Hello,I'm trying to find out the truth about how I look and if I look ugly/deformed or if I can achieve my goal of looking pretty and like an anime girl/idol or something. I glued on extremeish lashes for this effect. Usually I don't have any visible, but I'll buy extensions prbbly in July.I've included video links for analysis. I cropped out body because altho I bought surgery recently I'm 160lbs and can't look ok until I'm like 145. When I get to my goal weight I'll upload body bikini videos for analysis.Thanks
https://imgur.com/a/MK7xw2ghttps://imgur.com/a/GHvUzxthttps://imgur.com/a/Ve3m2xXhttps://imgur.com/a/IKPHszohttps://imgur.com/a/tCHmD8Uhttps://imgur.com/a/jm1e7U8
>>35109181Do something different with your hair. You need more volume. Otherwise you look fine except for the extra weight you're carrying.
>>35109179You're obviously pretty/cute. You're just an insecure teenage girl looking for validation. Spend less time online and don't seek attention from people on 4chan
Also health and actually taking care of your body mogs anything. Don't do anything gay like starving yourself. Work out and eat whole foods
>>35109181Oink
>>35109190Having 2 face framing strands like that is what looks best for me/is what I like. Irl I always have hair tied up in a bun tho due to length/convenience and social fears.For face, I think extra weight helps because it maximizes facial volume a little. But yes my goal weight is like 145 or so. I am probably going to try out weight loss drugs once I'm allowed to lose weight. Just to be 100% certain I suceed this time since many tries recently have failed or been not strong enough. Which is part of how I wound up in this situation of being at my highest life weight
you don't look bad at all but you very clearly have some extremely obsessive body dysmorphia, your body language in these videos is extremely odd and erratic and the fact that you've already resorted to surgery is concerning
>>35109304I agree with this guy. You look adorable, yet also afraid. Your behavior makes me want to give you a hug. Or listen to you talk about your favorite thing until you calm down.
>>35109254It's not what looks best for you. Your hair has no volume and your face is fat. Framing a fat face like that makes it look fatter. Your hair needs volume. As is it looks like your hairline is receding and you're undergoing chemo.
>>35109179from an actual human (male) for whom the opposite sex finds repulsive (no hard feelings, it is what it is): you are not ugly or deformed or whatever negative words come up in your internal monologue. you are overweight but even with it you are still attractive, so if you can get to your ideal range you would look very good. None of the things making you currently look less good are an immutable traits. It is all just your weight, which can be changed just through proper exercise and healthy eating. please don't do the weight loss drug unless you have literally exhausted all options. Exercise (and maintaining it over a life time) is hard but good for all of us. You are only 15lbs over, you can very legitimately get down to your ideal just by walking consistently (not running or jogging, just walking). It will take time but please don't take a short cut and become dependent on whatever goypills or injections international finance is trying to get you hooked on.the other thing, as the other anon said, is your hair styling. I really recommend you change it to have more volume, having it flat against your head doesn't look good (on you or frankly anyone imo). Like he said, it also makes you look more fat, but even when you get down to your ideal range, I still think it is being wasted. I am not super familiar with hair styling especially for women, but im pretty sure the 2 strand framing can still be achieved without having it so tightly layered against your skull.
>>35109179show me your tits, fatty
>>35109493Best advice ITT, listen to this OP.
>>35109181EWW WHY THE FUCK DO U LOOK LIKE THAT?
>>35109304This.You should lower your weight bceause your wallet will thank you (alongside heart, joints, liver, etc.) in the long run.You should not cash out for the cosmetics industry to lose weight, that's ass-backwards.
>>35109179message me on discord beautiful mr.noobody I am older tho
>>35109179Kek lol this is a tranny that got facial feminization surgery kys fags
>>35109179>>35109181>download youtube video of your ex gf>cut audio because they were talking about hair products or whatever>HEY GUYS THIS IS TOTALLY ME PLEASE BULLY MY FACE SPECIFICALLY>I CROPPED BODY BUT TRUST ME ITS TOTALLY OBESE EVEN IF THERE'S NOTHING TO INDICATE THAT. I miss when troll were good
>>35111008I'm not a troll. I cut the audio because I'm just mouthing random sentences and not saying anything, to try to capture my appearance in motion. I'm not obsessed, just over my ideal weight. I'm 5'7.5. I cropped out body due to my weight but in like Sept or October I'll post a tripod video of body from all angles. I had fat transfer surgery very recently, 13 days ago, so I'm not allowed to diet or diet hard for 6 more weeks.Not to spam or blogpost or anything but the point is I'm not a troll. My goal was to get surgery to get an extremeish siloutte and try to have face look decent/like an anime girl or idol basically. That's also why I chose unusual eyelash glue on for the vids. Yup
>>35111008whats your dc
>>35111046post with the audio then prove him wrongor another proof with name and date etc etc
>>35111046first time here? post a timestamp, bro. otherwise you are a larp>>35111056what?
>>35111103>>35111062Sorry but I don't really want to deal with the hassle of cropping and uploading and recording a new one. Id appreciate it if you just took it at face value. But if you don't, I understand.
>>35111380what’s your discord OP? you’re already cute and have a lot of potential, I want to help make sure you achieve it
>>35111380>sorry no recording 5 minutes of video of replying repeatedly is fine but writing down a date is too much effortjust say you're a larp next time. we don't care that you're uploading your ex.
>>35111420My discord is uber-chadd. I think I already have a plan for my appearance mostly tho. Mainly just weight loss/healing.Also since /soc/ is a goon oriented board I worry anyone who posts discord will be assumed to want to goon or date or something like that and get a bunch of awkward conversations. But hopefully that won't be an issue.
>>35112070tag doesn’t work
>>35112089Sorry my mistake, uber_chadd
>>35109179>>35109181You were a dick to me for no reason in another thread you made.
>>35112424I'm very sorry, I didn't intend to be. Do you mean the rate thread? If so, I always try to be brutally honest, since that's always what I most want.
>>35111443dc?
>>35112429i’m not that dude but you did seem honest/not rude when you responded to me in the rate thread, probably someone mad because they got a low rating.Since I didn’t reply to you in that thread, maybe just because you are sort of my type I’d honestly say you’re an 8/10. You really don’t look like you need to lose weight or change anything. You just need to learn how to maybe use better angles/facial expressions.
>>35109179Also as another followup, does anyone know the best forums for getting objective analysis/feedback? I tried reddit truerateme but my post just got ignored.
>>35115229Most places it’s typically no real response if you are a dude, other than looksmaxxing but i don’t fw that stuff anyways. I posted myself in an assumptions thread and sometimes there is good advice in those.
I awoke this morning to another clump of hair falling from my head. My fingers, running up my scalp, removed ten or twenty strands which likewise fell onto filth-stained floor below. I can hardly recognize my own reflection. I was never a handsome boy, but the innocent look of youth still remained only several years ago. It has disappeared with the recession of my hairline, with every crack and wrinkle growing on my bulbous face, and it erupts, from time to time, with the free-flowing fluid of an open acne pustule; hundreds cover my face like floating barnacles, up and down my back and from ear to ear. As a boy, I remember hoping that my outward form was like a cocoon, like the Beauty and the Beast I would metamorphose into something worthy of love. Who has not hoped that Time would prove generous? Who has not clung to the possibility that it could one day get better? I sat alone in a room for twenty years hoping against hope that I would wake up and see a brighter day.You are not ugly. I think you see that, at times, like sunshine flitting through the iron bars and darkness of your mind. I think you see it when you spend minutes (hours?) gazing at your own reflection. Was it a trick of the light? A unique angle? But it fades so quickly, and no matter how you turn your head, you cannot see it any longer.It is difficult for me to empathize with people like you, gifted with beauty but unable to see it. But I can try, if only by delusion. When I was young I used to fantasize about love. The thought that one day I would hold another's hands and press my lips against theirs was the only source of comfort left to me. I thought, perhaps, I would meet a blind girl who could not see my face; I thought I could find a woman who hated the conventional. At the end, I thought I could change my face. But now, the thought of merely touching someone else disgusts me. I could not imagine these pale lips, these clubbed fingers, intertwining with another's; it reeks of desecration.
>>35115679Oh man well this is well written. I don't date either but I've made some close friends online which is nice. Perhaps you could do similar?
