Why?

>>35422887
I'm building a team...

>>35422848
Also 34
Not even bad at talking to women or nervous around them, I just understand them too well and can't find any good ones

>>35422848
27
I can talk but I'm simply too ugly

>>35423910
26
I'm not ugly but I can't talk

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M 35 somewhere

I'm fucking old. I want to find my other half.
Someone who can be confident in herself, but also allows for vulnerability in private. Who enjoys a power dynamic in the relationship, but also can be independent and reliable if needed. A woman of balance, open minded, who can enjoy the small things in life.

I cook, tend to some plants, have pets, play instruments, work - I have a normal life, but I'm far from a normie. I'm weird in a good way, am wise and mature, enjoy art and even have painted a few things in the past, have some articles published... so much to say.

If anything sounds even a bit interesting to you, add me. This is just a drop in the bucket.

>tag
the.forever.plume

>>35422848
Chad Marco?

>>35425245
Explain the power dynamic you're seeking?

>>35422848
25, virgin

>>35422848
I'm a 99 year old virgin

>>35434037
You're dead

>>35422848
39 M France

To sum it up: nothing ever happened.

I got rejected enough times that I didn't know which type of women would want me, so I just got used to live my myself, waiting for the potentially interested women to come to me clearly (some did, but I was too autistic to get the message).

Doing technical studies didn't help (no female there), and living abroad a few times either (you don't try to meet people you'd have to leave after a few years maximum).

Even the idea of going to escorts seemed to be a goddamn chore, because it's illegal in my country and because of to all the posts I saw of virgins getting rejected by them with some variation of "no, you have to do your first time with someone who loves you", so why bother.

There is no "other half" and no "woman of my life".
The closest I had to one already rejected me, so maybe I've just given up for this life.

I remember all the people telling me when I was 16 and depressed at being lonely that "don't worry you're a nice dude you'll surely find someone very soon".
If only they knew. They just wanted to give me enough hope to stay alive I guess.
But I don't care that much now.
I've seen what relationships did to friends and coworkers, and it makes me feel like I avoided a lot of bullets.
I'm sure some of them would tell me that I'm the luckiest of all.

>>35422848
If that is you you've got some very powerful energy anon. How come it hasn't happened to you so far?

To lighten you up I found a gf when I was 31 years old or so. I am with her since, that is 5 years. At first she was a very fragile girl who was afraid of being rejected. She was having panic attacks at random occasions and I had to sit with her for hours (sometimes up to 2 am) until she managed to hold herself.
Since then I had ups and downs with her when I was leaving and coming back to her routinely. I once declared I was breaking with her to get back to her after 3 months or so.

And now we are planning to have a kid.
I got to say when I was hitting 30's I thought I would be alone. I've decided to stop jerking off to force myself to meet a women. I found her on Tinder with just one pic and it somehow I had a chance to ask her for a walk. I was fucking nervous of being set up for a mockery or something but once she showed up I have never felt something like that ever before. We've walked and talked for hours and once I got home I had to see her again.