tapa ittes homo

>>35120603
are there finns monitoring this board 24/7 wtf lmao cuz then why the fuck is there fucking nothing in finland??

wouldnt matter much anyway
im more adapted to american social modes and finland eu just aint it no matter what

thats how it is

ill never be happy or thrive in finland

>>35120593
Tf happened did you kill someone?

>>35120669
map change rtv makes sense to start with a fresh new identity cuz who cares the feds know who i am anyway

gamemode too cuz this gamemode sucks

gamemode is the bigger issue desu

map is too disconnected too idk its all fucking stupid

>>35120682
fuck off no one wants to see this shit in the catalog

>>35120827
too bad im not breaking any rules i need to socialize and hopefully have a change in scenery

>>35120593
>not a violation of rules not off-topic
>posts disc
You're making a duplicate thread. That's what you were probably banned for.

o-visa would be a win

they skip the whole citizenship process for athletes and sports people you know that?
that's all you need to know
and nothing else needs to be said about the whole system how meaningful it actually is when it comes to anything and im fucked cuz idk i just cant get a handle on moving to NA cuz there's a big systemic disadvantage a really big one and it sucks

they really do just skip the whole immigration process for a lot of indivdiduals

not for me tho but i hope it would happen

id switched why discord fucked up its message sending too for a moment weird uwu

i foresee absolutely no future for myself in finland and moving to NA has always been what i've wanted to do. i had a moment where i considered australia but no, USA/Canada is the real deal. i fixated on canada for a long time cuz of the nature connection and friends were from there and i even have family there that im being withheld info on my family doesnt tell me anything
i am doing everything i can to move to NA

anonymous source
>yeah me too. i wouldnt mind if it you just say here and then have you tied up with a BDSM master while im gone for work
reposting so the department of defense can see how neets stabilize the us ecosystems and should be granted privileges

asdf

marriage visa as only way to move to us/can in my situation:

FUCK YOU

also low iq normie tier
also fraud
cuz idgaf about marriage
i would never marry aneone
especially not on a stupid legal level

i wanna fork my steam account when i move to na

tf2 netcode sucks for 150ms actually and the player list doxxes ur ping too so if u have stalkers

>>35120593
Unironically don't be friends with him. If you do, don't give him any personal information. He is trying to scam money.

>>35121108
im pretty well known when it comes to the canada thing and wanting be NA dont care about money if anything i might bring money

fuck no dude, u can stay there

>>35120593
use the existing threads you fucking faggot retard

What TF2 servers you play on

>>35121556
I can no longer take you seriously knowing that you are a goth manlet, but i am genuinely happy seeing other men treat you like a human not a joke.
You are my last hope for the bluepill cope.

>>35120593
do you have like a hot sister or something you can sell to me? I’ll sponsor your visa if so

>>35120593
I miss before covid when you were marginally less insane and kind of pleasant to talk to, kat

>>35123114
Okay, cool info.

You know why that might be tho? Cuz I never got to leave Finland. I never got the help needed along with minory stress being a femboy etc getting more depressing to deal with and living in finland

whatever, forget about it. i wanna just reinvent myself and leave this place forever

what you're saying is classic narcissist abuse tier shit anyway even if youre not aware of it

"you were better when you were more docile"
that kinda shit

seriously, my dream has always been to leave finland and actually do things

as much as i loved my irl friend i kinda resent that he never pushed to pull me out of here.

and then in 2023 i got so much worse

idk. id reset my whole life and reboot it entirely on the NA continent today if i could

id leave this all behind now today if i could

i wanna go out. i want to leave.

i sound like a broken record because my actual real needs were never respected or even understood

and finland is awful and so is europe

i want to move to usa/canada

>>35120593
Blocked me for saying hello, fake

>>35123142
i didnt block you. i just unadded you
i have no tolerance for finland mentions
i have trauma

>>35123145
Jeez sorry :(

i really mean it
all this time ive been stuck in a narcissistic abuse and controller system in a really fucked up location isolated and remoteved and finland is a pretty awful country for me to be in general cuz im so american/canadian minded and brained and socialized. not to mention i dont have any real opportunities to go to the places i really wanna or be myself in real capacity here/.

ive really been crying for help a lot and i just had a crisis moment and my family turned on me

i cry a lot i sob a lot all they do is threaten to call an ambulance to take me to a psych ward and medicate me didntddd work last time tho the cops did come and take me but i explained myself at the hospital and i was discharged

either way im scared af and this place is honestly bad for me

im worried my mom will poison me

cuz i have no drivers license the grocery store is 2 miles away i cant do anything and theres nothing in kuhmo finland and i just dont want to live in finland

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>>35123163
Stop bitching and just move to mexico and illegally cross there, that's what I'd do and that's what hundreds of Russians are doing lmao

t. Anon from across the Baltic sea

>>35123190
very poor game plan and not even nearly plausible for someone in my situation and circumstances and everything else.

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>>35123193
I guess you're stuck legally marrying some dude from 4chan for noney or for live in maid activities then

>>35123163
2 miles isn't much and that's a quick walk or bike ride. How fat are you?

theres a huge bureaucratic problem of getting the residence permit
its so fucking difficult
and it makes everyone just drop out
i just cant even get started
if it was just about buying a plane ticket
thered really be no problem at all

nightmare mode /soc/ i hate this unfair as fuck

>>35123210
have to walk by the highway the whole time and its really exposed and its monotonous as fuck and daylight is too bright it wont be dark at night until august and its fucking me up

>>35120682
schizo
>>35120827
i'll take a schizo over more catfishes, men's anuses and thinly veiled child pornography sharing gooners

Have you ever thought about improving your own things independently? You've been struggling with this same topic for over 5 years.

>>35123281
i cant really act independently
im kinda in a really bad spot here
abusive situation overall family wise and also institution wise cuz im basically institutionalized

very heavy on the neglect aspect in particular and social services are like soulless robots who dont know how real humans act theyd put me in a meat grinder and turn me into fucking food if it came to it for them

also language
english is my first language
finnish is secondary to me i cant express myself very well in finnish its really fuuuuuucked its awful
language is so fucking important and english is so much more comfortable to me

>>35123290
I would understand if you were paralyzed from the neck down and completely dependent on others, but what's stopping you from even moving into your own apartment or even make simple life improvements?

>>35123311
cuz this place is all i got
ive lived in 2 other cities in finland helsinki and one with a 100k pop.

no thanks. if i get sent into an apartment and have to live on KELA money idk thats the point i end it.

i like having a yard and living in a house

and finnish society is not for me the country is not for me

idk. i have no plan.

this is where i die or this is where i move to na from

>>35123163
Why do you assume moving to America will magically fix things? How do you even know you are American minded if you've never actually been there

>>35123327
>Why do you assume moving to America will magically fix things?
never said it would
> How do you even know you are American minded if you've never actually been there
years of team fortress 2 and overwatch and garrys mod and other video games along with discord/imageboard/forum experience and more

>>35123322
It sounds like your life is comfortable enough for you to stay where you are. Good for you.
You don't always have to have plans in life. Some people enjoy staying put, accepting the bare minimum that life has to offer and sticking with it.

>>35123330
I want to be in bdsm gangbangs (bdsm in general is cool) and do JAVs at some point and go to cons and cosplay etc go out

>>35123328
That's not America, that's not a reflection of what the country is like, those are video game chatrooms

>>35123337
dude, get on overwatch and play a day on EU servers and then on NA

play on NA community servers in tf2 um are there even any EU community servers in tf2?

seriously, everybody knows what im talking about i became aware of it early

>>35123343
You are talking about a niche online community not American society

>>35123348
all the nice online communities i like are in NA and always have been

>>35123349
And they are not what most of America is like, you've built a fictional version of America in your mind and you are likely to be extremely disappointed with the reality because it's not what you imagined

>>35123332
Ok, but I don't remember asking.

>>35123353
i knew you were leading up to saying that.

you're gaslighting.

>>35123354
i mean you were kinda baiting me to say that cuz for example

i like weed

i wanna grow weed
plenty of places to do in usa/canada as an actual job.

that kinda stuff

>>35123355
Get your head out of your ass, video game chatrooms are not real life and if you go to America expecting it to be the same you are going to be very disappointed, and with your obviously fragile mental health you will likely not cope well with it, look up Paris syndrome, this shit happens with Japanese people idolizing Paris constantly then they go there see what it's actually like and end up giving themselves trauma from the experience

>>35123373
you're making a lot of assumptions about me and you dont know how much i know.

>>35123373
>if you go to America expecting it to be the same
america is not the same and that's the reason i wanna go.

it's like you're just engagement baiting my responses.

>>35123377
You get your info from fucking videogame chatrooms

>>35123384
and CIA gets their counter terrorism info from wow guild chats in a random fuck server in EU

your point? information is valid all over the place

>>35123386
Enjoy your culture shock induced panic attack when you realise America isn't the utopia you fantasized about

>>35123361
I know English is your second language, but that wasn't even close to being a bait.
I'm not an expert in the weed field and how employment happens there, but it probably goes the same way as any other job. You apply for the job > if you get it > you go through all the paperwork required for immigration > you move to the country.

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>>35123386

the glow schizo stuff is very lame and boring im gonna drop it

ive learned to ignore such naysayers

>>35121033
probably a hundred anons on /int/ have already offered to marry you though so it's not like you don't have any options

>>35123586
discord activity's been pretty quiet until recently