Am I the only pathetic loser who is still obsessed with a /soc/ girl I haven't talked to in months? I found a gf here and I cannot get over what we could have had. She would stay up all night voice calling. She was so perfect I thought she was a catfish until we video called one day. She was the only real girl to ever give me attention. She cried to me many times about how much she hates her life. She wanted to move in with me. She would send me selfies every day and also pics of her boobs while getting dressed. She asked me to give her my hoodie so she could sleep in it. She would draw us like an anime couple. She would get upset whenever I texted too late.We met irl once and I immediately thought I was going to marry her. She was very excited to do that. A week later, she ghosted me everywhere with no explanation and I don't know what I did wrong. I lost my mind trying to figure it out. But I would do anything to have her back.B, I am begging you to remove my blocks and just talk to me. I don't care about anything. All I know is I can't leave without you. No one can love you as much as I do. Please give me another chance.
You want to know what you did wrong? You never understood the difference between being loved and being obsessed with.I liked the attention once. I liked having someone who would stay up all night listening to me, and maybe I enjoyed making you feel special. But somewhere along the way, you turned every little thing I did into evidence that we were destined to be together. The drawings, the selfies, the hoodie, the late-night calls—you built an entire relationship in your head and then blamed me when I stopped participating in it.Meeting you in person was when I finally understood just how far gone you were. You weren’t looking at me as a person anymore. You were looking at me like I’d been cast as the female lead in some pathetic fantasy you’d written about yourself.And no, I didn’t ghost you because you made one tiny mistake. I left because I didn’t want you in my life anymore. I didn’t owe you an explanation, a final conversation, or another chance. The blocks were the explanation.So please stop romanticizing this. There is no “what we could have had.” There is no secret reason I’m waiting to come back. There isn’t some perfect version of you that could convince me to unblock you.You say no one can love me as much as you do. That’s not romantic. It’s exactly why I don’t want your love.I hope you eventually realize that being rejected isn’t an injustice done to you. Sometimes someone simply doesn’t want you. You need to learn to survive that without turning their absence into a tragedy.I don’t want you back.I don’t want another chance.I don’t want to talk.And if you ever wonder whether I might change my mind, remember this message.I won’t. Stop fucking posting about this on /soc/, you pathetic creep. Grow the fuck up!
>>35458819While people should indeed learn to live through hardship faggots like you instill onto others, it definitely sounds like you're the retard here who lacks basic conversational skills to explain the situation to someone and then wonders why her passivity and lack of communication backfires. I believe no one should ever humor your attempts to communication or whatever comes off as a shallow vision of a "friendship" with you. You deserve to die alone. With the lack of adds being your explanation.
nigger if you really think you were the only guy she was entertaining I've got a bridge or two to sell you lmao what is wrong with you
>>35458819also don't fall for this faggot tryna get a rise out of you
>She was the only real girl to ever give me attention.This is the issue. The more you speak to women, you more you realize they're actually kinda fucking worthless in the majority of cases. You sadly don't have the experience to know this. There's good ones obviously, but you don't have a reference point for that, and they're most certainly not on /soc/
>>35459254This is the truth. Put no eggs in the basket of a woman.
>>35458798>Am I the only pathetic loser who is still obsessed with a /soc/ girl I haven't talked to in months?It's been coming up to 8 years for me now. I've dated multiple other people but it's just never been the same as with her
>>35458798Probably not, however I did fly over to meet someone and then days before the flight I was told he was still fucking his roommate lol
>>35459754this sorta thing happened to me too. she was supposed to fly over with a ticket I paid for her, but suddenly started getting more distant over the months and flew out to hungary to meet a male "friend" instead. it was kinda brutal.
>>35458798I haven't been with a woman long term since I dated a girl off /soc/ four years ago. I don't feel anything for her now but it definitely left a mark on me. She had avoidant personality disorder and warped my feelings about love, starting out kind but later treating some of the earlier gestures we'd do as "cringe" or expressed regret in general about it. She also got me involved in some drama with her mentally ill ex who found my address because of something she did. I wasnt perfect either but it felt like everything was a complete lie and I've struggled to get past that obstacle of trusting another person again and the attempts I've made have only left me more jaded over time. I'm sure I pick a bad type of woman at this point, and I'm too old to correct the path I'm on and the options available at this point are dwindling so I could probably say /soc/ ruined any chance of me finding something that isn't some lusty fling that lasts a few weeks until they get bored.
>>35459754how was the threesome?
>>35460108was it jasmine? i reported her to the fbi because she's willingly involved in some grooming, sextortionist, csam distributing cult that she alleges has murdered people.
>>35458819You're not her. Larping as her only reflects on how pathetic you are
>>35458819Watch as this larp as her turns against you and my m comes home to me. You dont define us.
Her truth is that she only has eyes for the sun.
Not so much a heartbreak story as a cautionary tale of my own stupidity.I grew up being a jestermaxxing mega autist obsessed with historyslop, vidya games, anime etc.Had a late puberty and a massive glow up. Suddenly normies would treat me much better. Eventually got heavily into drugs due to my newfound social circles.Did a ton of drugs while talking with randoms over the internet. Got into 3 different long-distance relationships over the course of 2 years.In hindsight all 3 were complete normies who I never had much in common with. But the drugs made it so I was happy anyways despite the big mismatch.During the last relationship I get back into contact with an old friend. She's was the coolest person I've ever met and I never felt like I needed to be more normal and less myself around her. Never felt like I needed drugs to enjoy her company.Never told her I had a gf at the time because I was retarded and too busy nodding off on painkillers every other day to use my brain.Eventually the consequences of my actions caught up with me and the drugs made it almost impossible for me to respond in a level headed way. Feelings would either be dulled of amplified, no inbetween.Got sober from the painpills a few months later and realized I fumbled the only girl I ever had a connection with. And that I wasted 2 years getting dragged into meaningless relationships
>>35458798Are you somewhere in southeastern europe, per chance?
i miss you still. you were here.
