https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RqSov3YX-KQ
>>35173444Trips ........... im so SICK and TIRED and TIRED and SICK and SICK and TIRED idont wanna shit up /hgt/ with my sperging and really nobody cares about what i have to say aside from posting Ass on Soles for the 1000th time but really i am so sick and tired tired and sick sick and tired tired and sick i cause all of my own problems and refuse to solve them i will be like this until the day i die if i even die at all im Sick of All of It tired of being a sperg tired of being a bpdemon so so so so so So So So So etc etc etc tired
i watched a cock work orange todey and did not really like it much because too much le sex and le nudity but alex is cute and i enjoy his cat like face and his AlexSmirk and i like his hair and the preacher assistant uniform thing was adorable on him and like the scene where he gets beaten up and spit on yea i dont realy have a number rating for itmove in day day one having to be around my mom for like 7 hours was the most horrible thing ever and i was on the verge of tears for half the day i swear to god i am going to have aheart attack ihate that i was set at a severe disadvantage in life all because i was born to an utt4erly incompetent fat neurotic retard i dont even count my dad as a parent beacuse he was and still is complteley nonexistent in my life even if we lived in the same house my whole life i hate that i am like this and that the only rreason i was like this is because i happened to be conceived from rotten 55 year old man sperm
i feel like i'm not in the drivers seat half the time i let my nervous system and emotions control me i am a slave to my base-r instinctsi am a perpetual victimi dont want to work i dont want to go to schooli have a phobia and hatred of feminine womeni hate when people say they understand what i am going throughmy entire family hates me and my sister only talks to me out of pity because i see the way she looks at me when i talk about things i likewhen i actually show my true self to people nobody likes me so i have to pretend im Happy all the time and Like, Totally Enjoy Living even though my life is constant torment and hell that takes a long time to get out of and i am hanging on by a single frayed thread 97% of the timei am a terrible friend that does not understand the weight of my actions when i abandon people who have been nothing but kind and understanding and exhaustively supportive (even when most of the time i am irritating and hard to defend) to me for a year at this point because i can't stand being the pity friend and like my company is only worth it when i cover up so much of myself to remain palatable to othersgeorge harrison kitten
i want to talk to people so badly . to at least take my mind off of things when i am stressed or when i have downtime or when i want to play games with others or when i want to share my drawings but its either the pain of realizing nobody cares as much as i want them to (which is literally unattainable for any real person because i want people to care about me to the extent that nothing else on planet earth matters more than me and what i want) or the pain of being alone and having nobody even for shallow one-way "talking to a wall " stream of conciousness where at least i know one other person will read it becayse i am an attention whoare i supposethis is why you need to take care of your kids and spoil them and give them attention because if you neglect them and constantly berate them for doing things Wrong and never teaching them what to do Right and despise their existence yet also keep them on an iron chain not allowed to do anything they will run away from home like 12 times within a year and get involved in a retarded pedo ring and get raped by multiple people and then when they grow up they will blogpost on 4chan for an audience that will fundamentally never understand them or care unless the wordsalad whining has a picture of their boobs or ass attatched to itI Need The Beatle Juice So Fucking Bad
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Ik4fQjxvxEfive o'clock in the morninglife doesn't seem to be the sameit's beautiful, beautifulso rememberthe dew drops are dampeningthe sidewalks that we stroll alongthe streets are bare, there's nobody therein the misty dawn (that surrounds the town)the world is speechlessin the morningand i can watch the sun wake up the dayfive o'clock in the morningfunny how much it means to meit's all so still, it gives me chillsjust standing there (in the pure morning air)five o'clock in the morningfive o'clock in the morning
>>35173513Based millenium enjoyerMost underrated album of the 60s imoYou seem a bit schizo but at least you've got good tasteHeres a rec if you havent heard ithttps://youtu.be/cPbNpIG8x_s?is=QvKxHpf5TEEvgpWK
>>35173444>>35173446>>35173454>>35173469>>35173488>>35173513Post Discord brotha
>>35173496hello it is i webs! lets chat again sometime :D
To be pitied when you are pitiable. Sad, isn't it? But enjoy it while it is the only thing you have. Then you will become something even you cannot pity.
>>35173488>i want to talk to people so badlyIf you want to chat about things you'll need to drop some kind of social
>>35173559grate song arigatou for reccomending ...>>35173488>>35173988double eight dubswent to antique store todey i was trying to look for shelves and such for new apartment but couldnt really find much. but i still got some cude trinkets. tiny porcelain box thingies and a rabbit's foot and cute postcards and i got a vinyl of "more of the monkees" for 10 bucks which was a steal! cus the last record store i went to was selling it for 20 dollas. am sadge cus they had a lot of beatles stuff but it was Quite Expensive and they had this big high quality print of a pic of lennon with the statue of liberty (picrel) and i wanted it So Bad but lowkey too embarassed to get it so maybe i will come back and get it ... today i feel okay not so bad tomorrow i will go to another antique store and Continue my Hunt for any sort of shelves or end tables
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4vbJQ-MrKomccartney-lennon petplay????????????? gulp...
>>35173446why are you whinning?
i really do like how Fouffy and Fuozzy john is in '67 and paul is mature-yet-still-boyish looking grr their moe synergy is incredible... much doggy dog paul tum rubs ... if paul was a doggy dog would he be an english sheepdog? maybe its a cop-out because he had martha (english sheebdog) but i dont really know what kind of dog he would be ... he would be a Paul i think . pauldog.. paul is a teensy weensy bit of a control freak but loves being doted on and maybe sometimes it gets hard being the one in charge even if john is rightfully so the real band leader , maybe he just wants to lay his head in johns lap and let go for a while and get scratches behind his ear ... thats all .............. gulp
He Never Heard Gangnam Style.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWX2tKAi23gfeeling sulphuric todaygot matress played ddr at arcade and will go to another antique store todey
went to antique store . . . found two wooden end tables under $50, a wood dresser for $100, and a wood teacup shelf that can hold about 8 teacups for $40 wahooooo i love dark wood furniture . . . tomorrow my mom said we would go back there and she would help me buy all of them and load them into her car . Life Is Getting Better . . . ( ^ ,, ^ ) i am eating corn chips right now and watching the monkees
https://youtu.be/oIFLtNYI3Ls?is=FHV0WP1H6XSXgfLG This one’s for you puds!
>>35179020thanks you ^.........^)it is apparently 96 da grees outside . it is simply despicable .dad make steak and tomato salad for dinner .beatle sandwich .
https://discord.com/invite/37x88uvkaQThe frownie mafia sends their regards.
>>35179110well sadly she died today so she cannot join backher laptop is cuurently being repossesed by EMI records, representative is typing this right now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N3DBFFTsn40best song off the album hands down . . . oh peber i love your gorgeous incredible sweet cute lovely voice ! ! ! even wehn i watch the show i just cannot get enough of it . . . it has this indescribable quality to it that makes it so comforting and alluring and perfect and nice . . . i want to listen to you talk and sing forever , peber peber peber lovely lovely peber ! ! !
i ate So much food today, i dont know why some days i get these things in which i am craving food and i eat a bunch and even when my stomach feels full its like a Craving is still there, i ate so much freaken food yo and i dont get it cus i had meat bread vegetables fruits sweets etc and still wanna eat food so bad what the fuark...
also, apolocheese for the id change ; wifi went out and so im useing Mobile Hot Spot . i want chocolate parfait so badly .
might potentially perhaps be different id for this post as well cus iam on my phone . iam postan from my Bed ,i got my jammies on ,and i am listening to """The Element""" by """After""".my pajamas smell very bad because last night i had a horribel dream and really sweated them up becausd i was Scared and Sweating in my dream so it translated to real lifr . i was with sgt pepper mustachio'd paul mccartney at a resturaunt and he went to use the bathroom and when he was gone i was violently molestered by two guys and i couldnt move or scream and everyone in the resturaunt watched and then they ran away right before paul was done in the bathroom and he came out and asked why i looked so "Tousled and Muffed" and i tried to explain to him what happened and he just said whatever its not a big deal anyway . see . even the men you idolize most are still Men at the end of the day , in reality , tjey cannot comprehend sexual assault from woman stance, they are physically incapable of it because they are not in our uniquely opressed vulnerable position , this is a Rape or Be Raped world . at least in my john lennon dream he just fed me tea .this is why i will never feel guilty for reducing men to archetypal cartoonish shallow doll-things because in reality they are utterly disgusting things
>>35173444Hey, I have that album(It's overrated)
