i hope really hope you're rotting in prison, but at the same time i hope you havent been stabbed to death yet, i still miss you everyday despite not wanting to and i hope you dont think ive ignored your requests to speak to me, ive gotten the emails but i cant accept them, guilt and pain truly fills me to imagine you futilely waiting for a response for me, but you deserve it at the same time. i love you so much K and im still rocking to your shitty music.

About 12-14 years ago I used to be a regular here. I met this girl and we hit it off. She was super into me and lived pretty close, the same state. She was super cool, very cute, sweet, syrian-american girl with a fox tail plug she would post with. There were a few other girls into me at the time, and I was a dipshit. I picked the wrong girl and became a much worse person, acted really shitty to syrian girl, and we stopped talking. I hope you're doing much better, and I'm sorry for how shitty I was.

We only talked for 3 days but those days were so special to me. You gave and still give me so much hope. I’ll never meet another boy like you. I’ll wait forever to have another talk with you some day.

I fucked Magenta in April.
Sorry that you had to find out this way.

I do miss you L. I've seen you around here lately and it always makes me wonder if I should try reaching out to you again. I hold back though since you told me last time I was selfish and I was just bothering you and reopening old wounds. I do hope you're doing ok, and hopefully you are able to figure out your future and that person you're looking for to bond with. If you ever need help I'd be glad to take care of you and give you that attention and love I never properly gave the first time. I'm serious. I still to this day think about how fun it was to watch all sorts of anime with you, the constant talking and sharing we did throughout the day, and especially how small and warm you felt to hold and the vivid memory of your back as you disappeared into the airport when you went home. I will say thanks to the experiences (both good and bad) we had that I was able to finally figure out a lot about myself and the world. The chances are low but at the least if I get these thoughts out here maybe you'd see them sometime. I know it feels good to finally vent them somewhere that isn't just my mind. From J.

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I fucking hate all you cunts. I've wasted so many hours here and it never amounted to anything. Just whores that need attention and they'll get it through from 12 different guys. I hope all you cunts end up miserable like me.

m,
i liked you more than you would ever have liked me & i didn’t want to suffer that slow death alone. Forgive me. i tried for months to keep it under control. don’t delete the Spotify playlist please. i’ll keep checking sometime ok?

I wish i could find someone that felt as strongly about me as the people here do. I kind of hope to see someone mention me. But who knows. Maybe im not so smart and special. If anyone ever knew me, dont post a letter to me like this. This stuff is such a waste. If you have something to say, you should say it to the people meant to hear it. If youre blocked, its their loss or yours, but the vain words here are even worse, seen or unseen.

We talked for over a year on Snapchat.
You were a thicc white single mother, and maybe we started talking just because we were both horny, but I started to like you a lot and I thought maybe you started to like me a lot too. We would talk about playing Magic, you had Rakdos and Lathiel commander decks. We talked about cosplay, you were always so hot for Red Hood and would get so cute and fan-girly about my cosplay of the character I would send you. You would tell me all about Dead by Daylight and we even tried to play once. We would talk about our days and our interests just as much as be horny for each other. Looking back on it, I think I panicked because I was actually falling in love with you, and I didn't know how to reconcile that in my own head. "Are you stupid!? Why would you fall for someone you met from 4Chan you fucking retard!" I didn't know what to do, but I know I shouldn't have ghosted you the way I did. I brought our friendship to an immediate and abrupt stop because I couldn't be honest with myself or with you about what I was feeling.

I've got nothing to say but I'm sorry, and I hope you're doing better.
Given how I acted towards the end, I never really deserved you at all.