https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sAG3m3p9UeI
um... i just ... um ... um ..i donnt know ....ex finally got back into contact with me after likealmst two years weve hung out twice two days in a row monday and today , played ddr at arcade, today we went to record store and looked at all th beatloes stuff and showed them to him and blabbed , adn we got starbcks ,but he says he has a gf now and she is literaly tracking his locationand that he has felt hollow ever since we broke up and im the one person hes felt most comfortable talking to in his entire lifebut says we still cant be togethercus of our life style differencesand that he still cares too much about his parents opinions of his lifestyleand wants a partner more successful in life"white-collar"
why am i so cuckedwhy do i do this to myselfi just dont get myself and i dont get him either>you are literally all that ive thought about since we broke up>i feel hollow with every other person ive talked to>i can be myself around you, ive never felt that with another person before>its just. um.>my hecking status>muh hecking parents will judge me>le family honorits so retardedwhy cant he just snap out of iti dont understand if he is literally that retarded or he is just saying this to avoid saying a more Painful Cruel truth like, i love you etc etc but you embarass me in many ways aside from your status but i wanna keep you around so i can fuck youi am a retard for still being so obsessed with himi just wish he would stop being such a fucking PUSSYi think thats really what all of this comes down totoo much of a pussy to "dishonor his family" and "embarass himself" by dating someone that isnt a fucking uber successful rich conventionally attractive feminine womanwhen clearly, the heart wants what it wants!! FOLLOW YOUR HEART!!! STOP BEING A FUCKING PUSSY!!!!GRRRRR!!!!
i feel like 90% of my retarded feelings just come from the fact that i am desperate to have sexi havent had sex for two yearsif i was sexualy satisfied i would not fucking bother with this misterbut i cant help itGRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!and i swear to gawd if we actually hooked up it wouldnt even go like i want it to and just be awkward and unsatisfyinGGRRRRRRwhateverthe plight of a bpdemon...
>>35224302>>35224318>>35224330>>35224338the beatles are a dogshit bandalso not a personal blog, faggot retard
>>35224302>>35224318>>35224330>>35224338Where are you from pwdding?
may you find your peace
>>35224302>>35224318>>35224330>>35224338You ever want to chat, lmk