AND SO I CRY SOME TIMES WHEN I'M LYING IN BEDJUST TO GET IT ALL OUT, WHAT'S IN MY HEADAND I, I AM FEELING A LITTLE PECULIARAND SO I WAKE IN THE MORNING AND I STEP OUTSIDEAND I TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND I GET REAL HIGHAND I SCREAM FROM THE TOP OF MY LUNGSWHAT'S GOING ON?!