy just completely just disappeared, and deleted months worth of messages. hes a freaking weirdo, fuck him. still miss him though.
I miss her. She's the only girl who genuinely love me but I was too young to realize it. She was the only girl who accepted my disease without being disgusted by and with whom I could genuinely laugh or talk about. I fumbled, it's 100% my fault, I've been awful to her and no girl ever liked me since. 8 years later and I still think about her everyday
>>35075183I’ll gladly do it again
can someone give me some advice? id prefer to talk it over discord: meandmycar
>>35074971Is it the soc girl Alan? I miss her too.
>>35075090Don't feel bad. There's nothing to feel bad about. Spending time with you was a great experience because it taught me ALOT about myself and it opened my eyes to alot of bullshit, so I thank you for that. And unlike most of my other short-term friendships, ours at least ended on a somewhat positive note... kind of?I'm doing great, by the way. I managed to finally make friends again (all thanks to a serial ghoster, not you btw), and I've also killed off the part of me that was a clingly little doormat. I'm honestly a completely different person now and it's all (mostly) thanks to you, so yeah.. don't feel bad. If you do for whatever reason want to reach out again, you know where to find me. o7
>>35075563She and I had a fun week. Miss that girl. Clearly mentally off though.
>>35075563>>35075603that bitch was evil why would you miss herhot, but still, evil
>>35075563idk who tf that is. im talking about a man.
>>35075675She drained me for a week is why I miss her
>>35075603>>35075697She draines your bank account or balls?
I miss myself.
>>35074698Not a single day goes by without me thinking of a very special someone I met from here who will always be the most important person in the world to me. I am constantly replaying memories of us together in my head and dream about them almost every night. Nobody can replace the void they left behind and I will never stop loving them.
>>35075961Yeah, I have that effect on people.
>>35074849>most people I talk to don't even seem to actually like me or really "see" meHow can they see you if you insist on hiding away? People get tired of the chase eventually if you don't also put the effort in.
>>35075564yeah there’s just too much baggage. if only there was a reset button ya know? did you watch the last of us season 2? lol just curious
>>35074791Olivia is a BPDemon. She was good while I had her though, just move on man, better out there.
I do miss the good fake version of you. Not the lying degenerate faggot you actually are. I made mistakes but you outright lied about who you were. I really would’ve preferred if you had died and I could’ve just mourned you as a misunderstood and pained woman rather than a demon.
cotton i miss you
>>35075961Same man. Same. Met her when I was 14. Spent every day with her. We were like siblings. Then one day, she was gone. Far too soon My mind always drifts to her at night. Wondering what she'd think of the person I've become.
Dear R, I miss you a lot. I often think about how you are, and whether you are smiling again. So many things remind me of you and I don't think I will ever forget how special you made me feel. I wish we could have been happy together, I really wanted to hold you at least once in my life. I think we could have been together. You will always be my favorite person.
>>35078227can you do one of these for every letter of the alphabet
>>35077770I mean at this point we might as well just add eachother again lol. We can just wipe our dms again and start fresh. Things wont be as cringe and gay as last time since you wouldnt be the only friend I'd be talking to :^). And to answer your question, I think I watched most of it. I remember seeing the two characters get gay with eachother and like just got sick of seeing the potato girls face so I stopped watching.. so I've got like 3 or 4 more episodes left to watch?But yeah, just add me back fool. No bullshit this time around. You can find a tag you added before in the sfw thread.
>>35078051damn at first i thought that said colton and i was shocked that anyone would have this reaction for him
>>35074698>"Loved your ad, looking forward to chat!">Ghosted>"That scene sounds great, excited to play it out.">Ghosted>"Wow that was a lot of fun, can't wait for the next one.">GhostedI don't think people actually want a roleplay partner.
I think about you literally almost every day. Even when I’m with him I will think of you. I feel awful but I can’t help but miss your smell, your voice, and more than anything your hands and how they held me. I’m reminded of you constantly, you exist in every corner of my brain and every crevice of my body aches for your touch again. I’ve come so close to calling or emailing, and then I get mad at you, or feel cringe about some of the things I did for your validation, or scared because what if you don’t miss me? Maybe you never noticed my absense these last four years and what if you’re happy with someone else, and maybe worst of all what if our relationship is what it seemed like from the outside? How could I of ever introduced you to my friends or family without them looking at us and thinking the same thing? if I did talk to you again how could you forgive me? I wish you wouldve made good on your pretty promises, and we could’ve done all those things, if you had delivered even once I would’ve never looked back and put it all in on you. I hope you’re not so sad anymore and selfishly I hope you’re alone. I day dream about the life I would’ve had with you, and I listen to all the songs you showed me. You genuinely probably don’t think of me at all, I was probably a blip in your life and just a girl you never took seriously or even wanted in any real kind of way. But goddamnit It sure felt that way and I don’t know if anyone will ever be able to make me feel like you did. One day I want to tell you that but I’m fucking coward who is too scared to go after what I really want.
>>35078472quit worrying and thinking so much retard, life is what you make it. Who gives a shit what other people think
>>35078500Gonna make this my monthly affirmation
>>35075961i would have left you too if i knew i was talking to a jojo faggot lol
i really miss this guy i talked to for awhile who was a furry... he was extremely cute and i was very in love with him but i'm so bpd and i didnt think i deserved to talk to him so i was really horrible to him and drove him away. i hope you are happy now andrew i still think about you lots :(
>>35074698I miss Vandelay, hope you're doing okay out there buddy>>35074722Depends on what kind of deeply unwell, sometimes people just need others to be patient with whatever they're going though. I've been there myself so I like to give others benefit of the doubt
>>35078716why not just get back in contact with this Vandelay person?i don't mean like, avoidant and pushing away non-maliciously. but there are some downright cruel people on here, maybe that's how they naturally are even without mental illness
I think it's best to move on. Better to know a door is closed than to hope It's ajar even a little. I straight up got my passport for a gal on here. She always went on about what we'd do if I was local. Even talked about marriage and kids. Truth is lotta people just wanna play make believe. You're like a toy to them. Planning your future together. She's playing The Sims with probably five other dudes. Don't ever let yourself give up real opportunities for ideas. If someone wants to be in your life they'll put in the effort. Quit putting yourself on a silver platter for people that won't even leave bones afterward.
You walked into a bar in Yokohama the first time I saw you. Eurasian, half gaijin, long-hipped and fluid in a Chinese knock-off of some Tokyo designer's original. Dark European eyes, Asian cheekbones. I remember you dumping your purse out on the bed, later, in some hotel room, pawing through your makeup. A crumpled wad of new yen, dilapidated address book held together with rubber bands, a Mitsubishi bank chip, Japanese passportwith a gold chrysanthemum stamped on the cover, and the Chinese .22. You told me your story. Your father had been an executive in Tokyo, but now he was disgraced, disowned, cast down by Hosaka, the biggest zaibatsu of all. That night your mother was Dutch, and I listened as you spun out those summers in Amsterdam for me, the pigeons in Dam Square like a soft, brown carpet. I never asked what your father might have done to earn his disgrace. I watched you dress; watched the swing of your dark, straight hair, how it cut the air. Now Hosaka hunts me.
>>35075107If you got my phone you can message me at any time, if not then you are the wrong person so nvm
Hi J,I don’t think just words can describe how much I miss you. I hope your mom is in good health. I miss hanging out with you. I miss feeling your hands on my body and feeling your lips on mine and feeling you inside of me. I miss running my hands through your long brown hair as you ate me out and gave me the best orgasms of my life. I miss being in your car late ay night, with you driving me around to our favorite songs. I miss watching you play your guitar and talk about one day wanting to make music. You were simultaneously the best and worst thing to ever happen to me. I wonder if we could’ve been more than just fwbs. I wish we were more, but you probably didn’t want that and that’s okay. There’s a huge age gap in between us anyway. But I really do miss you and I want to reconnect eventually. I messaged you, but you haven’t replied in 2 months. I hope you’re okay. Please don’t forget me.- S
>>35078740He wasn't doing great and hasn't replied in like a week. I generally avoid /soc/ but figured I'd check the archives and a few threads to if he's been back here but looks like he hasn't>downright cruel peopleI don't think anyone will miss those sorta mentally ill folks or post about them in this thread
>>35078904i hope you hear back from him>I don't think anyone will miss those sorta mentally ill folks or post about them in this threadyou'd be surprised sadly
I miss my Strawberry/Miu-chan...
Decchan, are you still here? I haven't forgotten about you, and I doubt I will for a long time. You were absolutely perfect to me and I really wanted to be your girlfriend, more than anything. Maybe things that seem too good to be true always are, but I still wouldn't take back the "I love you". If it was all real it's worth every risk of looking like a fool, even now.
>>35079527whats the story if you dont mind me asking?
>>35074966did this person's name begin with S? I used to know someone who was a lot like this. She'd complain that she was the one being ghosted, I'd ask for a screenshot of the convo, and the last message would be from the other person asking a question or something, I'd have to convince S that she was the one doing the ghosting, and that she should reply.
>>35075744the latter
I'm looking for people who know a person called Krista who used to post on this board. Especially if you had bad experiences with her
>>35080082She was a lesbian right?
My Little Moo disappeared almost 3 months ago, and its killing me.We've been friends for years, and get along great, so I don't see any reason why she'd ghost me. Im worried about her, and I pray that whatever is going on that shes ok.
M, East Asian, tall.>Looking Forsomeone who is or would like to roleplay a cool edgy high-achieving girl or a cute mean racist cheerleader stepsis>Intosubmissives, switches, brats, bullying, humiliation, raceplay (AMXF/AMWF).>Discordpancaked1207
>>35075563She’s hilarious lolShe’s good company, too bad she’s flakey like your average e-girl
>>35074698Fuck you, Ann. May you die slowly.
>>35078227kys JI never loved you, I hate you
"Attila"Hey love. I still think about you. I'm sorry I left, everything was too much. I though about reaching back out for the week my account was in limbo between deletion. I decided overall that you deserve more and that was something I can't give. I hope all is well - my timing was less than ideal, I know. Sorry again. All my love, always.-Rawr
I really miss him not in a romantic way, but in a "I don't really have friends and he was my friend and didn't treat me like trash" way. Now I'll never see him again and I still can't make friends because women are too normie and men want to have romance or sex, or if they're not interested in me they already have their own brosLife is gay
>>35082478Omg, how old?
>>35082621maybe dont treat people like shit and they wont abandon you
>>35082640I never did and he didn't abandon me
Thank you for having me fall in love with music Barbara, it did color up my life later on.It has been 10 years now but I still think about you more than I should. I'm curious if we met today, without any of the baggage, we'd still become friends.
>>35082478what did Ann do?>>35082601what did J do?
>>35079611I feel like I don't know the answer to that at this point, only he does. Where there once were no doubts there are now plenty because of the silence, and if it persists I just hope I won't be left with a lasting belief that I need to keep people at arms length to protect my heart in the future. Regardless, I miss him terribly. My anxiety gnaws at me and I check my mail every day for a letter that may never come. I press forget-me-nots that I'll probably never be able to give him. And I do cry, a lot. Christ, I'm one sappy creature.
I miss you more and more every day alia. it's been a while and you don't leave my mind. hope you're doing well. show some sign of life soon. always my puppy :)
>>35078472Holy shit I feel so sorry for whoever you're with
>>35074849You're a bad person.
>>35074698Tom,I wish things were different,i wish we met at a better time,and i wish i wasnt so immatureYou were so kind to me and despite every time i acted childish or cold you would always be there waiting for me patiently,i wanted to be the same for you,i wanted to be that person who you could trust at your most sensible moments,but i took too long to be like that and hurt you,i didnt want any of this,i didnt want you to feel like your feelings didn't matter,but it's my fault and i know just apologizing won't undo the past, I'm just really glad i met you in my life,really glad that i did meet someone who understood what i felt in a way nothing could explainI'm sorry for hurting you, I'll always root for you wherever you be,and I'll always make sure to never hurt you again, thank you so much for everything
Sometimes I wonder if I'll be alone forever. I had someone who loved me for 2 years and then I guess she got tired of me one day. Gradually losing interest and getting more irritated. I don't think I'll ever find someone else because I'm just that type of person. Alone and with no friends. I miss being loved and having a future that feels secure.
>>35083719Life is never secure about the future desu,even people who are better than you can fall and lose everything at any moment,if it comforts you just know you're not the only one with this feeling
>>35083684are you italian?
>>35083948Thanks. I do take solace in that. Still it only eases the loneliness.
imagine how many people look at posts in threads like these and see someone talking about somebody whose name starts with "a" and think they're talking about someone they've interacted with even though there's prboably like 300 people on here that have a name starting with an a. repeat for every other letter in the alphabet
>>35083988that’s the whole point, anon. congrats on cracking the case
Does anybody here know, or remember, an Ally from Costa Rica?
Please I'm sorry I won't send you away please you said if I needed you you'd come I need you please
I didn't do it on purpose they threatened and scared me please believe me
I used to post about someone for weeks every time i saw a thread like this, and now we just stayed together in person for almost a month after reconnecting :)>>35074971Alan Humid?>>35075311What disease>>35083719>loved me for 2 years and then I guess she got tired of me one day. Gradually losing interest and getting more irritated.I feel like this is what happens in every relatonshio after the honeymoon phase and it scares me
>>35083995...Are you David?
26mLast relationship was when I was 22. My first and only girlfriend left me just when things were starting to look up for me. I had a ring for her that she never saw. Sometimes, like tonight, she'll be a villain in my dreams. I woke up today and wished I was more of a man back when we were together.Second relationship lasted two dates. I fucked it up by being a pervert. I regret it everyday. She was so sweet to me, and what I said to her threw it all away. I wish I was still with you. I didn't feel so alien with you. I pray things are going well for you two.
>>35083988This and it's always excess males lamenting what could possibly be going on with the girl they orbited to stop talking to them or where she could possibly be (spoiler, riding some guy's dick and having forgotten they ever existed). And I guess a smaller fraction of stupid women that got finessed doing almost the same thing.
>>35074698J,I never recovered. I am so fucking sorry for everything. I fucked things up and was so scared of losing you that I just built lies upon lies to try and keep you. You're my soulmate and I know that. But, you never treated me like how a boyfriend should be treated. It was always just easy words with you, but you never tried to make things happen irl. I tried so long to hang in there. All the begging, sleepless nights, etc. got to me and I ended up getting too close with someone. I'm sorry for my part in the downfall of things It's been almost 7 months since I've heard from you and you're still on my mind every day. God help me, because living without you is a fate worse than death.
The beautiful redhead that waved at me in Costco. I-I should of waved backed and approached her to talk. What could've been.... ;_;
>>35084682she was waving at the person behind you
I miss you P. I get that when Kabul something shattered in you. All that time over there and suddenly it all went to shit. I know it's been almost 5 years now but we all miss you and hope that you're doing well with your family. Stal misses you too but respects why you moved on. I miss you brother. Mi casa es su casa, always. -F
>>35084382Who the fuck are you?
It's been what, 5, 6 years? Even though there wasn't anything more than a friendship between us, i still think about you, and still occasionally dream with you H.I'm confused. I know you were nice to everyone, but you were different with me.You couldn't have possibly wanted anything more, i was a fucking weirdo back then and you were (and still are) way out of my league anway. All my nicest memories are with you, i miss giving you my food and i'll never forget that hug you gave me on my birtday. It really hurt that you didn't even try to talk with me about that fuckass lie he told you about me, you just took it as a fact, and just like that, overnight, you never even looked in my way again. That final year of school was hell for me.I'm doing fine now, but i still miss you, i want you in my life, i want you as a friend.It felt nice writing all this down.I just hope you didn't think i was gay and that's why you were nice to me and treated me differently... ._.
I miss you, Selen. I forgive you for your lies and everything else you've done to wrong me.I hope you do one day come back and if you don't, I hope you're doing well and staying safe.
C from Buff,It's been 10 years now. I could support you now. I got a career. I could hire the best lawyers.I think you're the only girl that ever wanted to be with me. And that's why I still think about you.I hope you're well. Wherever you are.-S (R)
>>35078472Let your current partner be free you dumb piece of shit
met a girl. told her i didnt know how to tie my shoes. then we dated. i loved her a lot. still do. used to never think about her because it made me sad. now i think about her when i want to feel happy. shes likely moved on, and i suppose i have too, and it was all really quite embarrassing in retrospect. but i loved her.
Hey, MI’m sorry it ended the way it did. I know I wasn’t the best friend to have, and I sure as shit didn’t deserve to have you as mine. I hate that I let my feelings for you get in the way of what we had, and that, in the end, I chose my alcoholism over mending by behaviour around you. I’ll never know someone as amazing as you, and that’s my loss to mourn for the rest of my life. I hope things are going well in your neck of the woods, and that you’re on the way to make all your dreams come true. Empathy like yours shouldn’t have been wasted on the likes of me, and I hope your bright smile is just as infectious with the friends you have now. I miss you, always and forever… -B
You reached out over the weekend, and it was a Thursday night when the first ping went off on my phone. Ever since then, I've been stealing moments from the relationship I am in to send a message here or there. We're both taken, but the slight whisper of your voice, the fake outrage, the submissiveness... Still the same from half a decade ago, hurts like it used to. I left everything and everyone behind all those years ago. One of my last memories is closing my eyes wide shut so that I can etch the lines of your face into my mind with my fingers. I never wanted to forget how you looked. The tears were warm on your face when my fingers slid across it, and I etched you onto my mind in electric blue. Many nights since then I've thought about you. Sometimes in lust. Sometimes in pain. Sometimes as the most significant sacrifice I had to make to get onto the path that I am on right now. I wonder why you're back again. Right now. And I wonder what it is about you that still causes me to respond the way I do. It might be about power. Taking you away from someone else. I won't delude myself into believing that I am any better than that. I am sane enough to know that it's at least part of the equation.This is exactly how my last love ended. I kept stealing seconds which became minutes which became hours from who I was with to give you. And one day I took one brick too many from the walls that were holding that roof up. And now history is about to repeat itself. I won't brand you a witch for this. I'm as guilty as you are. But it is oh so difficult for me to turn away and resist when you come looking for a home. But there's always a choice. I can always choose. It might not be the easy thing to do, but I have to learn to let you sleep. If that doesn't work then I have to strangle the part of myself that still cares for you.
hello a long time ago i used to talk to a friend i had in america, u had many names but to me u were f**n, we had a pretty complicated friendship but u have been on my mind recently and i wanted to see how ur doing, i hope ur well <3 i hope u see this, thinking of u - Mea x
Yo blood check your dms
To the foid it may concern, can you please stay the fuck out of my dream space? I have zero desire for you to clutter up my limited dreamtime. I literally dgaf about your issues and theres no reason for me to get vague visions about some rando foids problems, sever this psychic connection on your end please (my psychic bandwith is limited). Thanks and fuck off. I know you still browse this dumpster (how does it keep getting worse lmao) and will read this
CI don't feel like I've made the right decision, not that I even made a decision. I typed out a much longer one but this is shorter and sweeter. I love you and I miss you and life was good with you. I'd love to at least go back to being friends and calling, I don't see why we can't do that. You don't have to 'be with' me.J.
>>35086831>>not that I even made a decisionpeople on these threads vs accountability
Alright man I assume you swapped cords so you probs didnt see the last message i sent but yeah i left you a message on your alt, if i dont hear from you again then i guess thats that. If you change your mind at any point in the future though the deets are in the dm i left, and that discord tag will likely be what i use for the forseeable future so feel free to add that account whenever you'd like.Anyways man, sorry for bothering you. Keep it real and keep doin your thing brotha (sista) :fist_tone5: o7
Ana, I would have stood by you, but all you did was push me away. I see you're out there still, looking for someone, perfectly anonymous each time. What would make you happy I wonder?
>>35085096...Is this Michael?
>>35082649Then what happened? There shouldn't be an issue with seeing each other again, if neither of you supposedly have a reason to dislike each other.
>>35087655hi i think this might be about me could u elaborate a bit more or drop a discord
I'm 28M and at 27 I managed to fall in love for the first time. Finally did I find someone who could speak to my heart. Our compatibility was off the charts, we spent a lot of time with each other. I fly to her place into another EU Country and we kiss, we do and say sweet things to each other.To make a long story short in the end she was just leading me on, admittedly so, and she abandoned me for a (now former) close friend who I introduced to her and who was trying to be with her at my back, despite his promises which I believed, because to me a friend's word is meant to be sacred.I don't really think I'll ever be able to feel that kind of connection again and it's not like I'm not trying my best. I have so much love to give but the recipient has vanished from my life.
>>35074849It's not a goal to be besties with "most people", I get what you mean but it's also just one of the insights on the way to being a mature healthy person.
I rotated my Discord accounts and I failed to re-add a hot blonde tranny who sent me a picture of her lips and had a thing for being misgendered.... can't believe I fucking wrote "her" there, fmgl I'm getting too soft.
>>35087764No, you would know. She lied to me about leaving the country and then blocked me on everything.
Where did you go, Lyn? Why did you leave? I was supposed to come rescue you...
>>35087834oh yeah in between the movies and late night deep talks she's a real freak. Bone crushing, piss, pet play, making her bark and whimper for you having her become undone to your voice while begging to finish while on call like a pathetic Lil whore, good times :)
>>35087834>>35088254you guys are talking about a mentally ill man... seek fucking help you fucking faggots
>>35088555Yeah and the pixels that represent text and objects on your screen aren't real and yet you jack off to them everyday. The money you use is just a symbolic instrument for exchange of services, and your masculinity a fragile concept (meaning not an actual tangible thing in case you didn't know that) that make a you have knee jerk reactions to shit like this. Society is literally make believe yadda yadda, Im enjoying myself, you're over there so insecure in your reality that you aren't even willing to entertain fantasy or make believe unless it's been so deeply ingrained into your life you aren't even aware it's make believe.
>>35088254No, we pretty much only did lewd and barely anything mean let alone grim lol, that really made it a treat. I love mild, spice is for teh browns. It was fun while it lasted.>>35088555I'm bisexual, and only went into that once after years of basically avoiding and refusing all contract with trannies.Happy to be in the middle now, where I can actually talk with one and see them as a mentally ill *human being* and *person*, and not like some kind of walking disease vector.Besides, the idea "mentally ill people can have no sex life of any kind", come teh fuck on man, these illnesses can last years and dacades, it's some chats on Discord you heartless fucking retard...
Most pathetic thread on soc
dear M from Coloradoi miss playing steam games and having you come visit me when i lived in missouriyou started traveling the world and i lost contact with you and you still havent left my mind, i hope youre doing well friend - R
>>35088569>I'm bisexualso you're gay, got it.
>>35088569holy copium coming from the fag lmao
>>35088569this is the gayest thing i have ever read on 4chan.org
>>35088623Brother, you're acting like that's an insult or some kind of gotcha. I've made it pretty clear where I stand, I'll clap those ass cheeks and our balls will touch, they'll slobber on my cock, and I'll fill their ass give them a prostate orgasm, you however, have only shown me how insecure you are. I hope for your sake you're like early twenties cause you might be blind to it right now, but one day you'll look back and recognize you were so insecure in your sense of self that whenever someone enjoying their life doesn't align with your views it threatens your sense of identity so much you need to go out of your way to do shit like this. In other words, you dont figure out who you are, you'll be a very bitter old man some day.
>>35088569>>35088654You're cool.
>>35088654. >>35088652
>>35088665Lmfao, I was wondering if I got that across or not. I was this close to writing you a graphic gay sex scene to really send that home. Now lemme show you the coolest trick I know
>>35088671what's the coolest trick you know?
Eat some seeds.
>>35088671i didnt read your bogpost i just used that other guys post to talk shit because its funny and true because youre gay
>>35087764Are you from Virginia?
I hope that you're being kinder to yourself. I don't know that an eye for an eye was the way to go while we were attempting to "rekindle" a relationship. Unless you were just going along with it to hurt me. Still feels weird that you ghosted me afterward after we'd known each other for five years. Hopefully he treats you, the kiddos, and the girls well. If not, I hope you find what you're looking for. Maybe someday I'll get you out of my head.
>>35082616Bait or not, you can add me back, if you reply here cuz you don't remember my discord, I will write it down, or vice-versa
>>35078051Who the fuck is cotton? Who is named that?
move on losers.
>>35090852I fucking LOVED you...
Mine is a still a fresh wound. You were, without a doubt, my first true love. You changed my life and gave it color. I still hold onto every moment I spent with you.The man you broke up with that day is no longer me. The breakup taught me a lot about myself. I have changed as a result of what you said to me. I started working out. I started reading. Work no longer is the center of my life. The insecurities I had are gone. One day, I'll message you again to try to rekindle things. Hopefully it goes well. If it doesn't, then I can say I that at least I tried to live a life worth living.You are still my everything.
e,there's a chance you might see this if you still lurk here, but hopefully not since i know you said before you wanted to stop using this site. it sucks how we left off in a messy way, but i think it's for the best. idk if i would've stopped talking to you otherwise. i removed you/blocked you on everything because it made me upset seeing you still. maybe this is cringe and meant more to me than it did to you when it was all happening, but who knows. i hope you do well and get your happy ending - you underestimate yourself!as i wrote this i realized what today is. cheers :)-b
>>35078472What's your first initial
Lila there is a zero percent chance you'll see this but I've always wanted to date you but im too much of a pussy to ask you out and now im pretty sure I've missed my chance
I’m sorry Brittany
>>35074698never let someone ghost you and then come back, they will do it againhope you get mortally obese
>>35091050the phrase is morbidly a beast
Theres a 4chan girl I talked to in 2013 that I had a crush on and we talked for a while She ended up getting a (much older) boyfriend And offered me to date her other friendI ended up ghosting her and she would still say happy bday to me on skype for next few years but id ignoreIn covid i looked her up and she was working at a bar, thats last i checkedShe was legit the cutest and coolest girl ive ever know /mu/ btwThis was teen years for us, we are both late 20s nowI still think about her literally daily it hurtsI probably could’ve eventually dated her but i went full antisocial after that
I want you so bad, I love hearing your voice, I love listening to you speak on any subject, when we do things together time flies. I want to be closer to you, but I worry I will never get to. I value this friendship I have with you, but I'd be lying if I didn't say I want things to go further. I don't know if it's the right decision or not, but I know I just want to be with someone just like you, if not just you. Love hurts so fucking bad, especially when you don't know if it's true or not. Are you the one? Am I missing the chance of the lifetime if I don't ask you? Am I ruining a perfectly good friendship if I do ask you? What do I do.
>>35091364do it do it do it right now
>>35091364NIGGA TAKE THE SHOT IF SHE DOESNT FEEL IT THEN IT WASN'T MEANT TO BE AND YOU MOVE ONTO THE NEXT HOLE
i wish i could at least be friends with you again (im happily taken) now that im on the right medication but its probably best for us to move on with our lives
Yani, you were the angel that saved me. I was an incel full of hatred and you took pity on me and than we feel in love but there was a long distance between us and we were both poor, I don't what i did to make you feel unwanted by me but i miss you, i need you more than ever because no one could replace the angel that was saving my soul. Please come back like you've come back before. Please come back to me, nobody else even tries to understand me like you did. Everybody else thinks I'm ugly but you didn't you would have taken my virginity if you could but you couldn't because of the distance.
>>35091539you dont lose your virginity with gay sex nigga
I apologize to all whom I have ghosted and or have abandon.
You people need to stop doing this to yourselves. When it's over it's over. Move the fuck on. You'll only regret it if you don't.Or don't I guess. We're all stuck here forever anyways.
This is soo pathetic but i genuinely miss the people who have broken my heart. I’m sooo drunk rn so fuck everything. But I miss you soo much, my first love, i miss you, I don’t know if you check soc or if you would check this thread.essence1energy on discord. If you’re out there, i’m so madly in love with you. You know who i am and i love you. I will wait fir you until the day i die. If u see this, meessage me. Even thoufh u have me blocked lol
>>35091364Imagine how you are going to feel if she gets together with somebody else. Not asking her can make you even more miserable than rejection.
>>35088572no fr
>>35085648that guy's a pedo
>>35091820Takes one to know one lil nigga
I wish someone would yearn for me like this. If someone I used to talk to reached out, I would reconnect
Email me A, damn
MSomehow I was the problem because I didn't like being accused of being a stalker. Still care about you and hope you're well. I genuinely feel like we could've been amazing together we have so much in common and enjoy the same things, it was always the highlight of my day or week whenever we played games and VC'd. Haven't played left 4 dead 2 since then....D
>>35090877move on loser. you can't love anyone over the internet rofl. go out, touch grass
L,Will you ever read this? Maybe. At this moment, I'd hope not. Maybe it's something I can show you later, should we ever reconnect. I loved you. I still love you. I've been filling the void by chasing people that look like you, and I hope you know that I've so far turned down sex in every relationship I've been in to this point. Still holding out hope that you will come back and we can get married, have kids, and be together just like we always dreamed. Fly to Taiwan. Vacation to Michigan again, Los Angeles, NorCal. All the wonderful places we've been. I love you, more than any other person in this world. I hurt you, and I'm sorry. I will spend the rest of my life atoning for this. And now you've hurt me, cost me my career and my family. I'm alone now, barely surviving. Now we're probably both going to jail. I miss you, L. I have kept every single thing you've given me and I hope you are doing the same. I will never be the same. We're pair bonded, you and I. Each other's firsts. I yearn for you, awake and asleep. My PTSD is getting worse. My life is getting worse. Many people have abandoned me. I still fight on. I'm not sure why anymore, but I do. I was on the verge of giving up, that one day. I'm still fighting. I'm close to finally giving up, though. If "it" happens, I will. I'm sorry. A man can only fight so much before it all comes crashing down. The last words on my lips will be your name, that I can promise you. I dream about the future we could've had. What could've happened had I not made that one, stupid mistake. You broke me, L. I am a broken man now, and maybe forever. Yet I cannot help but continue to love you. I pray to God, to the Saint Mary, to the Saint Michael, to many others. Every day, every night. I go to mass still. I wonder if you do, or if it is another thing that you've lost. Was it ever real? It was real to me. It is real to me. I ask God for strength, there is no comfort to be found anymore.To what was to be forever,J.
I miss my best friend. He died in a mountain climbing accident, and ever since that day, I've been living in a daze. I try to make new friends, but I can't. There will never be another him; he was one of a kind. I was planning to make him my roommate for a while, but that was the day before he died. I wish I could've been with him for another day, played one more match, watched another movie, gone climbing one more time, but it's over, and I wish I could turn back time. It's just that I can't do anything about it. I am truly helpless...
To everyone who ever ghosted me: I hope you never find happiness.>>35094270That's rough, my condolences. You should consider a psychologist to get past the trauma.
>>35078861I don't wanna talk to you if you're the bo im talking about. There is no way it will end good for either of us.
>>35074964I miss the dude i was in daily vcs withTried to talk again but shit feels off and its probably my head but I cant get back where we were. We both have antisocial tendencies so we’d just piss each other off again anyway. He doesnt know how much that friendship meant to me
>>35075107>>35094675If she is the Bo I personally know, you don't want to. She's been attention-seeking and "chatting" with quite a few people. I have some stuff archived thanks to a few contacts helping but even they don't cover everything. She is just yet another BPDemon who lied to you; move on.
>>35082601why would you hate me?
>>35092507I don’t know you but I’ll yearn for you, anon. I’m doing it right now, can you feel it?
>>35092507I think the peak for me was being mentioned by three different people in one of these threads. maybe 4, 5 years ago.Now I read through, see nothing about me, and it feels like loss. Like I'm less than I was. But that's a retard take, because everybody mentioning me was somebody I led on and fucked over. Nobody mentioning me is a sign that they have hopefully moved on, and maybe that I've avoided being as much of an asshole in that specific way.The fact you feel that way is why you're not being posted about. Somebody yearning for you in this thread is often a sign you're a damaged person who damages others.
>>35095268if you’re a woman, please damage me and make me yearn for you
>>35095285sorry anon.
>>35094704yeah i don't actually wanna chat with her.
imy… imy sm… but… idk if ymm… or if u dc… if u dont… sry
>>35096224no wonder that nigga dropped your ass you sound retarded as fuck af
>>35096224ok add me another time you useless whore i know it's you
>>35080082Where from?
>>35074698I'm kind of retarded but I can be cool sometimes Disc: Ghostimus1155
>>35096224>>35091578:((
J, I wish we got closer to being actual friends. I tried for years to do that, even when you told me that you could never give what I wanted. I was too naive to believe you until it was too late to have anything between us. I still wish that we could have been friends, play games once a week, so on. It breaks me to now fully believe what you said. I hope you find happiness in this life, I have only wished the best for you.
>>35096359LOL (lots of love)
I miss the weird incel crush I met on here, he was cute. I secretly hope he'll add me back.
A couple days ago; I realized I was just another tally-mark on somebody elses journey to getting over some guy they had a deep crush on.When we first met, it was really nice.We managed expectations, we were just gonna be friends cause we were both emotionally unavailable (plus she expressed she wasn't physically attracted to me)In some time she opened up a bit and we talked more, but once I opened up she immediately grew colder and more distant quickly. No specifics, but I had a hard life, and I'm used to people running away when they realize I'm a little bit broken and desensitized.Because of that I recognized that she was "done" with me, and decided to cut things off myself today.It was nice having a pen pal while it lasted, but she's either too busy, too freaked out, or not interested enough for me to message her.That's okay. People don't always click. People are there for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. I'm just a reason, never for a lifetime.I hope she finds what she's looking for.
Where's my knight, my shield, my heart? I fear for him, yearn for him, need him.
>>35096672Ayo bro I’m from /out/ I like that thistle it’s pretty coolio.
>>35096720It is my favorite flower, and I'm glad you like it.It's often considered a weed or a pest plant, as it is very difficult to approach and covered from base to bulb in thorns filled with an irritating toxin.But the flowers are very beautiful and smell sweet, and they wait for the bees to come and go one after the other. At the peak of the plants life, when the flowers are in full bloom, it quickly dies to turn into a hollow husk that quickly sheds it's thorns and seeds alike among the wind.My second favorite flower is Wolfsbane, cause it's super cool and wavy looking, and also purple, but it's super poisonous.We're talking roots, petals, stem, the whole this is just chocked full of freaking neurotoxin, and a lot of it too. Crazy shit.
>>35096711Up your butt and around the corner ha ha!
>>35077770Well I guess you made your decision, and I'll respect it. Hope you're actually doing well, hope your dog is doing well, hope your relationship is still going strong (I kinda wanted to find out how you two have been these last two years - yes, I am that nosy), and I hope you at the very least aren't still mad at me :'). Take care, sis.
fags
>>35096760“Pest plants” are objectively some of the most beneficial to us. You ever eat a dandelion? That shit slaps. If youre on discord we could talk about plants.
>>35074698You were crazy out of my league, but it was nice to dream for a little bit that we could be together. Even though things ended badly, you did help me quite a bit, so I'll always remember you in a melancholic way. Believe it or not I'm even worse off now than when I met you, things always seem to find a way to get worse despite (or maybe because of) my best efforts. Anyways, I hope you're well, I'll probably always think of you as the one that got away.
Collective sad boy/sad girl disco server. Wallow, grow, find someone new or don't. https://discord.gg/w9rtexhy
>>35074698Met a girl on here I talked to for years. We finally met up and would see each other every few months for a few years. I considered her my closest friend. Then she just ghosted me one day, it's been a little over two years since then but I can't help but think about her every day. I still see her on discord all the time but I know she won't respond to me. Not sure why she never blocked or unfriended me.
>>35099704w*men are cowards.
>tfw never got over my first love & keep botching any relationship thereafter by being emotionally detachedi thought she was going to be the girl i share a grave with... what do i do bros
>>35087766chin up m8, my ex left me for a short mexican guy. not an ugly dude @ least(rarity among their kind), but this unbearable douche who i thought she would never associate with. over 2 years of holding her in my arms & it turns out i knew almost nothing about her.
Saw my ex posting suicidal thoughts & anthro planes while e-stalking them so I think I’m handling the separation better than he is
>>35095820If you'd like sympathy, and perhaps clarity, I'd be interested in finding out your side of the story and talking to you.throwaway7849
>>35099963First love huhKeep botching relationships eventually you find someone who makes you realise your first love was not love but a load of bullshit.Then you will botch that too, but at least you will know theres more than one person out there you can feel something for, it kinda gets better? Kinda not.Im not over my second love now but ayyyyy fuck it we ball. at least i have now had enough dating experience to realise my first love was an absolute joke
>>35099985I'm really sorry to hear that bruv. Though in the end it's going to be her loss, I feel. Never mix.
Spent a whole day getting to know this anon right before he blocks me while we’re in the middle of erping. I sent him nudes too. Well I’m used to the disappointment I guess.
>>35101994was it >>35099811
>>35102000No. Someone else. I think my interest in raceplay, insecurity, and lack of experience in kink turned him off unfortunately. Also I’m an idiot so.
Long distance 4chan relationships are a meme, but I sure did love that woman. It’s too bad regarding the circumstances, and being incompatible on handling conflict. I still care about your mental health, and hope home life is better than it’s been
>>35102325lmao if you hadn't put your name i know for a fact several women would mistake you for being me, it's amazing how they're all basically carbon copies of each other on here
>>35101994>>35102010common troon L
>>35101994you should post nudes in this thread now instead, we won’t leave you
picrel it u n how u made me feeland no i aint that nigga u thinkin bout
Wherever you are, I still think about you Helena. I'll always love you, in this life or those all to come.I hope that you're safe or at least you found your peace.
>>35102000Why are you blaming ME for shit wtfI dindo nothin
ive had oneitis for a guy for 3 years and always wonder if he ever randomly thinks about me. probably not. i actively wish i didn't like him anymore so i could start liking other people, but nothing has helped. i am just weak mentally.
>>35074698>Pick up incel>Blast his brain with life-altering dopamine>Then randomly leave one day because you’re slightly bored or mildly inconvenienced Nah the women of this board are engaging in actual life-ruining pump and dump, they’re going to burn in hell for this and if you “yearn” for them too honestly you deserve the suffering.Fortunately they can’t even pretend to care nowadays so it will gradually all fade to dust.
Can't wait for all the feelings I have for you to fade. I don't give a shit about your forgiveness. I don't forgive you.I miss you, but fuck you.
>>35087749I broke up with him 2 years ago, got me a 4chan bf and moved out of the country. I'm fine now and not permanently depressed and hopeless anymore, but I also don't have friendsHe doesn't wanna talk to me because of how hurt he's over everhthing, which fair sure, I just ended up pushed aside or ghosted by anyone who I'm not in a relationship or sleeping with. Everything is gay
>>35105055Lol deserved you clueless dweeb
oh stormie... oh stormie.... and a few otherrs but mostly you
>>35105055>not in a relationship>or sleeping withSo basically you're fucking people while in an LDR. Kill yourself
>>35084056>>35084068>>35096711>>35105040That was fast... lmfao
sigh...
>>35108078oh… sigh…
To think that all I needed from you was just the occasional photo or video and the occasional visit to be happy. I really was happy. I really liked even looking at you eat, or get dressed, or dance, or study, or anything. To make me smile, all you had to do was exist and let me observe you. You know, I went through all that grind specifically to be able to support myself from home, so I could always be close to you. But that wasn't good enough for you. And you abandoned me at my absolute worst time. Was I really supposed to forgive you after you've "learned your lessons"? Because now you're all mature and realize I was the absolute best you could've ever asked for? You wouldn't have forgiven me if I did that to you. That was just a meme you made up because you can't handle reality. All those movies and stories and songs are in your head because you can't let reality in for even a second. And that's alright. Live your lies. You've got nothing else left, so why even bother trying to repair anything at this point? Nobody you know honestly cares about you, so they will never call you out or judge you. I've moved on to things in life that give me a far more honest return on investment now. You're just a passing thought in my head at this point, the occasional feeling of immense disappointment and what could've been. But even that's a lie I am increasingly seeing through. I don't want you back, and I don't miss you. Things never could've been any different, because you are you. And you never could've been anything but you. I don't actually forgive you. It's just a thing I said because my therapist said it might help forget. It didn't, but I'm forgetting anyway.
>>35074791>>35077945Is this the BPDEMON we all shared?
If you’re older than like 25 on here and you’re just ghosting people instead of removing them you have the brain of a teenager and you should really work on trying to better yourself. I know for a fact there’s 30+ years olds doing that shit.
I wish we never met in the first place because I don't want to have hurt you. I'm sorry, I'm always this way. I'm clingy and loving and soon I'll become distant and cold. I can't help it. I thought I could forget about you but I still think about you a lot. I wish we could've met even though your obsession with me was kinda scaring me.thank you for always being nice and considerate i really didn't deserve it after being a bad friend for you. you're probably the nicest and most caring person I know.I can't reach out to you because I don't want to lose you again. I hope you understand. I'm sometimes think about visiting your town sometime in the future.
>>35108718Initials?
>>35108738mine or theirs?it's probably about you
It hurt to see you back on the apps. You said so many sweet things to me and then immediately changed your mind after the date even though we had been out before. It was so abrupt and now I saw you made a new profile. Why couldn't I have a chance to make you feel loved?
>>35108758If you really think it’s about me, please just reach out. I know you’re trying to protect both of us, but I promise this hurts more. I love you
>>35108758I’m C
>>35108718that's some of the most autistic shit ive ever read bro what the fuck
>>35108718>>35108758If this is who I think it is, you're going to lose me by not saying anything, dumbass. Lock in and claim what's already yours or its gg. This anti social hot and cold bullshit is what made me leave in the first place... JUST COMMUNICATE YOUR FEELINGS, WHO KNOWS? MAYBE I STILL HAVE SOME LEFT AFTER ALL THIS TIME?
>>35108758This could easily be about any one of dozens of pairs of "avoidant" girls egging along their obsessive counterparts for attention on this board. You would've had to have been more specific
Dear L,I sent you a text and a message over Discord. Have no idea what this is accomplishing by me posting this here, but you've been gone for a week and I've just accepted the fact I'm never gonna hear from you again. I never meant to bother you or stress you out, I'm posting this here in the hopes you're still checking here, and I just wish I could've talked to you one last time, to apologize and maybe to have said goodbye if you meant to leave. I didn't mean to offend or come between, to rush anything, or anything of the sort. I have no idea where you are, I googled your username and saw your Twitch and socials were wiped, I'm going to assume you're not doing well. I hope this message finds you better than you were before, and that you're not in the throes of something related to your condition. I can only hope you're handling it as best as you can.I'd really like to buy your paintings to help with the house until you get your monetary situation sorted. I'm probably not going to come back to this site again, and this is really serving a last chance opportunity to possibly reach out to you in the off chance you see this. I'll miss you, I'll never forget you, I'm so proud of you for what you've done for yourself. You deserve the best and nothing but the best. I hope you have a better life than the one you've had, if you ever change your mind, you have my number. I won't ever forget you. Yours truly. -CPS: You mentioned you liked this song while we were in the car. Give the album a listen.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hy-2JM4QY0A
>>35109371Picture added so there's no disputing who this is about.
>>35109371you are a pathetic simp and whatever mental illness egirl youre talking about is sampling new and varied dicks nightly. also that song sucks and is exactly the kind of shit id expect the manginas itt to listen to
>>35109371>unironically listening to that dogshitHoly lmao simp nigga no girl likes this kind of shit
>>35109425When the well of irony and vitriol in your soul runs dry, and it will one day, do not be surprised when a void comes in its absence and seeks to consume other things regarding your overall sanity and wellbeing. Some of us weren't as fortunate to have been born with a normal, functioning brain. Unfortunately, that person was one of them. I related to their issues and personally struggled with similar things, despite us being in completely different positions in life and them having it much worse than me. If you knew their story, you'd agree. We shared one of the best weekends I've had in a long time, and then went away. Since you and I are both posting on an anonymous basket weaving forum on a Sunday night, I invite you to open your heart a little, to feel a reminder of your humanity buried deep within your soul amidst the hundreds, probably thousands of hours you've probably spent trying to crush it perusing this godawful, abhorrent, cynical, dead website. It'd serve you and your life for the better. Personally, I'm not entirely sure what I was going to find here after 10 years away from it, but I'm glad I found them in the brief time it took to find them. I invite you to do the same and leave if you haven't.Regardless Anon, have a good night, whereever you are.
>>35109476didnt read one word but i can tell from the amount of paragraphs you are proving my point for me. mangina
>>35109476every single vagina on this board, male and female, just dried the fuck up from your post holy fuck hahahaha
>>35108116im so curious as to what happened, anon
>>35084382Emily?
It upsets me to think you're probably posting on other threads looking for someone new and playing victim. I truly loved you and gave you too many chances, just for you to insult me, blame me for everything bad and run away. Again. You even had the audacity to email me months later like nothing happened. You're a coward, couldn't even apologize or own your mistakes. I'm sure you're already talking to someone else right now, maybe your second one since you left me. I was so loyal, willing to do anything for you, only for you to leave me out of nowhere. You actually deserve to be alone. Man up and stop playing victim. You can run away from other people, but you can't run from yourself forever
>>35109476nvm, this is the gayest thing i have ever read on 4chan.org
>>35108125This kind of looks like cyberyamu, she runs a YouTube channel and is faking schizophrenia for attention and money. Look her up, https://youtu.be/J3ADH0LGY48 Cyberyamu if you actually browse this site and are reading this fuck you lol, you’re just a bum not schizophrenic, I can relate tho.
https://youtu.be/8bL2BCiFkTk
to Lincoln, the guy from an age gap thread that got a bit too flirty and adventurous with selfies and ghosted me on kik, I miss you.
To a person of Irish heritage, I preemptively left a few months ago because I assumed I’d fumbled and you had a litany of other choices. You genuinely had me enamoured, however, and were the only person I’ve truly felt attracted to in a long time. It takes much for me to feel strongly towards anyone now - hence you were a rarity, capturing my attention. I cannot help but feel though, with my experience, that such feelings only result in disappointment, injury, humiliation and embarrassment - hence, I pulled away, believing the worst was to come, for it was a comfort to take control over my failure and kill it in the cradle before it became a creeping, sprawling, unforgettable tumour in my memories, like many others I’ve accumulated. I’d considered checking on you amidst the ongoing issues, and I now see you’ve deleted your discord. All I can say is that I hope you’re well, and that you’re regaining your health and finding comfort in your friends.
>>35118680I think you might be talking about me... but I did not delete my discord? Give me a hint to see if you are who I think you are.
>>35119507They specifically said they deleted their discord and you didn't? Is that not enough of a hint?
>>35119590br*tish people arent smart mate
N,I think about you all the time. I just wish that I occupied your mind as much as you occupy mine. I feel like you're starting to lose interest in me. Maybe I'm overthinking, I don't know. I can never get a read on you. You have no idea.
Dear SI still do not know if you trolled and it was some kind of journalist job or an experiment in general Maybe you give me some answers at least although i think tou deleted the account its my type of personality that i wanna know even there is no point to,i am just curious
Met an aussie chick named Jasmine on r9k and we had a really nice week of comraderie I thought but she had some sort of episode while we were in the middle of watching The Notebook and got put in a funny farm as a result. Genius that I am, I of course got drunk, nervous, and texted her all this cringe shit about coming to see her (I'm a yank) and when she got back she got cold feet, but that's not even the worst part! Then I decided to fly to australia to make a third act of a romcom movie esque plea for her to be with me, this was not a good idea as she was not in the country at the time and the bogans can do a little more than shitpost I found(interrogate). She has rightfully cut contact, probably found someone else, and I'll most likely die a virgin. Shit man I'm hurt but I wish her well, and as far as reality goes I'll still be nice to people fuck it why not be kind? Just till' the end. Also I've stopped drinking but that feels more like a punishment than a win most days, eh.
Can't quite recall your handle, but jinzaguma I really enjoyed the time we spend chatting together on discord and getting your feedback on my art, you were a dear friend to me, and I still miss you, I wish you had at least given me a goodbye before you deleted your account but whatever the reason, I hope wherever you are, you are doing well and still liking my art on twitter ^^
i miss you pitofwe had less than four conversations but they were long and drawn out like letters sent across the seai see you have a girlfriend nowshe clearly doesn't like you muchi'd treat you betterif only i could have spoken to you longer
>>35113586On the off chance you mean me (I'm probably just being schizo, we were fighting all the time and I had set, and failed, that ultimatum for myself before we broke up so it's not *that* similar) I don't know how to do this any more than I did. I left you because I was failing you over and over again and I wasn't going to keep making you cry for the rest of our lives. You even seemed a lot happier when I finally managed to leave you alone. Every day without you is torment, and will continue to be, if it makes you feel any better. Even if it isn't about me I'm sorry anon, you'll feel better eventually.
I miss the old me.
>>35121963Real shit. Sending you a dap and a hug. You'll come to terms with and even appreciate the new you one day. I promise you. Until then, just remember the you you are right now is still the you you were, so be a little kinder to them. I know it sounds like bullshit cause I've been where you are, but I promise you it means the world to the you inside.
>>35089443Would be a pretty crazy bait. But you know I couldn't add you back if I wanted, I'm sorry </3
You ever think about how maybe some of these people just disappear on you because they maybe got murdered?Didn't meet her on here but there used to be this incredibly hot girl I used to call with a lot, she'd call me at like 6 AM waking me up and rush me to pull my dick out and here off for her while she humps her bed, like she was HORNY and constantly wanted to masturbate together. Caused me to have a JOI fetish....Anyway, that aside, one day I just stopped hearing from here completely and I thought maybe she ghosted me or something happened to her phone because she was living out of her car.Later I learned she got murdered by someone trying to steal her car. It fucked me up.
To the clown girl who emotionally cheated on her freakish girlfriend with me who I bullied until we couldn't be friends anymore:Sometimes I think of you and wonder if your feet were big enough to fill a big pair of clown shoes.[Announced sage.]
>>35121963sybau with your reddit ahh comment lil nigga wtf
This has nothing to fucking do with soc but I have to type it somewhere fuck you. for coming back and asking if we can be friends, no we fucking cant. i had sort of done a good enough job at believing that the breakup was just really unfortunate and that you loved me really, the way you looked me in the eyes like that all the time. like you wanted to become one with me. The way we fucked, you completely btfo any other woman. everything about you, our relationship. The way you would run to me and hold me at the airport like id been missing for years and it had only been a few weeks. Telling me we should get married, i fucking refuse to believe you didn’t love me the way i loved you. It stopped at some point. But it was there, You won’t explain anything. trying to act like it didn’t happen. still not really sure you understand how much i loved you, would have died for you in a second. done literally fucking anythingand then all you can say is I don’t feel the same. Good acting then, if that’s the case You are fucking retarded. You will not find anyone who loves you like i would. You have no idea. I wish it had just been the first night now. and I wish you never messaged me again, even though i prayed for it and basically tried to communicate with you telepathically telling you to talk to me. Fuck off, retard. i still want the best for you but i know that is me. And anything else is just you hurting yourself again and again. I think we should make a suicide pact honestly you are fucked in the head, exactly the same as me. “I don’t feel the same” what we had was better than anything 99.9% of people will ever experience but good luck finding something better. You won’t. I wont. Fuck you. I want to blow my brains out infront of you. I think you made me hate women and ive never hated women. some girl is gonna have to deal with me now in this state and I feel sorry for her, you waited until the worst time to come and ruin all my memories of you
>>35091578Youre not forgiven, rot internally.>>35078426I used to know a Colton for a very long time from here. He is a complete fucking scumbag carnage creature who deserves to just die already. I wonder if it is the samein any sense, it makes me laugh when these threads pop up and people actively post in them. You got ghosted because you are not a good person and are trash. Your suffering brings me joy. :3
>>35121960what's your initial anon?
>>35123167I'm not going to post that but our first date involved "cope"
>>35123094You talking about that tranny who keeps making and then shitting up the goth dating threads?
Bro like...I miss you so much and shit. Every day without u.....is.....a day without....having some to talk 2....Like....Where u at? WHere u go?................Bruh....................................................
>>35096224.............................................................imy....2....................................................................
I'm starting to hate you!!! You said you will always be there for me but you disappear the moment I needed you the most. My trust issues are becoming worse because of you. You're such a fucking liar, I hate it. I've been so good to you the whole time. I don't deserve this. I wish I wasn't so attached to you.
>>35123680im still here for you... I didnt leave because I didn't love you I left to provide a better future for us. hope you understand because you meant a lot to me
>>35123622ong fr…?
>>35123885stop with the lies. I've had enough of your lovebombing bs. you wouldn't leave me like this if you truly loved me. i hate you.
>>35124146you always were impatient, but i get it..im on my way back out there, so this weekend ill stop by and tell you all about where ive been and the progress ive made in a short amount of time.don’t give up on me. just because im not there doesn’t mean ive given up on you.
>>35124194I dont believe you. I am so sick of this cycle. just leave me alone.
>>35124228ill leave you alone thenyou know where to find me and how to reach me if you ever want to keep this love alive because I know you still feel it too.. I haven’t slept the same without you because something feels like it’s missing
The last 40 posts in this thread have been me
>>35123680>>35124194>>35124251leave some initials or something, because this could be about anyone. someone is gonna think it's me, and none of these are me. you could also be talking to someone that isn't who you think it is
>>35124264>>35124228this is A>>35124251this is B>>35123609this is C>>35122933this is Dand you have had extensive contact with every single one of these people. Reach out to them.
>>35124264I know it's not them because they don't talk like that or give me that kind of reassurance, but I sure wish it was ..
>>35124281Initial?
>>35124142ya ong...
Dear C, i miss the person you used to be before you developed this obsessive crush on a girl that treats you like shit.. you told me it still makes you happy to talk to her no matter what and you want to spend every second with her, you stopped caring about all of your friends for her..I really tried, but you didn't want to, you said you are happy like that..
>>35124493OK OMW TTYL
mi miss you, still. its been a year and a half since i've ghosted, much too long to reach out. i'm sorry. i pray to god you've moved on from this site. i've deleted every contact, but i know you still have my email. i check my spam folder bimonthly. you're never there.c
Sorry for cheating, sorry for being so dumb, I fumbled so hard. I know you wouldn't check these because it's a dumb board, but that actually helps.
>>35123284ah nah, different Colton, but I am aware of that person, didnt realize there name was Colton.The Colton I know used to try to be a good person, had goals, wanted to improve and had a heart. But he turned into a lazy,abusive, ghosting, manipulative, intentionally friendship sabotaging gooner.idk what happened to him, but he turned into a souless piece of shit. If you read this Colton. You had me, an amazing girl who was there to support you and be by your side, faggot. And you burned it all away for what? I honestly hope nothing good comes your way until you make amends with those who you have deeply marred.
>>35084572Late response but I'm pretty sure I know who you are. You can hit me up I am willing to talk.
>>35082621Maybe have more life ambitions than collecting Centrelink as a life goal senpai.
>>35113586>>35121960The more I think about it the less I think you're who I think you are, she seemed annoyed with me the last time we spoke, but this reopened all my barely closed wounds anyway. Much as I am at fault for what happened to us, you (or her) contributed too: You're a liar, to me at first and to yourself, and that made things extraordinarily difficult. As you said, we never communicated very well. I told you not to do a very specific thing and you didn't hold to that, multiple times, and the last time was the straw that broke the camels back and made me realize that I couldn't simply hide how much you hurt/whatever me without it affecting you (and, happy as you made me, the point of the relationship for me was first and foremost to make you happy). I'm very sorry I emailed you. The months after we broke up were basically hell and I dreamed about you every night. Every time I emailed was me remembering something weighing on my heart that I just wanted to get out so maybe I could move on. The very last one especially was a lot of pathetic desperate stuff that I had been keeping inside and I wrote out while half asleep one morning because I couldn't take it anymore. That's kind of what I'm doing now, since again you're probably not her. But if you are I'm sorry for everything and, a year later, I'm confident that I will indeed love you forever no matter what happens and I hope you forget me and have a happy life.
Not anyone in particular, but I went alone to a con thinking I'll make a friend, and completely forgot that I'm a socially anxious autistic freak, so I can't even ask for a picture, let alone make any friendsfuck I miss having that one well adjusted friend that helped me out
>>35126827I feel ya, man... it's brutal when you can only properly socialize if you're drunk
>>35126850I tried that too and I still couldn't, it's easy if someone starts talking to me im general but starting a conversation is hell, I'm too anxious and I get stuck in conversation scripting, with how loud it is I just end up forgetting what I was doing and mindlessly walking
>>35126890we just have to make do, ya know? I'm certain you can make some friends here on /soc/ and eventually escalate it to an irl friendship
rain rain, go awayforever in my mind.
>>35126042that sure does sound like the tranny, he is extremely mentally ill.
I don't know where I stand with you sometimes. I wish we had a more balanced relationship
>>35128904It is not trust me, they are two different people. This guy is straight, male sexed and gendered and I knew him super intimately. But they both sound like trash. I guess that is the case with all Coltons lmao.
>>35129247Technically the tranny colton is also straight because he wants a goth girlfriend lol
You're a self-loathing, self-sabotaging dumb whore. I expect you'll chase me for quite some time, like they always do.You fucked up and there's no changing it. I warned you not to play with me.Now all that's left for you to do is to sporadically and pathetically hit me up to ask for forgiveness without ever really admitting to or understanding what happened, too. But then you never did mind humiliation
Does anyone here know Myriam? If you do you should stay away, she is nasty in the soul and easy as can be.
>>35129739Dude got fumbled and is mad about it lmao
>>35129781The anklebiting lately by guys that get no action on here is astounding lol, there's always at least one
>>35129790His lack of self awareness is too funny
>>35129823My this board is so fucked, the canned lines aren't even situation specific anymore. Back to the drawing board little man
I had a fucked up breakup with an abusive ex, getting over them is too much and I think it's affecting how I talk to anyone new as if I want that deep connection I had before instantly, I miss going where they were from and the late night walks, I'd give anything to have that deep connection with someone again albeit without the physical, sexual and emotional abuse lmao.I got talking to a few people from here and they were far too avoidant as people about how they expressed their feelings and whatnot, I understand why they do it, lots of it is trauma related but I can't help but feel the "well I have trauma too" and I'm able to communicate said feelings well, it's like I have a lot of love to give but they either get scared of becoming what that ex was after I told them or I'd assume thinking I'm lying or something even after I'd show them blatant proof of what happened to me...I guess I just wish I could find someone who doesn't have an emotionally avoidant personality but that being said, I can't really tell if I'm being too much or not, I can't tell if I'm wanting something someone can't offer so soon, I think I might be too trusting too somehow despite having traumatic experiences relating to that.I just feel as if no one can actually communicate their feelings in a similar way that I can and it feels really lonely at times.I guess that's all I have to say for now.
>>35129874I'm curious now, I do tend to overshare while being a traumatized loser, is that not the norm?
J, It's been almost 8 years since you passed away and i still think of you every now and then. You were my best friend and i loved you like a brother. I haven't been able to enjoy New Years Eve or make any new friends since you left. I miss you man...
I love you, my angel. I hope you return someday, no matter what it takes for that to happen, and however long it takes. You're so so so warm.. You are my warm and bright light in this cold, dark cave.
>>35132815Who is this for?
>>35132815That a very cool photo. The stained glass looks like ur glimpsing into the noise of the infinite
>>35132815Krauts really force the poetic image don't they
>>35132829it's for my angel like i said or are you asking for a name
>>35132883Yeah or at least an initial
>>35132899M
I'm sorry, E. I didn't mean to ghost you. The truth is I was in a relationship at the time and I was too weak to get out of it. You were not a temporary escape or fling, I wanted to be with you so much. I would wake up and want to impress you with whatever I could. I would make plans for the future and how I'd fly out to see you. But I was genuinely worried for my then-girlfriend's state of mind. Relationships in your 20s when you were raised weak is absolute hell. I want to say "it was all worth it because I met you", but if I could take even a little pain away from my ghosting of you, I would rather not have met you at all. I think of you often, wanting to reconnect, but I truthfully don't deserve you, as I've made worse choices since having left you. You are so strong, so beautiful, so wonderful. I loved spending time with you and I want to get to know you forever, but out of respect to you I'll keep away. I have no doubts I'll daydream about you for the rest of my life. I hope you're so, so, so, so well.
>>35132915whats your name or initial ? some additional context maybe ?
>>35129739>I warned you not to play with me.
>>35133340Boy are you raped by memes lol. Behold! the associationcel
>>35133355>Boy, are you raped by memes... *chuckles*>Behold! the associationcel
>>35133383Mental how much you care about how you're perceived online, that'd really suck tb h
>>35133406>Dear Die-ary>Mental how much I care about how I'm perceived online, if someone were to make fun of me, that'd really suck Tbh
>>35133416That's some serious effort posting. You're really invested
>>35133424>That's some serious effort posting. You're really invested
>>35133437Keep going. Or don't and stick to your containment thread lol
>>35133441>K-keep going
>>35133452No do, and post another vocaroo or two as well
>>35105055if you still check this place, what are your Initials that he'd have known you by?
>>35133222My initial is K
I'll be real here and say that I don't miss any of those fuckers who ghosted or left me. Fuck them, fuck their families, their lives, I hope they will suffer a terrible death. That's the most I can say about these "people" (more like cockroaches of people).Real people with a soul have never done anything that was even remotely close to the what these subhumans are capable of
alia I miss you every single day. you didnt have to leave like that.If you're still around make another account and add me again. I have a lot to tell you
>>35122069make an alt and post it here, but whatever
i miss you sam. i think about u every single day i can’t get u out of my head. i felt so deeply connected to u in a way that i’ll probably never feel with anyone in this lifetime. you’re unlike anyone I’ve ever known and u will always be special to me. i wish i could have a conversation with u again. i wish i hadn’t lost my mind. i would’ve never pushed u away. i’m so sorry for everything u had to go through because of me.
I still think of you Kazuma/Niko...
>>35132382Hell if I know...
>>35074698I used to be a big poster on r/Incels despairposting, but one woman pitied me and gave me a gift basket, including a Haku plushie. But I ghosted her because A. I was in desperate need of someone to be there fir me, while she'd take a day or two to respond. B. She was married, and I didn't want to hijack the intimacy. I wish I said something, cause she was the only woman I was able to be vulnerable with.
I love you, I hate you, I want to fall asleep next to you, I want to wring your neck, I've thought about killing you but I've also dreamed of marrying you. I feel like the only person in the world who knows how truly terrible you are. Sometimes I wish we'd never met. But where else would I be? I'd forgive you for everything if you held me tight and told me sweet lies again. I'd rather the Devil I do, than the Devil I don't.
>>35133355>>35133406>>35133424>>35133441>>35133456reddit>>35133340>>35133383>>35133416>>35133437>>35133452based
>>35122933nigga don't kill yourself over a ho she aint worth it
Puddles...small ginger introvert i met on an omegle site. You were so nice and sweet. i miss your doggy and i hope you're wellYou ghosted me right after showing me the meal you made. Not sure why. Mental illness or you got back with you bf.Its been a few years and while i doubt you still post on soc, i hope you atleast have the ability to come back to the US.
>>35135897An exercise in fatherless behavior in 27 posts
>>35075675I befriend her back in the day after seeing a post she made. She claimed to like me but never acted like she did so i never took her seriously.Turns out i was right for that because she later revealed she was in a long tern relationship with someone she had been with since 16.later one of her friends confessed that she was fucking her on the side and was trying to help her escape.Last i heard she met some 60 yr old on here and then moved in with some dude from ohio...I wish her the best honestly and hope she has a stable life
>>35074971>>35136033Does she go by other similar sounding names? Cause that story sounds very similar to another girl's story with a similar sounding name
>>35135910Facts. Idc anymore i pull a someone at the club who mogs tf outa her fuck my bpd life but ay
>>35136176probably she switches usernames like a bad habit. She a dragon tat on her legs which are covered in self harm scars from her youth.
E/L or whatever you’re going by now,Idk why I’m writing this because you probably aren’t checking a thread like this and even if you were you’d stop reading after the first sentence. I saw someone with your haircut today. I was at the store and some girl walked past me and it just reminded me of you and I haven’t been able to stop thinking of you since even though it’s been almost 3 years now. I don’t know why it ended the way it did because we both promised eachother it wouldn’t, I know you. I understand you better than anyone and we could’ve saved eachother. I wish we didn’t both avoid conversations we should’ve had. I remember asking if there was anyone else and you didn’t respond again for days. Nothing happened with me either even though you didn’t believe me at the time, I didn’t mind if you were talking to people the way I was. I still don’t know why you deleted messages though. I just wish I could reread sometimes and have the conversations all make sense still, I saw you post in a thread the other day so I know you’re still adding guys off here even though you promised you never wanted to again after everything we talked about, I debate adding you on an alt sometimes and pretending to be someone new so we could just start over. I still have your bday gift in my closet. My sweet baby.None of those guys mattered btw, I still remember your chipotle order-M
>>35137839Also I did watch TWD for you, sorry it wasn’t until after
Made a good friend earlier this year and I lost contact after my discord got suspended. It happened a couple months ago but it still makes me sad. I really miss talking to him and when he'd send pictures of his little black dog. Hope youre doing ok, Wonder.
>>35136015sybau reddit i have 2 dads
>>35138097my bad, in 28 posts and ongoing
Dated a girl named Ruby and I miss her bad
>>35134485is sam a boy or a girl
>>35138521Was she Asian?
To P and R, even if you don't read this I want to at least scream into a void about this. You both were such a huge, influential part of my life, and I miss you both so dearly, but I also understand why I probably won't see either of you again. I hope you're both well, in a better situation at least then when I was there, and you're both becoming the best people you can be. I'm sorry that I hurt you two, and I can't be there to see you both become stronger. If on the off chance either of you see this, know that I don't expect forgiveness, but if anything happens, you can always reach out, my door is always open in case of emergencies and I would never turn either of you down. Because you both matter to me, even if I don't to you anymore. And I can live with that.Miss you both, D
>>35138529a boy but also a girl.. like deep down
>>35139046>a boy but also a girl.. like deep downcan i talk to you somewhere please? could you drop your discord or a throwaway email i could add?i would really like to speak to you.
>>35139053yeah okae dreamdollphin@gmail.com
>>35083408i miss you too. i’m sorry n
>>35096574They an Arab tankie?
>>35086831Doubt this is the J i knew but i cant pass up the possibility. If you remember walking down the road while singing a song you loved together, please do reach out. I wouldn't ask anything of you other than whatever conversation you have to offer
>>35086831If it’s you, call me tomorrow. Around the usual time we used to call.
>>35080438Weeks go by, and I cant forget you. I miss you, and I hope that wherever you are, you're doing well.
I did my best, it wasn’t much.
>>35080082Well was she a lesbian?
>>35074698I miss this one Lithuania chick who studies in Denmark she was cool and nice to me she had this pfp it had sims 4 she must been a fan of the game I didn't get to know her sadly cause I ended up unfriending her I guess it was for the best cause she was busythere were also other folks I met on discord servers from here they were cool but I never got to know anyone cause I always left those servers fuck me
>>35141880Sorry it’s not about you
Got rejected by my neighborShe said something about how we'd never have sex cuz we're just friends....It's kind of the first time I thought I had a shot of getting a real girlfriend in real life from irl like I met girls from tinder before but I never actually asked a girl or in real life that I met in real life before.....She's a perfect 10, out of my league obviously,>we're both 30>Both working at restaurants for less than a year, never made over minimum wage>Same building>Both smoke weed every day>Both have cats>Both been single for a while>Both slim, don't work outThis one hits different.... I just don't see myself ever getting a girlfriend anymore I hope reincarnation is real and not having kids isn't that big of a dealI hate that I get horny
Larry, if you’re still here, I miss you so often. I hope you’re doing well. Thank you for being the light in my world for so long. Thank you for your patience. None of it was wasted. I hope I brought you some happiness too. C
i have written thousands of words about you. i think of you when everything is silent. i know that nothing can ever bring back the best times, and worst times, of my life that were all with you. 3 years have passed and twice ive tried to (once unintentionally) reached out. now there is 3rd time's the charm but i already said that if you ended it then its you who is supposed to break the silence. all i can do is wait. and the only way you could talk is by unblocking me on that one place that you blocked me, when i probably accidentally left on following just to check activity lol (before notifications update.) i want to have more dreams about you, and much longer sleep. i want to wake up and you're there. i want to wake up and it's before there were problems. i want you to feel the same, of your own volition. i want the world where we'd picture only us remaining as the last humans on earth, and everyone else has turned into capybaras. i don't want anything new with anyone else. i want all of this or i want to finally be able to have learned and "moved on." the latter is not possible in this reality. i want you to, if you do think of me, to be ignorant to the many bad things that i have done. i want you to remember the many many more many more many more many more good things. i want to live in the seconds that you first whispered "i love you" into my ear at that park. how your lips felt on my ear, how that was the most euphoric i will ever feel. how much love i held in my heart for you then, and how there will always be some there, until there is no more pulse in my body. i want you to read this and know what an effect you had on me. how desperate and pathetic i am while you definitely remember me as the lowest point of your life. i want to get on with your mother and talk conspiracies with her and not be called foreigner by her. i want to meet your father's dog. i want you to get better. i want you. i wish that you had came over for the summer. i wish you wouldve let
>>35143451I’m not that person but I also think it may be about me. Can you give slightly more detail (or specify how we met) so I can tell?
>>35079663Yes it started with an S. Why does someone keep doing this, but complain about being ghosted :/