I started estrogen for some reason 2 months ago, I don’t know why. I think about killing myself every day not because I’m male but because I physically can’t be anything other than male. Turned 21 a few days ago. Maybe instead of transitioning I should just go bald and start body building like all this testosterone in my body wants me to. I’m borderline underweight so my barrel ribcage is just bone, somehow. Would you kill yourself in my position? If you were trans and knew you wanted to be a woman but look like this, completely unfixable? With no money for surgeries, stuck in the deep south and without any hope? Be honest
>>35299008hm. got dc?
>>35299037why so you can hugbox me and tell me omgg queen ygmi hon like everybody else does
>>35299037just tell me to kms already or hrtrep okk then I’ll tell u I’m gonna hrtrep so u leave the convo feeling better abt urself and then I just desist because I look like a man now and I will forever
>>35299008to see if i can jack off to you. i won't be that nice don't worry. the last thing i'm in the mood for is lying to a stranger lol
>>35299008expecting noticeable results in 2 months doesnt seem very realistic. how long does it usually take for people to get significant changes from E. maybe you could use that time to work on your mental health
>>35299008thanks to faggots like you I can't have long hair. I want people to think punk rocker or something not fucking tranny
>>35299060bruh. what mental health? he just started taking hormones. for the next year his brain will be a circus. you just have to tough it out.there's a reason transition should be done with doctors around
>>35299061im sorry I feel bad
>>35299060my mental health is fine it’s just my body that’s wrong I’m the only lucid person everyone else is lying to me so they feel better about themselves
>>35299066damn is that what its like? ive never taken them before. yeah i guess that makes sense its a big change OP your body in these photos doesnt look incredible masculine or feminine youre kinda just skinny if youre looking for specific body type you could research how to dress / use porportions to make yourself look more like what you want to look like
>>35299073oh yeah your mental health seems really fine
>>35299075no matter what you tell them, it will be utterly pointless.you are essentially watching a person in freefall.you could in theory spend a whole day talking to them and reassuring them but they will be looking through you, discarding you without a second thought and resuming their spiral.unfortunately i know. if you value YOUR mental health and time, let them keep dropping until they get more stable on their own. op is venting, nothing else
>>35299083good point thanks for the reality check. i'm gonna work on my homework good luck OP
>>35299083I’m not venting I’m asking someone to tell me to kms I know I look disgusting and wrong and I was raped by testosterone I’m not fishing for compliments or asking ppl to tell me I look like some celebrity
>>35299087What class
>>35299094listen, go make some hot cocoa, put on a tv show/anime whatever it is that comforts you and chill.wait it out.tomorrow will be better
>>35299104I’m trying I’m playing binding of Isaac right now it’s my favorite game I’m sorry for being a nuisance I wake up every day in agony and cry myself to sleep every night so I don’t think it will desu but thank you and I’m sorry I’m not better
>>35299008I'm in the same boat, basically just started transitioning. if you dont wanna go insane you gotta realize that there won't be instant effects and transitioning is a very slow process. but you'll get there eventually, just dont give up lol
you're hot at least, I wish I could watch your titties grow
>>35299114>>35299121both of you keep in mind that your brain will be a literal circus for at least a year. the point is to somehow tough it out if you can't go to a therapist.manage your expectations and do some reality checks.you are transitioning to something CLOSER to a woman, not an actual woman. Don't forget that or you 'll go batshit insane down the line
>>35299008Don't give up just because it feels hopeless. Do the hrt, do the makeup and whatever. Be urself. There are lots of ugly biological women so like even if youre ugly, so what? Im fucking ugly but people still like me. So stop dooming and self sabotaging. Try and put on some weight, get therapy and some friends who will be honest with you. And just learn to be happy. Someone will love you regardless if you can love yourself first
>>35299008Show cock
>>35299174Chasers need to rope
>>35299008>for some reasonBecause you fell for the psyop, gg no re
>>35299201You first faggot
if you physically cant be anything other than male that probably means youre maletrans suicides are higher than other groups not because le bullying or le oppression its because youre constantly chasing an unobtainable delusion and no matter how close you get deep down you know youre not the other gender and at some point youre gonna realize that HRT or surgeries dont change that.being trans/gender dysphoria itself is the issue, not the fact you havent fed into it enough/ le society oppresses you. if trans suicides were about society or whatever and not being trans itself, we'd see equally as high suicide rates in far more marginalized groups
>>35299091>>35299073>>35299053lmao you talk just like someone who browses /tttt/ several hours a day every day
>>35299416yeah i know iwnbaw
>>35299473:( i kinda do im sorry
>>35299367how do i unfall out of it
>>35299008life sucks I would tell you to give it time I'm literally over 30 now and I've been chronically ill since I was 7 years old and I'm a tranny too I repped until I was older than you and I was at my wits end I told myself I'm either gonna troon out or kms I will give it until I am27 and life still sucks mind you but it's a little more tolerable one word of advice I will give you is never tell your parents I told mine when I was 25 and they just thought I was gay before that and my mother literally told me she would rather me be dead than trans and that's something that I still think about years later
>>35299008>>35299010>>35299012estrogen will not turn you into a woman, retard, and neither will cutting off you penis and testicle sack, retard.
>>35299598do u think i should kms?
Cis woman with a muscular build chiming in to say you look more feminine than I do. Keep taking e, learn how to do makeup, wear cute clothes, fuck the haters. Also maybe look into a curly hair routine
>>35299640I think you should learn to accept the fact that you're a man, learn to love it and realise the immense biological advantages you have over women. Hit the gym and see the beauty your body can achieve. You're young too so it'll be easier to do.You don't look active at all so for now your testosterone if probably not that high but after getting active that'll all change along with these gloomy thoughts. You'll feel strong, you'll feel good.Don't you dare become a tranny, man.
>>35299008>>35299010>>35299012Holy fuck you sound like a whiny faggot. Get off the bathtub chemicals while you still can. Accept you're a man, not because it's easy but because it's simply what is. You're white and already have a huge advantage over 95% of the worlds population but instead you squander it. You're not even feminine, you're just a lanklet that's lived a soft unphysical existence.Learn some basic grooming, fashion, get a basic job and getting a gf is easy. You even look tall and are obviously not fat. These hormones WILL fuck you up. There are no passing trannies over 25yo full stop and older ones become Eldritch horrors. Get out while you still can and learn the cathartic life of being a man and bettering yourself and the world around you. There is a chad inside you bro waiting to come out.
>>35299134>>35299597>>35299919>>35299132>>35299121Fuck you tranny enabling crab bucket mfs. This kid is hanging on the precipice of ruining his life permanently and you're back patting him. OP If you could see these enablers irl you would not want anything to do with them. I don't think you understand how ugly and gross the life of the average tranny is.
this could be your future. does this thing really look attractive to anyone.
>>35299640Yeah? Shit isn't gonna get better, retard.
>>35299919Just because hes thin doesn't mean he looks like a woman you stupid fucking retard. Nothing about him looks feminine, and nothing ever will. Also if you have to say some shit like>cis woman hereIt means you aren't a real woman. Real women don't talk like that, you stupid fucking troon.
>>35301179 Do you? Are you one of thoe tranny obsessed freaks that scoures the internet for tranny research? Stfu faggot . If the nigga wanna be a girl why do you fucking care so much? Like actually what in your bleeding heart is saying " i cannot allow myself to see another man troon out". Op is actually wanting to kys himself/ herself.And thats the better alternative? I dont actually fucking care from a personal point of view, but let the nigga live the dream and see if it's actually enjoyable or not. Maybe you should troon out to you woman brained cock slut karen.
>>35299386You wanted to see his cock a minute ago
>>35302001>NiggaYou sound retarded. There is something objectively morally wrong with attempting to change your gender because it's simply impossible and causes infertility. Religion aside it's simply disastrous for the person attempting it and the people around them because their brains are fucked and unstable. OP should check the detransition subreddits for proof
>>35299091You are you. There isn't anything wrong with who you are. Just be who you want to be, everything else is just noise.
>>35299640I know you're trying to use people here to hurt yourself and I get it, I genuinely get it. But if you want a genuine answer, you look fine. 21 is still very early, I transitioned at 37 and 3 years later I pass. Your age is certainly not a barrier to transitioning. If you want to find a way to a you that's genuinely happy, fight for your fucking life and keep going.
>>35299061Long hair is for hippies, not punk rockers
>>35303697>I transitioned at 37 and 3 years later I pass.
>>35303697>Pass at 37 Maximum cope
>>35299053post your discord bro so I can get nudes omg
>>35305218i feel like ur just making fun of me im sorry im a tranny fag
