I've sadly found myself self-inserting for nearly the whole experience while reading this game into Momoka-chan. Why? Because she is literally me in personality, but not in soul (I will never accept the fact she is doing it with a man) or body (am a 38-year-old fit black man)The game itself forces the characters into some weird h-scenes... and seeing that my self-insert is also forced into them, was a very painful experience...I tried my best to imagine myself as the MC but this is not happening ever. He is an otaku buta-coded. He is skinny and not strong and into watching and... I can keep on going about why he is nothing like me, I can even see myself as the other heroines and not him, even the one who was into sniffing disgusting things... that's how this game's protagonist is far from me!...So being only capable of self-inserting with the heroines, especially Momoka-chan... it really broke my heart that she is doing it with this man and for very nukige reasons... no sense or logic, while having such a great personality and looks and talent and voice... why give yourself away to a literal cattle when you can find thousands of men the same as him walking down the streets?...It was always puzzling me... but the strongest part about all of my repulsiveness throughout the whole experience is the fact that this game introduced scat into the equation... a very CLOCKUP move... not weird from them at this point... but when I saw that it wasn't only for one heroine, but for 2 of them... and then for 3... I started sweating profusely...Momoka-chan was the only one who didn't have hers yet... and throughout the whole later points of her route, I was just holding my head and having delusions about lots of scenes and how they will end up leading for her to have her "promised" h-scene...
You can't imagine the pain I felt imagining my self-insert doing THAT... and why? Just so that some SICK bastard can enjoy seeing shit on the screen. "Don't shame people about their fetishes, they are not hurting anyone!!!" But they are hurting me!!!!! I am hurt, why not care about me, the real victim here???? Why should I see myself inside the game doing something so low when I know this is something I will never do? Unless maybe I was under the threat of a gun or something... but she wasn't, she was 100% free to break the neck of the protagonist if he ever wanted to propose that or force her into it...So after all of that worrying? I realized that she isn't getting one, her replacement for it was something similar but totally not the same... for once in my life, I was happy to see an h-scene... just to see that the me in the game is not going to do it... that I can still see myself in her innocently and without defiling my brain... I still got hurt with some of her extreme h-scenes and in general? I never wanted her to have any erotic scenes... but seeing that she didn't have THAT type of h-scene really made me more forgiving... it was like you finding a piss oasis in the middle of the desert after not drinking any water for days... you for sure wished it was water instead of piss, but you will without a doubt slurp that piss to live... and you will be happy while doing it thinking that you finally survived....
i ain't readin allat but good luck i guess, black anon.. or sorry that happened
>>744805485just grok it
>>744805485I am WAY too employed for this.
>>744804746I don't self insert into fiction because I'm not some mentally deficient retard
I prefer staying me and not anyone else, so I don't comprehend your sentences. It merely looks like english.
>>744805709>he doesn't self-insert as the heavy weapons guysouless
>>744804746Son... Just goon to the OVAs.
I can relate, sympathize and empathize with fictional characters but "self inserting" is a bridge too far. Especially if you are reading something like this, you are placing your emotional wellbeing in the hands of a jap author who gets off on taboos, cruelty, and misery. You should stick to more moe vns if this is really tormenting you but it is very unhealthy to view fiction as anything other than a spectator.>>744805630This response has never made sense to me, working has made me consume more weeaboo shit to counteract being a human tool lol
>>744805630Literally at work right now thanks for the chuckle
>>744804746>>744804789Sounds like you should either get an actual life or kill yourself
>>744805630>employedI really doubt it with this level of vocabulary kek
>>744805759You must be very fun at parties!
>>744805796Why the hell would I goon???
>>744806357>You should stick to more moe vnsNta, those never worked for me, the girls there feel too NPC-ish for me to self-insert...
>>744806454Happy that I made you laugh :3
>>744806610No you
I don't like scat, but I played with the scat scenes on because I'm anti-censorship. Being principled is difficult.
>>744804746LOL RETARD. YOU'RE WHAT'S WRONG WITH SOCIETY. LEAVE IT. NOBODY LIKES YOU.
>>744813830Meant for >>744813830
>>744813304I also don't hide anything or play the SFW versiones... but it becomes very tiring at some point *sigh*
>>744804746>38 year old black man>Wants to be the little girlYou're old enough to know who this is, so I ain't even gotta say it.
>>744804746
>>744816321Who the fuck is that? INB4 anything, I will not lurk more.
>>744804746society is fucken over20 years ago if you were even thinking like this we would have executed you. Now gamers are just damaged trash
>>744804746Sadly yes chapter 5 has utterly killed my enjoyment of the game
>>744804746she fucked a sea cucumber
>>744816786>20 years ago if you were even thinking like this we would have executed youChris-chan was at least at this level 20 years ago. >>744816647Gay nigga
>>744817703>Gay niggaWtf!
>>744804746idk but her tits are huge
>>744816786Nobody cares about what life was like 20 years ago, unc.
8====o~~~ @o@
>>744816828What happened anon?
>>744804746no, because i dont have crippling autism.
>>744820236Hardcore NTR
>>744822052Give us more details...
>>744821732>i dont have crippling autismyou don't belong to the chan sir
