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I've been trying to talk about this, but I can't find anyone IRL to connect with or share my thoughts and frustrations. But fuck this, I'm just dumping this now because no one will read it anyway.

I'm 30, Male, from East London, I'm a 5 foot 2 overweight midget nd I'm fucking depressed.

All I wanted was a good paying job, with a nice house, and a friendly and loving wife and kids. But the recent years in my retarded country keep pushing me down, like rejecting me from Social Media to connect with people. Or just taunting me and harrassing me saying I have no life and I deserve to have nothing while being mocked and bullied.

I can't afford a home of my own, so I'm stuck with staying with my mother for years, who I HATE! The fucking bitch never leaves me alone, keeps disturbing and annoying me every 10 minutes or less, and she always keep making retarded decisions like buying everything cheap even though we have no room in our fridge to store everything, Defrosting and cooking shit for no reason because she's a dumb whore. And asking for stupid minimal tasks that she can't do, which convinces me the dumb cunt should be in a retirement home now! I wish I had the urge and confidence to puf my mother out of her misery.

Then there's the government installing and FUCKING spying on me, breathing down my neck, like they're trying to gegt arrested. I should fucking KILL the police and the governmemt. They all deserve death.

I'm thinking of saving up some money to buy an airsoft gun and try to blow my fucking brains out. Either that or try to find a real gun or rifle and take some fuckers with me.