Are you hanging in there, /v/?
what's in his fridge?
>>749628603Ever played Maniac Mansion?
Brains going crazy. I'm playing too much vidya and gotta slow down a little.
How would you go about making friends when you're 32 and you just left the basement for the first time? Asking for a friend.
>>749628603Idk but here's Jill Valentine's fridge
>>749628391Coomin'Fixing up the houseUsing those newly discovered cheat codes for F-Zero GXDownloading lewds
>>749628391Mostly, every now and then a few days of xanax or weed when I get the chance to get some from a friend who grows it out in the country. Some days are okay, others not so much. Getting older doesn't help.
>>749628871>How would you go about making friends when you're 32 and you just left the basement for the first time?If you still want friends at 32, I don't see how you would make them besides>employmentor>studyI assume you mean IRL friends, and those would be the places to make them.
desperately needing a job, i'm at the end of my rope.hopefully the interview tomorrow goes well, i'd be a made man. otherwise i'm fucked.
>>749628391i don't hate my job but i do hate the people i have to work with. I make excuses to not work every chance i get to play Mario 64 romhacks
>>749628391The non-stop relentless spam of Claude threads finally pushed me to give this vibeshit thing a go.I don't trust random github repos to not contain any malware or worse glow, so I am vibeshitting my own harness.No idea what ebin gaming shit I am supposed to make but I will see I guess.
i feel good
>>749629161Good luck anon.
I tried playing DD2 but got too mad at the literal mountain that is the meta grind and absolute bullshit some of the enemy formations are. Any game that requires my graphics card to actually do its job makes it crash so I'm shit out of luck. Dentist visits have left me with more pain than I came in with but now the teeth don't have literal holes in them anymore I guess. Always happy to hear some game suggestions
>offtopic thread
Hate my lifeHate my wifeHate my jobLove my sonWanna Play Hood Warfare 2I'm fine
>>749628391just barely
Everyone who isn't on some kind of neetbux or a nepo-baby is being tortured to death by a world getting stupider daily.
>>749629686are you gonna play Hood Warfare 2 with your son
>>749628916>industrial solvents and beer Metal as fuck
Got a midterm in less than an hourDidn’t study I’m not ok
>>749631074what class?
hanging where
>>749631105Design of Database Systems I can bring a cheat sheet, a large one, but since I didn’t study I don’t even know what to put on it. Gonna have GPT print something out based on PowerPoints and hope for the best. I’m so sleepy. Fuck.
>>749630876I'm on neetbux and I still feel tortured
>job centre put me on a 2 hours a day virtual amazon academy course for six weeks>going to have to close my claim for another five weeks immediately after next payment to avoid sanction because I'm not fucking doing itThis is the second time this year man, I can't keep losing the money like this.
>feel like shit>know exactly what i should be doing to fix my life>dont do any of it>feel worse
>>749631579>tfw God split himself into a near infinite little pieces because of the pain of knowing everything and being alone
year 2 of unemployment
>>749628391my mood keeps flipping around from suicidal to feeling pretty good every few days. Video games.
>>749628391Not really but whatever
>>749628391is this supposed to be cj's house
>>749628391DO YOU HAVE THE LEMONDROP COLLECTION?!
>>749628391I had a panic attack at work today. Thankfully I don't think anyone noticed since I'm always a nervous wreck anyway.
Ive lived an insane life ive moved ten times in about as many years each time pursuing something Only recently have i accepted reducing this endless grind and endless anxiety and picked up calm hobbies and am gaming way more. Its one of the only things that stops my panic. Ill be broke until grad school ends in about a year. Otherwise ill exercise, study, work part time, research, and game. Done trying to pursue longshots. And i feel so much calmer this way. Finally.
>>749631023you faggots call anything "metal" completely meaningless buzzword
>>749636910GAR as fuck post
>>749630925He's only 2
>>749631579I've had that for a while. Recently I've found that a good way to get started on something is to just stop thinking, go full mind blank and just do thing.>But-Mind blank, nigger. No thoughts, only doing.
>>749637260I see you, anon
>>749628391I live in a camper with no running water or bathroom and the winter is almost here. The bed is an old material that easily cuts off circulation to different limbs so achieving REM is impossible. I have developed a tumor on my neck that is ambiently painful and can't see anyone about it for at least a month. I have had two surgeries to fix a problem with my back that did nothing but make it so I can never lay down on my back again for the rest of my life. I'm sleepy.
>>749628391not really. I am jobless and I hate not working. Not that LOVE working g but I do hate not having a salary and be able to buy shit.
>>749639446>I have had two surgeries to fix a problem with my back that did nothing but make it so I can never lay down on my back again for the rest of my life.My jaw is all fucked up and crooked from grinding my teeth in my sleep and I'm afraid if I get any surgery it'll just create more problems without actually fixing anything.
>GM got fired early this year. From what I can tell, corporate wasn't liking the numbers we have. Also didn't help that we had shit help that came and went last year, literal fucking retards.>Avalanched into almost everyone that still cares about working to quit, gutted the manager positions.>I am one of five or six that still wants to stick on.>Asked about a team lead position, to help out. Got a temp position, along with another.>Corp sends out a neighboring GM to help out. Not the first time I worked with him, and this was the second time this kind of situation happened for me.>Bit off more than I could chew. I can get a handle on some of the operation stuff, but I just got left out in the wind.>Done a 9-day bender, and got burned out in the middle of it. Mentally dead when I got home.>Other managers from out of town came to help out as well, but they're a couple of fucking peckerheads.>Late spring, and the new management is ready. Other team lead left and got married.>Hours got cut. Budget is down. Those assholes above dropped us down two tiers.>New GM means well, but is a massive tool. Knows how to manage, but that's probably it. But at least our numbers are up, I guess.>Rest of the assistant managers are decent people.>At this point, I've given up on trying to learn the rest. Waiting for my temp position to end and get back.>Just as the time came, one of the AMs found another job and wanted to work both. I'm practically the only one that can handle the warehouse end of things effectively, but at the time, it seemed like it was either me or him.>My temp position just became permanent.>Currently, I'm sitting on 6 U-Boats and pallets packed with product, going all the way to Back to School. We got the spots ready for holidays, but it's slow.>I am stuck in the back, trying to shuffle as much shit as I can to make room for the next shipment. No time to clean up or topstock.
I texted my ex for the first time in 4 years. I genuinely never got over her, she was my soulmate. She responded for a bit but then after I asked if she wanted to catch up she stopped responding. She hasn’t blocked me which she normally does when she doesn’t want to talk but idk. It’s been a week now
>>749628391Doing great, I'm just watching the days pass. Living my best life.
>>749641327I literally can't tell if this is a picture of a real place or a screenshot of an arena shooter map
>>749628391lost a friend group but got another, idk how to feel about it really
>>749628391My life is pretty okay aside from my screaming tinnitus.
>>749641169Cont.>I am certain that inventory, as usual, is fucked, because nobody is updating the system. Tried to tell my boss that, and he assumed it didn't arrive.>Another AM is leaving. I am dreading at the idea of covering for managers. I had to close a couple of times, and I hated it. Aside from having to come back in the morning, no one fucking taught me on that end. I'm better now, but still.I am making $450 every two weeks, which I split with my mom to help with groceries. I can't find another job that's hiring, that fits me. I haven't reached $3000 in saving since I bought my currently driving truck in '21.
>>749641286Your soulmate wouldn't do that to you Face reality and evolve anon, praying for you
Looking for a job sucks, I've had no luck. Put in a lot of applications and had jobs i was qualified for not get back to me. I've been doing this since early this year, and i haven't found anything. I've had some interviews that went no where for jobs I could have done. But no ones getting back to me. The modern job market fucking sucks.
>>749641669Wrong pic but fuck it, there's my ugly mug.
I know i need this job to pay the bills and id be screwed without it, but goddamnit if i ever get fired i would honestly just feel relieved and maybe even happy for the first time in years.
>>749641654She’s the only girl I’ve ever truly loved. I’ve been on dozens of dates and other girls just don’t click with me. I lashed out at her when we broke up because I was stupid and immature but I’ve never been happy without her
>>749641408Salem Oregon
>>749628391>sad worms hitting me hard today because I'm very short of money until the end of the next week>work has become so monotone that I get annoyed at the slightest inconvenience, but it pays well and I work from home, so I tolerate it>mom had some tests done to discard potential breast cancer, and I'm sure she's perfectly fine, but the thought won't stop nagging me in the back of my mind>I've been in serious need of a hug as of recently, but I have no friends, let alone a girlfriend, and the last friend I had ghosted me over a year ago>I stopped enjoying the holiday season because it has become nothing but needless spending, so other than the Christmas dinner, I can't really find the energy to care anymoreI've been on a pretty nasty slump for a while, but I always remain hopeful that things will get better. At least I've been playing a whole bunch of vidya, I just finished the original RE trilogy, I'm checking what new horror game to play next and I already preordered Ocarina of Time.
>>749628391meh.got no job atm so no money for vidya, and I don't want to ask my gf to buy me one because it makes me feel like an asshole, despite her being more than willing to get me something.
I'm having a difficult time. I'm trying, but it's not working.
im having a good time!
Jobless, barely any groceries in the house, bills piling up, car recently totaled... I don't know how long I can keep the "I'll be okay" charade going, /v/ros... My wife makes (just barely) enough to cover bills but I miss having a car and oddly enough I miss having a job. No one is hiring except fast food and I learned from TWO jobs in the past that I'm just not cut out for culinary prep.
>>749642959how the fuck are you failing at culinary prep? I did that when I was 17 and it was the easiest shit ever
>>749642959either way, work at fast food, it fucking sucks but most of the time, depending what it is, you're just putting plastic bags of food in hot water and then serving it lmao
>>749643010Just not cut out for it. Too much shit to remember.
>>749643096That's the thing. I've gotten 2nd-degree burns in the past and developed a phobia of extreme heat. I get an anxiety attack when cooking things in the oven at home (while putting stuff in the oven and then again when taking stuff out). I need a job where I'm not facing any possibility of getting burned.
>>749643193sucks bro, sorry to hear. I hope your situation changes, its fucking absolutely dire out there for jobs. You really have to be lucky, I always have to remind myself that I got fortunate for having family around here to get me jobs (like I started doing prep and dishwasher as my first job as a teen for my uncles and aunts restaurant) and its sad thats the reality and I really wish we didn't have immigrants lmfao
I genuinely don't know what I'm going to do when my parents can no longer support me or kick me out. I can't function or cope working, but I can walk and move my arms so I don't qualify for disability.
>>749643193Believe it or not I burnt myself more often working in a kitchen than at a faulty crematorium with really shitty equipment.
>>749643626You should just start working now then and build up a tolerance for it. Your parents will be proud of you too.
>just get a job bro no one wants to work
>>749643931
>>749643931All this shit happened because we allowed women vote & work.
>>749643785there is no tolerance. I feel the same burning hatred and misery I felt during the entire of my school life.
>>749628391Anxiety closes it's grip tighter around me every day. My parents want me to go outside more and get a life outside videogames. I've tried but it all ends up becoming painful. Only vidya nums the pain. The few online relationships I've formed feel like they won't hold forever. And part of me wishes to just be left alone. But yeah guess I'm doing fine in the moment.
I talked to a girl for like a week becuase we had shared interest and yesterday she says that she feels like I dont like her and blocks me. I didn't even expect something more than a friendship, mainly because she's in another country. I think its because I was being "mean" but in a joking way. This is the second time this has happened and its just annoying and I am starting to think that I am the problem.
>>749643931My sister graduated at the end of 2024, top of her class, honorific mention, 21 years old and she will be done with her masters degree next year. To this day, she hasn't been able to find a single job, one of the very few job interviews she got was a scam that wanted to pay her with crypto and whose Linkedin profile was cancelled one day after, and another one rejected her twice, the second time after she was contacted back after being told that they had found someone else. She just recently updated her CV to make it "AI-friendly", literally nothing but plain black text on white background, because those worthless wastes of oxygen at HR don't read applications anymore and just automate everything. She has been doing some freelance work here and there when one of her friends needs her help, but she gets paid peanuts. And I know how it feels, I spent a year and a half also looking for a job only to be rejected after several interviews, only to get extremely lucky and land a WFH job completely unrelated to what I studied.How can you tell people that they should study hard and get a title when companies are now asking for half a lifetime of experience and can't bother training new hires anymore, let alone read a fucking job application?
>>749643931took like 3 months for the post office to hire me to my first day of actual work. i guess it was worth it its been a few years now.
>>749628391hey thanks for asking anon. no one ever asks me that. i'm usually asking that to my friends.I am hanging in there. making money, playing vidya, drawing, and wanking to keep bad mistakes at bay. I'm enjoying the moment, but I wonder when I will hit a wall or when the next road bumps will happen. hate to think about the negative. it just sucks when something bad happens and there is no plan.I do want to create and do more stuff with art. so i'm not completely hopeless.hang in there other anons.
>>749641821just shave the top off man, it's not doing you any favors.
>friends all have a gf>family all have wives/husbands>I have nobody
>>749644729>>749643931interesting, I can't even get a minimum wage thing and even degree havers are fucked.
>>749644729I'm glad I never went to college. Sure, working entry-level odd jobs isn't glamorous, but it's better than dooming myself to a lifetime of debt that doesn't even guarantee me a job or not
>>749643620Yeah. I know for a fact I wouldn't psychologically be able to handle putting things into/ taking things out of a deep fryer. The job market is fucking grim right now. My wife says she thinks I'd be good with a data entry office job since I can speed-type, and I've been applying, but I don't have a college degree and it's a supply vs demand issue.I'd join the local laborers union for working at construction sites but I'd need a car again since I'd likely be driving out of town or even out of state.
>>749642959>My wife
>>749643626working for me is the easy part. doing the social dance every single day is the mental torture.
Yeah I'm great, thanks for asking OP. About to eat dinner then smoke a stogie. Anyway I wanted to say HEATHER A CUTE!!!!
>>749628391Not really.Wish I could just fuck off into the woods or some quiet place for a couple months. Then come back and it be like nothing ever happened. But alas, I gotta keep on keepin' on.
>>749645175No, really, she is a XX woman and we just got married a month ago after six years of being together. We play shmups and fighting games with each other.
>>749645363fuck you man
>>749628391i don't have an answer to this question. i'm here. i'll take it one day at a time.was thinking about all the nonsense. "i need a zyn, take ashwagandha, sunlight, etc.". it's all because of covid. all the normal processes like going to see a movie are out of balance. no one gives a fucking shit about any of that if they don't got nothing going on. everyone is so busy working and fighting, they think their stress is caused by a lack of omega 3s and then start forcing down a bunch of salmon when they hate it. no motherfucker the solution to your bad feeling is not doing some 90min morning routine. >>749645287great pic
>>749628391The guy who made that drawing is a tranny btw
>>749642959>my wif-Stopped reading.
>>749645669We all make mistakes.
I am feelan amazing until you add other people into the equation. Niggaz will find a way to have a fight with you for no reason, so I want to stay indoors most of the time
>>749645856same desu. nigger thinks he deserves sympathy>abobbo my life with my wife is so badkys nigger
>>749645856>>749645961His wife is probably a whale and or insufferable Karen to be fair. No woman worth their shit would be married to that
>>749646150No one says Karen anymore, grandpa.
>>749644072Getting a job shouldnt be this much of a pain in the ass, what the fuck is going on.
>>749646256jews
>>749646227Calm down, sport.
>>749641669>The modern job market fucking sucksIt really does, I once had an interview at McDonalds they literally asked me for a resume, why the fuck does a place like McDonalds need a resume? That shit so fucking retarded.
>>749642162I was used to think that too about a girl, but then I realized she was just like every other girl in existence, and that 2D will always reign supreme so I got over it.
>>749641669Grow your hair out or go bald. Have the beard to only a little longer than the chin lest you want to be rejected from every trade and manual labor job.Once you get a job it will suck even more my retard managers won't fucking give me proper hours. Not extra hours, I mean one literally keeps giving me one day per week. Good luck.
>>749641169sounds bad, but you could always be working for a hospital that hires unqualified minorities and mentally ill neon-haired freaks>had a tranny and pajeet as operations who never tested any updates they pushed out>they would explode at management, so the unqualified women were hands off with them, so nothing got fixed>tranny explodes on a conference call, who happened to be in a meeting with the whole board, who then got escorted out immediately>pajeet took up the call and could not answer a single question>he got escorted out>get asked to try to cover to see if i can do it>all it is, is windows server and choosing fucking time/dates to push out windows updates>thats it>they were being paid $90k a year to do this, and couldnt do iti dont even want to get into how fucking bad the hospital help desk is. its a rotating door of college retards who think the job should be paying them $150k a year, and they can't even help anyone over the phone reset their fucking passwords
>>749646840Yeah. One of the former AMs came by to get some prints done, and I told him the situation I'm in, not that long ago. He was much of a bro to reach out and see if there was an opening on a job, but it's filled. There's always plenty of open positions regarding hospitals and nursing or Indeed, but I ain't touching that shit. I don't trust the truck for highway use, and I had to take a break from working after doing a warehouse job at overnight hours. Was not good on my mental health.
>>749628391shit, i guess
>>749628391I'm doing okay now but I'm having trouble conceptualizing a plan for the future. I have a job and some money but no social life or grand ambitions and I'm terrified I'm going to miss my chance to do anything with my life.
>>749628391>no savings after two years of unemployment >barely scrounging by between a shitty job, plasma donos and side gigs>likely losing the house this year>new health problem every other week >No updates on my work permit application>It expires next monthI don't think I'm making it to my birthday this year.
>finally out of school>150k a year at my 9-5>finally, all the time in the world to game/read manga>only irl friend gets a wife and no longer games>online friends can only game at odd hours and only really can game for short bursts on weekends>read all the manga i was interested in and have a hard time finding more
>>749628391>look at list of games>nothing seems fun>look at steam store>nothing looks fun>stare at computer screen and do nothingI don't want to hang on anymore.
>>749644729All this only for college drop out kikes like Jeffrey Epstein to just get billion dollar positions cause they know a guy.
>>749628391I dont like that I need drugs to enjoy anything or to do any sort of work.Even house chores need me to pop some benzos for me to do.
>>749628391Eh, I'm doin'I'm tired all the time and my job sucks. Trying to get into a better position at work. I bought a house like five years ago and still live with my parents because it turned out to be fucked with termite and water damage. One day soon-ish I'll actually be living in it but I really wanted to get it done before my grandpa passed, and he died unexpectedly this past June. I really wish I were out of this fucking house already.
>>749628391No. I'm doomed.
>>749644729trades are always hurting, and some offer paid apprenticeships, but AFAIK those jobs can be hell on your body and working in places like factory will consume and ruin your life until you retire, and even after if they can find an excuse to fire you before retiring so you can't cash out the benefits.
>>749644978maybe you’re just not lovable
>>749653109NTA, but>have had girls telling me that I'm a very nice guy>said girls always have boyfriends>"whY dON't you hAVE a giRLFRiEnd?"What am I supposed to respond to that?
>>749628391Absolutely not. I used to rent rooms for making my money, we haven't had any guests recently. I am desperate and I don't know what to do. I am in a small town where there is not even jobs at all. I am not okay.
>>749646814Balding was why I shaved my head. I need to shave it again since I got lazy. Taking the advice on the beard, im getting it trimmed later this week.
>>749653559>nice guyoof
>>749653559nice guy means you are a loser basically, sorry anon
>>749653559They making fun of you moron, why are you wasting time talking to women in the first place?
>>749653695>>749653729>>749653887Why are women so cruel?
>>749653943The same women will call you incel for fapping to vidya an anime females, but they will aloso deny you all sex or chance of having sex. Women are demonic.
>35>works going great>Still love me vidya>mortgage is getting paid off fast>could get a gf>but they lead to kids>instantly reminded of my stressful in enjoyable childhood, and everyone around me who has kids is a wreck in their own special way>Yeah no gf thxMight find me a single mum who has older kids down the track because fuck having to kids these days in this reality
>>749641286I'd kill to be single again. My spouse is boring and annoying and costs me a fortune.
>>749654079Unenjoyable* fml
>>749629128Kute kot
>>749641669I don't know why you're blog posting but no one can deny every year is the hardest year to live in human history and it's by design.Anyways get a credit card then go pay 5k to go to trucker school and get a cdl. That's the fastest way to make decent money
>>749641537how did you "lose" a friend group? Did you have some dissenting opinions?
>>749628391I have a blocked tear duct sinus thing going on and I crave death
>>749653943because you’re a nice guy you need to be cool women respect cool but it sounds like its joever for you
>>749629069>newly discovered cheat codes for F-Zero GXwat
>>749628391Nah I just awoke from a terrible nightmare. I was in some kind of museum with lots of goth people but there were robots or the bodies of dead people wrapped in plastic but standing up. I was playing guitar hero for some reason but the part where you see the notes was sideways and darkened off on the end, and I couldn't move my fingers fast enough to hit yellow blue or orange notes. What did God mean by this? I woke up sweating, and very thirsty, and had a terrible sleep.
>>749654425https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KNEh1kUJ0Pk
>>749654109Yeah, you fell for the meme. Are you happy your shitty instantcts betrayed you? also it is very likely your wife and kids hate you when they grow older too, for bringing them to this shithole for starters.
>>749642084>if i ever get fired i would honestly just feel relievedSame it would feel like an excuse to do something new
>>749645052I've been on both ends with my Associates degree, got denied positions despite having experience because they wanted a 4 year on top of it.
>>749628391By a fucking thread anon, I'm closer to taking the easy way out than I've ever been, to the point I've planned it out. Tough year, been a tough decade but it feels like it's been a tough existence. Hanging on to play some more vidya, but if Fable ends up being shit then I'll have endured another fuck ass family Christmas for no reason and that will mean get high and say bye.
>>749655220My only plan is to drink energy drinks. Luckily I have a heart disease (I am hypertense already), so I should just collect like 20 energy drinks and drink all of them as possible, while skipping my heart meds. I am ready, the time has come. I have 12 cans stocked, just need to let some time pass so the store guy doesn't notice I am buying them in mass to off myself.What is your plan, anon?
>>749655457that's a really shitty way to die
>>749655457High as fuck, park at the beach with some junk food then seal the car up and crack an argon bottle. I'll be out cold before my high is anywhere near worn down.
>>749655532I am a thirdie, so no accesss to tall buildings, guns or anything else. I am also autistic and old, to even try dying by cop. What do you suggest, buddy? My father had three heart attacks, so I am sure I can die this way.
>>749655616godspeed, and wish you the best of luck. Hope you succeed. How much time before you do it? some months? if situation improves, will you back down?
>>749655457The clerk wouldn't even "notice", and if he did 99% he wouldn't care. The fact that you haven't done it yet shows that there's plenty left to not kirk yourself, either that or you're a fucking pussy
>>749655718Situation hasn't improved and I've been hanging on for years. I want to hold out this year if I can just to prove to myself I can but realistically it's between now and Jan and next year.
>>749655661>What do you suggest, buddy?a knife to the wrist
>>749655661>>749655718Also, I'm not sure my method is sound but all the info I can find says yes. If you can get your hands on welding Argon from a hardware store and seal yourself up, you're unconscious before you even know something is up, then you're dead.
>>749655763I literally demanded 20 cans right away, and he refused. He cares. I don't even know why, but yeah. Maybe he fears that they willl sue him or some dumb shit. Anyway, it is a small neighbourhood store, not a mart or a mall. So yeah. If he refuses after a bit, I'll just order the rest online in the end.
>>749655805Wack survival rate and very hard to do without being a genuine schizo, it's not a good way for a normie to go without some form of medication.
>>749655832I sadly don't have a car myself
>10 week old at home, absolutely love the little man but he is all-encompassing, it feels like having 2 full time jobs.>Super demanding job that saps my energy>Wife was injured during childbirth, she's depressed and is having a hard time adjusting to motherhood along with her injuries>I wake up and can't even get through a cup of coffee without needing to get something done>Bottle washing, feed the boy, do the laundry, bottle assembly, change the boy, soothe the boy>Didn't think I was gonna make it until he smiled at me for the first time>His smiles and coos are the only things getting me through thisI swear, 2026 was meant to break me. A bunch of other shit has happened, death in the family, changes at work, things getting harder, I haven't actually played a video game since around march... I have the clout to pick up a switch 2 if I wanted to, but I won't because I know I just don't have the time anymore.
>>749655882Would work in a bedroom or bathroom if you could get a bottle home but otherwise damn, sorry man. It's so weird to think about, I'll be getting a staff discount on my suicide method. Makes me laugh sometimes.
>>749655920You'll adjust, and when he's 3 and going to pre-k, you'll miss it
>>749655960My house is made with tiles, so no way to seal a room good enough for asphixiating myself. Shit sucks.
>>749655920Front end is fuck hard my man, once they turn into a little person it gets way easier unless your ex wife gets him.
>>749628391Same old, want to do a bunch of things, but i don't have money to do them, and I really don't want to work.Been stuck in this loop for a while now.
>>749655920youll miss it. and when they are grown, youll wish you had a nonstop baby factory, especially in your late 30s/40s
>>749656001my son has a 3 year ols and a new baby - im finding myself over his house helping with my grandkids and taking the little man everywhere and spoiling him
>>749628391Happy Jovesday friends, I guess it is time for this thread once again. Remember to knurl your pfnord at least once a week, the gfaedrons get squimby if you don’t.
>>749656001I hope so anon. He's going to be at this stage in his life where he needs us for everything for a while. I don't think I've ever been this tired and with my wife depressed and her injuries during his birth projected to take another 6 months to heal I'm worried about giving her more responsibility than she can handle, so I've found myself working from home now more than ever just so I can jump up from my desk and be there when he needs us.My wife is a fantastic woman and I love her very much, this just isn't how she imagined motherhood. Pissing herself constantly, being unable to walk 10 minutes without her pelvic floor giving out and her loosing bladder control, having to retrain her body into getting urge to pee queues, the tear injury making her spot blood for the first 9 weeks if she tried to lift our son, I totally get why she's depressed. Before childbirth she was super fit and active. She went for 5ks most mornings, to go from that to not being able to sit up in bed has destroyed her and the medical system is so fucking broken we needed to say things we never thought we'd ever say just to get her a physio slot. Mental health care? Forget it.Mens mental health services are non-existent too. I'm at the point where I wake up in the morning and the first thing I do is go to the bathroom, stare at myself in the mirror and say "Fuck you. You don't matter. You chose this. You don't get to be happy, now get your worthless ass back out there and smile because they need you and don't you dare let them see weakness. Be what they need, not what you are."
>>749656210but they exist and they're called women. What? Is your piss pump weak, son?
>>749629206>I don't trust random github repos to not contain any malware or worse glow, so I am vibeshitting my own harness.t.
>>749645961jfc you think being married is some sort of privilege?
>>749652146do you realize they just get paid to exist by "investing"? they don't need positions
>>749656564>do you think being in a relationship with someone you love is a privilege?i dont know man you tell me
>>749644381You have no other choice. You either become a normie or you become their boss somehow, but you probably lack skillset for the latter.
>got laid off last month>enjoying my first vacation in a decade>don't want to go back working fulltime nowi'm an engineer but hope i can find a comfy parttime job in a shop somewhere
>>749655457>>749655661Sorry friendo but anon is right and this is a really stupid plan and would make you feel like absolute shit for an extended amount of time before you finally expired, or worst case you’ll end up giving yourself a stroke and end up as a retard in a wheelchair who has to have an Ethiopian male nurse change his diaper every couple of hours.Sleeping pills are the way to go for this, if you really want to do it. Just swallow 3-4 bottles worth along with some NyQuil and you’ll just drift off and never wake up.
>>749656675Nah. Rather kill myself buddy.
>>749628391I'm quitting soda bros, I've been drinking half a gallon of Pepsi zero for months now and I think it's completely running my stomach. I started in May or June, most likely June so it's been like 5 months of daily half a gallon of soda. I can't believe there is people doing this shit for years. If I wanna get my oral fixation fix I'm just gonna drink water or make chamomile tea or something or eat something fuck soda and fuck me for being so dumb.
>>749654561>Are you happy your shitty instantcts betrayed you?aka the devil's laughter
>>749628391oh hanging in there I will
>>749656702Are sleeping pills free to buy without a prescription? if not, I am shit outta luck.
>>749642231nta but it looks cool
>>749631835was that bulge really necessary
>>749655616>argonWhat? Will that displace oxygen like carbon monoxide or nitrogen would?
>>749656672 nah, you'll figure that out by yourselfyou're in for a huge, huge, absolutely BRUTAL disappointment
>>749654173Its the blog posting thread, and the pic was supposed to be of bayonetta
>>749656375I’ve been through it three times (minus the injured wife) and it gets better and easier exponentially as time progresses. Have your wife get a c-section with the second kid. My wife wanted to do the natural birth shit too, but she had a pregnancy issue that forced an emergency c-section on her with the first one so we just went ahead and did the same thing for the other two as well. It’s major surgery but it’s more predictable and the recovery isn’t as bad as they make it sound.
>>749656810yes it was eyeballtank
>>749656470not having more kids at 46 anon. 6 was enough dont want any of those physically/mentally fucked up screaming creatures
>>749656926im talking about women btw
>>749656824Yep, no odour and heavy so it sinks before it starts to fill up, replacing Oxygen as it goes. My understanding is that nitrogen works but has increased risk of frostbite and old burns before asphyxiating.
>>749656272My mom had a stroke in december. My wife lost her mother in March when she was 4 months pregnant... Her dad means well but all he does is stress her out. My parents are picking up the slack but I'm afraid to give my mom any more stress than she can handle and my dad is going on 80 and is very much a product of his time. Wouldn't know his ass from his elbow when it comes to changing a kid, awkward when feeding, but he's good at the support work like washing and making bottles, washing his swaddles and sleep suits etc.Your son is very lucky anon. Having any kind of 'village' no matter how small or inconsistent helps. I've learned that.
>>749628391A figurative noose of my own making is wrapping itself around my neck and I have only myself to blame.
>>749656875>Listen, you don't get it anon. Being fulfilled is awful. I get to cuddle with my wife every night, we get to have fun together, I have someone to come home to. It's seriously a terrible way to live.
>>749655774NTA but what situation has to improve? I can't imagine a shittier life than mine and other pieces of shit continue to live on until their last day. I know no one asked but for me feeding animals out there helped me and made me feel better, cats, starving horses, whatever, and spending some time with them, felt good. Brought my brother that has problems like me too and it was difficult to make the lazy bastard come with me but afterwards he admitted that it did make him feel better.
>younger brother killed himself>think about him everydayit's already been a year. I have a hard time thinking this gets easier
>>749657226lmao, he had some balls to actually do it. How did he off himself?
>>749641669>>749641821>>749646814Agreed with this anon that you need to shorten the beard if you want to get a job. You can grow it back out later after you get hired.Unless you’re a literal lumberjack or working in the construction industry you should stick to a JD Vance length beard when you’re hunting for a job. I know it seems stupid and it shouldn’t matter but it does. Also, always dress slightly nicer for the interview than you would for a normal day of work. Don’t wear a cheap suit or anything, but put on a button up shirt at least. Even if it’s just a nice flannel and dark jeans or khakis, it makes a difference. If you can find a size that fits you well, Amazon Basics long sleeve flannels look a lot nicer than their price point.
>>749657117kek sounds like a 14 year old's fantasy, just wait bro
>>749657140Walkin’ around in the first also feels nice. When I’m feeling really super shitty I’ll drive an hour outside of town to some national forest land where hardly anybody ever goes and just wander around the woods for a while, maybe lay down in the middle of a field and soak up some sun. I don’t think I was made for the urban environment.
>>749657226How do I die without my younger brother being in your shoes?
No, nigga. If I don't get a job soon, I'm gonna' lose my fucking mind.
>>749656375>"Fuck you. You don't matter. You chose this. You don't get to be happy, now get your worthless ass back out there and smile because they need you and don't you dare let them see weakness. Be what they need, not what you are."You can do it. Hang in there.
>>749657428I would give you mine if I could. let you deal with the public 90% of whom are retarded
>>749657408LMAO. I'm a younger brother, and I wouldn't even give a shit. Do you think I would be sad? I would be annoyed because my brother escaped this horrible world and I still have to be here.
>>749653559Stop getting advice from women on how to date women. In fact, stop being friends with women period. If you are not having sex with her do not waste time on her unless she is providing you some tangible benefit. You look like a loser who's just hanging around trying to beg for pussy. Make your intentions with her known and if she doesnt want it, respectfully leave. Only truly be friends with other dudes
>>749642959Janitorial. Construction. Hospital work. Crime scene cleanup. Late-night phone dispatch. Sanitation.Think of things that absolutely have to be done, do t need any special skills you don’t have, and can’t be handled with AI. Those are the jobs that you can usually still get even in a down economy. I know it sounds dumb but some of those Mime Rowe Dirty Jobs gigs like cleaning septic tanks can be a great option when times are tough.
>>749657629>cleaning septic tanks can be a great option when times are tough.I'll just stay unemployed thanks.
>>749657408die for a good causeblowing yourself up along with a bad guy
>>749657390Walking around in the FOREST, not fist.Fuck you Apple autocorrect.
>>749657715Bro, how Muslim are you that you give that kind of advice. "Bad guy" doesn't even mean anything. Is bad guy anyone who isn't Muslim?
>>749657525Not as much as in my business. I borrow the tolet to people, since there is a bus stop nearby. And retards piss outside the fucking bowl all the time. They also enjoy to drop water and make my bathroom all dirty. But at least I don't have a boss I guess.
>>749657693Enjoy your divorce, bro.
>>749657773nigga I don't have a gf or wife
>>749657756Don’t reply to glowniggers.
>>749657140Big answer so I'll break it down>Long term mediocrity in a professional sense that has lead to ongoing money shortages>Ex wife and a son I never see that I fumbled hard>Ongoing and worsening medical issues that roll into poor sleep for 10+ years>Slow but sure crushing of motivation resulting in lost hobbies, weekends spent recovering rather than enjoyingReally it's a ground hog day of mediocrity, topped off with being unable to fix the woman I used to love resulting in a relationship that could be best described as room mates. Work absolutely crushes me but I don't make enough and work too frequently, it's maddening and has been for more than 10 years.
>>749657790Then I wasn’t talking to you. If you don’t have anything in life to work for, don’t work.
>everyone ITT basically living in hell. How the fuck do you do it? I have a job, but that's literally it. I go to a garage and hide in the corner, making dead cars alive for another few months. I interact with maybe three people in that because not doing so means starving to death. But I have absolutely no friends, not one person do I chat to or text. The moment 18:00 strikes, I'm gone, straight home to hide in my room. Any days off are spent in my room.I live at home, but I pay my folks every month. I know they know that I'm literally only working because they'll kick me out if I don't and I think I've disappointed them grievously in my utter societal failings but I just don't care anymore. It's starting to hurt though. I'm getting toothaches so bad I can't sleep or think straight, I'll break out in hot flushes and cold sweats with it and yet I can't actually bring myself to climb out of the work---home rut I've worn into the ground, to try and register with a dentist... Trapped lol
>>749657806Thanks for the advice, but I can't tell any of you apart. I think I'll filter this thread, because it's just normgroids blogposting.
>>749657806Ok cucked mutt.
>>749657857I am schizo, if you give a shit
>>749657852>How the fuck do you do it?ask yourself that question.
>>749628391nope
>>749657857>it's just normgroids blogposting.its funny because the normies are acting like they have it so tough. no, you having a wife and kids does not mean life is difficult. you people are insufferable and all unvirgins need to fuck off immediately.
>>749657815Best of luck man we all try our best, I can definitely relate to some parts of your situation.>>749657852I feel you, I just do the same every day, I have teeth problems too but it hasn't gotten bad enough yet, but I know it's coming if I keep postponing it indefinitely...
>>749658027Being a virgin is much easier than being married with kids. I think anons exaggerate just how hard it is to raise kids, no being a roofer in the summer is hard. But in any case it is true that responsibility is going to be more difficult than no responsibility.
>>749658120It is harder to find a reason not to off yourself without any kind of responsibility, normgroid.You only have them to satisfy your survival instincts, and not jump out of the fucking 20th floor already. You know it is true.
>>749658027Yeah the grass is always greener on the other side .
>>749657852>How the fuck do you do it?I've held on as long as I can, that's about how it goes for most people. I'm using Weed, alchohol and cigarettes to push it as far as I can but it's fast approaching.
>>749657857>>749658027You guys are funny. You act like I haven't been in exactly your position. When I was 25 I hadn't worked since I was 16. I was depressed, couldn't find work, didn't have a car or license, still lived at home, hadn't had sex since I was 15 and couldn't even remember what pussy felt like, no friends at all, couldn't even make friends online, nocturnal, chain smoked, couldn't find any joy in gaming, reading, being creative, failed at everything I tried because I gave up, never believed in myself, had pretty much given up.When things change, they change fast.
>>749657291Yeah, I've lost out on a couple and its def the beard. Its going to be trimmed and cut down. And I always go to interviews in khakis and a collared shirt.
>>749658241>hadn't had sex since I was 15stopped reading, kys
>>749658241Fart in your face
>>749658241Failed normie, shut upYou had sex, I am 40 and I haven't even kissed or touched a woman's hand that wasn't an acquitance or some formal encounter, instead of a intimately one. You don't know what you are talking about, seriously.
>>749658241bait
>>749656675>You have no other choice
>turn fun nerd website into politics website>the people who don't want a politics website start leaving>eventually so many people leave that the website starts to feel completely dead
>>749658413same bro
>>749657629Yeah, I am considering janitorial, not so much construction (though I am open to the laborer union, just, again, need a car)
>bro its so difficult having a wife and kids
>>749656375>My wife is a fantastic woman and I love her very muchI hope this doesn't sound cringe but posts like this feel me with warmth. Love sounds beautiful and I hope I will experience it some day
how do you find meaning in life? i don't really care about money and too much of a retard to talk to women.
>>749658927There is no meaning, just end your life
>>749636835What were you pursuing?
>>749636835troon detected
>>749654381NTA but F-Zero GX recently had codes discovered, allowing you to unlock the previously unavailable besides cheating parts exclusive to AX. You have to do these in the F-Zero shop, on 4 controllers simultaneously. Not very practical, and likely a developer leftover, but it is neat. Thunderstorm parts: X Z Y Z X Z Y XEl Dorado parts: X > X Z Y < < ZChrono Symphony parts: < > Z > < X > ZBahamut parts: Y Y Z > < Z X YGladiator parts: > Z X < < > Z X
>>749657916I don't do it. I avoid it all. I'm literally only working a 9/6 job because it's the only non-negotiable aspect of my life and I'm too pussy to rope as long as I don't have to much pressure on me, so I avoid everything else. Luckily, nobody gives a fuck about me personally, so I don't have to do shit like socialize or volunteer etc etc. I used to lament not having a GF, but as the years went by, I actually looked at the failure in the mirror and realized I was lucky, because I know for a FACT I'd an hero my way out of >>749656375 's position. Imagine doing that to a woman in need and your child?
>>749658927It depends on what makes you happy. For some it's enough to just play vidya all of their day. Others need different things. > too much of a retard to talk to women.Would talking with a woman make you happy?
>>749659264You wouldn't, you would do it for them. That's why normgroids suck, they have family and people who cares for them, they have it easy. I have absolutely nobody left when my mother is gone.
I do wonder if life for jrpgfags sucks even more>play these games where the mc has friends and cute girls that like him>realize that this is what you desire irl>fail at getting it which makes you more depressed
i'm reading a book about dealing with avpd and i'm feeling really hopeless
>>749659557>the book's advice: just man up, bro
>>749659504The few girls I know are actually pretty into JRPGs. If you really want to find real women who play vidya though you need to join fanfiction communities.
>>749659708Like Ao3?
So much pain itt and some of you have it even worse than me. Now I am feeling guilty for feeling bad about myself.
I'm 31 and have worked exactly ONE day in my entire life, I was dishwasher and never came back for a second shift (for what little it's worth, they told me they weren't going to pay me for six weeks and that sounded like bullshit). The only reason I'm still alive is because my parents love me unconditionally and know I'm going to be the one caring for them as they get older. I'm totally fucked after they die. Hopefully I can inherit the house, sell it, and buy some trailer or something and try to live off whatever is left until I die of consumption or something.
>>74965984740 and my life is crumbling right now. I am also schizo.
>>749659847dont. everyone has their own package to carry. focus on yours, otherwise you'll drown. wagmi
>>749657226>easiernot really. but you become used to the feeling, it becomes part of you like scar tissue
>>749659882Just rope when they die. Loneliness is far worse than death.
>>749628391I just turned 30 and finally came to the realization I will never be loved by another person other than my immediate family and will probably never achieve anything of note in my life or be remembered for anything, other than that I'm doing okay I guess.
>>749660081good. About time, you faggot.
>>749660081>I will never be loved by another person other than my immediate family and will probably never achieve anything of note in my life or be remembered for anything,I care about the former but not about the later. I don't care if I am remembered, I care if I am enjoying life in the present.
Not doing so hot desu /v/. Unemployed like a lot of people in the U.S. right now. I'm a tranny so that makes employment even more difficult, even in a progressive city that I live in. Got broken up with back in March at a time where I needed help, after taking care of my boyfriend for nearly 2 months at the start of the year, and ever since just been in a downward slump. This has absolutely not been my year. Part of me is genuinely thinking of joining the 41%, but I know it would destroy my parents. My older brother survived a suicide attempt almost 2 decades ago, and they're still super protective of him. So yeah.
>>749659557>avpdgoing to arcades unironically helped me the most with this i think
>>749660192I hope this is bait
>>749660221It's not. Why would it be bait?
>>749660192>Unemployed like a lot of people in the U.S. right now.But anon, unemployment is the lowest its ever been! :)
>>749660261Holy shit, I am leaving then
>>749660337So says Trump. But if that's the case, why is it that everyone on social media is talking about how awful the job market is? I may just swallow my pride and move back in with my parents for awhile. I just would feel bad having to rely on them.
>>749660192Never kill yourself.
>>749660339Why? Because a tranny posts here? I've probably been here longer than you.
>unemployed for 3+ years>have degree, certs, years of exp, etcI just don't care anymore. I'm going to leech off my boomer parents until they die so then I can follow suit shortly after the money runs out.
Hence why you need to be stabbed and abandoned in some shitty alley, your corpse joining a fucking mass grave. Farewell, sub human.
i havent had a single friend in 20 years. im terrified of 4chan dying because this is the closest i get to talking with anyone.
>>749657390Ngl i kind of like my country's urban environment, it's filled with parks and nearby forests and never feels too cramped. Taking walks outside is always good.
>>749660517
>>749660192Do you pass at least? If it's not too late, I'd suggest going back to being a man.
>>749660597I do pass, yeah. Can't detransition though. Had an Orchi, and been doing laser hair removal for bottom surgery the past 3 months. Gonna be on a wait list for that for awhile.
>>749660473>3+ yearsrookie numbersTry almost 10 year
>>749660525unironically, if this site disappeared, i would literally not be talking to a single personparents dead, rest of family estranged, zero friends, khv, most people at work cant stand me since i am an introverted ugly short man
>>749661404>khvYou got them hugs?
it's cold now
>>749661421now that you mention it, i guess i got hugged by girls 2 times, but more like saying goodbye as a groupdunno if that countsdoesnt matter tho, still ugly, poor subhuman
>>749628391i still really like cate wurtz's art and especially that heather pic and asscastle
>>749657629>I know it sounds dumb but some of those Mime Rowe Dirty Jobs gigs like cleaning septic tanks can be a great option when times are tough.Go fuck yourself, faggot
>>749660473There are ways to survive. Government aid. Extreme frugal lifestyle. The chinks went through their phase, google lying flat survivalguide. It doesn't have to end in suicide. It's just not going to be an interesting life.
>>749631362Just volunteer nigger. Gets them off your back and you can do something you actually want and more likely: get on the coordinators good side and call as many sickies as you need.Unless you just won't do anything at all like a proper scounger in which case nigel bless you my son get on wahey.
>>749628916>https://files.catbox.moe/8j5xe7.mp4
I'm recovering from 10 years spent not talking to people. I am mentally stunted, even during the rare times that I feel comfortable around someone, I can't do anything more than ask and answer questions. I have been trying to socialize for months and the closest thing I have to friends are some people who I've essentially been tutoring in a useful skill for free. I have a personality, it just won't come out around people. I can't even remember what it's like to act like a person in front of people.
>>749662426not cool. I don't show up to your work place and post porn. we should be able to browse blue boards without the fear of getting in trouble.
>>749662768>4chin is my workplacebuddy that's on you
>>749658927you'll be forced to care about money
>>749662750>skillwhat skill?
>>749659882>>749660018hug your parents and be grateful to them while you still can, faggots...
>>749654079>ahh everything is great>time to paypig for some random mudsharks niglets!wtf
>>749660525most people here are bots and failed normalfags (same thing) so it's a really fake way to socialize anyway you can find some autists itt just protip avoid the mentally ill ones and GTFO if they start rambling about politics
>>749654079 yeah tfwnogf solves itself once you realize gfs are a total scam and there's no such thing as free pussy lunch
>>749662942we must be better men
>>749662942We're literally wired to think like that.
>>749663353who "we"?
No, I got a tooth infection in my molar that has gone below the gum line and I had to go the hospital for the 4th time now for antibiotics to treat it only to never be able to do anything about it because I'm too poor to afford a dentist and no fucking dentist in my town will take Medicaid. I'm in immense pain and the hospital refused to even give me any painkillers. Thought myself lucky because I still had one left in my cupboard only to take it and immediately throw up. So as you can imagine I'm in way too much pain to even sleep.
>>749663483Can't you just show up and threaten to kys? That's what women do here for everything.
>>749631362I remember when I was on universal credit, I'm so glad those days are behind me
>>749663483>no fucking dentist in my town will take MedicaidNot 'murrican, but why?, doesn't Obama or the state pays the dentist under Medicaid.
>>749642162stop wasting your time with a foid you stupid nigger
>cant get job 10 years>apply thousands times>need experience >only nepo hires now>cry to state cant get anything >state says can too, just shovel shit and eat it>nervous system destroyed and body barely holding together >cant even new game in 5 yearsGoing be homeless or kms if anything happens to mom I think, pretty sure only peoplewith down syndrome or no legs or are actuallysociopathic boomers can get the less than 200 month gibbs nowadays, shits grim , collpse is coming :(
>>749663545No, I've already been institutionalized 19 times against my will. I'm not playing games with society anymore or I will straight up attempt suicide by cop again.
>>749663735have you tried committing some serious crime so you get free housing and meals from the government
>>749663856Im 5ft tall id get raped to death if I littered
>>749628391Works a pain but hanging in thereVidya wise been playing some good stuff so far this month
>>749645363>>749642959Kill all normalfags
>>749628391
>>749641537Count your luck, you could have had zero
>>749655457Anon, no one's gonna think you're planning to off yourself just because you're buying a lot of energy drinks, lol. That being said I don't recommend it, you might get liver failure before heart attack which is painful as fuck.
>>749664051energy drinks can cause liver failure? How much you need to drink for that?
>>749664130https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tAtaIZD0Ebs
>>749663483You can create a painkiller from water and poppy seeds people use for baking bread and stuff
I was engaged to the girl I'd been in a relationship with for 9 years earlier this year until she broke up with me. She couldn't give me a straight answer as to why, so I'm assuming she cheated and couldn't face the consequences of looking like a bad person. Women are very performative, they worry about the optics and refuse to take accountability for things like that. Bummed me out for about a month and then I realised it was actually the best thing that could have happened to me. I started to see all the things I was ignoring and brushing off. The blinders were removed, and I realised how much of a shitty person she was.Now I'm happier, I have a smoke show of a girlfriend who has her head on straight and has her shit together. I'm not broke, I have a stable job and I can do whatever I want. I'm doing alright.
>>749664206Sounds like you dodged a bullet
>>749664206>Now I'm happier, I have a smoke show of a girlfriend who has her head on straight and has her shit together.>I'm not broke, I have a stable job and I can do whatever I want.>I'm doing alright.Congrats...
>>749664276I really did. I'm thankful.
>>749664206>was engaged to the girl I'd been in a relationship with for 9 years earlier this year until she broke up with me. She couldn't give me a straight answer as to whyI got 0 experience with women myself, but from what I've seen with my sister, she "mentally breaks up" with her boyfriends 6 months even a year in advance, and just hangs around out of momentum until something better comes along, because it's better to be with someone than with no one. So it could very well be that she simply doesn't remember why she wanted to break up with you, just that she did many months before and that point was when she finally decided to cut you off.
>>749663392Males.
>>749663483Teeth problems are the thing I hate the most. I am sorry for you, I hope things get better. like the other anon has said maybe look for alternative pain killers on the internet.
>>749664317Thanks, anon. Hang in there.
>>749664379>she "mentally breaks up" with her boyfriends 6 months even a year in advance, and just hangs around out of momentum until something better comes along, because it's better to be with someone than with no one.nta. That's a really shitty thing to do, God I hate women. Just be alone for fuck sakes
>was making around 5000 dollars as a south american, which was a shitload of money>the job was super easy as well and I was working from home, so lots of time to do my job while also enjoying my day.>they fire all contractors, which is my case>desperately trying to get a new job but all I get is being ghosted by recruiters, having job positions being cancelled out of the blue (happened 3 times already) or rejection emails, >not even trying to get the same salary, just anything because I hate not making money>at the same time my GPU died, warranty will give me my money back but all GPUs are twice as expensive as they were 2 years ago. Waiting for Black Friday deals to get a new one.Looking for a job is much harder than actually working a job nowadays. It fucking sucks and because I am always worried about that it makes it hard for me to enjoy stuff.Also, recently I have seen a recording of myself and I looked so old and out of shape I was legit disappointed in myself so I started a diet and exercising for real.
>>749664448Women are always afraid of being alone. I'm not going to pretend to understand it, but I know it's a real genuine fear.
>>749656272What the fuck why is there a grandpa on 4chan
I'm out of coffee which is unfortunate but I'm playing Quake so my legs are ok
>>749664520You are dealing with the same problem a lot of other anons and non-anons are dealing with. You are not alone, friend.
>>749664536It pisses me off, because I can't find whatever woman out there is meant for me because she's probably with some guy only because she doesn't wanna be alone and before I have chance to get in there she'll be with some other guy that's a scumbag that didn't even care she was with some guy that managed to trick her into thinking he's halfway decent.
>>749628391Sure, I can't complain. I guess I feel like I work too many hours to reasonably do much during a given week, but my job is also pretty fuckin easy and I make decent enough money doing it, so it's fine. If I was doing a job that didn't allow me the freedom to throw some bullshit like a podcast or an audiobook or a stream or whatever up while I work, I'd probably be wishing for death, but I do have that freedom, so I'm good.
>>749657036Yeah, my sister was all independent til she had her first son. She gave it a real shot, but after six months she moved in back with us.
>>749658241>hadn't had sex since I was 15 and couldn't even remember what pussy felt likeWow, how horrifying
>>749628391not good, nobody gives a fuck about me, usually i don't care but sometimes it hits
>>749631935im at year 4
>>749664601I appreciate that, hopefully iI can get out of this predicament soon.
>>749660192Kill yourself fucking tranny you deserve to die
>>749641669>The modern job market fucking sucks.If shit gets terrible. And well it already is.Go look for a job in one of those Goverment Employment recommendation job centers or whatever. They will give you some minimum wage shit you can do.
>>749664619That's why you're supposed to start dating in middle/high school.
>>749660638>Troon is going to give xerself an axe wound holy kek
>>749664682kek, you think that's bad. I'm a 36 year old wizard, and I'm uniquely fucked in comparison with other wizards because I have had a taste of love without the sex. I was 16 and me and this girl were in love but I sabotaged it because of a childhood trauma, only found out a few years ago this happened, it was so damaging I suppressed it. It's true what they say it's better when you don't know what you're missing, so much happier when I couldn't remember it
It's weird how isolating unemployment can feel even when you know millions are in the same exact position as you.
>>749642275sell weed or apply in a goverment employment center or something. they gonna give you retard proof jobs with 99% of getting hired so you dont lash out against society. Altho the job will suck and will be paid poorly.
>>749664379You're absolutely right about that. I raised the concern that she'd become increasingly distant around 6 months before she broke up with me, as you rightly pointed out. She had absolutely mentally checked out. She assured me everything was fine and then sure enough she jumped when she was comfortable enough to do so. I actually called it and mentioned it in a conversation with her. I told her that she already knew her answer, she didn't have the stomach to say it at that moment. Yeah, what a garbage person. She's someone else's dumpster fire now.
>>749664828hahahHA I'm>>749664862
>>749660638>Can't detransition thoughJust do it, by the time you're 40 you'll still look like a man and won't even have your penis. It's not worth it.
>>749644072we dont need an incel upraising, we need a total HR Karen genocide.The HR department workers have NAMES and ADDRESSES!
>>749641327Americans really do be living in a godless car parks
Why no where hiring besides part time slave labor, i cant even buy Mario anymore
Did you guys gave up on women like I have? I'm 29 and I can't stand having to settle for a fat bitch or single mom, I want to have a pretty 18-25 year old or nothing at all.
>>749664982I think that's from a videogame
>>749664862Damn anon that's gotta sting. I too ended up a wizard because of shitty childhood, but in my case I just steered clear of women in general. Never got to experience love and now I think I'm too old for it. Not sure if that's better or worse.
>>749664862Love is the worst thing you can feel. I got a dog with my first girlfriend. 13 years later she's getting passed around at FFXIV orgies and I'm here taking care of a dying dog that just makes me think of how much I loved that woman. I've been with women since, but I just cant fall in love with women. If they want to fuck me chances are they're just some bitch, people in general are wholly unreliable and I'm not letting someone that close again.
>>749644729The answer is simple. Boomers die. HR Karens get hunted down. The job market fixes itself.
>>749664198Americans caught onto that one already and now we have opium free poppy seeds only in stores.
>>749642959just get the Fast Food slop or at least Walmartbeing married and not providing is the most dishonorable shit you can do
>>749642954>Implying anyone under 30 knows about silent hill 3t.SH3 boomer>>749642959>WifeYou need to leave this place. I swear only men who are getting cucked would be here. Pay attention to what your wife does when she "goes out with the girls" because not being the breadwinner and crying here sure are not setting you up for loyalty. This goes 10x if you are murican'
>>749665014I can't really give up on something I was never actually ever trying for. Though the environment I grew up in and just seeing the absolute state of dating in modern times has served to just make me uninterested in the prospect of sharing my time on this earth with another human being in any sort of romantic way. I've got friends and I don't really know that I need more than that.
>>749665038It's better than knowing what you're missing trust me. I was a happy wizard before I uncovered my repressed trauma. I used to think it was worse to never experience loveYou know what's weird, there were certain movies and games that triggered me that I didn't understand back then, like for example Drive, the girl reminds me of her, I just always avoided facing that reality
>>749628391Going through a divorce, but we have to keep things peaceful for our daughter. Work is stressful but doable. It was communication that wasn't on a clear line between us. She expects things of a partner that's just not within me. We tried for a good 6 years. Daughter is 4 and a half.Gotta find a place for myself.
>>749660638all that shit for what dude, so another beta male can attempt maintain you and you expand your time on this earth just playing video games?
>>749665014you can still SEAmaxx if you want
>>749665014Having known what it felt like to have someone love you for who you truly are I have no hope of ever finding that again. People my age they don't find love, they find people they settle with because of their biological clocks, it's over, I'm not even gonna bother
>>749628391Some dirty fucking rat thief broke into my house 4 days ago and I discovered him when he was standing mere feet from my bed. He ran away, I didn't get hurt, nothing was stolen. I never go out so for the safety of my home to have been broken thusly has been upsetting. I'm still getting over it.Anyway I'm looking at some stupid memes to maybe help with that
>>749665425better get a gun and some better locks dude.
>>749665425Do Americans just have black men in their home constantly?
>>749665324The fate of all fags who fell for the child meme. Chad is blowing out your old Mrs right now btw.
>>749664206>Now I'm happier, I have a smoke show of a girlfriend who has her head on straight and has her shit together.kwabmaxxing
It is what it is.
>>749665425you should always shoot niggers on sight
Not really, best news I got is I signed up for a retirement investment account where since I'm a fucking autist, the government double matches my contributions (low yearly limit obviously)
>>749665168>I swear only men who are getting cucked would be hereI bet that's true
>>749663735if your life goes to shit pls take an HR Karen down with you to hell
>>749665462Locks are a meme, he needs move out of the hood
>>749656375some people go through life just wandering aimlessly not knowing what theyre supposed to do. but you have a purpose and its very noble. the male fantasy truly is to knowingly sacrifice for a greater cause.
>>749657572>unless she is providing you some tangible benefit.I hang out with one who was clear she has no interest in me but is otherwise far nicer to me then any prior woman I tried being friends with. Does the fact that her presence makes other women more comfortable and willing to small talk with me when we go to events count?
>>749665462>>749665470>>749665602That's the thing, I'm a euro, but I'm flattered you thought otherwise. It was probably some gypsy who did this. There hasn't been a breakin in our condo for an actual decade, mine and another apartment got broken into on the same night but the other guy wasn't so lucky, they got his gold. My incident could have been a lot worse so I should be grateful, I guess, it just doesn't feel like much of a victory. Whatever, it's not much but I'll take it
>>749665853Don't listen to him, well except the part of not taking advice from them about women that was smart. Me I like being friends with women, it's cool as long as you're not in it in the hopes of it becoming more and vice versa she isn't in it for that.
>>749665930crossbows anon. duh.
>did pretty well and had many friends at job>lost a lot of sleep, stressed and lethargic everyday>quit job because of stupid foid i cant stand>frankly surprised at how i managed to be professional for a year and a half>now back to being a neet, promised myself i would be productive>sleep almost all the time, do almost nothing but play video games, cook, eat>barely able to do any freelance or passion project worki keep saying this is just recovery from heavy burnout, but i feel bad and i should have hit the ground running and be as busy and productive as i had wanted when i was at the office saying "if only i had the time and i wasnt at this stupid office"
>>749656375>"Fuck you. You don't matter. You chose this. You don't get to be happy, now get your worthless ass back out there and smile because they need you and don't you dare let them see weakness. Be what they need, not what you are."Don't say that, you've been put in a shitty situation but you're dealing with it, lesser men would have bailed out already. This is your darkest hour, I know these are just words but all the same hang in there anon, I want you to succeed
>>749666065can you at least be productive lifting thats the easiest thing to be productive at, build a home gym, stop eating goyslop get strong af.thats what i did and i got results.
>>749665995Our judicial system is so cucked they'll sue you if you harm thieves, heaven forbid kill them. I didn't think I'd see the day I'd envy americans and their ability to just shoot those sons of bitches
>>749666183you need to stop caring if their skin is brown anon, thats why whitey is in such a peril nowadays. we care too much about this or that. If you dont get caught there is no consequences to anything.
>>749666168ah shit im a skinny fat manlet, thats also an issue. im also very lazy. its hard to do anything.
>Everybody complaining about their successful job, wife, and children>they're likely younger than me toohaha yeah, hang in their bro... i've definitely been in your shoes and can relate...
>>749664564I know people pushing 60 IRL that come here, you're here forever.
>>749665014I'm 33, hate kids that aren't my brother's, and am repulsed enough by fat women that I don't even hug fat remale relatives. I just jerk off to anime girls young enough to be my daughter since I'm never going on a date.
>>749666280Right there with you dude. Don't even know what to post when I see people traumadump about divorce and children. I thought we were all supposed to grow up as foreveralone losers together.
>>749665961>it's cool as long as you're not in it in the hopes of it becoming more and vice versa she isn't in it for that.Nope, she was very clear on her position, part of why I like hanging out with her is her always being straight forward about things instead of making weird attempts to manipulate me like prior women.
>>749666567That's the problem isn't it? We foreveralone losers don't have much to talk about, I think that's why you see us less in these threads
>>749665513That's a nice projection, anon. I hope things start looking up soon.
ironically, i can get laid with some mid women, but i cant be bothered to get out of the house and i have ED from years of psychological trauma and porn, so it might be over for me.
>>749666783>projecting projectionswhy are you like that, chyld
>>749666983Well, why are you being so cynical?
>>749628391Best bad, smoking single mother, in video games.
>>749666894>i can get laid with some mid women,How? Give me some advice
>>749667352just chat with them casually with zero expectations. women are people too, and also get lonely. if you are nice and friendly, they're not so averse to intimacy. don't just say you want to fuck all the time, just be playful and relaxed about it like it isn't a big deal (it really shouldn't be)
>39>well paying it job 38h/week>no kids>no obnoxious bitch>can afford everything>enjoy vidya every dayLife is good
recently saw an youtuber I liked suffer some stupid accident that broke his whole face and left it partially paralyzed. Made me realize your life can turn around real fucking fast.It also help to not do drugs and drive a fucking ATV naked while high and msuhrooms.
>>749667445And where do you usually meet those women?
I’m starting to think that “better to have loved and lost is better than no love at all” is bullshitI know what I’m missing now and it hurts so much without it
>>749667643I'd rather know what I am missing than living as an empty vessel. The experiences should be mine alone and not something I've heard from others.
>>749667636just online. your local reddit group. it is reddit, but other sites are worse.
>>749662426Well that was... Certainly... Something.
>>749667764>your local reddit group.As in my city's reddit? I've never thought about that I guess.
>>749636369y so nerbus?
>>749667838yeah usually there are reddit groups for your area where people post about chatting, dating, or even hooking up (i dont do those, for what its worth)i mean just chat them up, you might learn some things about women, about life, about yourself. just remember that there's no need to put pressure or expectations on anything, especially if you're bored and lonely. people come and go very fast.
>>749667643it's not bullshit, but i don't blame anyone for not bothering with all of the societal and financial debuffs relationships can cause
>>749667643It is bullshit, the worst suffering is always from contrast. Many people are very happy never having had much, easy to experience new highs when it's never been that high to start with
>>749667585Griffy? Yeah, don't do drugs, kids.
>>749667932I found a city reddit but one focused on dating in particular unfortunately.
>>749668738thats quite easy to do. (not do drugs)
>>749667469My goal but I want a wife just no kids they are anchors for high performing men.
>>749668816maybe there's one that isn't focused on dating. regardless, treat it as whatever. other people certainly do. zero expectations, just chat, if someone has bad vibes or shows signs of literal mental illness drop them without a second thought. of course you yourself should at least try to be nice as well.
>>749628391I'm NPO. This morning, I'm not thirsty for video game titties
>>749641669God you are nast,no wonder nobody hires you
>>749668738yeah., he looks like an expired eggplant now and can barely talk.
>>749668952life comes at you fast
>>749628391Yeah, I got a gf. She is trans and she passes so no one can tell, which is good. I love her.
>>749668903Meant to write *not one focused on dating. I'll keep your advice in mind.
>>749657226>sister killed herself>still have the word save we had in terraria It's been 3 years and I can't even look at anything terraria related
>>749665930Just print one or have one printed.
