another weekend spent playing videogames all alone
>>746991947Is that milk?Fucking hell lad
>hot sauce on eggshiet does that kill the horrid boil egg taste?
>>746991947I rate that meal Swedish/10
It's weird how lonely I feel all the time, yet at the same time I just wanna be left alone.
>>746991992at least its in an actual glass this time>>746992026its great
>>746991947>drinking milk with a normal mealyou must have the most disgusting shits. at least save the lactose shit for a special occasion. or atleast eat ice cream or something ACTUALLY worth suffering for
>>746992048The eternal autism dilema.You wanna be alone but need people
My brother in CHrist, milk? FUcking milk? Are those eggs? Six eggs anon? You will fart sulfur, my friendWarn your family, pleaseMaybe the neighbors, too
>>746991947>Deviled eggs with grits and a sausage wtf
>>746992107do you have any idea how brown you are going right now?
>>746991947Why do euros eat like this?
>>746991947What anime?
>>746992114We are social animals after all. Deep down, at our core, there's something inevitably communal
>>746991947what cheese is that. looks like wensleydale
>>746992048>>746992114Once you grow up older, you will see how humans will betray your trust and your honor but computers will never do that. I think human company should be avoided unless you are into some endless drama about nothing but egos.
>>746992048You're just a weak man, a failed normalfag.
>>746992159mm yes quite pungent indeed
>>746991947I'm eating lasagna while i'm feeling i'm getting a fever, going to throw it all up in a few hours i bet
>>746991947boiled eggs go well with cucumber and tomatoes
>>746992048>>746992114Both of you are underage that's why you feel that way, give it 20 more years and you'll realize socializing is a waste of your fucking time. Focus on yourself.
>>746991947I was at a friend yesterday watching movies, today I play videogames. Best of both worldsActually I played a bit on my steam deck there yesterday, Medievil
>>746992674I'm 38. I love being alone but sometimes the crippling loneliness creeps up on me and I realize I'm going to die sad and alone.
>>746992727Yeah don't listen to resident schizoids, they're usually not even aware there's something missing in them, they can not conceive of anyone feeling loneliness, a foreign concept for them. Lucky bastards
>>746991947make a friend then
>>7469927954chan anons are my friends
>>746992048You have social needs but you're also broken in a way that makes being among other people miserable in some contexts.From here you either practice some introspection to find out what you really want, need and long for or become one of those coping losers declaring themselves better than everyone because they just loooove being alone! (The fact that they're defensive and get mad at everyone else doesn't mean anything don't think about it what are you a normal fag)
>>746991992what's wrong with milk? it's really good>>746991947that meat looks nasty tho
>>746991947Imagine having 0 free time because you have to entertain your bitch and raise a bunch of kids to become employim. The alternative doesn't sound nice at all. I'll never give up my comfy vidya time.>>746992026Yes. But it goes better with soft boiled eggs.
>>746991992Milk. It's legal.
>>746991947>simple carbs>processed meat>3 (three) cholesterol bombs>drinking saturated fat
>>746991947Scandi-coded garbo food.
>>746992047There's nothing swedish about this shit
>>746991947>three (3) fucking eggs
>>746991947Everything about this is acceptable aside from the tranime
>>746991947Shut the FUCK up and talk about video games you ornery NIGGER
>>746992047If it was Swedish, it would've been kaviar instead of hot sauce. And falukorv instead of whatever that is
Im staving because Im waiting for the gas station to start selling beer because Sunday. Not drinking until tonight, but don't want to make 2 trips for breakfast and beer.
I have my wife Hanuma Makoto to cheer me up.
>>746991992>t. lactose intolerant thirdie
>>746992048When I 'socialize' with coworkers they complain that I'm boring or never talk and don't include me in conversations. No winning if you're maladjusted and cope with vidya.
>>746995072>>746995205egg is one of the best protein sources, and it's not a cholesterol bomb (it's a myth)three eggs is a normal amount too
>>746992438Start drinking water now
>>746992048Same, except only the second thing. I just play vidya all day and I sleep like a baby at night knowing I'll never have to deal with another person's needs ever again.t. friendless 30 year old khhv NEETEvery day I thank God for giving me schizoid personality disorder.
>>746991992Brown people can't digest milk.
>>746991947Same here>>746992048Huh, I don't remember making this post..
>>746995302>Black: 74>Hispanic: 53>Indian: 87>White: 13
>>746992159>Six eggs6 halves, that's 3 eggs, anon.
What do you guys do when you feel lonely? Communicating on the internet doesn't fulfill me.
>>746992026If you taste sulfur in your hard boiled eggs it's because you overcooking them hard.Bring the eggs to a boil from cold, cover 15 minutes, flash with cold water to stop the cooking. This should produce an egg with no dark acrid coloring around the yolk.
>>746995647I just stop
>>746991992fpbpMilk is gross.
>>746995662> it's because you overcooking them hard.>>15 minutesbro, you only need like 7 minutes, what the fuck
>i'm such a SAD LONELY FAGGOT HERE IS MY PATHETIC LIFE.jpgI don't have the image right now but holy fuck VIDEO GAMES and not your stupid blog postget a fucking job your parents won't take care of you forever you loser
>>746995662TAKE IT OFF THE HEAT BEFORE YOU COVER IT FUCK ME
>>746995647invest in irl friends even if you don't see them often beats being lonely and miserable
>>746995737take it off the heat once it boilsI forgot to mention the most critically important part
>>746991992N'wah
you have posted this exact pic for two years
>>746992727You can still make it, 38 is not that bad.
>>746995647I masturbate and then get back to what I was doing, thankful for the renewed understanding that working on personal projects is a more worthwhile use of my time than pointlessly chattering with you hairless apes.
>>746995302lots of white people in that african country
>>746991947I played games with my dad
>>746991947I used to think I was an autistic robot who just wanted to be alone and didn't care about relationships. After losing my mom a few weeks ago, I've since realized this wasn't the case. I don't have many people I'm close to, and she was the one I was closest with. Now I don't know how to handle this crushing loss and loneliness. And the worst part is that I can't ever get her back or replace her no matter what I do, so is trying to find relationships elsewhere even worth it? For the first time in many years I'm wondering if continuing in this life is worth it.
>>746995302I have seen a gazillion of these lactose intolerance maps and they all have vastly conflicting data (assuming there's data to begin with)
>>746992047only the milk is Swedish, my guess is it's a slav
>>746995302No those are the descendants of Ham, they're black(cursed to be black) all descendants of Noah were blessed with tolerance for the lactose
>>746996885meant for>>746996571
>>746991992>milkfuck you bitch a tall glass of milk is based>>746992026no but hard boiled eggs always suck. only ever soft boiled in some sourdough toast or as part of a scotch eggs thanks very much
>>746996645Who gives a fuck you whiny faggot, go do something about it instead of bitching on 4chanHoly shit some of you losers are fucking pathetic
>>746995302what happens here
>>746996645im sorry for your loss bro, exact same scenario happened to me when I was 15losing a mother is tough, the world seems just a tad bleaker after it>>746997005>just do something about it LOOOOL!die, you normgroid nigger
>>746992114Autists have the same needs for belonging and social interaction as everyone else, but the parts of their brain that regulates behavior and reciprocity are busted, and causes social interaction to feel overwhelming and hurt. I sometimes forget I have autism after long periods of isolation, and then when I've spent half a day at work or some event, I never wanna see another soul for like a whole month, because none of it feels right.Normies also have insecurities and needs to recharge, and it's not a binary thing either. Everyone has a different "autism" threshold, and I've noticed this more and more. But most people do completely thrive in always seeking social interaction. And I've met several people who really aren't that social, and they dressed poorly and literally played games for an entire weekend with no pause, but still show up and interact intelligently with others. I've had this odd feeling that I already noticed when I was 5 that causes me to recede when there are interactions. A girl who wanted to hold my hand just felt cold and dark and strange to me, and I couldn't reciprocate it. Going to gymnastics and seeing every other kid get excited to try out everything but I needed assistance from the teacher, and then I still wanted to go over and sit in a corner. When there's roll-call in school and my name was said I had a feeling of like "Wait, I exist?" and I couldn't believe others took their own First Person experience so naturally and easy.And I don't think my family was bad or sheltering me. We had a garden, and they found me friends all the time, and I loved getting swung around by my dad and all that, but once it came time to play ball with peers, some wires got crossed and it just doesn't work.
>>746997256Hang yourself you whiny normalfag tourist
>>746997256>thing happens>hey have you tried doing something>WHAT? YOU WANT ME TO DO THINGS? WHAT ARE YOU SOME KIND OF NORMALFAG?this is why nobody cares about you trauma dumping losers. you don't actually care about solving issues you just want to whine on a board about video games about your stupid fucking problems while simultaneously ignoring everyonefucking pathetic moron
>>746992438Get emergen-C
>>746995647Usually only happens late at night when I should be asleep. I just play a game on a European or Australian server.
>>746997312>>746997364brown bugs, kill yourselves
>>746997005>Who gives a fuck you whiny faggot, go do something about it instead of bitching on 4chan>Holy shit some of you losers are fucking pathetic
>>746996645I'm sorry to hear that bro . Yes you gotta find someone. That's basically the conclusion I came up with, that we need friends or a mate in order to help the feeling of loss of our parents. Chin up, big guy.
>>746997585Shadow would unironically try to help anon with their trauma, since he lost MUH RIAS and would want people to avoid falling into the same despair he did.
>>746997491>no actual rebuttal just insultsyeah of coursehere's a final reminder, you are a fucking loser and not a single person will give a shit about your pathetic life story as soon as this thread 404s. continue not doing anything about it and maybe the trauma dump fairy will come to your room tonightlmao
>>746991947you have to eat all the eggs
>>746996571The country is called Nig(g)er
>>746997707I give a shit about his life story. Fuck you jaded faggot
>>746995302>yurobrowns are less lactose tolerant than white americanskek, this only confirms we are literally whiter than you, muhammads.
>>746992159Brown post.Brownoids can only digest simple carbs, anything else causes them to literally shart and fart all day. Grim.
>tfw don't even play video games anymore>spend almost all my free time scrolling and posting 4chan, drifting mindlessly from board to board and constantly hitting the refresh page >when I get bored of that, I'll open tiktok, and then once I get bored of that, back to 4chan>repeat until the day is over has anyone else struggled with this? I just want to be able to play and enjoy video games again. Even when I do start up my console and try to play a video game a lot of the time I'll play for like 15 minutes and then get bored and go back to 4chan
>>746998207>console>tiktokyeah I would struggle with vidya too if I was an actual zoomer faggot who doesn't know shit
>>746998207uninstall that shit app. Come here for an hour max, have a timer. Then do anything else untill your fried dopamine receptors reset. Just like any other addiction, rehab sucks but it's worth it.
>>74699664520 years later it still sucks
>>746991992Milk is THE white man’s drink.
>>746998207I've been doing this for two weeks now, since I came back from rehab and was too sick with the seasonal flu to do anything elseit's making me mental
>>746995647the same shit that i do when i don't feel lonely
When I see someone bitching about loneliness, I know I'm dealing with a privileged good lifer. If you went through any real trauma or hardship in life, you'd be a schizoid by now. Your brain would have rewired itself. You're just a failed normie.
>>746991947You think that's bad?I spent all weekend alternating between shitposting here and watching garbage on youtube.I'd have felt better if I had played some vidya.
>>747001183Do people ever become schizoid later in life? I suspect it has to childhood trauma to cause it. I wish I could become schizoid
nice fucking thread, you spergs
>>746997406For now i'll pass, i want it to get worse so i can call off work and have a free week playing vidya, been years since i got sick, need to use those sick days
>>746991947>wotosyou're 4 months off
>always feel like im being left out in my group of friendAnyone know this feel? I feel like I don't belong anywhere
>>747001280how do people still take these labels seriously
it's like i'm really on discord! awesome
>>746995285makotoposter in the wild
I'm gonna make two eggs for myselfNever had a gfFeelsbadman
2 Gehenniggers out of nowhere.They reproduce like insects.
>>747001280Seems like it's something that develops in childhood.
>>746991992fpwp
>>746991947wrong... you have (Us)
>got banned from a private server I've spent hundreds of hours on>because an autistic clique I've never interacted with thought fucking with me would be funnyWhy do other human beings even exist? They should just all die
>want to be alone>can't enjoy the silence because of my ear splitting tinnitus should I just kill myself? I cannot fucking function it's been a year since my ears exploded and it's been non-stop since
>>747004778What game anon that sounds rough.
>>746991947>Ketchup on eggs>Not mayo with some salt and pepperWhat heresy is this?
>>746991947Another weekend spent in lugias stomach alone
>>746992048Same, but every time i go outside people are rude to me.I just want to enjoy some grass, plants, trees, rocks and rivers.
>>746991992Yes, it is milk The bro is White, you mongrel.
>>746991992milk is based
>>747004847Get a fan and have it run constantly. My tinnitus isn't as bad as yours but a fan helps me. Maybe it will help you.
>>747005292>every time i go outside people are rude to meI really doubt that
>>747004847Gray noise helps. Play a falling rain ASMR video from Youtube and output the audio to a speaker.
>>747004847what did you do so I can avoid it
>>746992183>how brown you are going right now?Shitskin ESL calling other people brown. lmao
>>747004847>it's been a year since my ears explodedare you the squirrelfag or was that a different anon
>>746992114It's funny how I'd see posts like his and relate but now that I'm actually diagnosed I can see that there's probably a lot of anons here who also have level 1 autism and don't realize it.
>>747004847>it's been a year since my ears exploded and it's been non-stop sincecan you Expand on that?
>>746991947I wouldn't have it any other way this weekend.
>>746991992milk is a superfood, too bad your skin color wont allow you to have it
>>746995302>>746997013>The virgin lactose tolerance>The Chad violent diarrhea
>>747008113Yeah, me too.But every time i forget and go outside i get insulted, laughed at or glared at.
>>746995302how tf are eastern asians lactose intolerant? i thought theyve been drinking milk for thousands of years too
>>747008205that anon went full retardhttps://arch.b4k.dev/v/thread/721652668/>>747008698same anon.
>>746996645>Mom died last year>Finally starting to move on and get over it>Fired from job>Finally starting to move on and get over it>Dog has to be put down
>>747010005do you wear comically oversized hat
>>746991947This has to be the whitest meal Ive ever seen, only a fat, white, hairy dude would eat this with a glass full of milk
>>747010152>>Fired from job>>Finally starting to move on and get over itYou mean you got another one?
are those cold mashed potatoes
>>746991947Imagine the smell
>>747011961how can you tell that they're cold?
>>747012114if it were warm I'd expect it to all merge back into one gloopy pile but his have a bunch of distinct smooth edges that make me think he just pulled them out of the fridge
>>746996475SNIFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFLOL
>>746991947Gross.
>>746995302>Indian 87DASSS RITE
>>746992114what's the solution?
>>747014267Sudoku
>>747014267deluding yourself
>>747011792I was just in a funk from getting backstabbed by management. Not surprising, just disappointing.
>>746991947a toast, to gamers
nyoo..
>>746991947I already gave up at being happyI just exist
>>746992048It's because you're desperate to feel intimacy with someone else, but too scared to actually step out of your zone of comfort and put in the effort to find someone.I actually feel like that way of living is better for most anons like you here, once you experience being together with someone you genuinely enjoy spending time with you'll never be truly be able to go back to be a loner like before.
I miss those days. Now I have a wife, kids and a demanding job.
>>747018071I think you're right. I would enjoy nothing more than just doing nothing with someone else I cared about.
>>746991992ive been drinking milk a LOT as a kid and even teens, and i grew up taller than my parents and most of my family.A cousin of mine who NEVER drank any dang milk in his life is much shorter than me.Could it be pure coincidence? sure maybe, but im sure it has an impact too
>>747018071I fell in love with a girl for the first in my life recentlyfor 3 whole daysthen she ghosted me before we were supposed to meet up after telling me every day for 15 hours straight she loved me and wanted to have my children for the rest of her life and we would break the cycle of abuse and make our own happy family I hope she gets another abusive boyfriend who kills her this time
>>746991947Is that sriracha on boiled eggs? I do the same shit too...
i dont get lonely and want solitude 24/7 this lifestyle is perfect for me, i just now want a house in the woods somewhere so i dont hear neighbors and their bullshit 24/7fuck leaf blowers, mowers, and dogs
>>747005016>>Ketchup on eggsit SOUNDS bad, but actual ketchup on mashed omelette actually tastes great.The japanese also have a habit of putting a bunch of ketchup on top of their egg dish they have.pic rel
>>746995302how do i know if im lactose intolerant? im in the 80-100% range but i dont shit myself when drinking it?
>>747004847It gets better and your brain will eventually learn to ignore it. I've had tinnitus in both my ears for over 10 years.
>>747018654>it gets betterit got dramatically worse ever since my ears exploded and hasn't gotten any better at all for an entire year sinceeven having two fans on in my room doesn't drown it out
>>747018414stop falling in love with random people you dont even know yetit happened to me last year, new coworker, extremely direct advances, we go out, i take her to my house, we make out for like 3 hours all while shes talking about how pretty I am and how much she likes methat was a year ago and the only time we went out lmao. people are retarded, be detached or you're going to go insane
>>747018793It will be like that at first since you are focusing on it constantly, I finally got over mine after a few years.
>>747018436Is that what it is? I assumed it was some kind of hot sauce, but I wasnt sure.
>>747018854anon I already had it for 9 fucking yearsnow it's much worse and nothing i do makes it stopi can't drown it out or ignore it anymore
>>747018549>>747018654
>>747018932>9 yearsSorry bro, it's over for you...
>>747018808>random people >we matched on a dating app, clicked instantly, and then spent the next several days spilling our souls to each other for 15+ hours straight every single dayI have never connected that well with anyone in my fucking lifeeverI have never felt like that about anyone evershe was literally my perfect dream girl that I thought could only be a fantasy
>>746991947>Mashed potatoesNice>MilkGood man>EggsFair dinkum>Processed MRM NOT based. Ditch that shit and save your intestines.
>>746991947me too Anon
>>746992048You need an AI girlfriend.
>>747019081>I have never felt like that about anyone ever>she was literally my perfect dream girl that I thought could only be a fantasyand hows that working out for you?im not being edgy or rude. ive literally been there. most people havethere will be others, trust me. but please, for your sake, stop creating these what if scenarios in your head with anyone that notices you. its going to destroy you very quickly. also delete dating apps, that shit is garbage is only going to make things worse
>>747018932>nothing i do makes it stopIt will never stop. The important thing is to not notice it in the background while you are doing other things like gaming.
>>747010024they didn't and the ones that did such as mongolia consumed fermented dairy which has less lactose in it
>>747018932im very sorry anon... i really am :(Id go insane if tinnitus doesnt even get drowned with multiple fans running.luckily mine is very soft for several years now. What sucks the most is when tinnitus just shows up for no real reason (i never listened to super loud music my whole life)
>>746991992poor little thirdie..
>>747018071>PicFuck man, I had a gf like that.We were just losers together, it wasn't just comfy, it was my first taste of actual, reciprocal human contact. Holding another person while they sleep and just idly playing with their hair or ears. Six months of finally forgetting how shit life is. Five years ago she left the building and I've been nothing but a total cunt since.
>>747019625It doesn't have to be loud, you can get it just from long constant exposure to noise which can damage your hearing and cause the tinnitus, even if it's safe db levels. Even if something is safe decibel wise, if you are exposed long enough, that can still damage your hearing.
>>746995563But I drink milk regularly?
>>747019867Sorry I just repeated the same sentence twice.
>>746992107>Poojeet sees milk and immediately thinks of shitCope
>>747019786how did you find her? I need directions
>>747019786damn, I want something like that.. (except for the end obviously)
>>747018414It was probably a old fat man pretending to be a girl.
>>746992727I'm 46, heavily traumatized. Am incapable of forming a relationship because of contamination anxiety because of neglection and sexual misuse plus physical misuse in childhood). I wish I would die sad and alone (prepared exit bag for next existential crisis). Living sad and alone is way worse that anything. May God have mercy on our souls.
>>746995302>every other country gets an all inclusive report>America is seperated by raceif this isn't proof America is completely race obsessed then I don't know what is
>>746991947>summer sausageAbsolutely based
>>747018653lactose ends up fermenting in your gut which causes bloating. if you don't have any of that then you are tolerant
tranny jannies deleted my flash game thread but leave this one up?
>>747021021weekend only cultural phenomenon post
>>747021407We should bring back 4AM threads tbqhfamalam
Some of the stories I'm reading here and it's like you're fucking aliens
>>747019081>she was literally my perfect dream girlshe was old and busted used goods
Why is everyone on /v/ like this? Does ANYONE here have friends/a gf/whatever the fuck?
>>747022736>Why is everyone on /v/ like this?if only. this board would be a million times better if it was full of social outcasts instead of the 'current thing' obsessed normalniggers.
>>747022736We're all gonna make itmake sure to post your wish during the new years eve threads
>>747018932Can doctors do anything for you?
>>747023593if it's caused by hearing damage then no
