yulwprynelooking at teh moon doesnt feel the same , it used to be intoxicting, i miss seeing moonlight shadow in my room and thinking that there was angel watchng over me , but nobody cares or understands me or wants to , am sl stressed lately and i cry but i will get through it one day,but im spiritually lost and i have hope that one day something will chnage but its so cold now , i did this to myself . and it is my fault. there is a god in this world because he punishes me for it. i love merry white teh sheep. she is my fave popn character , i love playing popn music and ddr and getting angry at fatass who is using the machine for too long, u have to love the little things . sometimes j get angry at the weed people for smelling near the cabinets but then i get nostalgic cuz i remember getting angry at them 4 years ago too and it makes me feel warm even though am angryi want to run away to lebanon , i want my town to be free and i want to garden there alone. i had a dream about my town and it made me cry a lot and i still cant believe its all gone. there is a god in this world cuz he punishes me for everything ive done, he torments me with thoughts of regret and despair everyday and then he also took my land away and i can never go back to my heritage and raise sheep in that land.
am in. a moment of 5at symbol @ :-)
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this reminds me of when i used to post on bant about shoko from the popn song that sayaka minami from beforu sang.lonely feel fragments
these capthas are so conplicated i havent posted on soc for two years
its izzy, pls text back or add me on discord :-( promise you are not alone even if it feels like it, there are people who care about you and want to understand, isolating only makes these feelings worse
Wjat?!
>>35208376you faggot y2k posers listen to bladee once and start posting shit like this as if its the enchirideon.
>>35208957u did this a yr, but for me, for lifee
>>35208376u send tits?
please please please, reach back out :o( isolating will not help you. you need someone to talk to. even if i cannot fully understand, i want to help, even if its just venting out your feelingsi promise you there aren't ulterior motives, i'm concerned for you, i cant imagine you would be posting to /soc/ like this if you didnt feel hopeless, unstable, like you are losti know i am being pushy but its because i care about you as a human being and you dont deserve to feel this way
Bruh are you posting from an R1?
im sorry for bothering you. i know its silly of m e to post here be ause you will not reply or reach back out. but i wish we can talk again. i'm sorry . the past couple years ive tried to talk to new people and really put effort into forming new relationships but they always fall through . i just feel a glass wall with everyone else , its so easy to talk with you , i feel like youve always had this wall up that i could never see past , but id like to believe we are similar in ways , im sorry for wasting your time when we were dating, i am sorry for being immature and not having a life , but i am moving forward at least a little , im almost moved out into my apartment , i dont know why im doing this amd continuing to embarass myself even after you blocked me again and do not replyi think i just hate that for almost two years, i cant even remember if its been one year or two years, i have tried to forget about you, and ive almost been successful, abd yet i see you post here again and its brought up all yhese feelings again, because i dont want you to feel sad, you were always more mature and successful and had a brighter future than me and you deserve a normal life and not to feel hurt like thisim so sorry that i cannot keep my distance or respect your boundariesbut i just want you to be ok. thats all. im sorryyou know you can always add me back, i promise it will feel better to not be isolated, there are people out there who care and really do want to understand, i want to understand . please reach back out to me
