>gaming no longer keeps the existential dread at bay
Toff
>>743672615Replace it with a different hobbyOr go to church
Footjob from Toph
>can no longer play over 30 minutes without lower back pain
acceptance is the first stepi don't care how shit my life is anymoreim getting what i want out of it and everything else doesn't matterpeople can laugh, shame, and self-fellate all they wanti tried it their way and got nothingim doing it mine and have all the free time i want to not give a fuckenjoy wasting your years working while i actually live
>>743672838How do you get money though, jews already patched the crypto infinite money glitch.
>>743672615iktfb
couldn't be me
Kill yourself, subhuman /pol/skin.
>>743672871just live with someone who doesn't caretake care of the house chores and they'll think you're doing god's gift to the world because they unironically bought that housewife was an unpaid fulltime job bullshitnever spend on stuff you don't actually need or want
they killed this series and did a satanic summoning ritual to bring it back from the dead.the body is stinky and rotten now.
>>743673048So are you like a femboy or something like that? Men don't usually get to be housewives.
>>743672615used to be the case for me, now I just put gaming as last priority and I have 10x the fun I used to havewhen you play for 5 hours knowing you have other responsibilites to take care of, you're not gonna have fun because those thoughts will still be there at the back of your mind
>>743673048why do you touch male penis when you are a man
>>743673124distant family homesteadi help outi do basically nothing i don't want to thoughcan't view me as a complete layabout but can't see me as productive eitherprobably helps i speak sense when i do talk about working a job to provide the fraction of an income needed to actually have anything anywheretime, effort, and stress for less than what i'd get just moochingwho the fuck would choose the other option?
>>743672676Her feet are always dirty tho...
>>743673336why do you let your uncle put his penis in your poopoo hole
>>743673349best part
>>743672615Have family
>>743673360in what world is an uncle distant?im talking mother's cousin's cousin married distantand dont be gay anon
>>743673360Eh just go the Withnail and I route and pimp out your unsuspecting friends for a weekend away. At least you personally don't have to put out
>>743673423i'm not the one touching penis in exchange for rent
curious how despite all hysteria about pedos and shit none bats an eye on how much porn ATLA girls have despite all being 12-16
>>743672615Don't worry about stuff you can't change, like millions of women and children dead and keep dying and being humiliated and celebrated all around you.Just focus on the little things, you can change, like how strong you want the coffee while your friends puts on call of duty the movie.Remember, just because they have ears to hear and a mind to process, doesn't mean that you can convince them that burning millions of women and children isn't cool and totally the good guys.What are you, a pussy?
>>743672615Just take up a new hobby for a while. Like hiking. Or daydrinking. Maybe even both.A 4-month break and you'll be back here anyway. Just don't be posting here while you're not playing games, that's gay.
>>743673529It was a better time. gen z here and i wish i grew up in the 90's. everything was better back then.
>>743673529This was back when "jailbait" was still a coworker-tier joke and not something you'd get arrested in some states over, it really was a different time.
>>743673406>Drown out your existential dread by bringing two more separate existential dreads into your life.
>>743673516what you do figuratively for your boss is not what i do literally
Eat healthy, go for incelwalks and pick up a productive hobby:)
>>743672615CERN fucking did something past few weeks, i was blast having all of 2026 with Requiem/Pragmata/Nioh, Stellar Blade/Nier as well as playing classics like PS2 Yakuzas. Now i cant touch anything.
>>743673649it's natural to want to fuck teenagersyou just dont do it because foids would throw tantrums like they did to get the age of consent established at 18 anyway
>>743672615Deep sensual kissing session with stinky, grimy, flat Toph.
>>743673698This time it's just the global recession. Everyone's overall moods are going to shit along with the economy.
>>743673580No, you must try to start up games every day until you start enjoying them, and brood on /v/ for the rest of the time. You’re not a cuck who gives up on their hobbies, right?
>>743672615porn doesnt either. it actually creates more dread.
>>743673698It's because the weather is nice and all your friends are on vacation and you aren't.You think you don't care, but your brain does.And that's why you can't enjoy anything anymore.My advice is to buy fresbees and try your hands on playing fresbeegolf.You'll find plenty of 30+ incels there you can chat with if you're feeling social, which you are.Just ask them for tips on how to throw, your brain needs someone to talk back to you, and they will.
>>743673664Yeah, avoid doing that and have a family instead
>>743672674>Or go to churchNah, I'm tipping too many fedoras to believe in a phony god.
>>743673349...and?
>>743674067I think anyone could've told you that one, man, that one's not a secret.
>>743673406sure thing bro let me get a woman who wants to be impregnated at the girlfriend store
>>743674296but i cant stop looking and jerking
>>743674014Yeah, probably this
>>743672615then kill yourself faggot
>>743673048>just eke out free housing on someone else's dime and justify it by doing three hours of choresgenuinely couldn't live with myself if I was like this but if you're able to cope then all the best
>>743674418What’s the alternate? Man-whoring?
>>743674438getting a job and paying rent like everyone else
>>743674418>not Foidmaxxing
>>743674481I don't do that.
>>743674418>3 hoursSkill issue.
>intrusive thoughts are more present during gaming
>>743674438Trooning out like a normal person
>>743674418this is why i have free time and you don't
>meaningless first world kid "problems" like "existential dread"Lol
>>743674067My dog got upset at Cole killing his horse today in dragon show
>>743674646>like a normal person
>>743672615Get a jobAn actual jobRisk/reward shit like a real man, instead of simulating one
>>743672615You're probably playing a game that doesn't entertain you enough.
>>743674803Given the circumstances, I should add
>>743672820For me it's eye strainCan't play anything that requires focus without my eyes staring to hurt. If I keep it up then headaches start
>>743674730>”meaningless first world kid "problems" like ‘existential dread’” >”lol”
>>743672615Either temper your soul or give in and kys. The choice is simple.
>>743674891So I haven't really be paying attention. Isn't he just acting like a caretaker for a relatives property? That's pretty normal thing for burn outs to do, at least it used to be. Just take care of the grounds and not let it be a shithole, then you pretty much have to fuck off when someone wants to use it. Pretty normal. Why would him trooning out be applicable in that situation?
>>743674730being intelligent enough to worry about the final frontier is a thing yes, sorry you couldn't progress the tech tree without whitey to hold your hand
>>743674876There are no jobs in this economy.
>>743675197I have offered to do anything, I thought about a job that would be really not wanted, something where I could just lurk in the shadows, baking huh. Start work at 2am and go home at 6am, no one wants to do that right? In the last month there have been 3000 applications for 30 jobs. What the actual fuck am I meant to do. It even requires an apprenticeship
I used to just get reminded of embarrassing shit I did when I was younger and traumatic memories when I was just laying in bed at night, but now those memories assault me more and more often in the waking moments of the day.I'll just be playing vidya and randomly remember when I acted like a total fucking spastic in high school or my parents being abusive towards me and it really ruins the enjoyment of whatever game I was playing.
>>743675197Can you change a pipe?I may have a job for you.Where do you live?
>>743675289Then get an apprenticeship
>>743675289I have a STEM degree but can't find a job because everyone is looking for seniors and severely underpaying them on top of it.
>>743674876>t. Goldberg
>>743675393If any one of you live in Norway and have the ability to read rørleggerhåndboka.I'm hiring.
>>743675398Start with an internship. Having a solid github and project portfolio helps. For CS jobs you may need to grind leetcode.
>>743675398>STEM degreemy condolences
>>743675396>spend more money to make the money you don't have>>743675467>start as a literal slave
>>743675467Already did my internships they just told me to fuck off afterwards, have a rich github but nobody gives a shit anyway.I just live off crypto degens asking me for utilities, or whatever remains of it. I swear I have the abilities of a senior but it doesn't matter, fuck this gay nepotistic earth.
>>743675557>refuses to do things necessary to be a good goyIn modern day, as long as you are working for someone, you are a slave. Welcome to techno feudalism.
How do you have a stem degree and not do anything interesting? Make some drugs, nerd.
>>743675580Are you a man ? Unfortunately tech companies have certain hiring bias if you are a man.
>>743675369Are you close with God? One of the ways satan and his demons attack believers in Christ is by making you remember your past and all of the mistakes and other bad memories to make you feel bad.
>>743672615I don't get that. I'm depressed and have a ton of mental issues, but at the end of the day video games make me feel better.is your issue more related to you liking normie shit? just go play some RPGS and invest yoursel in them. hell, you can even just play ESL horror slop and laugh at it.you'll be okay dude. pick yourself up.
I think Toph is ugly but Su is 9/10 hag.
>>743675707Digimon World 3?
>>743675580i'm sure you can pull yourself up by your bootstraps when your unpaid hard work is finally noticed by shekelstein so you can enjoy and pass the developmental milestones you should've had in your 20s in your 50s
>>743675289Just bypass the employer completely.Start looking up Tenders, government contracts, how they work and what they require. Even if you lack the skills, you can totally just hire sonene with the required skills for the job.Be the one who hires.
>>743675396Yeah I'm going to try. Its not even that bad, hourly is 31 for the apprenticeship. If I can get one I'll be very happy
>>743675732yes, and we call it digimon world 2003 in australia
>>743675736Really great advice right there.
>>743672615go on a hike.
I feel you.A mixture of my son being born and my cat dying hit me with a massive wave of existential dread. My brain loves to overthink like fuck until it solves a problem, but what happens after death and such is obviously unknowable and unsolvable so it fucked my shit up badly.
>>743674418I used to think the same thing but after spending the last 7 years of my life going up in flames and everyone ignoring me only for my therapist to just tell me about how I "choose how I feel" I realized that I was most happiest, like everyone else, when I told people to go kill themselves and laughing at babies dying.
>>743674934>>743675061Wow, underages got triggered hard with that one. At least turd worlders face real ploblems like "what the fuck will I eat tomorrow" or "my whole family is dead and I now need to mine shit out of the ground with my bare hands to survive" while underages from westoids places bitch and moan about their "existential dread" and "depression" while eagerly throwing away money and surrounding themselves with toys.
>>743672615I'm sorry to hear that OP, I hope you find something else even if it's drugs or porn
>>743676223those are entirely self-inflicted
>>743676038>Normalfag blogpostingDidn't read
>>743672615at this stage I started unironically playing walking simulators (the good pre western ones).
>>743676223Out of touch retard detected the average thirdie has a smart phone and no job, they are precisely the ones in this thread whining about muh depression because they spent 20 hours a day online
>>743675734There is an ocean of very skilled plumbers who will do as you say when you pay them.In Euroland they speak Polish or Russian, in America they probably speak Spanish.They refuse to learn the language, they refuse to touch a computer, they might steal from the wholesaler, so they lack access, you have what they lack.You can create a company (much easier than it sounds) hire these guys on internship or hire them temporarily for a specific job (I don't know what is called in English), this will cost you zero up front.Then learn how to use the local Tender marketplace, (usually a website, an app or literally the newspaper if you live in the stone age.)Then tell the plumbers in broken spanglish, what needs to be done where.Chances are they'll do just fine and the customer is pleased.Do this a bunch of times and you have a fully respectable business.It isn't even as hard you think it is.You'll be surprised how many people will totally accept getting paid to do as they are asked.Your job will literally just be to send people out to work, and it isn't very hard, and everyone will think you're great at it.You can even get your workers to look for their own work and now you're doing literally nothing.The last part is the secret to many businesses, it is also how businesses dies because if your workers know how to do everything themselves, they no longer need you and will start their own businesses, tis the cycle of business laziness.
>>743676361Gay larp
>>743674169you better start working being able to believe in God, cause I assure you life can become much more miserable that you can imagine on both a phisical and psychological level, and not being able to rationalize that with religious beliefs is an hell within an hell.
>>743674979I don't know, but it'd be pretty hot if he did
>>743676653Yeah I'm not sure that's really that relevant to the situation, probably more of a (you) thing
How is this thread still fucking up kill yourself janitor
>>743675412no, being a wagecuck is the opposite of what i'm talking aboutstop working for big corps/govstop paying taxesthey won't do shit
>>743672615I went through the single worst period of my life back when I was 17 and so massively depressed that video games stopped being fun for me. It literally felt like I had zero reason to continue living because I had nothing in my life that made me happy.>>743676612Please kys, christcuck. Face the fact that your religion is slowly getting replaced by those who worship the one true God; praise be to Allah.
>>743676748If the Deltatroon general can stay up then no reason this can't.
>>743676223thinking that turdies are exclusively flesh automata who possess no introspection whatsoever is retardedi can imagine it's a unique kind of hell to born as an intelligent african but still have to live amongst your ape-like peers who don't ever think about anything more than 10 seconds into the future
>>743676794>christcuckAnon, please improve your reading comprehension or finish school
>>743676794Fuck you you muslim piece of shit. You people do the bidding of those you hate the most the jews but you're all too stupid to see it. In a future where you successfully would replace Christians, jews would turn you in to the brownest muttiest sloppiest slaves and you'd deserve it, wouldn't even have to erase Islam to do it, so easy to control you animals because you fight eachother all the time.
>>743676223>the shitskin ESL is still rambling on
>>743672615get a job nigger
>>743677004Yes stick it to the jews by attacking Muslims whiteoid.Truly the Muslims must be stopped from taking over.Muslims have too much power and influence, unlike Christians and jews.
>>743677004>you fight eachother all the timeYou're acting as if their aren't 5 million different Christian denominations in just the United States alone because your kind disagrees with each other all the time on the dumbest shit imaginable.
>>743677240Disagree, yes. We don't bomb eachother like inbred towelheads!>>743677164Look at the Levant, you people are weak idiots, easily controlled by your infighting, you let jews walk all over you in your own lands
saying other people have it worse doesn't help with whatever anyone's going through
>>743672615Finally ready to do something new anon? About time
>>743674067I hate how porn isn't even particularly arousing anymore. And that I can't jack off every day because it just doesn't feel that good unless I take breaks. Getting old sucks.
>>743674169you don't need to believe in the fairy tales, just grasp the knowledge and complement it with philosophy
videogames?
>>743677291>We don't bomb eachother like inbred towelheads!Nice abortion centres yankbro
>>743677379>>743676795
>>743677327You need to use your imagination more instead of looking at 3DPD whores or generic or demented fanart.
>>743674481>being a rentpig goyserf like everyone elseI wouldn't be proud of that but aight
>>743677327Try and unironically fall for a vidya character then fap to her exclusively, it'll produce more dopamine/serotonin and feel better that way.
>>743677291No, Muslims let YOU, white people, run all over them FOR jews.
>>743677291>"I like this calendar!">"No, I like this calendar!">"H-Heretic! You're excommunicated forever!"Christcucks really are delusional.
>>743672615surely you've built a good backlog in that time, right OP?
>>743677509Fucksake you're depressing dude
>>743672615What are you feeling? >Sadness? Loneliness?You have us.
>>743676612I took the Gnostic pill. I hate the Demiurge, the “God” of the Old Testament, with every fiber of my being. This reality is evil and the only escape is through wisdom and imagination.
>>743677509based waifuchad
>>743677773Based knower. Transcend the material realm, focus on your soul.
>>743677671I would only say this shit on 4chan but it's true. All my other irl interests just brutalized my heart.
>Hello. We're here for the video game party.
>>743677551>>743677291White countries are all occupied by jews already, Muslims still have at least three countries that haven't been occupied yet.You're just rooting for their occupation by jews, because your brain has been occupied by jews.You think you're watching a man hit a baby and you're rooting for the man hitting the baby because you're a strong right winger and a winner and you can't be seen rooting for a looser even if it makes you look like a monster because evil monsters are cool especially if they win.Only problem here is that Iran had you by the balls and your leader is squirming threats like an impotent bully who is being arrested by the police.You've just been rooting for the bully for so long that you can't imagine something that could be above him and when it finally happens, instead of feeling liberated, you feel threatened, because you're still mentally on team bully.
>>743672615Sounds like a (You) problem.
>>743677845If you want an honest take from a recovering neet with mental problems? Get a dog. I also liked my cat, when she was a kitten, but my dog has made life enjoyable
>>743674169Start a cult, or hit the gym
>>743677832
>>743677863HAHAHAHA! Great post, anon!
>>743673349But they sensitive as fuck, just think about it for a minute
>>743677773Yeah but what's in that picture is why you are forgiven, because your deeds have been done in the sight of god he knows you and has always known you and through christ you are forgiven and redeemed. There's a lot that's attractive about shit like the cathars, but even they believed that Christ was a good god
>>743677863>>743678114That guy could have fucked Aluza if he wasn't such a weak soiboi
>>743678097Nigger
>>743678139Jesus was a messenger from the true God, the divine spark that gives us a soul and the ability to imagine so we can escape this prison of material reality. The true God doesn’t care about worship or scripture or priests of churches. It just wants us to find enlightenment and free ourselves, to become gods of our own perfect new realities.Sadly Jesus’s messages were twisted and used to justify the evils of the Catholic Church, worshipers of the Demiurge.
>>743672615Play more games and be online less
>>743672615Gaming?
>>743678741We are all pawns in the game of life.
>>743677773Child-parent incest when the child is a product of brother sister incest is the peak on incest content
>>743672615HEY SADFAGGOTWE WILL HAVE CLONING MACHINES IN THE FUTURESTOP CRYINGYOULL GET CLONED FAGGOT PUSSY
>>743679037Finally a man of culture.
>>743679189I’d rather have robo pussy.
>>743674876unironically this. as much of a goyim as it makes me sound, having a job did wonders for my self esteem. that said i still feel like a piece of shit, but at least i don’t feel like a rotten piece of shit
>>743676038man there’s people in this very thread who not only have had sex before but also have kids. meanwhile i’m here being left on read by my one and only friend. i’m a loser even by 4chan standards. i hate being a boring and unlikable khhv so much. but anyway sorry to hear that and good luck man. raise that little tyke right
>>743677773This but unironically
>>743679718I was a khhv until I was like 30. I just came to grips with the fact that time wasn't going to get any kinder so I started trying to achieve some of my important dreams (find a girl who loves me and have a child). You can do it too, bro. I just kept trying (and failing) until I succeeded. It's the fear of failure and impatience with the process that stops 95% of khvs.
>>743679189I would fuck a version of me with XX chromosomes, even better if I can pass the schizoidism along.
>>743679718>being left on read by my one and only friendReal. It feels like I fuck it up on purpose. And I hate myself for liking any of this. Online multiplayer, 4chan, internet, all of it. Despite spending the most time on it. "I shouldn't do this and shouldn't like this so I'm going to fuck it up and still do it anyway and hate myself in the process". I want something else in my life. Where gaming isn't the most interesting thing every day. Something that truly captures me and is "right"? What is right? I wish my parents didn't impart all their bullshit on me, maybe I wouldn't feel so bad about this then. And try to associate with the "chads" despite never being one.God I hope I fucking figure it out. I pray to god I fucking figure it out. That's what I have going for me. That it will all just work out. I can't stand the idea of being over 30 and still doing this, despite it being the most logical course that will be taken with my current habits.
>>743672615Toph's future big breasts.
>>743680254For me it was becoming a writer. But I only write fanfiction and am trying to write a script for a YouTube video now. If you are really passionate and knowledgeable about a subject people will notice and support you.
>>743680704I tried writing my own stuff but it never really took off
>>743680209>I was a khhv until I was like 30Anon unless you are like 60 you would not forget the year it finally happened. Regardless, care to share some advice? How you got there, what changed, what did 'trying' mean in your case? The first step is always the hardest, your story may help someone!
>>743680485Licking Tophs abs!
>>743680962A.I. can be a good tool to play around with your ideas. It helps me flesh out the more boring parts, it’s easier for me to edit and improve something than it is to write something descriptive from scratch. I have the most fun writing dialogue, which is A.I.’s biggest weakness.
Drakengard is my comfort game for when I feel overwhelmed by life's childish nature, how it creates and destroys on a whim with no care, like a child playing with sand castles.
>>743675463Guleböj :- DDDD
>>743680992I was a month off of 30, hence why I wrote it like that.I started lifting weights for a while, but you will find women do not care about this. It did help with my own self-esteem and view of myself, though.Covid came and we weren't allowed out of the house so I thought "fuck it" and I got a couple dating apps (OKcupid was the main one that I thought worked best for me at the time, but I hear it's shit now). I'd just match with every girl I would like to be in a relationship with and hope they'd match back. Then if they did I'd talk to them and try to create a connection.Obviously many failures. The big majority of girls would never match back or they'd be some fake account. There'd be plenty of girls who would match back and ghost after almost no interaction. There'd even be times where I thought things went great and I'd feel like I finally made some headway, only to get ghosted. I just kept trying and trying until it worked. Eventually met my girlfriend (we've been together for 5 years and have a child now).The way I looked at it was I just convinced myself not to care about the many failures. If I was able to succeed then that would be great and things would get better for me. Whenever it didn't work out (many many times) it was just like "Well, all that means is I'm in the exact same position I've always been in". You just have to keep it in your head that there's nothing to lose when you try.
Washing Toph's feet and making her cum from it
>>743676038Your cat is reborn as your son.
>ITT normies discovering they're empty when trying to play with a child's toy into middle ageAnother reason the neurodiverse are superior. We will play the same fucking game for 50 years and the 2000th time is as good as the first. We don't bellyache to the void that our dopamine ran out. We're eternal, motherfucker. I'll be in mid death-rattle still playing Tekken 3 survival mode.
>>743676794>one true God; praise be to Allah.As opposed to how every actual Muslim sees the Christian and Jewish God as the same one, and we differ in our worship around him. With Christianity we reject Christ's divinity, and Jewish we reject that Christ was not important.Keep larping as a sandnigger online though, and get in the same religious debates you had for decades, because surely that's what your God wants from you, right?
>>743681514Makes sense anon, I recently joined a gym, I am not even fat but I am weak, they may not care for it but I want at least be able to lift her comfortably!>The way I looked at it was I just convinced myself not to care about the many failuresYeah that makes rational sense but it is hard to overcome it in the first place, I have thought about using apps but I have been told in my country they are used only for casual sex and to get mugged and my car stolen lol>I was a month off of 30I am basically a month off of 31 so may as well start now.Were you living alone already or still with your parents? I still live with my mom, I feel that would be a blocker for me even though it is not that weird here. I pay all the bills and I literally have an empty place I could move to, but I already struggle with time as it is so I always put it off.
I worship an actual cool religion instead and my life is bretty good (sumerians)
Eleatic paganism solves this problem.
>>743672615If you use gaming as a distraction, then you never really loved video games. I have a friend like that who uses them to relive his teen years and pretends to like them, but it's clear he has no passion for them and only uses them as an escape from his shit life. People like you pollute this board.
>>743681996How was Jesus important if he wasn’t divine?
>>743682061I was living with my mom and I didn't have a job or my license.I will say, I did lie about my virginity status. I said that my I had a first girlfriend and things effected me in a negative way to the extent that I didn't like talking about it. It was years later into the relationship when I told her that I had lied and that I was a virgin at the time.I don't know if I would recommend doing that. It definitely worked for me but I was lucky in the sense that my girlfriend doesn't care that I lied, just found it funny.If you do plan to lie about that then make sure you pick the right time to reveal the lie (WAY later) or just don't reveal it at all. If you want to just be honest from the start than more power to you. Hard to know what the best path is there.
>>743677773>I'm extra contrarian and following a long dead religion, this way I can avoid being called cringe atheist and still ignore mainstream faithJust because some weirdos believed a thing a long time ago doesn't validate it. It's still just as bogus as all other religions.You're a religious hipster trying to be a cool outsider when in reality you're an just an atheist or you'd be scared of Yahweh like a good goy.
>>743682230Listen asshole what the hell else am I supposed to do on this dogshit planet?
>>743682609Consume and reproduce and raise your spawn to be cogs on the capitalist machine goy, once you approach retirement die off as you are no longer useful
>>743682609Raise a good family who'll make your local part of the world a little less dogshit
>>743674169Based. God is real though, just not any God that has a name.
>>743682482>How was Jesus important if he wasn’t divine?Carpenters, that after 33 years of doing nothing of merit start babbling nonsense about eternity for a while and then get killed by the government are very important. For reasons. Don't ask.
>>743682541I reject your false dichotomy. I really don’t care about scripture autism, I just agree with the ideas of Gnostics and Plato more than anything else. Being an atheist would mean material reality is the only thing that exists. I know this is wrong because we have the divine power to imagine other realities. One day we will have the power to escape this prison forever.
>>743677562image's incorrect, pagans frequently killed and burned each other's temples. mostly for shits and giggles.
>>743682528>I was living with my mom and I didn't have a job or my license.Damn nice, this is one of my fears too, that I will keep finding reasons to not try, 'I will begin trying when after I move out, after I am buff, when I...' It is just mental stuff that is hard to overcome for me, I think too much.>I did lie about my virginity statusOh you bet your ass I am lying about it, I am already planning to say it happened so long ago it has grown back lol, hell I have even been thinking of ways to imply it without outright lying so I can later be like 'I technically did not lie!'Thank you for sharing anon, I hope I can follow your footsteps eventually.
>>743672615the dread might come to bite you every so often, but I just choose to ignore that shit and live how I like.
>tfw had more fun building a bedside gaming desk than actually playing games on it
>>743682895>I can visualize>therefor immaterial dimensions exist and I will know themMakes sense. Very rational. Is there a big talking snake flying around the other dimension too? Maybe Dr. Strange? Rick & Morty?
>>743683028I do that with other stuff still to this day. I've been meaning to start writing a book I have been conceptualizing for like 15 years now but I always put it off with "after I get this and that in order".But yeah, if you're fine with lying about it I recommend it, in that case. Just don't get elaborate with it.
>>743683807It’s infinite possibilities. Every person can imagine their own perfect reality and create it. The highest ideal for me is to escape all of the flaws and evils of our material bodies and become pure ideas.But we can’t break these material chains yet because the Demiurge and his servants want control over all of us, to keep us blind and ignorant of our own power. The Demiurge wants to be worshipped as the only truth so he seethes and tortures people when they dare reject him and try to escape.The best we can do now is glimpse into perfection before we are forcefully dragged back. But one day we will create a digital Realm of Forms that frees us all.
>>743674169Reject Abrahamic nonsense, embrace your ancestor Indo-European beliefs.
>>743683807Inner monologue/visualization is quite literally divine and proof that souls exist.
>>743675412There is something deeply wrong with you if you associate being self-reliant, having your own income and opportunity to carve your own path in life as jewish Once the government cuts off all your neetbux, you will feel the dread that years and years of neeting has brought upon you
>>743675289Warehouses are always hiring Factories are always hiring Docks are always hiring It's very easy to get a security certificate and get a nighttime sec jobYou don't want to put in the work, you prefer to cry that it's unfair because you didn't find a job after applying 30 times (which takes barely 1 hour at most)
>>743672615It never did, it just helped your mind hide from it in little digital boxes where existence is a matter of 1 or 0. Life is about life, not sperging out over everything that could possibly lie outside of it. Philosophy is what rich kids did to feel important before they all got to write marvel movies and video games.
>>743672615This shit is honestly the worst thing about getting old.Sure I'm a little slower and more tired. Sure I notice the accidental scratches and bruises heal slower. Sure I dont quite get rock hard as I used to be as a teen.But it's the existential dread, the realization you're not here forever....and not just you, but the few people that you still care about too.....FUCKAnyways I am playing Divinity Original Sin 2 and it's been kind fun so far.
14/10
>>743679718Hey, would you like to be my friend?
>>743685014Which of those red flags attracted you?
>>743672615Bro it's time to start going to church
>>743685291Why do NPCs keep repeating this?
>>743685338Have you considered that it's because you need to start going to church?
>>743684883Warehouses are horrible. You are underpaid to break your back in extreme heat (trucks are like ovens in the summer, no AC at all). Managers always force overtime on you to keep up their quotas, especially for loading trucks since that takes much more time and effort than unloading.
Feet so divineTickle those toesWith dirty, sweaty skinThe smell hits my noseLittle loli feet come marching homeSmelly loli feet come marching home
>>743685631Church is just a building full of people who like being told how to think.True divinity is inside you, you just need to know how to find it.
>>743673570>Bro, just turn your brain off! Just have a brewsky and some weed and turn your brain off!
>>743672615Embrace itBecome someone else's dread
>>743679718Wait a second, I don't remember making this post.Your post hit way too close to home. Sorry you're as much of a loser as me anon... I almost got out last year but I fucked it all up big time, so at least you don't have to live with that kind of regret, right?
>>743685001i want her to zap me to death
>>743676794I would rather be a jeet than a muslim
>>743684995I treasure the few people i have left but it always feels fragile like I could still lose them in a flash. Nothing feels certain.
>>743685014Nta but my friend applications are open
>>743686372Muslims don’t have poop festivals.
>>743674067I rarely have a wank anymore because I start crying after nutting because I can't stop thinking about my ex who married another guy and is probably getting fucked by him as I'm typing this.It's been years at this point and I have tried everything to move on. The pain just will never go away.
>>743687138Bruh time to let go... She doesn't even think of you anymore...
>>743687461I know she doesn't and like I said I've tried everything. I'm fucked.
>>743682609Do whatever you want, but stop shitting up the board that's supposed to be for people that genuinely love video games.
>>743687138This never would have happened if you just had a waifu instead of 3DPD.
>>743687525I know it is easier said than done but you need to find purpose in your life else you will be stuck in the pits of despair forever.
>>743687138It's been a little over a year now since my ex broke up with me and I'm in pretty much the same boat, except as a khv on account of our relationship falling apart right before I could come see her. I didn't even get laid before being unable to jerk off without crying or at least feeling miserable.At least you're not alone I guess. In a superficial sense.
>>743674067https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0eoRvku4U9o
>>743682826This guy gets it
>>743687764Anon don't take this the wrong way but remote relationships are not really a partner, more like you lost a friend, which can hurt of course, and also lost the possibility of a partner.But so you don't feel alone, I am a 30 khv too, and I still pin for a highschool girl back from when I was 15 lolWorst part is I even know she was not that good, I just wish for the idealized version of her.
>>743678128How would it make footjob more pleasurable for (YOU)?
>>743678741wtf is that real
>>743687003Hey hey, still there anon?
>only multiplayer games make feel anything>it's anger but it is something
I look like an oblivion character
I just wish I had friends to play with randoms from 4chan always end up being mentally ill assholes and my only long term "friend" never invites me to games, I was really looking forward to the runescape survival slop game and the palworld release and they ended up playing with someone else for both and I can't bring myself to play them solo now because it just reminds me I'm a lonely miserable piece of shit
>>743672615I just go all in on one of my other niche hobbies that was sidelined until the feeling passes.
>>743673529it's all trash so no one cares
>>743690406Ah, yes I'm still here.My discord is chocomint.y, in case the thread dies
>>743692779chocomint.y without the comma...
still mad they made adult toph a divorced hoe and aang the dad that went to get milk
>>743693491Modern writers hate heroes and do everything they can to subvert them.
>>743693491it makes sense for aang to be obsessed with passing on air nomad culture he's literally carrying the entire national heritage on his shoulders
>>743693491What about Sokka and Suki dying while having zero kids?
>>743682609You're here to like and subscribe and hit that bell button
ever since I started retatrutide I havent given a fuck about anything in a good way.
>>743672838you're dying inside. i'd rather work. I can't stand staying home all day. plus I get to talk to people and make friends and shit.
>>743673349That's the best part.
>>743673091korra killed the series but the cute chocolate loli will undo all the shit that stupid bitch did
>>743672615Been there. Nothing can truly fill the void left by the absence of the family you didnt create. It will get worse with time.
>>743672838Working lets me talk to cute girls. It's not all bad. And you get income to actually buy things you want
>>743677562pagans killed each other all the time. Even so, treating divine agency like a collectible tchotchke is woefully modern. Religion needs to have more integrity than that if it's to be worthy of your time at all.>>743686775only death is certain, anon. It might sound like a black pill but I haven't found anything or anyone who's been able to push back existential dread outside of a religious framework. All the bullshit people say about church is correct, but there's more to it than that, too. It's hard to put into words but I do something I call a 'heart check', especially at church, where I check my heart and start asking what I'm feeling and why. The experiences I've had are deeply profound and personal. I do feel like I'm reaching out to something more. I'm not going to pretend to know what it is, but I do get the sense that it's out there and worthy of pursuing, more than any video game.There was a time in my life where I would have said something like that is silly and stupid.
>>743674169I refuse to believe the idea that God doesn't exist. If we're all here on this Earth because some random atoms bumped together, that's the most lamest and gayest shit ever.
>open thread>barely anyone posting Toph>just gay [r9k] blogpostingyou guys SUCK
>>743672838how is your life shit if you're getting what you want?
>>743679718i just deleted a friend that kept leaving me on read despite being online. fuck em.
>>743695291Interesting discussion about philosophy and religion >>> another coomer thread
>>743674481I'm fucking trying but no one is hiring meI've even gotten into debt to get multiple certifications but I never get further than round 5/6 of whatever the fuck interview process these HR faggots thinks its funny to put me through. I've even tried to apply to jobs where there seems to be an alarming amount of churn just to try to get out of dept but not even they seem to want to hire.It's always the exact same excuse>We're sorry anon, someone that has more than experience than you showed up and now we are picking them instead of you even though we've strung you along for a week or four
>>743696698yupit's all one giant scam
>>743672615>decide to try therapy>"well, anon, i understand that youre depressed and lack motivation and energy to do anything.>have you tried just doing it anyway?"Is therapy just a big meme?
>>743673406Try me how to get a gf and I'll get right on it.
>>743674169Who said anything about believing in god?
>>743696698I had no experience, so I shot the feds an application on a whim which ended up getting me a job. Try gubmint work.
>>743697925Are you able to clean and decorate your living space? Or is cleanliness at this moment in time outside of your control? Like instead, you feed your energy into more urgent obligations (Daily chores, cooking for dependents), or maybe there is other people you live with you have no control over, hazardous living conditions, etc?
sucks to suck op
>gaming still keeps the existential dread at bay
>>743698028No federal job is going to hire you if you werent a zogbot in the army, or a nigger
>>743672615It doesn't for a little bitBut then it does again
>>743698409Well they hired me, so you're wrong. You're never going to get gainfully employed with a defeatist attitude.
>>743698505You are not employed, LARPy
>>743698409I have a government job working at a nursing home. All I did was apply. It's not that hard to get a job. I don't know what people complain about it so much.
Condom breaking Toph sex
>>743687138the absolute state of white brits, no wonder your country is lost
>>743698670No you didn't because you would have a nursing degree
I'm gaming more than I ever did
>>743698774You don't need a nursing degree to work in a kitchen though. And I get paid 17 per hour. Literally just apply. Before this job I worked at FedEx and before that I worked nightshift at Baalmart.
>>743674169based
>>743698942>makes less than welfare+disability in a blue state>slaves for shlomo 9 hours anyway
>>743674481
>>743699219I don't live in a blue state. And I get the chance to talk to and hang out with cute girls (since I'm doing nothing most of the time).
>>743699219>doooood just apply bro it’s that easy!>look inside>it’s some nightmare job with ridiculous turnover rate that pays less than flipping patties at McD’syup, every time
>>743699219I put in for a government position, and I started at just over $3k every 2 week pay period. That's not including payment for travel or overtime. Only thing I had on my resume was a college degree in a completely unrelated field.There are similar positions that only require a high school education, but you have to look. If you actually want to work scroll through USAJobs and send out applications.
>>743672615Okay? That's your problem
>>743695291>gay [r9k] blogpostingThis is so much of this website nowadays. I'm so sick of failed normalfaggots clogging up the catalog.
>>743699464Lets hear the position. No dont deflect or run away now, your izzat is on the line.
I’m 29 and out of all the guys I went to school with I’d say about 50% of them are doing well for themselves, the other 50% are struggling.We grew up in literally the worst ever generation to be a White male in and I will never forgive boomers for putting us in this predicament.
>>743699527professional imageboard shill
>>7436995271811 seriesThere are 0083 positions that don't even require college.
>>743697925It is a massive meme, even assuming you won the lottery and the therapist isn't a complete fucking retard he's still only able to give you generic advice or drugs that force your body to feel betterThe only way a therapist helps is if you truly have no one else to traumadump on, but I feel like the inevitable realisation you're paying someone to simulate a sliver of friendship would only push a depressed person over the edge of killing himself
I've come to accept that the USA is completely rotten in all societal facets and that I need to live life doing only what interests and benefits me in the short to mid term. Restructuring my life for a chance at a traditional milestone has never paid off. I'm just going to invest my savings into silver and chill. I'm KHV but also not a loner at all so I'm good.
>>743699535>one of the few who "made it" from my classOne of the shittiest aspects of gen-z "success" is how few people your age you can share it with. Not to mention the underlying unintentional jealousy from others my age who are struggling. Celebration feels selfish at this point when empathy comes across as pity
>>743672615I never game to distract myself. I only like to play games when my life is stable. I cannot enjoy anything when I have problems looming over my head whether it be financial, mental or physical. I barely played any video games in 2023, 2024 and 2025 because those were some of the absolute worst years of my life and my life was such a mess, I couldn't ignore my problems anymore. Now that my life is stable and I have nothing to worry about I play video games all the fucking time now and I enjoy them so much more. I know that kinda defeats the purpose of escapism but I've just never been able to truly "escape" my life's problems until I confront them directly and eliminate them.
>>743673580My new hobby is AI and I'm loving it a lot. It's literally peak, see whatever you want without having to pay a dime.
>>743699972I think it's even worse when you have random retards and thots getting chosen by some Jewish mega algorithm to blow up to the heights of stardom for flashing their tits or screaming at their monitor. Meanwhile the average 8 to 5 gets you jack shit.
>>743699535>>743699972Why can’t Gen Z men just work together to start their own businesses?
>>743672615I know that feeling brother.
>>743672615Get into gunpla.It not only takes your mind off of how life sucks but you build a badass mech that you can display and say "yeah, I put my mind to that and built it with my own two hands"
>>743700398>still feel empty but now I have a shelf full of cringe plastic toysyaaaay…
>>743700398yeah I airbrush them too, that's fun and makes me feel like less of an idiot
>>743672615Still working well for me! It's when I stop gaming that the madness creeps in.
>>743700552Custom work is another thing I like. Recently I painted the back of my RG Sazabi's shield. Like you're never going to see that detail but it's just nice. And then I did this guy a while back, makes me want to rewatch Votoms. >>743700489Don't knock it until you try it, building can be pretty therapeutic. Especially when you get deep into it and if you're just painting everything you do can be reversed.
>>743700923I already spend all my money on Warhammer and my life still sucks
>>743695194It's just more that kikes have completely cornered tbe market on deity worship with their fake religions
>>743675707>tfw you took 15 minutes to travel to asuka and there's no fucking auction going ongod bless that game
>>743701065GW mini prices are absolutely fucking outrageous.I collected for awhile but kinda came to the conclusion that I wasn’t invested in the TTG game at all and there are cheaper alternatives to assembling cool little figures.
>>743674876>been applying to jobs constantly for 6 months this year >constantly revising resume>totaled 3 interviews >zero progress other than that Modern job hunting is essentially fiscal gacha
>>743674876What's an actual job? Being a cop or stuff like blue collar jobs working on plumbing or electricity
>>743701065That warhammer though.I mean yeah, similar kind of thing but you basically get a few mini statues for an absurd price. For the same price you could get a decent amount of HGs or 30 minute kits that are fine on their own or can be customised to your liking and you can pose them how you like.Like, one if my WIP's is a dragon girl based on the Myrmidon transformation in BoF3, it uses pieces from the 30MF Dragonia Knight and one of the tan 30MS bodies.
>daily demoralization threadshalom, everyone!!
>>743701567we're talking about hobbies fuck off nigger
I gave up years ago, I enjoy shitting on modern games more than playing them. Gloating atleast give me some endorphins.
>>743675197Then get someone to make you one>Be me>NEET>Dad says enough of this>Okay.jpeg>His company is being overran by Indians>Indians ask why he has no family working at the company>Because they just all hired their family members to work at this company>Thank you h1b>Dad gets new boss Indian to make a literal WFH admin job>I do the interview process>I now have a job that I answer a some emails, mess with spreadsheets all while WFH>I'm literally getting paid right now as I write thisHalf the time too I'm playing vidya, it's great. I feel bad for actual people running society because this job I have provides ZERO value but I get paid more than some dude laying concrete right now hahahahaa.
>>743701686yes we know demoralizing young white men is your hobby, schlomo
>>743701761>just be a nepobaby brogreat advice
>>743672615Try meditation Put on some good game that's pure gameplay with no reading required and just be present in the moment , don't think
>>743701761I don't think I could do that. Half of the reason I didn't like being a NEET was because I rarely got to talk to people.I mean, I'm the introverted type but sometimes I still want to have a chat.
>>743672615thats why you pair it with drugs/alcohol
>>743701920Don't do this, you'll turn into George Floyd.
>>743701946a big bbc bull immortalized in history?
>>743701983A nigger face down on the floor.
>>743672674>go to churchLame. You can just start your own church. Getting certified as a priest is easy as hell, and you can just wing the sermons. It’s not like you’ll run into someone who actually read the bible.
>>743702167Liar.
>>743702487I think he's confusing priests and preachers.
>>743678152Does he know?Better yet, does he know the does he know of the does he know?
However bad you have it, most people here didn't get the genital mutilation+birth in israhell combo.>>743672820daily routines, breaks with exercises/stretches can mitigate that. 30 hits hard.
one thing that motivates me a lot is this one video clip I've seen of people in some SEA country that subsist by dumpster diving for already-eaten meat scraps and re-cooking it. that is not my life and there is basically no possibility of that ever being the case, and for that I am so, so thankful
I hate being sober, I spent the last month high and I loved it, I wish I could be high all day
>>743701065I'd be depressed too if I was a slophammer faggot
>>743697925therapy is for convincing people who are indecisive and confused they should try a little harder.
>>743703718stoners are beyond pathetic
>>743703718It doesn’t last unless you take breaks to reset your tolerance.Fuck, I miss being a teenager trying weed for the first time. Smoking with my friends while listening to vaporwave and watching random movies or YouTube videos. Life really doesn’t get any better than that.
>>743703361Seeing videos of Chinese gutter oil makes me glad to live in a first world country.
>>743701567Ironic
>>743700126I would if I had the capital and risk appetitea business loan accruing interest on top of every other monthly bill I need to pay is certainly a motivator, but one I feel would make me operate in survival mode - every decision would be animalistic and devoid of any intent or care, and that's assuming I even stay in business long enough to make those decisions
>existential dread no longer keeps gaming at bay
>>743672615>tranime
>>743694419Yes please work so I can continue to live in complete freedom. Thanks for your sacrifice.
>>743703718Keep smoking every day and you'll need to smoke just to feel normal.
>>743672615>feeling existential dread in the first placeSkill issue.
>>743684883>plenty of places are hiring just send 10000000 applications!Will 50 year olds ever get over this insanity?
>>743674876I legitimately don't know how to get a job.
>>743705219this tbfwyf
If it helps.My life is great, I dont have a job. I dont know why I am still here. I do trailrunning, I game and I fantasize a lot. Made maladaptive daydreaming an art, I am very social but dont like the company of other people at all. Somewhere along the way I decided that was ok. I have no negative thought anymore, anger can be my fuel.
>>743705436Just start going to businesses and ask if theyre hiring, fag. if they say no, then move on. A second in your mind must be an eternity of anguish if you're getting stunlocked by this.
>>743700101Jeet
>>743705219ee ja nai ka?
>>743706018what is this 2003? just apply in person ahahaha oh my fucking god dude
>>743705436Go on a bunch of hiring boards or websites for different businesses and just keep applying. It's honestly all luck-based at this point.
>>743706018t. someone's grandfather
>>743677343Indeed, a very relaxing way to walk through life i feel. Even with all of the ups and downs. I think having many healthy relationships also helps.
I dunno just make peace with yourself I guess. You should experience existential dread then work through it. You're not meant to have it as a permanent state of mind.
>>743704258I just don't smoke that much, just enough to not feel sober, when I was younger I'd smoke as much as I could and my life was a mess, then I began to lower my consumption and reached to a point where I could go cold turkey without triggering withdrawal, could go days or weeks sober without feeling like shit, managed to go over a year once.>>743705354Yeah that happened at some point, I couldn't do anything without getting high first, but I just like drugs so much I was unable to blame them for my failures so I just willed myself into becoming a functional drugaddict.
>>743706514>>743706329Do you tards really think you'll ever find worthwhile employment online? That shit exists exclusively to farm your data and gauge how low of a salary offer they can get away with. If you want a decent job you have to know somebody, and if you aren't lucky enough to nepo your way in that means actually meeting and talking to the people running the place.
>>743707070Define 'worthwhile employment'.
>>743698765kill yourself, retarded nigger
The single funniest part about getting a job is seeing how 50% of all open positions are federal positions that require a level of clearance a normal person (not a nepo WASP guy) can only get by serving 6 years in the military. The amount of available work they claim can be cut in half because it's just a bunch of bullshit the government pumps into the market to stop people from taking a surface level glance and realizing how fucked not one but three entire generations (all the youngest) of Americans are.
>>743672674church sucksif it was good for anything things wouldnt have become as bad as it is when church was more popular and common
>>743693491ATLA is the only thing that's canon because of how retarded everything else is.
>>743707245ChatGPT said your claim has no verifiable proof
>>743707163too bad you have all this anger alone in your room instead of fixing your country LOL
>>743707151Obviously everyone has different skills, preferences, etc. but I'm assuming something at least a tier or 2 above fast food. I would consider construction and other manual labor to be worthwhile but obviously I'm not you
>>743707495>I would consider construction and other manual labor to be worthwhile/v/ is funny, they think Ex-Felon: The Job that pays $17 an hour is gainful employment.
>>743707583Federal minimum wage is still $7.25/hr.
>>743707583Earning any money is more respectable than blindly shotgunning applications and making $0/hr then coming here to bitch and moan.
>>743707583The economy can't support 200 million people in adult daycare, genius. If you think you're above working with your hands but can't land and office gig then keep shitting yourself in rage, i guess.
>>743707264it would've been quicker to just say you are 12 years old and don't know history
>>743707640>>743707781>>743707793Embarrassing spic coded posts. "The economy can't afford to pay me a livable wage! We have to make a greater sacrifice for Israel!"
>gaming no longer keeps the existential dread at bay>decide to play some shitty RPGmaker erogeActually, I fucking love video games.
>>743701761It's actually surprising your dad didn't give you a job earlier, how much was he trying to avoid it?
>>743707906I make $19/hr and I can live on that just fine.The real issue is inflation. That shit's gotta go back down to <2%.
>>743707968>I make $19/hr and I can live on that just fine.Where? Hyderabad? That's less than 40 grand a year.
>>743707954these were the only games I got really invested in in months, don't know what sorcery he put into them
>>743681816The indomitable autistic spirit.
avatar game is in three days stop being a baby
>>743708013>Where?Somewhere in the US.>That's less than 40 grand a year.And like I said, the issue is inflation and how it eats away at people's actual purchasing power. No one should need more than $30k to comfortably cover their living expenses.
>work at company for 10 years>instead of promote me they let me go this year
>>743708013Perfectly doable in any flyover state. all the people posting about how they can't get by with their six figure salary are living in metropolitan areas and living well outside their actual means.
>>743708195My condolences. Please understand, the line must go up.
>>743697925I will give you a recipe to fix your dogshit brain and stomach chemistry, for cheap even.Fair warning, do NOT do this if you are under 20, you are just a pissy teen going through normal puberty shit in that case, this is for 20 and 30+ somethings.First, during a weekend or something you don't have job or school, do not eat anything for 30h straight.However, you need to drink nearly triple the water you should during this time period to satiate the hunger, it has to be raw water, no coffee, no tea, no soda, not even fuzzy mineral water, raw water.If you can put ice on the water to drink it cold, all the better.Contrary to what you may think, don't actually go gymbro during these 30h, at most do stretches or yoga if you want but you should save your energy, why? because during the last 6h or so you will feel like absolute dogshit, to the point you are at real risk of killing yourself from the despair plus ravenous hunger.Don't off yourself, endure.After the 30h eat a light meal, can be anything but it needs to have meat and/or eggs, a burger, steak, ham and eggs, whatever it is make it yourself, don't buy fast food, buy the groceries in advance, do NOT drive or go out during the 30h of despair.You need to at most feel half-full after the meal, quell the hunger but don't choke yourself on food, if you feel chock full you did it wrong, but still even if you fuck up it's still going to give you okay results.Also, during this time avoid any and all shit that causes you anger or doomfag feelings, veg out watching iceberg slop or something, or watching anime or whatever, maybe just playing minecraft, or any similar mindless grind games, avoid ranked games and twitter/4chan/reddit specifically.After this you can go back to a normal routine but avoid soda specifically for at least 2 weeks, it has way too much sugar and the sugar shock WILL fuck your brain chemistry again.Congratulations, you just survived a brain reset.
>>743708026Same. I happened to play BS1/2 and Silksong back to back, and while I really liked both the former managed to get a much bigger emotional oomph out of me despite all the jank.
>>743708195if you waited ten years for a single promotion you're dumb as fucking bricks
>>743707008I respect that. Me, I’m hooked on my dab pen but I’m taking a sober vacation for the next four months in a place where I can’t buy anything from a dispensary. The hardest part of stopping is the insomnia.
>>743705436Learn how to make thingsfurniture, food, babiesthen charge money for it
>>743708226>40000 divided by 52 is 769>this is your budget per week>your budget is 3076 dollars per month>average rent in the USA is $1600>so your monthly budget is actually 1470>$367 per week>average grocery bill per week is 70-100 dollars>double or triple this with a family (you cant afford one if that isnt obvious)>$297 if you spend conservatively and food prices dont spike again>need gas which is currently $4 a gallon>cant possibly commute every day with that budget>means living in the city (higher rent) or fending off feral niggers who use public transport>phone and internet bill>absolutely nothing left over for emergency expenses, savings, leisure expenses, etc>may as well factor out a wife or girlfriend who can contribute since this is 4chan and you're broke>good luck finding a roommate who isnt hindu>"40 grand is livable in America in 2026 bro"You beat off to negative attention. You were bullied as a kid throughout your life and you dont understand what other human interaction looks like.
>>743708645Where can I sign up to be a baby maker?
gaming after 21 is grim, I used to think I could spend my whole life on this shit
>>743708745average rent lol good one
>>743708195soup is good food~
>>743708745>nigga's out here using gross income to calculate living expensesFucking lmao, absolute retard.
>>743676223Those are retard level problems, don't you understandIf you, your family and your culture weren't so fucking nigger retarded, you wouldn't have that issue
>>743708745Also left out stuff like electric, water or heating bills, or a car lease if you want one of those. Also this will never afford you a house either.
>>743708875mfw using steam wallet funds to buy gas
>>743708195>social worker for 15 years>boss retires, get promoted to head>"fuck yeah we're finally going to do things right around here">a month later department gets shut down>boss quit early just to pass all of it off on to a subordinate
>>743697925>>743708351magic mushrooms are far better at resetting your brain than fasting for 30 hours.Eating healthy and avoiding sugary drinks is generally good advice for anyone, but won't cure actual depression.
Everybody who has ever lived will also die. That's just the way it is. You only get one life, make sure to spend it in a way you find fulfilling. If you are having these thoughts while playing games, it is likely just that you don't find it very fulfilling. Consider some alternative hobbies.
>>743707437offtopic shitskin shitting up the thread, kill yourself
>>743708989a steam...credit card????
>>743708745>average>spiked by all the tards in NY and californiaPosting walls of text to justify your refusal to do actual work or living somewhere affordable was entirely your choice. Enjoy your perpretual internal torment.
>>743709086Do you think grocery stores and gas stations are cheaper in flyovers?
>>743709110gas is over $5 in california
>>743697925I hate stupid posts like theseEveryone of you stupid depressed bastards want some magical remedy to your problems, not a soul wants to hear the cold truth which is:JUST DO IT FAGGOTyes, just go to your job, yes, just go talk to the foid, yes, do all of those things you retard. Stop jacking off and go run outside
>>743676854I think about Eddy from Empire of Dust sometimes. Poor guy tries his best but he can’t defend the retardation of his people.
>>743709134Great, I hope they all die. So do you think grocery stores and gas stations are cheaper in flyovers?
>>743708830You just need to do other stuff once in a while. It's like chocolate. Fun to eat once in a while but if you overdo it it'll lose its luster. Either find work and education you enjoy or a hobby with some type of progression (foreign language, drawing, coding, working out etc.) if you're a NEET. Games will also feel more rewarding after doing something else.
>>743708745i live on 40k a year in florida, but i also have literally no life and do nothing so that helps.
>>743709110Yes, I live in one. I never said any of this was super easy, I'm just saying it's doable. Historically, it is rarely easy to live. The economy of the mid-20th century was partially a miracle. But complaining on /v/ about how your parents and grandparents lifestyle isn't available to you won't will it back into existence.
>>743709513>complaining on /v/ about how your parents and grandparents lifestyle isn't available to you won't will it back into existenceNot complaining or kicking back is simply going to careen you deeper into a society that is not only ran by kikes but also their hindu slaves, who operate on an even more aggressive caste system that will invariably result in your not-so-distant relatives being kicked into a mass grave. Stop being an evasive little retard. Nobody believes 40 grand is adequate compensation unless the literal only alternative is starvation and homelessness, which at 40 grand ain't far off.
2 people making $40k a year can't afford a starter home with 2 cars
>>743709592The point of contention isn't whether $40k is 'adequate compensation', its whether that's enough to live. For some people, like me, it is.
>>743672615I'm entering>booze no longer keeps the existential dread at baymyself
>>743709592Your overlords aren't paying attention to imageboards. No tyrant in history cared for what people thought about them. If you want to take meaningful action, you need the means to do so.
>>743708351Why 30 hours in specific? I've done 24 hour fasts beforeI guess the extra 6 hours would suck ass
>>743673734Trvth
if you work 40 hours a week and pay taxes you should basically be covered in life regardless of what kind of work you do. since it is now effectively impossible to run your own business, anything less than that standard is simply a failed state and we are decades past that point already
>>743674169I remember being 14
>>743709820time to give up and never discuss things goy
>>743707819Indeed. If he did, he would know that church actually becomes more popular the more desperate people get
>>743710431(You) already gave up long ago, you just refuse to see it.
>>743710447No one escapes judgment. Not even all the rich lucifirians who needs new heart transplants every week
>>743695194I would argue that it's a lot gayer to be some omnipotent being's buttslaves that he made out of sheer boredom/vanity thoughbeit
>>743710778Lol
>>743710778Source? And no your headcanon that you invented because of your just world fallacy doesn't count
>>743709043cry harder
>>743711070David Rockefeller had 6 heart transplants lol
>>743672838I was like you at one point my guy.So i know there's nothing anyone can tell you.But when it comes for you, you will know.>>743673336So you think work only gives you moneySo you REALLY are like me then
>>743711181True, rich people get to live longer because they can afford lifesaving medical procedures while the poor good people just die painfully. What was your point again?
AND SO I CRY SOME TIMES WHEN I'M LYING IN BEDJUST TO GET IT ALL OUT, WHAT'S IN MY HEADAND I, I AM FEELING A LITTLE PECULIARAND SO I WAKE IN THE MORNING AND I STEP OUTSIDEAND I TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND I GET REAL HIGHAND I SCREAM FROM THE TOP OF MY LUNGSWHAT'S GOING ON?!
>>743711412Just think for a minute on were they get those healthy organs from
try religion dummy, so long as it's not hinduism or judaism.
>>743710803That is literally the Demiurge.The true God just wants you to bee yourself.
>>743672615>Lord's Prayer>Dread is held at bay>Back to gamingJesus really is God and a good friend at that
>>743672615Gaming barely feels good. Anime barely feels good. Reading barely feels good. Watching TV and movies barely feels good. Working out barely feels good. Jacking off is even losing its luster. The only thing I really feel is anger and sadness most of the time.
Covid gave you brain damage, sucks to suck
>>743712070This but with masturbation instead of praying.
>>743711623AND HE TRIES
>>743708745>using cities as the average
>>743672615i used to feel this waythe fix? getting yourself a loving boyfriend that makes you feel like a princessit's truly better than any videogames
Why was the second season of the Live Action so fucking bad? First season wasn't THAT terrible. Was it because they decided to hire two fat chicks who can't act as Azula and Mei?
>>743672615Doesn't help that every fucking video game wants to jack off realism instead of being colorful or aesthetically defining.
>>743712289
>>743712289find another thread to prey on groomer creep
>>743712070This but with nihilism instead of praying.
>>743712289I don't want to feel like a princess. They get kidnapped by evil wizards and shit
>>743712289I just want a bro who I can share my loli porn collection with
>>743680254Post is too real, I get what you say and I'll ramble something: I've been on 4chan for a decade and it feels like I haven't changed since, do not ever take online opinions at face value and too seriously.I frequented r9k a lot, had real life issues but nothing THAT serious desu. Always felt like the odd kid, even amongst friends not feeling the vibe, turning down invitations and feeling down when I notice others having fun but not me (e.g party setting). Never could get rid of this habit. Actively declined invites and such, to events and friend groups, without thinking.Had some friends, I was interested in games music, movies, thinking about a better future.Now over 30 I don't think about shit, I only have 1 internet friend who doesn't want to let go, but no one else. No one initiates contact anymore, past or new people. I can go months without listening to music at all, and even longer without watching a new movie I haven't seen. No new games to play, I played all I wanted, and even if something comes I'll drop it a lot sooner than I used to. Haven't left the yard in 3 weeks even for food, quit my job because they paid shit and required more work.I'm not american, opportunities can be infinitely more limited than being a neet in California or whatever.There is a lot more to cry about but the point was, I think, that as much as it sucks and it seems and IS pointless, if you don't do shit, nothing will happen in your life, quite literally - especially if you are a poor-mid income single male, anywhere. Things will get worse and you will wither away alone. Medicine might help but it may bring too many side effects, and going to therapy doesn't work if you do not want to think on it or apply it. The change in our brain sometimes just happens, like that, it happened to me once. Only you can fix yourself, because no one will care beyond words. Start with very small habitual changes, it might work or it may not, but nothing comes from nothing.
>>743672615You're gonna die one day, come to terms with it already
>>743712289Yeah, being someone's princess is the best thing ever but not when they begin controlling your entire life, I have to ask permission for everything
>>743684671>>743684547this is all very interesting, any reads for a beginner?
We're not gonna exist after we die
A lot of you need some psilocybin. It's stigmatized as a drug but it's literally just a fucking mushroom.Instead of using video games or alcohol as an escape it forces you to confront your issues and work through them. If you're able to get your hands on some and you feel at all depressed, do it. Seriously.
>>743674169Jesus died so he could send your dumbass to hell for not believing in him.Show some fucking respect
>>743713551But what if we do though. In one way or another.
What video game is this thread about?
>>743713551Hopefully. I can accept life and death, I can't accept endless continuum.
>>743713763
>>743713725>replace bad substance with my preferred bad substance
>>743713763Real Lives (2007)
>>743713330>Plato’s Republic (particularly his allegory of the cave and explanation of perfect forms)>Gnostic texts (Gospel of Thomas, Apocryphon of John, Gospel of Phillip, Gospel of Truth, etc)>Schopenhauer’s The World as Will and RepresentationThe rest I intuited myself based on my own experiences and trying to apply this philosophy to modernity.
>>743713972thanks
>>743672820>24/7 foot, calf, and knee pain. Unknown nephropathy/muscle pain doctors cant figure out. Sometimes i feel like dying. Its hard to find a videogame that fills the void nowadays too. Games suck bad these days and im a little sick of retro now too. >>743672615Im not sure if I have existential dread anymore ive kind of accepted whatever happens after you die happens, ive been enough through life to accept you cant control shit ultimately. you just have to accept that things are gonna be the way they are.
>>743713741Jesus died because he kept being woke while the entire world was still stuck in the middle ages
>>743712661It's been too long since we've had a save the princess thread.
>>743714047>jesus>the middle agesanon...im sorry..but I think you're a retard.
>>743713868>bad substancenon-addictive. Research and studies support its use. Far less harmful to your body than alcohol or weed.It'll begin to be legalized in many first world countries (excluding america) within the next decade.
>>743714021Also this is a good video for a quick rundownhttps://youtu.be/_bXHBT5NTfc?is=299uyb72m1c-9JND
I barely even play anymore, I just turn on something on tv or read instead, but its all pointlessIm 26, got my own place, car, good job, decided it was time to start dating to see what all the fuss was about and its been hell putting myself out theremaybe I need more education or a different job to feel somethingIm just not passionate about anything
>>743714157cant you get permanent static in your vision from that shit? I know that might seem less bad than alchoholism but my entire point is that to be functional you need to do so without substance use.
>>743674169you can start going to church and treat it as an exercise for discipline and developing a habit. its 45min-1hr of your time once a week. doing something you dont generally like for a small amount of time routinely will make you able to start doing other stuff that you dont normally do little by little.
>>743683023>pagans frequently killed and burned each other's temples>frequentlynope
>>743672615Do some charity or try to help others. Games are essentially useless
>>743714317the static is always there, you just start to notice it's there, it's like that.
>>743714317I'm canadian and it's super easy to buy them on the grey market so I know quite a few people who use them, myself included. Never heard of that or experienced it in my life.>my entire point is that to be functional you need to do so without substance use.tell that to the millions on anti-depressants. If I wasn't using mushrooms I'd have to be on them too and I consider those far worse than a naturally growing fungus.
>>743672615You faggots worry about yourselves too much. The universe, I'll remind you, doesn't give a FUCK what you do You cannot DISAPPOINT it. I hate seeing you stinky retard SSRI-poppers sulking like the weak little pusseez you are and shitting up the whole goddamn board day after day. Jesus Christ, it's not hard. Go meditate. Drink water. Do yoga. Walk in the woods and eat yogurt. Above all, PLAY FUCKING GAMES or get off this board, because people like OP are parasites, fatass swollen ticks on the ballsack of this "community."Everybody loves a fat greasy emo, don't you? Just sayin'.
>>743678565>to become gods of our own perfect new realities.LOL you wish monkeykeep dreaming
>>743714508VSS or Visual Noise Syndrome is a genuine neurological condition. I have it bad, and it happened after I greened out and had a panic attack. Its never really gone away and its triggered my already existing Keratoconus to regress further
>>743714508crazy cope>>743714565never said anti-depressants were better, but what do you do if you cant get your shrooms? i know theyre "easy" to get or whatever but just imagine you cant get em. how do you live without them?
>>743672615toph...
>>743714613It is through my dreams that I may escape, while you remain trapped in the Demiurge’s eternal cycle of torture and reincarnation.
>>743714668>VSS That's the problem with you fuckers: you never ran into a random collection of letters you DIDN'T want to tattoo on your anus, and all the acronyms just end up weighing you down and make you act like faggots. I've had Silent Hill fuzzies and ringing ears since I was a kid. It's reaaaal common and it's not that big of a deal.
>>743672674I rotate vidya, anime, movie (cinema), books (literature).That seems to work, has for the last 15 years at least. Usually spend about 3 months on each before getting bored and rotating. Normies on the other hand replace their hobbies with existential dread and doom scrolling and..... literally nothing else. But they sure love telling you that you're wrong for still enjoying stuff. I watched my highschool friend group chat devolve into discussions of their favorite whiskey and decor while simultaneously complaining openly about feeling empty inside like nothing gave them joy. Any mentions of gaming again (like they once did 12+ hours a day) was met with ridicule and being called childish. One of these niggas genuinely tried to show off a print he got framed of the state we grew up in. Literally just a fucking sterile printed art piece of our state and he was so proud of choosing such an adult piece of art for his apartment. How fucking sad can you get? Pic related is basically what it looked like.
>>743714854when you randomly get it overnight suddenly when you're 29 its pretty worrying
>almost 500 post off topic thread still upthese and literal softcore porn threads stay up while actual game discussion dies after 20 postsfuck all of you fucking losers
>>743713725I did mushrooms, and to br fair it made me aware of things I hadn't realised were wrong until then, but I wouldn't recommend them. Aside from fighting my disassociative state I found that they gave me (or made me "aware" in a sense) of an other thought within my head that doesn't necessarily agree with me. I wouldn't say it's schizophrenic but there's a voice I'm aware I can listen to now and it's concerning.
>>743714934Yeah, I guess so. I hope you don't drugs meds or vaccines anymore.
>>743714854>ignore first hand account of permanent damage from psychedelicsIf this was fiction you'd be begging for something terrible to happen to you
>>743674414Why would someone do that when there are pedophiles running our government?
>>743714940Meanwhioe my interracial porn thread gets slid or deleted...
>>743714940they should make games worth discussing then
>>743714778like I said, non-addictive. The trips you go on aren't something you have to keep doing, once you work through your issues the progress you've made doesn't disappear once you stop using them. I continue to do them because there's no better way to spend a sunday than chilling on mushrooms.> how do you live without them?I deployed for 7 months recently and didn't crave them once. There were no withdrawals, it's that easy.
>>743709165And he gets the same far away look in his eyes when you try explain to him how he's fucking up and how to not fuck up as any other nigger who can't immediately chimp out on you.
>>743714940>NOOOO you can’t just have interesting discussions! Where is my bing bing wahoo?!
atleast you guys had or have jobs. i dint even have that. instead i got shoved away in some shithole where i "worked" for 7 days a week full time with only every second weekend being freetime for 250 shekels. even after i repeatedly just walked away from the workplace and even trashed my living space ( had to life on site in a prison sized room) they did not want to let me go. still ass hurt about it.my life has been better thx to video games and i'm thankful for that.thx for reading my blog
>>743714960bro they're for ptsd and depression, not the mentally ill. That's literally schizophrenia.
>>743715056if you dont need them they why use them period? you guys keep saying "either" like you have to use SOMETHING to cope with life.
>>743712218OH MY GOD DO I TRYI TRY ALL THE TIME IN THIS INSTITUTION
>>743695173I'm a believer in Christ myself. My Crisis of faith is what if there really is nothing and me just thinking. I'm okay with that. I'm tired, Boss.
it's ok you'll forget about the darkness soon enough
>>743714995i still smoke weed but im trying to stop, on meds for anxiety but not a high dose.
>>743714317>>743714854Nigga that's a retarded argument. And a more broad and accurate term for problems like VNS is HPPD (Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder) of which VNS can occur as a result of amongst several other things that can manifest. But all of these are exceedingly rare and 99% of the time come from fucking up and taking way too much or way too often....oooooor smoking weed. The caveat is smoking weed because so many retards naturally associate weed and tripping even though it is literally the most dangerous thing you can do on a trip. I've seen weed send no less than 3 people to the psych ward after smoking while tripping. But the point is - if you just take a normal amount and nothing else there is a 99.9% chance it will be totally fine.I've tripped well over 100 times on over 20 different hallucinogens including stuff a lot crazier than psychedelics with zero lasting visual effects. I used to smoke DMT like weed when on probation, it's a tryptamine just like mushrooms. Zero lasting effects
>>743715140Some people are just born broken, like me.I did need them, but now I don't. I keep doing them because they're fun. Anime is 100x more interesting to watch when the colors pop. Everyone is coping through life in some regard, and some people just need a little push which mushrooms excel at. I'll shill them until the day I die.
Just stop feeling sad and you'll stop being sad. Idiot.
>>743684045Christ. What I wouldn't give for a woman who understands what a nightmare this has all turned into and just isn't into games or bullshit and just realize that there are so many people out there just trying to take a bite of something that putting yourself out on a limb to be eaten alive just seems like madness.
>>743715393ive never done mushrooms or lsd in my life but one day i took way too many bonghits after taking a few months break and yep permanent static plus bunch of extra floaters and random colored dots that appear and disappear instantlythink its latent epilepsy I didnt know I had, or a offshoot of epilepsy
>>743715440Id argue the problem is rooted in the perception that you're broken but whatever works i guess
>>743715259>what if there really is nothingbrother the universe as we know it is already amazing. I don't mean "le science is epic", I mean the endless cycles, nature, the mysteries we don't even know about yet. If you believe we are within God's creation, then it's not nothing, even if he isn't present. I get that it's hard to be amazed when you look outside and you see some grey pavement and a crackhead though.
>>743715467Maybe stop sitting around sulking like an asshole all the fucking time.
>>743715648Go outside, talk to women, have a beer. Hang out with friends. Ya moron.
>>743687138Its okay to fuck up, anon. Do yourself a favor and write. Write everything you did that drove them away, write your reasonings and understandings. Be truthful and honest with yourself. Sometimes its not even your fault, but circumstance, or maybe it is your fault and you learned something. You only get one go round in this life maybe, so just do the best you can. But more than anything else, be honest with yourself, but also know you are never helpless.
>>743715545Oh yeah, I believe it.. the worst experience I've ever had "tripping" was actually after ripping a bong. Time broke, I was literally watching the world in chunks like my brain was shutting down for 1 out of every 2 seconds. And that was just the perception changes, the actual anxiety and certainty I was going to die was the worst part. Salvia, PCP, breaking through on DMT, none of them compare to having a bad trip on weed (salvia comes close if you have a bad time though)
>>743715692What are you, an AI? i don't drink the slop called beer, and have more than enough interaction with all kinds of women -- I could do with less.
>>743697925For people with actual problems yes, not for normies.
>>743715586Most peoples’ live are solitary, poor, nasty, brutish, and short.I think the most beautiful and amazing things don’t come from the physical world but from inside ourselves. Things we create with our minds. Poetry, music, art, even language and morality itself.
>>743715692Hollywood should do remakes for Buster Keaton's filmography but with contemporary shots and CG all the stunts.
>>743715823thats just weed spiking your anxiety to a bad trip. When I do too many edibles I get literally sick to my stomach, the entire room starts spinning, throw up, and pass out. Ive hit my head on the kitchen floor twice. Some peoples physiological problems react badly to drugs.
>>743687138This was deeply funny imagining someone bawling after cumming. "Noooo not Alyssa nooo!" ;-;
>>743715906I'm already insane and unstable and this is true, it just makes it worse, but I kinda got used to feeling unhinged so I learnt to enjoy it
>>743687138Shes a cunt brother, have a pint.
>>743715972>I'm already insane and unstableSo true
>>743715972I definitely suffer from mood swings bad and I have underlying anxiety that causes my hands to sweat and my stomach to feel sick. Ive had a mental break before, before I ever did any drugs.But im not like literally schizophrenic or whatever. My brain is literally too big, im yakuub. Normies wouldnt understand. I have autism IQ.
MY SSD IN MY GOOD LAPTOP IS FAILING THAT LAPTOP IS THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME HAPPY FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK I NEED A JOB I NEED A WAGE
>>743716012kino
Just get a smart GF.
>>743716012https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bc1erjagxSQ
>>743715942In the far future, people will go inside an all-powerful virtual reality system and molest young versions of their exes to get over trauma.
>>743716012I miss those Gaki streams on twitch even if that little faggot was making money off it. He was chill
Get a a waifu (you can't have more than one waifu or it will destroy your laifu!)
Get a pet.
>>743687138Your shit is APART, nigga.
Get a crazy gf
>>743716198>>743716247These are demons OP. Disregard. Break through or fall into degeneracy, your choice.
>>743716247Low self esteem girls need special care, this is wrong
>>743716198Fuck that, have your own waifu harem. Love and worship them all equally.
>>743716250God I know. When you're old like me, listening to some fag "wasting away for lost love" like a Victorian maiden makes you want to laugh and puke, which is dangerous.
Date a fish
>>743716391>When you're old like met. 30yo
>>743716391Didn't you read that guy's post? I doubt Victorian maidens were blowing fat loads of chowder and then sobbing into it.
>>743716301>No, I'm the only man you'll ever need, I'm better than any man, you don't need one, they'd abuse you constantly>*proceeds to abuse me constantly*Based I guess
Date a /b/tard.
Go eat exotic foreign meals. Have one order. Have two.
>>743716429I'm old enough to have had ye, if I had actually gone into that big spruce on middle school recess and fucked that fugly chick with the mustache.
>>743672615Don't worry, real life has become the video game. Every sad excuse of humanity you meet in real life is some non-sentient niggerish goycattle NPC. Achievements? Play 3 hours of video games, then go to bed. Life milestones like getting a good career and buying a house were patched out many years ago in the "You won't own anything" update where they removed the entire main narrative. Getting a wife and kids? A subscription service that will drain your bank account and leave you high and dry. This game has a calendar system where you joylessly wither away in a pod wageslaving for some soulless automaton higher in the food chain than you, getting every peanut you traded for your precious time taxed. The boss(es)? Depression. Sleep deprivation. Anger. Nihilism. Every time you read the patch notes you find a more hilarious or deeply saddening headline. Further down, you find more of your rights nerfed (too overpowered the devs say!). This doesn't sound like a great game to me. It sounds like a really shitty one. So... why play it?
>>743716570>yeChrist, no wonder she left you.
>>743716634I wouldn't have fucked her with your dick.
>All this whining Just go shred some gnar.
How do I stop my brain from shutting down everytime I talk to an attractive women? Everyone tells you to start a family, but nobody tells you how to actually get one.
>>743716821Stop being a chicken.
>>743716821Working in customer service is the fastest, most effective way to improve your social skills.
>>743716854If I could just stop being a massive pussy I would have done that already.>>743716878It's not that I have a problem socializing exactly, I can talk to any guy of any age just fine. It's when it comes to women that I can't seem to muster up a word without coming off as an autistic sperg. Especially girls I find extremely attractive.
>>743717079>It's when it comes to womenYes, and a public-facing job will force you to face that deficiency. When you HAVE to do it, there's not much room for insecurities to take control of the situation. As a result, over time you improve.
>>743716821I stopped wearing glasses in public a few years ago. Everything looks like a blob so its easy to dissociate and act naturally.
>>743717079Stop liking girls, works for me
>>743717286>Fall in love with girl>Lose track of her>Only know her by sound>Hilarious mixups ensueSounds like a winning romantic comedy!
>>743717258I'll try a customer service job after my quit my current job (already on the verge of quitting anyway). But lets say there's co-worker you want to get to know, but you don't even know how to strike up a conversation or even find a topic to discuss. What the Hell am I supposed to do?
>>743717494Conversations with co-workers are often naturally-occurring, there's little need to force anything. An interaction with a customer or some offhand comment on some occurrence are simple-enough jumping-off points for a conversation. Just feel it out.
>>743672674>christcuck
>>743715906Well passing out or "greening out" is just low blood pressure. Syncope is the medical term for it. Not a big deal and just happens because weed lowers your blood pressure
